My Father, My Son
(Revised)
by:
Tom Borden
© 2000-2008 by the author
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As Jeff gently rubbed his dad's back, he said, "Dad, before Jason
told us about it the other night, did you know that this is how a blind person
sees another person? With his hands? Just like this, moving his fingers slowly
over every inch of his body."
There was no reply from Michael. Jeff looked closely and saw that his dad had
fallen sound asleep. Jeff smiled and whispered in Michael's ear, "I love you,
Dad. Just being like this with you is all I need."
Chapter 58
A bright sunny morning dawned in San Antonio as Michael and Jeff
awoke after a good night's sleep. Michael was lying on his back and, as he woke
up, he saw Jeff propped up on one elbow, running his fingers lightly over the
hair on his father's chest and stomach.
"How do you feel this morning, Dad," asked Jeff.
"I feel really good, Jeff," said Michael. "My leg is a little stiff, but there's
no pain. I really slept the sleep of the dead last night. How about you?"
"Same here, Dad," said Jeff as he reached down and lightly tickled the underside
of his dad's balls. "I like to do this, Dad, and watch that limp little penis of
yours slowly rise up to attention. To watch your penis growing slowly in size
like this is so hot!"
"I see your wearing a pretty big boner this morning, yourself!" noted Michael.
Jeff leaned over and took his dad's gorged penis into his mouth. Then, as he
held the entire rod between his lips, he switched his position so that his own
penis could be easily taken by Michael. Michael rolled over on his side and took
the hint. They both began furiously running each other's hard penises in and out
of their mouths. Having long ago perfected a system of coordinating their
orgasms with each other, they both knew when the other was about to cum, and
would fill each other's mouths with their cum at precisely the same time. As
they each went into an orgasmic frenzy, their bodies began bouncing around and
slamming into each other.
As they both pulled off and settled down, Michael said, "That was a great
breakfast. Speaking of which, I have to tell you about one time when I was in
college. One of the young professors I had took me home one night for a good
time. When we got up in the morning, we went down to his kitchen for some
breakfast. We were both still naked and still a little horny. When the toast
popped up, he slathered butter on each of our pieces. Then he stood next to the
table and proceeded to jack off onto my piece of buttered toast. And I did the
same. Then we ate it. Talk about erotic! After that we often talked about the
'buttered cum' we had for breakfast that day. Cum and butter really made a great
combination . . . especially since his cum was so nice and sweet."
"Oh, Dad, please!" said Jeff with a bit of a grimace. "Did you really do that?"
"We sure did. It sounds crazy to me now, though. Don't think I'll ever do it
again."
"Well, Dad, I'm sure he enjoyed your buttered cum, too, because yours is nice
and sweet, too. That's a wild story. Are you sure that really happened?"
"Sure it happened. I wouldn't make it up!"
Michael and Jeff got dressed quickly and went down to the dining room for a
proper breakfast. Michael said, "Before we head back to the ranch, Jeff, I want
to go back to the hospital and see what's happening with Jumper."
"Oh, dad, you're not still thinking you want to have anything to do with that
kid, are you?"
Michael put a serious look on his face and said, "Of course, I am, Jeff. We can
use him as vending machine. Put a five dollar bill in his mouth and then stick
our cock up his ass whenever we get horny!"
"Dad! You're getting awfully crude in your old age!"
"Oh, Jeff, I'm just kidding. You know that. If I don't do something, he'll just
go on back to some rest stop and keep getting fucked by a bunch of truck drivers
for the rest of his life."
"Well, what's wrong with that, Dad?" said Jeff impatiently. "That's his life.
There's no reason for you to get yourself all involved with him. What in God's
name would you do with him if you took him down to the ranch? Is it that you've
got some sort of an attraction to him? After all that fucking he gets, he's
probably full of disease. Maybe AIDS."
"That doesn't mean that someone shouldn't help him if he can."
"What if he doesn't want your help? He's probably perfectly happy the way he
is."
"I'm not going to argue with you, Jeff," said Michael. "I know what I want to
do."
"You've always been so damned stubborn. Sometimes you just don't want to listen
to reason."
After arriving at the hospital, Michael and Jeff walked into Jumper's room. He
had now been moved to a regular hospital room. There they found a small woman
with glasses that looked like bottle bottoms and holding a clipboard. She was
questioning Jumper.
The woman looked up and looked at Michael. She said, "Good morning. And you are
. . .?
"I'm Michael Walker, and this is my son, Jeff. We're here to see Jumper."
"And you are his father?" she asked.
"No."
"What relation are you?"
"We're not related," responded Michael. "I'm just a friend. I would like to see
about taking him with me when he's recovered."
The woman said, "Are you his legal guardian?"
"No, just a friend."
"Well, in that case, we won't be able to turn him over to you. I'm a counselor
from the agency, and it's up to the agency as to the disposition of this boy."
