My Father, My Son
(Revised)
by:
Tom Borden
© 2000-2008 by the author
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Jeff leaned his head lightly on his father's shoulder and said,
"Don't get yourself all worked up over this, Dad. There's nothing you can do
about it. Remember, we're off on a holiday together and we're supposed to be
having a good time."
Smiling, Michael reached over and squeezed Jeff's bare thigh. "You're right,
Jeff. There's not much we can do about Jumper. We're almost there. Now you be
thinking about what we should do first when we get there, okay?"
Chapter 57
Michael and Jeff pulled up in front of the Menger Hotel, and the valet drove the
car to be parked. A bellboy took their bags inside. After checking in, another
bellboy picked up their luggage and accompanied them to their room.
Once inside, the bellboy said, "I'm glad to see you back, Mr. Walker. We always
enjoy having you here." Handing a small paper bag to Michael, he said, "After
you left last time, the maid found that you had left this in the room. She found
it on the floor next to the bed. I told her I would keep it and return it to you
on your next visit."
Michael opened the bag to find a dildo, the one he had brought with him last
time. "Oh, dear!" said Michael.
"Don't be embarrassed, Mr. Walker. We find all sorts of things left in the
rooms. A dildo's not a bad thing. Confidentially, I own one myself."
"You do?" said Michael.
"Yes, they sure come in handy when you find yourself alone. By the way, I saw
the Hispanic fellow, who was with you, when you checked out. I recognized him
from the Ads I saw in the paper with his picture. The next night I went to see
his show over at the St. Anthony."
"Oh, good," said Michael. "Did you meet him?"
"Yes I did, after the show. I told him how much I liked his show, and I told him
that I had seen him the night before here at the Menger with you. I'm afraid I
embarrassed him a little. I really wanted to get together with him sometime, but
he told me he would be too busy and that he was unable to get together with any
of his fans."
Michael said, "Well, we aren't just fans of his. We're personal friends of his
and knew him when he was performing down in Mexico."
"Well, Mr. Walker, my name is John. If there is anything you need, please call
for me. By the way, I get off at 10:00 every night. I wondered if maybe . . . ."
"We'll keep that in mind, John," said Michael. "And thanks for returning . . .
this."
"It's my pleasure. Bye!"
After the door closed, Michael and Jeff looked at each other with knowing looks.
Jeff said, "We could probably have taken him right here, right now. He's a hot
little number."
"Jeff, let's take things a little slower. I didn't come up here to share you
with others. I want to have you to myself for awhile."
"I know, Dad," said Jeff, walking over and taking his dad in his arms. "I wasn't
serious. You know that."
"It's almost dinner time, Jeff," said Michael. "I'm kind of hungry for Mexican
tonight. How about you? Why don't we go down to the River Walk and have dinner
at Casa Rio? It's kind of touristy and crowded all the time, but the food's
always been good.
"I'm game!"
But first, I have to take a shower. I came so quickly when Jumper took me on, I
think I surprised him and half my cum dripped out of his mouth into my pubic
hair. It's all dried on there and it's beginning to itch."
As Michael stripped down and walked naked into the bathroom, Jeff said, "Dad, I
never get tired of looking at your bod. You've got the body of twenty-year-old."
"I know better than that, Jeff. I've seen myself in the mirror," said Michael.
Jeff said, "I think I'll wait until we get back here to take mine. I want to be
all fresh and sweet for you, Dad."
After being seated at a table outdoors next to the river, the waiter took their
order.
"Bring me a triple Scotch on the rocks," said Michael. "Then for dinner I want a
Guacamole salad, Enchiladas and re-fried beans."
Jeff said, "And I'll have exactly the same, thanks."
As they ate, a young man sat alone at the table next to them and ordered a Lone
Star beer. Jeff said, "I wonder what the story is with him. What a great looking
guy!"
"He may just be waiting for someone," said Michael.
"Do you think he's waiting for a guy or a girl? He looks kind of bored."
When the young man noticed that Michael and Jeff were looking at him, he said,
"How y'all doing tonight, fellas?"
Jeff said, "We're doing fine. It's kind of a hot, humid night tonight, isn't
it."
"Sure is. This cold beer hits the spot."
"Would you like to come and join us since you're all alone," said Michael.
"Thanks. I guess I will."
