Like a Promised Sunrise

By: JWSmith
(© 2012 by the author)
Editor:  Rock Hunter

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Chapter 4

Judd wrapped me in an embrace as I searched for his lips. Our kiss lasted for several minutes.

When we broke, he chuckled. "Does this mean I get to walk bowlegged?"

"Yeah, it damned sure does. And me, too, if I have any say in the matter."

"Fantastic. I've got everything ready."

He twisted and reached under the bed, pulling out an old shaving kit and a towel. He opened the kit and pulled out a box of condoms and a bottle of Slik lubricant. I laughed.

"You are definitely prepared. Were you a Boy Scout?"

"Nooo, I just wanted to be ready when you decided to do it."

He looked at me expectantly. I laughed, grabbed the things out of his hands, dropped them on the bedside table, then attacked him. Or rather, I got attacked. He grabbed hold of me and started planting hot slobbery kisses on my face and neck. He pushed me onto my back and sat down on my hips, my hard cock firmly wedged against his perineum, the head sticking out between his beautiful furry balls. He sat there for a moment rocking gently with his eyes half-closed, enjoying the feel of my rod against his taint. I lay there fascinated, watching him fulfill his dreams. Damn, he’s beautiful. He opened his eyes and looked into mine. I drowned in his gaze.

Judd leaned forward, brushing his lips across mine, still staring into my eyes.

"I love you, Jace," he whispered.

Our gaze into each other's souls continued.

"Oh, Babe, I love you, too. I love you so much, Judd, it hurts."

He kissed me. We both put all of our passion into the kiss. After a couple of minutes we had to come up for air. Judd started exploring my body with his hands. I followed his lead. He grabbed my wrists and placed my arms to my sides.

"I've waited my whole life for this moment. Don't distract me." He got off the bed and quickly shed his clothes.

He moved his hands up to hold each side of my head as he kissed each eyelid, then my nose. He brushed his lips across my mouth and then sucked on my chin. He pulled back slightly and tongued his way up to my ear, exploring every fold and curve. He plunged his hot wet tongue into it. My whole body shuddered as I arched against him. He pulled back and smiled at me.

"Oh, yeah. You like that, don't you."

I grinned at him as he dove for my other ear. He had me pushing my throbbing cock against him. He sat back and studied me. His fingers explored my collarbones and trailed down into the hair on my chest. They searched out my nubs and lightly traced around the areolas. He leaned forward and ran his tongue around and over each of them making them harder. My cock throbbed.

"Ah, more hot spots," he whispered.

He then trailed his tongue down to my belly navel. He had me thrusting up against him as he reamed it out with that hot, hard, wet tongue.

He had scooted his butt down to my knees, dragging his hairy chest over my super sensitive cock. My hands automatically grabbed his shoulders. He took my hands and held them at my sides as he plunged his nose into my pubes. He sniffed his way around my pulsing cock and pushed his nose into my furry scrotum. Breathing in, he started tonguing my balls. He sucked one into his mouth and laved it with his tongue, popped it out and pounced on the other one, viciously running his tongue over it. With it held snuggly in his mouth, he pulled back, tightening the skin over it. I arched up with it. He held my hands tightly to my sides. When he let it pop out of his mouth, my body jerked with the sudden release and I moaned. He sat back and grinned at me. I was in such ecstasy that I could only smile back at him.

He leaned forward and tickled his way up my urethra with his hard tongue, my body again twitching and shuddering in delight. He ran his tongue around the head. My throbbing cock was so hard it hurt as it bounced against his mouth.

"Oh God. Suck it, Judd. Please," I begged.

He sat up and grinned at me.

"Relax and enjoy it, Jace. I'll get to it."

He continued to look at me and grinned as I silently pleaded with my eyes. Suddenly, he dove and swallowed my cock to the hilt. I gasped and bucked. His throat convulsed a couple of times at the sudden intrusion, and then relaxed as he kept swallowing. I was so hot, and the onslaught was so unexpected - I lost it. I exploded down his throat.

When he realized I was cumming, he pulled back to collect the rest in his mouth. When I finished and started to soften, he pulled off and snaked up my body to kiss me, forcing his tongue between my lips. I opened up to him and let him in. He dribbled my load into my mouth. When I tasted my own cum my eyes shot open. He was looking back at me as our tongues dueled. His eyes were smiling. I swallowed and searched for another little taste.