"Why, in God's name, is it up the agency what happens to him?" said Michael.
"He's done nothing wrong. He can go with whomever he wishes."
The woman put her clip board down on the bed and turned to face Michael. "Mr.
Walker, this boy is an indigent. His disposition needs to come under the rules
of the Agency."
"Bullshit!" said Michael, who rarely used such words in public. "I'm going to
see about this!"
Michael left the room and went to a public phone located in the waiting room and
called Caleb. He wanted to find out exactly what were the legalities of this
situation. He explained to Caleb how they had met the boy and the misfortune
that had befallen him.
"Caleb," Michael began, "I want to take this boy back to the ranch to see if we
can give him a new start."
Caleb asked, "Is that what the boy wants to do?"
"I don't know, Caleb. We haven't really talked to him about it yet."
"Are you sure this is something you want to do, Michael?" asked Caleb. "To me,
it doesn't sound like a very good idea."
Michael said, "It's not up for discussion, Caleb. I just want to know what I can
do legally."
"Well, Michael," said Caleb. "You need to find out some things about this lad.
If he had once been in a foster home and ran away from it, it is definitely the
Agency's business to see that he is returned or at least placed in another
approved foster home."
"I'll find out," said Michael.
"And furthermore, Michael, you will need to know if this boy has ever committed
a crime of any kind. If he has a record, or if he's wanted by the authorities
for some reason, you'd better keep your hands off."
"Okay, Caleb," said Michael. "If none of that is true and he's just a kid out on
his own, am I clear to take him?"
"Well, if none of that is true, Michael, you still need to consider that his
parents may be looking for him. And he might be listed as a missing person with
the police. And I don't know if you want to harbor a kid whose parents are out
there somewhere worried about him. You could be accused sometime down the line
of kidnapping."
"Well Caleb," said Michael. "I'll go and talk with him to see what's what with
him and call you back."
Going back and finding that the woman from the agency had left, Michael looked
at Jumper, who was now sitting up in bed and looking much improved. Michael
said, "Jumper, do you have a mom and dad, or have you been in a foster home?"
"No," said Jumper. "I've never been in a foster home. But my old man kicked me
out of the house when I turned sixteen. He'd started coming into my room when I
was about fifteen and was fucking me almost every night. One night I told him I
didn't want him to do that to me, and we got into a terrible fight. The next
morning, we were still fighting and he threw me out of the house and told me he
never wanted to see me again."
"Well, how about your mother, Jumper?"
"She didn't give a shit. She knew the old man was fucking me, and didn't give a
shit. In fact, she'd be in her room almost every afternoon fucking some other
man I didn't know while the old man wasn't home. So I was glad to get away from
there."
"How have you been living out on your own at your age?" asked Michael.
"Oh, it wasn't hard. I'd steal food from the 7-Eleven and sleep in the woods
behind the store."
"How about school?"
"I left when I was in sixth grade and never went back to that fuckin' place. I
was failing anyway and was glad to get my ass out of there."
Michael said, "How did you end up spending all your time at the rest area?"
"Well, I was hitch hiking one day, and a trucker stopped and picked me up. We
drove for a little while and then pulled into that rest area. He said he'd give
me five bucks if I'd let him fuck me. I didn't give a shit. I'd been fucked so
much by my old man, I didn't care. And then the other truckers found out that I
was putting out, and that's how it started. It was the only fuckin' thing I knew
how to do to make money."
"Do you enjoy getting fucked by all those trucker?" asked Michael.
"Not really anymore. But I make money at it, and that's all that matters."
Michael said, "Jumper, did you know that that woman who was here will probably
try to put you in a foster home?"
"Yeah, but I'm not going. All I want to do is get out of this fuckin' place."
"What would you say if Jeff and I were to take you down to our ranch to live
when they let you out?"
"What can I do there?" asked Jumper. "I need to get out and get back to some
rest area where I can make some money."
"Jumper, if you don't come with us, you won't be able to find yourself a new
rest area. You'll probably be put in a foster home, and you'll never know what
kind of a life you'll have there."
Jumper sat quietly and thought about what Michael had said. Soon, he just
shrugged his shoulders, indicating that he did understand what Michael was
saying.
Michael said, "You think about it, Jumper. I'll be right back."
Going back to the phone, Michael called Caleb again. He said, "Caleb, he's never
been in a foster home. But he was kicked out of the house by his mom and dad,
who are very likely not looking for him. The social worker told me that the
Agency checked the boy out with the police as to any possible criminal activity,
and found that there had been none."
Caleb said, "Well, Michael, under those circumstances, I don't think there would
be anything from a legal standpoint that would prevent you from taking the boy
under your wing and having him live down at the ranch. But I wish you'd think
long and hard about doing anything like that. You may be in for some trouble.
That boy sounds to me like a wild one. Just think about it, Michael, before you
do anything."