Extending his hand, Michael said, "My name is Michael, and this is Jeff."
"Nice to meet you. My name is Jason. I'm just hanging around. A good friend of
mine, Pierre, is the piano player over there across the footbridge at the lounge
in the Palacio del Rio. He's blind and needs someone to help him. His landlady
usually picks him up when he's done and takes him home. But she's been in the
hospital, and he's been having to quit early to get the last bus home. The
management has been very unhappy about his leaving before 3:00 a.m. when the
place closes, and he's been worried he might lose his job. So I'm taking care of
him and driving him home when the place closes."
"Well, you certainly must be a very good friend. That's very thoughtful of you,"
said Michael.
"Hey, where you guys from," asked Jason. "Do y'all live here in San Antonio?"
Michael said, "No, we're just up here for a long weekend together. We kind of
needed a break. I have a ranch down a little west of Goliad, and that's where we
spend most of our time."
"That's interesting," said Jason. "Not long ago Pierre and I met a guy who used
to work at a ranch down in that area. I think his name was Corky something. I
think he lives here with a guy named, Mark, who used to be a Texas State
Trooper. They run some sort of a private detective agency together."
"Well, that was our ranch, Jason," said Jeff. "Corky used to work on our ranch!
Small world!"
"Can I ask you a question?" said Jason. "Are you two . . . uh . . . partners?"
"Yeah. I guess you could say that," said Michael.
"I see. I guess Corky and Mark are partners, too."
Michael said, "Now I'll ask you a question. Do you have a partner?"
"You mean a guy?"
"Yeah."
"No, I'm not really into that."
Jeff said, "Well, I thought maybe you and that piano player . . . ."
Jason laughed. "No. He and I are just good friends."
"So you never . . . ."
"Well . . ." began Jason. "I don't know if I'd say never. I've let him look me
over, so to speak."
What do you mean, Jason?" said Jeff. "A blind man can't look anybody over."
"You've got to understand about blind people. They can see very well, but they
use their hands to see. I've let him look me over in that way."
"Wow!" said Jeff, "And do you enjoy . . . I mean . . . do you . . . ."
"Sure I enjoy it," said Jason with a laugh. "Who wouldn't?"
"Does he 'see' every part of you?"
"Yeah, he's seen my whole body with his hands."
"And did he see your . . . you know . . . ."
"Okay," said Jason. "Yeah, he took a good look at my cock, too, if that's what
you want to know."
"Does he look at you very often?" asked Michael.
"Sure, fairly often."
Jeff was aching to ask Jason about what kind of sex the two of them have. But he
realized they had already exceeded the limits of propriety by asking too many
questions. Jason had been willing to tell what he did, but Jeff knew that there
was probably a limit to what he would reveal to two strangers.
"Well, you guys," said Jason, finishing up his beer and standing up. "It was
good talking to you. I'd better get back over to the lounge and see if Pierre
needs anything. If you have time, you should drop over there. I think you'll
enjoy Pierre's piano playing, that is, if you like the golden oldies."
As they watched Jason walk back over the footbridge, Jeff said, "Well, Dad,
we've run into three guys now that have tempted us since we left the ranch. But
we still haven't just been together to do what we came up here for. Do you think
we could go back to the room now?"
Michael said, "I wonder what it's like to have a blind man look over your whole
body with his hands. Do you think Mark and Corky had that experience with
Pierre?"
"Do you want to go over there and find out for yourself what it's like? Is that
what you want to do?" said Jeff with a little irritation in his voice.
"I don't know."
"Dad!"
"Well, it might be kind of interesting," said Michael.
"Okay, Dad. Pay the bill and we'll go over there, if that's what you want, damn
it!"
Michael laughed and said, "No way, Jeff! I just wanted to see how much it would
take to get your goat. Come on, son. Let's get back to the room!"
As soon as Michael and Jeff returned to the room, Jeff stripped down and got
into the shower without a word, still worrying a little about whether or not his
dad really meant what he was saying about wanting to see what Pierre was like.
Michael could see the concern on Jeff's face and stripped down himself.
Stepping into the large shower stall with Jeff, Michael took Jeff in his arms
and said, "Don't worry about it, Jeff. I was only kidding. Surely you know me
enough to know that."
"Oh, Dad, I know," said Jeff as he hugged his dad tightly. "It's just that I've
wanted to be alone with you so badly. Anyway, you already took your shower. Why
are you in here?"