He rolled off of me, propped his head up on one hand and started caressing me with his other, running his hand down my stomach, around my privates, on down my outer thigh and then up my inner thigh. He cupped my balls and leaned down and sniffed them. Through my post-coital haze I heard him contentedly sigh. He continued caressing me until I was thoroughly aroused again.

"I want to fuck you, Jace. I want to feel my cock in your hot hole," he whispered in my ear.

"Yes," I whispered back.

In my lethargy, I was aware of him moving down between my legs. I felt him lift and push them back against my chest. My eyes popped open and I was suddenly awake when his tongue lashed down my perineum and touched my sphincter. I gasped. I hadn't experienced that is such a long time. God... what a wonderful feeling. I moaned as he ran his tongue in circles around the pucker. I drew my breath in sharply when I felt the cold gel applied to it.

"Sorry, I should have warmed it first," he said.

I smiled and pushed my head back into the pillow as he forced his finger into me. I had all but forgotten the pleasure of being invaded. He found my prostate and rubbed it. I moaned and dribbled precum onto my belly. He leaned forward, licked it up, then inserted a second finger. I moaned again with the wonderful feeling.

"Three." I demanded. He complied, rotating them and stretching me. I relaxed into it.

"I'm ready. Fuck me, Judd."

He reached over, picked up a condom packet and tore it open, then handed it to me.

"You put it on me, Jace," he begged.

I took it from him, applied some lube to it, then placed it on the tip of his raging cock. He was so agitated his balls were pulled up tight, and I was sure he’d lose his load before I got it down his shaft, so I pinched the head of his throbbing rod as I rolled the rubber over it. He yelped, winced, and lost a bit of his hardness, but he also lost the need to cum. He sighed with relief when he realized what I’d done.

Once he achieved penetration, he settled down and gave me a good long fuck. With a little coaching, I had him doing a few fast short strokes and then a few long slow ones. We brought each other to the edge several times before he swore he couldn't stand it anymore.

"Oh, God, Judd, I can't hold it any longer. I gotta cum." He started pumping fast and furiously.

I tipped over the edge with the barrage of thrusts. When I started shooting, the clinching of my sphincter brought him over with me. It was my second climax, yet it was definitely the longest and hardest of the two.

Judd collapsed onto my cum covered chest, and we held each other like there would be no tomorrow. As our breathing returned to normal, he loosened his hold and rolled to the side. I rolled with him covering his face with kisses.

"Damn, Judd, I've never had a fuck feel so good." I pulled the used condom off his deflating cock, tied a knot in it and dropped it on the floor.

He smiled weakly with his eyes closed.

"Me neither," he said.

"I thought you were a virgin."

"I was...am. What I meant was I'll probably never experience another fuck as wonderful as that."

I thought about that for a moment and then asked, "You do want to keep trying, don't you?"

His eyes opened and he looked at me, his expression full of incredulity.

"You kidding me? Hell yes, as often as you want it."

"Good. That's kind of what I thought." I smiled to myself.

He grinned and closed his eyes again. I watched him until I couldn't keep mine open any longer. We slept wrapped in each other's arms.

Sometime later, I was awakened with a warm washcloth being wiped over my chest and belly. I opened my eyes and watched Judd, intent on cleaning me up. He gently fondled my genitals with the cloth and then looked up at me. I smiled. "Hi, Lover," I whispered.

He grinned. "Hey, Babe."

He crawled onto the bed, lifted my shoulders and shoved several pillows behind me, then picked up a glass of juice from his nightstand and handed it to me.

"Refuel. You gotta big task ahead of you," he said.

"I do?"

"Yep, I'm still a virgin and it's all you fault, and it’s up to you to rectify it."

"You think I can do that?" I asked.

"You better. I'll be really unhappy if you don't."

"Well, we can't have my precious man unhappy," I said, pulling him down.

"Huh ugh," he grunted in agreement as he snuggled into my embrace.

I couldn’t get enough of him. As we embraced, I covered his face and neck with licks and kisses, then rolled him onto his back and ran a trail down to his dark pink nipples. With the tip of my tongue I lashed his little nubs, making them stand hard and proud. His body was so responsive.

I grasped his wrists and pushed his arms above his head. I licked his armpits and gnawed on the muscles. He arched and thrashed. I sat back on his hips rocking back and forth on his hard cock, remembering how it had felt earlier plunging into my ass. My head was back and my eyes closed as I enjoyed the friction over my raw rectum.

"Don't even think about it until I've experienced it, too," Judd growled.

I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"Aren't you enjoying this, too?" I asked.