When Michael returned to Jumper's room, he found both the social worker and her
supervisor. He explained to the supervisor what he learned from Caleb. She
simply shook her head and said, "Mr. Walker, it's true that you're legally
within your rights to have the boy live with you, and we'll have no objection to
it. Just between you and me, we are so overloaded with case work, it will be
just one more we won't have to deal with."
After they left, Michael said, "Okay, Jumper. You heard her. When you get ready
to leave here, would you be willing to come down to the ranch and live with us?"
"I don't know."
"And if you don't like it, there will be nothing stopping you from leaving and
going to find yourself another rest stop. How would that be?"
"Okay," said Jumper. "All I want right now is to get out of this fuckin' place."
Michael walked closer to the bed and brushed Jumper's blond hair off of his
forehead and said, "Okay, Jumper, we'll stay in touch with you and the hospital,
and when you get discharged, we'll drive you down to the ranch."
Michael and Jeff drove back to the ranch in silence most of the way. Jeff
finally said, "Okay, Dad, Karl is probably going to be coming back, and you'll
have that relationship to try to get back on track. Then you'll have this kid on
your hands, which will likely be nothing but headaches. And on top of that
you'll probably have Jared living with you. You'll have to deal with that, and
God knows what shape he'll be in. Okay, Dad. It's your ballgame. I know that no
one can tell you what to do."
After driving further without speaking, Jeff said, "I love you, Dad. But you're
so God-damned stubborn sometimes."
While Michael and Jeff were gone, Jake had cleared an area on the other side of
the horse barn to make a small basketball court, just big enough to shoot
baskets. At regulation height, he attached to the side of the barn a basket that
he had purchased at a sporting goods store in Goliad. Enrique and Noah had both
taken a liking to playing basketball in their physical education classes at
school, and had been talking to Jake about how much they would like to practice
shooting baskets at home. Jake was glad to do the set-up for them, and was out
there shooting baskets with Enrique and Noah when Michael and Jeff drove into
the yard.
The three of them ran over to meet Michael and Jeff as they arrived. "How was
yer little vacation?" shouted Jake.
Jeff said, "It couldn't have been better. We had a great time, except for Dad,
here, having a little accident falling down some steps."
Michael was dressed in shorts, and the bandaged area on his calf was clearly
visible.
"I'm sorry to hear that, Michael," said Jake. "I hope it doesn't hurt too bad."
"I'm okay, Jake. Thanks," said Michael, looking over toward the horse barn.
"Hey, I see something new has been added!"
Enrique said, "Yeah, Jake fixed that up for us. Noah and I love to play
basketball at school, and now we can practice at home, too."
Michael tousled both Enrique's and Noah's hair with a loving hand and walked
inside with Jeff.
As they collapsed in chairs at the kitchen table where Tony had poured them each
a cup of coffee, Michael put his hand on Jeff's arm and said, "I understand what
you're saying about all that, Jeff. I do understand the risks. But there are
some things one just feels he has to do, or at least try to do. It may not work
out, but I think that boy, like any of us, deserves a chance at life. Okay?"
Jeff turned and smiled at Michael. "I have to admit, Dad, that I am proud of
you. As dumb as I think this is, I am proud of you. I really would have expected
no less of you. You're a good human being. Misguided at times! But you're a good
human being. And I'll always love you for that."
Josiah had been given several novels by one of his teachers to read over the
summer, just for recreational reading. One of them was Oliver Twist, not an
American novel as he had hoped, but one that interested him nonetheless. As he
read about this boy, he saw similarities in his own life. After telling Brian
about it, Brian once again urged Josiah to try writing about his life.
Josiah had been enormously encouraged by the complimentary remarks that had been
uttered by his teachers. He also realized that writing came easily to him and
that it was an enjoyable thing to do. But he liked novelistic writing most of
all. He had written several very simple short stories in one of his classes, and
they were well received. Furthermore, he did not find that reading non-fiction
autobiographies were nearly as interesting as novels. He really didn't want to
write about himself, but would be more interested in a story about someone like
him . . . someone he could invent, whose life he would create out of his own
mind. He wouldn't need to stick to the cold and miserable facts. He could write
a story using his imagination and bring all his fantasies about good and evil to
bear. After all, he spent so many years of his young unhappy life fantasizing
and dreaming and longing for the things he didn't have. He had invented
imaginary friends and imaginary villains. And in his mind he even reconstructed
himself into the person he wished he could be.
One of his teachers had told him that all writing, including fictional writing,
is autobiographical. Even in fiction, whether consciously or unconsciously, the
author always puts himself into the story. It's impossible for any author to
avoid putting his own emotions and feelings, his own hopes and dreams, as well
as his life's experiences, good or bad, into his story. Whatever story a persons
reads, he will always see the author revealed to some extent.
That was it. Josiah made up his mind. He would write a short story, or maybe a
novel. He didn't have to write about himself, because he knew he would be there
in the story somehow.