"I just felt like taking one with you. Let me wash your back for you. And I want
to make sure that the crack of your ass is nice and clean. You know, a guy can't
see for himself if his crack is clean. But with me here, I'll be able to get a
close-up view of you."
As they washed each other, covering each other with piles of suds, they took
hold of each other's hard penises and stroked. With their penises covered with
soapsuds, it made stroking feel particularly good.
Jeff let go of his dad's penis and said, "Don't make me cum, Dad. I'm pretty
close. I want to wait until we get in bed. Okay?"
With both standing directly under the wide shower head, and with water streaming
down over their heads, Jeff and his dad kissed each other deeply and
passionately. Out of the shower, they each dried the other with a towel. As
Michael knelt on the floor drying his son's legs, he pushed his face up into
Jeff's crotch, running his tongue over the whole area and sucking his balls into
his mouth.
"Mmmmmmm. You do smell so clean and fresh now, Jeff," said Michael.
Michael threw himself on the bed on his back and beckoned Jeff to join him. Jeff
slid on his stomach onto the foot of the bed and brought his head up between his
dad's legs so his face was close to Michael's balls.
"I'm so glad, Dad, that you don't shave your balls," said Jeff. "I love the feel
of all that bristly hair on my tongue. Paul shaved his balls once. He thought it
was more sexy or something. But I didn't like it at all. When he let the hair
grow back, it was even nicer than before."
Michael chuckled and said, "Karl shaved his balls once, too. It wasn't what I
liked, either. I love all the soft furry hair that grows up in the crotch, on
the balls and in the crack. Come on, Jeff. Get up here and get over me and push
your ass down over my face. I sometimes forget how my little guy has grown up.
You take after me and have so much luscious hair all over your balls and in your
crack."
As Jeff lowered his crotch down over his dad's face, he leaned forward and took
Michael's stiff penis into his mouth. Michael had often lain in bed at home
dreaming about his son's lips moving tightly over his penis while he took in the
erotic smell and taste of his warm, moist ass crack.
Michael murmured, "Keep doing that Jeff. I've got a real load down there just
waiting for you to take it."
Jeff sucked on his dad's penis very slowly in order that Michael would not cum
too quickly. And he never wanted the feeling of his dad's tongue slashing about
in his crotch to ever stop. They stayed in this position for a long time. But
eventually, Michael, as hard as he tried, could not squelch that special feeling
that began to tingle throughout the middle of his body. He knew his orgasm would
soon be on its way, and there would be nothing he could do to stop it. Jeff felt
the muscles in his dad's legs begin to stiffen, and the head of his penis begin
to harden and swell.
Michael growled, "I'm cumming now, Jeff!"
Jeff took the whole length of his dad's gorged and throbbing penis into his
throat as he felt the force of stream after stream of his dad's hot, thick cum
blast against the back of his throat. As he drank down his dad's hot thick
cream, Jeff could hardly bare to move. He wanted the feel of his dad's tongue on
his balls and in his ass crack to last forever.
Finally, Michael said, "Jeff, I want you cum inside of me. I want you to enter
me and fuck me like you've never done before."
Jeff rolled off and said, "Dad, let me do it from behind this time. I want to
have your ass sticking up at me so I can see your balls hanging down from the
rear."
Michael rolled over and got up on his knees with his shoulders laying on the
bed. His balls had pulled up tight against his body when he was cumming, but now
they were relaxing, and Jeff could see his dad's ball sack getting longer and
longer. He said, "Dad, you have the longest hanging balls of anyone I know.
They're hanging down almost half-way to your knees.
They're so hot looking."
Jeff gently pushed his dad's balls with his finger and watched them swing from
side to side like a huge pendulum. Then lying on his back he scooted his head up
underneath them, letting the balls drape lightly onto his face. He ran his
tongue over the bottom of the ball sack and could feel the balls jumping
slightly as he did so. He said, "Am I tickling you, Dad?"
Michael said, "Yes! You're driving me crazy! Don't stop!"
Jeff said, "I have to, Dad. I just can't wait to get myself inside of you." Jeff
got on his knees and swirled his tongue through the soft black hair in his dad's
ass crack until he found the puckered hole, which was clenching madly in
anticipation. On his knees, Jeff pushed his rock hard rod slowly into his dad's
waiting asshole. Michael groaned with the pleasure of feeling his son's hot pole
entering him. Jeff held on to his dad's narrow hips as he pushed as deep as he
could.