"You're kidding. It feels incredible, but you know what I want, so you’d better give to me or I'll just have to take it." His expression was serious.

"You would, too, wouldn't you?"

"Damned right," He growled, then in a little boy whine he added, "Fuck me, Jace, I want to feel you deep inside me. Please make me completely yours."

I lay down on him and sucked on his lips before I invaded his mouth with my tongue. He whimpered. I sat up and scooted back between his legs, grabbing his ankles and pushing his knees up to his chest, raising his nether region for easy access. I teased his scrotum with feathery kisses. I ran my tongue lightly up one thigh and down the other. I planted my mouth on his perineum and whipped my tongue up and down it. Judd was crying out and arching his back, pushing himself at my mouth. I pulled back and blew on the wetness. He whimpered.

Still holding his legs up, I sat back and looked at him. His eyes were scrunched closed as he waited for another assault. I waited. He looked up at me with a frown.

"Why did you stop?"

"You're such beautiful eye candy I had to stop and just look at you."

He closed his eyes and half smiled, hunching his butt up at me. I relented and ducked my head back down. I kissed each buttock, then starting at his tail bone, I ran my tongue up his crack to his pretty little virgin pucker. I circled it several times, then plunged down on it sucking and jabbing at the same time. He tried to thrust.

"Oh God, that feels so good," he said through clinched teeth.

I pushed my tongue hard into it. He pushed out at the same time. I found myself massaging the inner lining of his rectum. I had never done such a thing before, and I found that it excited me to the point where I could have shot my load just tongue fucking his wonderful little rosebud. I sat back, breathing hard in my excitement.

"I've got to fuck you, Judd. I can't wait," I said, grabbing a condom.

"I thought you’d never get to it," Judd sighed, his eyes tightly shut.

I ripped the package open, smeared lube over my shaft, then rolled the condom down it. I smeared more lube over my covered rod and forced some into Judd's pulsing eager hole. He gasped at the cold invasion. Positioning myself, I started gently jabbing the tip against his opening. He was pulsing his rectal muscles in rhythm with my movements. I kept applying more and more pressure. Judd started pushing out and suddenly my cockhead was in. We both gasped.

"Don't stop," he gritted. "Push it on in. I want to feel it all."

I kept gently rocking in and out until I was firmly planted, my pubes against his scrotum. I let go of his legs and leaned forward to kiss him. He wrapped his legs and arms around me.

"Damn, Jace, I never felt anything so wonderful. I feel so full, so much a part of you. I love you so much."

I pushed back to where I could look at him.

"No more than I love you, my sweet man."

"Fuck me now, Jace... hard. I want to know I've been fucked."

"Oh, you'll know it, Babe, believe me. Remember, this is your first time."

I was gently pulling nearly out and then thrusting all the way to the hilt.

"That feels so good. Do it faster. Fuck me faster, Jace."

I picked up the pace. I was hitting his prostate on every stroke. His balls were pulled up tight. Watching him writhe under me had me so hot I was having a hard time not cumming. Suddenly, he went into over load and shot clear over his head. He kept pumping out more and more cum, covering his chest and belly. The clinching of his sphincter got to me. I started filling the condom as I thrust hard against him. With a last spasm, I collapsed on top of him. He languidly wrapped his arms around me.

"Oh wow, Unk. That was way more than I ever dreamed it would be."

He kissed me. I was still trying to catch my breath and slow my heart. He caressed my back as I utterly relaxed. I rolled to the side, pulling him with me. My soften cock plopped out of his ass. I reached down and pulled the condom off, knotted it and dropped it on the floor. I cuddled back into his embrace and we both slept.

When I awoke late the next morning, Judd was lying on his side facing me, snoring lightly. He was just so damned beautiful I couldn't resist embracing him. He snuggled up against me, laying an arm over my ribs.

I kissed him, forcing my tongue into his mouth. He fought to pull away. I held his head, not letting him. When we broke it, he pulled back.

"How can you do that? I've got dragon breath this morning."

"You're ambrosial. You taste of all we did last night. I love it," I said.

"You're a pervert."

"Probably. Would you like coffee in bed?"

"Nah, I'll get up. Let's shower first. I feel sticky and crusty."

"You should," I laughed. "You're a real cum pig."

"Yeah, it's a shame it doesn't come in buckets."

"I like it better right out of your spigot, myself."