Josiah was still interested, however, in practicing his swimming. He still went
to the University pool at least three afternoons each week. He had a great
desire to make it on the Varsity swim team, at least by his senior year. He was
glad that the swimming instructor was as encouraging about his progress as were
all his other teachers. Brian hated the water, but often came down to the pool
to watch Josiah practice.
One afternoon, the swimming instructor, dressed in his swimming suit, came out
of his office to watch Josiah practice. He approached Brian and said, "I've
noticed you here a number of times watching Josiah work out. Are you a friend of
his?"
"Yes I am," replied Brian. "I'm a very good friend."
"My name's Jack Morgan. I'm his instructor. And you . . . .?"
"My name is Brian. Nice to meet you."
"He's good, isn't he?" said the instructor. "I mean, he's improved so much. He's
developed good form, and he's got a nice slim body that's good for speed. I've
noticed that he tires more easily than he should. In time, he'll build up his
arm muscles, which will help."
As Brian was sitting in a chair against the wall, the instructor had lowered
himself down to a stooping position next to him. As they both watched Josiah
doing his laps, Brian could not help noticing that Jack was running his hand
gently over the ample package between his legs. Jack had one of those swimmer's
builds, with those typical smooth, rolling swimmer's muscles that covered his
body.
Then Jack shouted at Josiah, "Josiah, lift those hands completely out of the
water as you stroke. You're losing speed when you drag your hands across the
water like that." Then turning to Brian, he said, "Josiah learns fast, but he
needs more muscle in his arms. When he begins to tire, he looks as though he can
hardly lift those arms. He has nice slender arms. I wouldn't want to see them
bulging with muscles, but I think I'm going to recommend that he do some working
out on the apparatus in the gym."
Josiah climbed out of the pool and said, "Whew! I think that's enough for
today!"
As Josiah headed for the showers, Jack and Brian followed. Brian sat on a bench
to wait for Josiah, while Jack removed his suit and walked into the shower room
with Josiah. As they stood under separate shower heads, Brian could see Jack
facing Josiah and very deliberately lathering up and washing his penis and
balls. It was almost as though he were fondling them and showing them off,
rather than washing them. And as he did so, Brian could see Jack's penis grow
through the suds into a fully erect hard-on. Then he turned around with his back
to Josiah and began to back up, bumping Josiah with his butt as though he had
done so by mistake.
Jack whirled around and said, "Oh, I'm sorry, Josiah! I didn't realize I was so
close!"
Jack had managed to get himself so close to Josiah, that his hard penis rubbed
across Josiah's pubic hair. Josiah glanced out into the locker room and saw
Brian watching all this with a big smile.
As they dressed, Jack said to Josiah, "You're beginning to develop a really nice
swimmer's physique, Josiah. Keep going like you are, and you'll make the team
for sure. Josiah, if you're not going to be busy on Saturday evening, why don't
you stop by my place. I've got my own pool, and I can give you some no-charge
private instruction. What d'ya say?
"Well, Mr. Morgan, that would be nice," said Josiah. "But I don't usually go
anywhere without my partner, Brian, along."
Jack glanced over at Brian with a hint of a frown on his face and said, "Your
partner, eh?" Then with a big smile, he. "Well, sure, Brian. You're welcome to
come along, too."
"I don't do any swimming," said Brian. "I'm not much for the water."
"Well, in that case . . . ." began Jack.
"In that case!" Josiah interrupted, "Brian can be there and watch while you give
me some pointers. But I'm afraid we can't make it this coming weekend. We've
been invited to a housewarming party at someone's new house out in the Hill
Country. Thanks, anyway. Maybe some other time."
"Yeah. We'll make it another time, for sure."
Brian had been coming down with a cold, and by the time he and Josiah got home
in the late afternoon, the cold was full blown with coughing, sneezing, and
runny nose. He went right to bed with a severe headache. He wanted nothing for
supper and told Josiah to go ahead and eat. Josiah brought some aspirin and
water to Brian and sat by the bed until Brian drifted off to sleep.
Josiah took a pillow and some sheets and made up the sofa where he could sleep
without disturbing Brian. He made a cold chicken sandwich and sat down to watch
the local six o'clock news. When he turned it on, it was in the middle of a
video report about an automobile accident. The driver had been severely injured
and was rushed to the hospital. The report from the hospital was that the driver
was in grave condition and was not expected to live. Police identified the
injured man as Jack Morgan, a University of Texas swimming teacher and coach. It
took Josiah a few seconds to realize what was being said. The commentator went
on to say that he had no next of kin.
Josiah stared at the screen, at first shocked, but then with a strange and
overwhelming feeling that he should go to the hospital immediately. He went into
the bedroom and gently woke Brian to tell him what had happened and that he was
going to drive to the hospital.
Brian said, "Josiah, why? There's nothing you can do."