Michael said, "I love the feel of your pubic hair on my ass, Jeff. It tickles
and feels so good."
Jeff looked down at the smooth muscles of his dad's back and his two prominent
shoulder blades. As he watched his own penis going in and out of Michael's
asshole, Jeff knew he was not going to be able to hold off for long. "Dad, I'm
sorry I just can't go any longer. I'm right at the edge of cumming."
Suddenly, there was no holding back, and Jeff began pounding his abdomen
violently against his dad's ass cheeks and he felt his sperm surging up the
shaft in great pulsating waves. Michael could feel his son's throbbing penis
against the rim of his asshole as the warm cream from his son's body flooded his
rectum. Soon, Jeff leaned over onto Michael's back, licking and kissing those
erotic looking shoulder blades. Michael stretched out his legs and let Jeff's
body collapse on top of him. They lay there for a long time with Jeff's penis
still inside of his dad's hole, while Jeff kissed Michael's neck and nibbled on
his ear.
When Jeff rolled off, the two of them lay side by side kissing with their
tongues dancing about in each other's mouth. Michael said, "I love you, Jeff. I
don't ever want this to stop. But I have to go pee."
"I don't want it to stop, either. But when nature calls, you gotta answer. You
go ahead, Dad. If it's okay, I think I'll give Paul a call and see how he's
doing."
"That's good, Jeff. And let me say hi to him, too, before you hang up."
As Michael got up and went into the bathroom, Jeff picked up the phone and
dialed the ranch. Tony answered.
"Hi, Tony. Dad and I were just wondering how you all are doing. Is Paul around?"
"Hi, Jeff," said Tony. "Yeah, Paul's right here."
"Hey, Jeff," said Paul. "Is everything alright?"
"Nothing could be better, Paul. I just kinda wanted to hear your voice and see
how you're doing."
"Well, other than missing you, Jeff, everything's okay. Tony and I have been
sitting here at the kitchen table most of the evening. I've been trying to teach
him how to play Gin. Clayton's not feeling well and he went to bed right after
supper. He has some sort of a bug and the poor kid has diarrhea quite bad. Tony
gave him some diarrhea medicine, and it seemed to help. He's sleeping right now.
Jeff, are you and your dad having a good time? It's only ten o'clock. You two
must be getting ready to go to bed."
"No, we're about to go to sleep now. We got to bed a couple of hours ago. We got
an early start, if you know what I mean. Also, we want to get up early tomorrow.
Dad's got a whole day of sightseeing planned. He's a lot more familiar with San
Antonio and its history than I am, and he's eager to have me see all the
historic sights."
"Well, I know you'll have a good time, Jeff. By the way, shortly after you left
here, the Chaplain called from the prison. He wanted to talk with Michael, but I
questioned him about how things were going with Jared. He said that Jared has
now come out of his coma, and keeps repeating the name, Tommy. Isn't that the
boy who Jared took under his wing, and who was killed?"
"Yes, that's the one," said Jeff. "I guess Dad is going to have to deal with
that when he gets back. Please, Paul, don't tell Clayton about it, and tell Tony
that he shouldn't mention it, either. I'm not going to say anything to Dad,
either. I don't want him thinking about Jared this weekend. He's been worried
enough about that whole situation."
"We won't say a word to Clayton, Jeff."
"I love you, Paul," said Jeff. And then in a mock tone of firmness, he said,
"And don't do any playing around while I'm gone, you hear me?"
"Aw, jeepers, Jeff! Can't I even play with myself? I've got a hard piece of meat
here that's just aching to be stroked! Please?"
"Well, that's okay, just as long as it's your own hand that does the stroking!
Hold on a minute, Paul. Here's Dad. He wants to say hi."
"Hi, Paul," said Michael cheerily. "You're a good boy letting Jeff come up here
with me. It's meant a lot to me to be with him like this."
Paul said, "You and Jeff deserve to be together, Michael. Please don't ever
think that I don't understand."
"You're an unusual guy, Paul. And I love you a lot. We'll be back to the ranch
Monday sometime and we'll tell you all about it."