We chuckled as we headed for the shower. While I adjusted the water temperature, he relieved his bladder down the shower drain. I had never stopped to consider that other men might do this. I've done it since I was a child. It's a natural urge with the running water, besides it saves water. It's funny though, how sharing a shower never seems to actually save any water.

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The following months were a blissful time. Judd got into his studies and I had a new TV series to work on. Much of the time, we spent our evenings together. Annie studied a lot with Judd. I would come home and they would be sitting side by side at the table writing, or sitting next to each other on a sofa reading. I had set up a study area for Judd next to my writing area with a PC and a regular desk, but it was used only when Judd was studying by himself.

I constantly fought a tendency to feel jealous of their closeness.  However, I just couldn't bring myself to tell him how insecure it made me feel to see them sitting together, touching, reading from the same textbook, even though it was obvious that Judd was secure enough in his relationship with me that he felt free to be close friends with Annie.

Once in a while, Annie's girlfriend Lee would be there. Then they sat at different sides of the table or scattered around the living area. I guess she didn't feel as secure in her relationship with Lee. In retrospect, I suppose that was a big compliment to me.

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Thanksgiving, Tom and Betty Jean, with Judd's three younger brothers, came out for a four-day holiday. Betty Jean and I slaved away in the kitchen with Annie playing step and fetch it, while the five men and Lee watched football. They loved the big 60-inch screen with HDTV.

Occasionally, Annie would join them, sitting next to Judd. He would put his arm around her shoulder and she would lean against him. The first time they did this, Betty Jean looked at them, then turned and raised an eyebrow at me. I shrugged and told her they were just good friends. She shrugged back as if to say ‘who can understand the younger generation.’

Tom took notice, but just seemed to ignore it. Lee, like me, just smiled and shrugged. I noticed Judd's younger brothers whispering to each other and snickering, then glancing at me and occasionally at Lee. The older one looked a bit disgusted. Later, I overheard him tell Judd that it would be a lot more honest if he showed that kind of affection to me. Judd's reply was that he couldn't do that in front of his mom and dad, even if they did know.

Before they’d arrived Wednesday evening, we’d moved the screens around to close off our bed, especially from the bathroom. The four boys slept on pallets in the living area while Tom and Betty Jean went to the Biltmore Hotel downtown. We shuttled them back and forth for the four days, accommodating them in every way we could.

I figured that Tom and I would be having a discussion sometime during their stay, but he never made a move, so I just let it pass. He seemed to accept us, and that was the only important issue that I had with him. Being eighteen years older than I am left little for us to have in common. Betty Jean, on the other hand, was very curious and concerned about her oldest child. I answered every question as candidly as possible, and every once in a while she’d withdraw into herself while she digested new ideas and facts about her son. She became my favorite sister-in-law as I got to know her... even if she was my only one. And there was no way I could think of her as my mother-in-law.

Of course, we did the tourist thing with them – Disneyland, Universal City, Hollywood, and the Pacific Ocean. They all had a good time and promised to come back soon. We sighed with relief as we watched them get on a plane back to El Paso. It had gone well.

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Thanksgiving was over and the merchants of L.A did their annual blitz of gaudiness to the streets of the city. Palms are the only things I've seen that are more ludicrous than mesquites and tumbleweeds when decorated for Christmas. Today's heat made it even sillier and more out of place. The Santa Ana winds were blowing and it was too miserable to even put the roof down on the MG - on top of it all, it didn't have air conditioning.

I pulled into the parking garage and noticed that Annie's little VW Bug was parked next to Judd's pickup. Here studying again? I filled my arms with grocery bags, hooked my finger in the gallon jug of cranberry juice and staggered into the lift, eager for cool refrigerated air and my lover's hot arms. I rolled the door open and stepped into the loft.

I heard the shower and giggling. I walked around the wall and saw them washing each other's hair. Judd was kneeling so that he was about the same height as petite little Annie. They had both hands on each other's head, squinching their eyes to keep the soap out. Cute was the word that came to mind. I wished that I had a camera. They were like two little children playing in the water.

And then it hit me. Here were two young adults doing things to each other that I felt were very intimate. When Judd washed my hair I always became aroused, of course he always had his cock resting in the crack of my ass. I was suddenly insane with jealousy. All I could imagine was Judd fucking her. I got a cold chill and dropped the gallon jug of cranberry juice and both bags. I could feel the sting of little cuts from the shattered glass as red juice and blood ran down my legs.

They fell away from each other. Annie was doing a 'Birth of Venus' pose trying to cover her breasts with a forearm and her privates with the other hand.