"Maybe not," said Josiah. "But something tells me I have to be there."
When Josiah arrived at the emergency room, he identified himself as a close
friend, and was allowed to see Jack. When he entered the cubicle, there were
several technicians and nurses and a doctor hovering around him.
When the doctor was told that Josiah was a friend, he said, "We could locate no
next-of-kin. But I'm glad you came down. I'm afraid there's no hope. We can't
stabilize him. He's in a deep coma and his vital signs are failing rapidly. I
think we've lost him."
Josiah stepped close to the gurney on which Jack was lying and took his hand in
both of his. Holding Jack's hand tightly, it felt cold and dry. Leaning down
close to Jack's ear, Josiah said, "Can you hear me, Mr. Morgan? You're going to
be okay. You're here at Austin General, and they're doing everything they can.
You're going to be okay."
Josiah held Jack's hand in one hand, and with the other, gently brushed Jack's
hair back off of his forehead with the other. He sat in a chair next to the
gurney for at least an hour, still holding Jack's hand. Everyone had left the
cubicle, except for one technician, who kept an eye on the monitor. Finally the
technician slowly stood up and said he needed to report something to the doctor.
In a few minutes, he and the doctor walked back into the cubicle.
The technician said, "Doctor, look at the monitor. It seems as though this man's
heart rate is improving. And doesn't it seem to you that his pulse seems to be
getting stronger?"
Soon, Jack's eyes began to flutter. "I think you're right." said the doctor.
Jack looked up at Josiah's face briefly and closed his eyes again. The
technicians said, "I think he might be out of his coma and is just sleeping
normally, All his vital signs seem to be coming back, according to the monitor.
"Yes, that's good news" said the doctor thoughtfully. As they all watched the
signs slowly improve, the doctor finally said, "This man was practically dead.
His whole body is bruised and bloodied. He has broken bones, but at this rate, I
think his life will be out of danger before long. It's hard to believe."
Turning to Josiah, the doctor said, "You can stay with him if you'd like. But
we'll watch him for a couple of more hours. Then, if improvement continues as it
seems to be going, I think we'll transfer him up to a regular hospital room
where we'll continue to monitor him." The doctor looked down at Jack and shook
his head, saying, "Somehow, this man miraculously and literally came back from
the dead. I'm baffled. There is no way he could have survived in the condition
he was when he was brought in here."
Josiah said, "I'm really relieved. It sure was a close call wasn't it? I need to
get back home now. My partner is down with a really bad cold, and I want to be
with him. I'll check tomorrow to see how Mr. Morgan is doing"
"That's fine, young man," said the doctor. "You go on home. It looks as though
Mr. Morgan's going to pull through this, except, of course, for all his bruises
and cuts and broken bones."
When Josiah arrived home, he found Brian sound asleep. After putting a second
pillow under Brian's head to keep it propped up, Josiah got ready for bed. The
sofa was not very comfortable, and he had a hard time trying to get to sleep as
he thought about poor Mr. Morgan.
Getting up, he walked out onto their long narrow balcony that hung out over the
sidewalk on their street. Sitting down, he found the street oddly quiet. There
were no cars and no pedestrians. Of course, it was two o'clock in the morning.
Sitting there with a pleasant breeze blowing over him, he finally felt himself
beginning to doze off.
Suddenly, he noticed a dark figure standing at the other end of the balcony.
"Who's there?"
"Don't be alarmed, Josiah. I think we need to talk."
"Who are you?"
"It doesn't matter. Not right now, anyway."
"Why do we need to talk?" said Josiah.
"I'll get right to the point, my boy. It's come to my attention that you are
confused about where you came from. And probably the time has come for you to
know the truth."
"What are you talking about? Why don't you let me see you?"
The dark figure laughed. "You don't need to see me, Josiah. We can talk just as
we are."
"What do you mean . . . I should know the truth?"
"You were thinking of writing your life's story, weren't you? And it upset you
that you thought you were a foundling . . .abandoned by your mother."
"How do you know about my writing my life's story?"
The dark figure sighed, "In due time, my boy, you'll understand. For now, you
need to know the truth about who you are and where you came from. You weren't a
foundling. You came here from somewhere else. You were given certain powers that
few others have."
Josiah said, "I don't have any powers. I'm no different from anyone else!"
The dark figure laughed and said, "Of course, why would we take the risk of
giving you knowledge of your powers. Like other humans, you would abuse them. If
you were aware of them, you would use your powers in ways we didn't intend."
"I don't know what you're talking about," said Josiah. "I don't have any powers.
And what do you mean, 'we?' Who are you, anyway?"
"Of course you have powers. Think about it my boy. You saved your friend Jake's
life twice. One time, you appeared before him as he was about to take his own
life. He looked up at you. And do you remember what he thought you were?
"An angel," replied Josiah.
"Precisely. And when you took the bullet that was intended for Jake, do you
remember what made you cover his body with yours?
"No, I . . . ."
"No, of course you don't. It was just something that was in you that made you do
it. Saving the life of that young friend of yours at the University pool was
another example. And then, of course, we can't forget about how both you and
Brian lost your lives . . . temporarily, of course . . . in that dreadful
automobile accident."
Josiah said, "We did lose our lives. But we came back to life. We had to come
back to life."
Laughing again, the dark figure said, "What did I tell you about . . . your
powers, eh? Remember when you were beaten up and tied to a tree? The young man
who did it went insane over it. Do you know why? Blood was pouring out of your
eyes and mouth and down onto the ground. You weren't aware that was happening,
but it was made to happen while he stood before you as punishment for his attack
on you.
"I don't believe that!" shouted Josiah. "There was no blood at all when they
found me!"
"Believe me, Josiah. There was blood for that young man to see. You'll
understand someday about these things."
"You're crazy! There wasn't any blood!"
"Then tonight. Ah, tonight! Why did you think your friend, Jack Morgan, suddenly
cheated death as you were holding his hand and speaking into his ear?"
"I don't know. I haven't thought about it."
"Perhaps you should, my boy!"
"I . . . ." Josiah began. Then he said, "Please, come over here and let me see
you. Please tell me who you are."
"I'm a friend, Josiah. We'll leave it at that for the time being. But I want to
ask only one thing of you for now. Don't try to write your life's story. What a
waste of time! Because whatever you write would be false. Your life is yet to be
written, my friend. I'll be back, and we'll talk some more."
Just then, Brian looked out the door to the balcony. "What's the matter, Josiah?
I got up to go the bathroom, and noticed that you were sitting out here."
"Look over there, Bryan!" said Josiah. "Look at that person standing there!"
"There's no one there, Josiah," said Bryan.
Josiah could see that the dark figure had disappeared. He got up and walked over
to where the figure was standing. There was nothing, except a feeling of warmth
that seemed to radiate from nowhere. Josiah walked Brian back to his bed.
"Brian," Josiah said. "It was the strangest thing. I could have sworn there was
someone standing at the end of the balcony. He talked to me."
"There'd be no way anyone could get out on that balcony, except through the one
door into our living room," said Brian. "Maybe you were just dreaming."
"Maybe." Said Josiah. "Brian, do you think I have . . . you know . . . powers?'
"Powers?"
"Yes. Like unnatural powers to help people?"
Brian laughed and said, "Oh, yes! You've got those powers alright!"
Josiah looked at Brian and took his hand in his. He leaned in close to Brian's
ear and said, "Brian, you're going to be okay. You'll get a good night's sleep.
And then you'll be okay."
Josiah held Brian's hand until he fell asleep and then went back out to the
balcony to see if the dark figure had returned. Seeing no one, he walked back to
the sofa where he quickly fell asleep.
The next morning, Josiah awoke and opened his eyes to find Brian, fully dressed,
standing over him.
"Are you waking up, sleepy head?" said Brian with a smile.
"Yeah, I think so," said Josiah. "How are you feeling?"
"Well, it must have been just a temporary thing. As you said, all I must have
needed was a good night's sleep. I feel just fine this morning."
"No headache? No runny nose?" asked Josiah.
"Nope. I feel great."
For the rest of the day, Josiah thought about the dark figure he had seen the
night before. Surely, it had to be a dream. But it seemed so real! The thing
that ran through his head all day was the dark figure's statement that he was
not a foundling and that he came from "somewhere else." That was impossible. It
had to be a dream.
Steve was settling in comfortably at Caleb's condo, and he felt that he was the
luckiest man on the face of the Earth, as Lou Gehrig once said. They had spent
the night literally wrapped in each other's arms. How could his life, that had
been so full of doubt and uncertainty, Steve thought, have turned out so
blissful, yet so exhilarating. When Steve awoke, he propped himself up on one
elbow and looked down at Caleb, who was still sound asleep. Steve thought, "Oh,
Caleb. Love me forever. Please. Don't let this dream die. I will do everything
in my power to make you want to love me forever."
Steve ran his hand down over the soft hair that covered Caleb's thigh, and then
up to his balls, which lay limply on one of his thighs. He held them gently in
one hand and then leaned over kissing them and running his tongue over them
lightly.
"Steve?" Caleb had awakened and put his hand on Steve's head as a signal not to
stop. Slowly, Caleb's penis began to rise and inflate like a great elongated
balloon. Steve brought his tongue up along the underside of Caleb's hard penis
until it reached the head, where he gently tried to push the tip of his tongue
into Caleb's pee hole at the tip of it.
Caleb groaned. "What a wonderful way to wake up! I dreamt about you last night,
Steve. I dreamt that you and I had built a little house up on the top of
mountain in the Swiss Alps. Funny, I've never been to Switzerland, but there we
were. There was no road that led to our house. We were there all alone. It was
cold and snowing and we made love on the floor in front of a roaring fire in the
fireplace. And now to wake up and find your face on my body! I must have cum at
least five times in my dream that night by the fire. I want to cum again, Steve.