"Jace, I didn't think you'd be home for a couple of hours," Judd said as he reached for a couple of towels and tossed one to her.

"Obviously," I said.

He carefully stepped around the glass and walked toward me while drying his hair, doing nothing to cover himself. I subconsciously noted that his cock was not inflated.

"Damn. Your legs are bleeding," he said as he tried to kiss me. I dodged.

"That's not the only thing bleeding. You've just ripped my heart out." He reached for me. "Don't touch me. I may do something violent if you do."

"We went for a run... we were sweaty... so we were showering."

"Together!"

"Well... yeah, but we're just buddies. It's no big deal."

I turned and confronted Annie who had dressed and was slipping her shoes on.

"Are you just his buddy?"

She blushed and stared right into my eyes, but didn't answer. I decided the stare meant ‘don't be stupid.’

"That's what I thought. Get out. I don't want to see you here again."

"Wait, Sis. Don't go. This is just a misunderstanding. Jace, we were just showering."

"Yes, and if I'd come in ten minutes later... what? You’d have just been fucking?"

He swung and connected his fist to my jaw. I fell backwards. I'd heard about seeing stars, but I was seeing one big nova. It took a couple of minutes to see clearly. When my eyes uncrossed, Judd was kneeling holding me in his arms.

Tears were coursing down his face and dripping on mine.

"Oh God, I didn't mean to do that. Please forgive me, Jace."

"Let go of me." My voice was icy venom. His arms went slack and he sat back hard. His expression was incredulous. I rolled over and stood up. Annie had gone. I rubbed my jaw; there were a couple of teeth loose. I sat down on the end of the bed. Judd was still naked, he hadn't moved.

"So, what are your plans, Judd? Are you moving in with your little fuck buddy? I have a feeling you'll be missing a big cock up your ass real quick."

"I've never even thought about fucking Annie. She's a dyke for Christ’s sake. And why would I move. I live here with you."

"That's past tense. I don't want you here anymore. I will not let you put me through the same things Ken did. I am fighting back this time. So go... get dressed and get out."

I stood up and walked into the kitchen; got the broom, the dustpan, and the trash can and started cleaning up the mess. Judd just sat and watched me. I ignored him. After I swept it all up, I got out the mop and cleaned up the juice. I then went in and took off my shoes and socks. I wiped my legs with a clean cloth and applied some Neosporin to the little cuts. They'd be gone in a couple of days. Judd was still sitting in the same spot. I put on clean socks and a different pair of shoes and walked over to him.

"I'm not Ken Walker," he said. I ignored him.

"I'm going for a drive. I'll be back in 30 minutes. You will be gone by then." I turned to leave.

"Jace?" I turned and looked at him though my tears. His eyes were swollen and red. They were leaking down his cheeks. It tore at my heart. "I love you," he said.

"I love you, too, but be gone before I return."

I turned and fled before I could change my mind and let him stay. I drove aimlessly, ending up in a rundown black part of town. As I drove down one street, I suddenly became aware of my surroundings... I was being stared at hostilely. I turned toward the San Pedro Freeway and headed back home... home where my heart was no longer.

Judd was gone when I returned. He left me a note telling me he was checking into a motel in Culver City. He would call me later. He added that he loved me and that he was so sorry for hurting me. I told myself that I couldn't have cared less. I wadded up the note and tossed it over my shoulder. I heard it hit the floor, missing the trash can. I ignored it as I threw myself across the bed.

Being alcohol intolerant is the shits at a time like this. I considered going ahead and getting dead drunk. But I had enough sanity left to realize I would only end up delirious in the hospital, or maybe even dead. There were easier ways to die than that. I reverted to my old automaton ways, freezing all my emotions and working my ass off. Thank God for the word processor. I could type for days or until I collapsed.

Jealousy is a mental illness and I was definitely ill. I couldn't close my eyes without seeing Judd humping Annie. I could see his sweet furry buns quivering with each thrust. I could hear him panting with the exertion. I could smell the scent of his sweat. It made me sick... sicker.

I stopped eating. I drank my sludge. I did get some nutrients from the Ovaltine, but not much. I lost weight fast, but it's not a diet I would recommend. I did all my communication over the Internet. I ignored the phone. I saw no one for over a week.

Liz missed Judd. She spent hours every day pacing around the house. Every so often she’d let out a bloodcurdling, plaintive wail – I’d scream at her – she’d look at me, then go back to pacing.

To be continued...

Posted: 04/13/12