Okay? I want to feel you lips and tongue gliding over my penis."
Steve slowly sucked the full length of Caleb's hard rod into his mouth. Caleb
threw his head back and moaned in sort of a delirious ecstasy. Reaching up,
Steve ran his fingers over Caleb's nipples as he pumped his lips over Caleb's
penis. As Steve tasted Caleb's pre-cum, sweet and sticky, he could very quickly
feel on his tongue the veins running around Caleb's penis begin to bulge and
harden. The head became enlarged. Caleb began to buck and jerk his hips as he
felt his body stiffening and being overtaken by what he thought was the mother
of all orgasms, and as he felt his sperm surging up the length of his cock.
Steve felt every throb of Caleb's penis as each powerful stream of cum shot into
his mouth and throat. Caleb was rolling his head back and forth on the pillow
and grunting loudly with each shot of cum that spewed out of him. Soon Steve
could feel Caleb's body beginning to relax. It was over. Without taking his lips
off of Caleb's penis, Steve held Caleb's cum in his mouth and let it seep slowly
down his throat.
"It's truly like the nectar of life," said Steve, as he pulled off. "Your sperm
gives me life, just as it did for Noah!"
Caleb reached down and put his hands under Steve's shoulders and pulled him up.
They kissed deeply for awhile. Then Steve said, "I'm aching to get inside of
you, dearest Caleb. Please."
Caleb said, as he pulled his thighs up against his chest. "You don't ever have
to say 'please,' Steve. You can take whatever you want whenever you want it.
Whatever I have is yours."
Steve lost no time in going down and flooding Caleb's ass crack with saliva. He
then mounted Caleb, thrusting his own hard penis into Caleb's asshole.
"Fuck me really hard, Steve," growled Caleb. I want you to really pound me, just
like you did over and over in my dream."
As they were now face to face and looked into each others eyes as Steve
vigorously started to fuck Caleb, they reveled in the look of pure love and
desire on their faces. The arousal and passion that Steve felt was so
overwhelming that he couldn't hold back his orgasm. He could feel Caleb's
asshole snapping wildly onto his penis as it sunk over and over into the warm
wetness of Caleb's rectum.
Caleb could feel the flood of warmth as Steve's sperm filled his rectum. Sweat
ran off of Steve's face onto Caleb's belly, which intensified Caleb's erotic
feelings in such a way that he shot another load of cum onto his stomach.
Soon, Steve collapsed onto Caleb and they lay there gasping to catch their
breath. Finally, Steve rolled off, and lying side by side, the two fell back
into sleep. When they eventually re-awoke, Steve sat up and said, "Why don't you
let me fix breakfast for us this morning."
"That would be nice," said Caleb. They both knew that Caleb hardly knew how to
boil water. "Steve, I'd like that, but I really don't have anything in the house
to cook, except some corn flakes and Cheerios."
Steve went and took a shower, put on a robe, and went into the kitchen to see
what he could find. He found some bread, not very fresh, but he imagined it
would do as toast. He also found four eggs in the refrigerator and a few slices
of bacon stuck away in the freezer beneath a stack of frozen pizzas. He found
one tomato, which was on the verge of being over ripe. He decided to fry several
slices of it with parmesan cheese sprinkled on them. He'd seen Tony do that and
figured that it was something that Texans liked. Soon, Caleb wandered into the
kitchen in his robe and found a couple of scrambled eggs, two slices of bacon,
very crisp, and two slices of fried tomato waiting for him at his place on the
table.
When Steve poured the coffee, he sat down with Caleb and smiled. "Are you
hungry, Caleb. This is all I could find."
Caleb said, "Where did you find the bacon. I didn't know I had any. Also, is
that the tomato I had sitting in the fridge for several weeks? I love fried
tomato with cheese. But I don't know how to fry anything."
"Yup," said Steve. "That's the very tomato. It's a little mushy, but it's still
good. Caleb, if you don't mind, I'm going to go to the store later and stock up
our refrigerator with some good stuff. I know you're pretty good at warming up
frozen pizza, but maybe we can have something else once in awhile. I love to
cook. Will you let me do it?"
"Of course," said Caleb. "This is your house, too. You're paying half the
mortgage payments. And if you want to do the cooking, I will be eternally
grateful. I haven't been getting much of a balanced diet anyway. I don't know
how much food value pizza has."
When they finished eating, Caleb and Steve took their coffee out on the small
balcony. Caleb sat with his legs stretched out in front of him, allowing his
robe to fall away on each side, revealing a healthy hard-on pointing straight
up. Steve laughed and said, "One of the many things I like about you, my love,
is that you're always on the ready! But how do you expect an old guy like me to
keep up with you?"
Caleb looked at Steve and said, "Are you still worried about that? You're not an
old guy. You've got to get over that kind of thinking. We're both still vibrant
adults sexually, Steve. To me there is no age difference between us. I love you,
Steve, and I don't ever want to hear you talk that way again."
"I promise," said Steve, still unbelieving that he and Caleb were at last
together as partners and as lovers.
Caleb said, "Well, Steve, as soon as we get dressed, I'm taking you over to see
old Angie Sorrensen. She's the widow who wants to sell their Wine and Cheese
shop I told you about. Are you still interested?"
"I'm more than interested!" shouted Steve, as they both headed inside to get
dressed.
Josiah had been thinking all day about the dark figure that had appeared to him
on the balcony. He was determined to find the answer to the question of where he
came from. If he had not been a foundling, what was he? The next day he and
Brian drove down to Goliad to visit the local agency office that had placed him
in the string of foster homes where he had grown up.
When they arrived, the clerk said, "It is our policy not to reveal the
biological parentage of those we have placed in foster care."
"I'm not looking for my parents," said Josiah. "All I want to know is the name
of the foster family who first took me in. The earliest I can remember is when I
was about four years old, and I believe I was then with my second or third
foster family."
The clerk told Josiah and Brian to leave and come back after lunch to give him a
chance to search out the information. When they returned to the agency, the
clerk told Josiah that their records showed his first foster family to be a Mr.
and Mrs. Henry Doaks. The record showed that he was placed there when Josiah was
almost two years old.
Josiah said impatiently, "They can't be my first foster family. Who had me
during my first two years?"
The clerk scratched his head and began flipping through all the papers in
Josiah's file. "Ah, yes," he said. "Here's something. This form says that the
agency did not get involved until you were remanded to the care of Mr. and Mrs.
Doaks. It says that prior to that time, you were with a Mr. and Mrs. Forbes.
Joseph and Millie Forbes here in Goliad. They were probably your biological
parents." The clerk put his hand to his mouth suddenly and said, "Oops! I'm not
supposed to give out that information."
"Well, you don't know that they are Josiah's parents," said Brian. "So you're
not breaking any law."
Josiah said, "Do you have an address for the Forbes?"
"Oh, my, no," said the clerk. "We only have a name."
Josiah and Brian headed next to the Goliad County Court House. After inquiring
at several offices, they were able to find the name Millie Forbes, who resided
at the Shady Palms Nursing Home in town. When they arrived at the nursing home,
they were led into Millie Forbes' room. There in the dim with the curtains drawn
sat an old woman in a wheel chair with her head bowed. One arm shook
uncontrollably with palsy, and the thin bracelet she wore on her wrist rattled
nosily against the metal arm of her chair.
"Mrs. Forbes? May I talk to you for a few minutes?" said Josiah politely.
"What do you want?" came the reply.
"Mrs. Forbes, my name is Josiah. Do you remember me?"
The woman looked up into Josiah's face. "I don't know."
"I lived with you as a baby before you turned me over to a foster home. Do you
remember? My name is Josiah."
The old woman's eyes grew large as she stared into Josiah's face. "You are
Josiah? The little child who came from Heaven?"
Josiah knelt down in front of her and took her hand. "Yes. It's me. I'm Josiah.
Where did you find me and how did I come to be with you?"
The woman lifted one hand and placed it gently on Josiah's cheek. "My dear
Josiah. It's really you?"
"Yes. I'm Josiah. Please tell me."
"It was all very strange," Mrs. Forbes began. "My husband and I awoke one
morning, and there at the foot of our bed was a large box. And in it was a tiny
baby wrapped in the most beautiful linen cloth. I think I still have it
somewhere. He must have just been born minutes before. And on top of him was a
small printed note in very strange handwriting, and I can still remember exactly
the words on it. It said, 'This is Josiah, a gift to all who shall come to know
him.'"
Brian gasped, catching his breath suddenly and putting his hand over his mouth.
"Do you know where I came from or who put me there in your house?" asked Josiah.
"No, dear. We never knew. Our house had been locked tight, and we had no idea
how anyone could have gotten in that night. We made inquiries, but there were no
answers. We kept you and loved you as our own until about two years later, when
my husband, Joseph, died of a heart attack. And very shortly after that I
suffered a stroke that had me bedridden for a long time. I've been in this wheel
chair ever since. I was advised by well-meaning people that the thing I should
do for you, dear Josiah, would be to have the agency find a good foster home for
you."
Tears filled Millie Forbes eyes as she said, "I always loved you, son, but I had
become unable to care for you. And none of your foster families would allow me
to visit you. I felt so badly . . . not knowing how you were."
Josiah rose up on his knees with tears running down his cheeks and put his arms
around the woman. They both wept quietly while Brian fought back his own tears.
To be continued...
Posted: 09/26/08