Michael and Jeff, wrapped tightly in each other's arms were soon asleep. After a
good night's sleep, they arose early. While they dressed, Michael looked out of
the window.
"Jeff," he said, "I see a line of tourists forming already across the street at
the Alamo. Let's go down and get some breakfast and then go over there and get
in line."
After eating a good heavy ranch-style breakfast, Michael and Jeff walked over to
the Alamo to find the line had already entered. Going inside, they stood while a
tour guide explained the history of the Alamo.
"Ladies and gentlemen," the tour guide began, "This is the scene of a famous
battle fought against the Mexican General Santa Anna and his army of six
thousand men during the war for Texas independence. It was a Catholic mission
built by Franciscan monks, called San Antonio de Valero. It was called 'The
Alamo' by reason of a grove of Cottonwood trees surrounding it. A garrison of
only 183 Texans defended it, and all died in the battle."
As the tour guide continued, Michael and Jeff walked around, looking into the
small cells where many of the men died: Travis, Bowie, Davy Crockett, and so
many others.
After spending about an hour in the building and roaming through the landscaped
grounds surrounding it, Michael and Jeff walked several blocks to a former
Spanish settlement, now preserved in the middle of downtown, called La Villita.
It's small adobe houses were now largely converted to artists' homes and
galleries. Michael and Jeff found it fascinating to look not only at the quaint
architecture, but to roam through the galleries and view the art and sculpture
and crafts that were on display and for sale. It was almost noon when they
stopped at a small outdoor cafe in La Villita for a sandwich.
Following lunch, they took a tram over to the King William district and took
tours of several of the old nineteenth century mansions that once belonged to
citizens who were prominent in San Antonio's history. Next came a good long walk
to the Spanish Governor's Palace, a one-story rambling adobe structure, where
they listened to the docent tell of it's history.
It was now late afternoon, and Michael and Jeff were wearing down. They ambled
back to the hotel down Commerce and Houston Streets, looking into the stores and
shops and walking through the historic Gunter Hotel. Finally reaching Alamo
Plaza, which stretched out across the front of the Menger Hotel, they sat on a
park bench and watched the people go by.
Michael said, "Tomorrow, we'll go down to San Antonio's great Farmers' Market.
One could spend a whole day there. It's a large area full of shops and stalls
where you can buy just about any kind of merchandise."
Jeff said, "Maybe I can pick up a souvenir gift there for Paul."
"It won't be hard to find something you'll like there," said Michael. "Let's go
on up and get cleaned up. There's another really nice restaurant down on the
River Walk I'd like to take you to tonight for dinner. They also have tables
outside next to the river like the Casa Rio had."
Back in the room, they each took a shower. While they were both still naked,
they lay on the bed and took the opportunity to make a little love. This time,
they got themselves in a sixty-nine and took each other's loads. Jeff said,
"Well, Dad, I won't need to order an appetizer before dinner now. That tasted so
good! Do you think we should skip dinner?"
"Now, Jeff," said Michael. "I know you're a horny little devil most of the time,
but I'm still hungry! There'll still be plenty of time to play later."
They dressed, again in shorts and short sleeve shirts and walked toward the
River Walk. As they were descending the stone steps down from the street to the
lower lever River Walk, Michael took a misstep and slipped. He fell to the
bottom hitting his head hard on the stone walk and tearing a gash in the calf of
his leg from a sharp piece of iron that was protruding from the wrought-iron
balustrade. He lay their semi-conscious, while Jeff ran down to him. Seeing that
his dad's eyes were closed, he shouted, "Dad, Dad!"
Michael's leg wound was bleeding quite profusely, and a waiter from a nearby
café rushed over to him and, pulling off his long white apron, wrapped it around
Michael's leg. The manager of the café came running out and, when he saw what
had happened, got on his cell phone and called an ambulance. Michael began to
come around and tried to get up.
Jeff said, "Don't move, Dad. We're going to take you to the hospital."
Michael said, "Don't be silly, Jeff. I'm just fine. Take my hand and help me
up."
Jeff told Michael to lie still, and very soon an ambulance arrived. The
attendants put a brace around Michael's neck, in case there had been a neck
injury, and carefully lifted him onto a stretcher. As they carried him up the
steps to the ambulance, a crowd of on-lookers had formed. Michael looked at Jeff
and said, "I'm so embarrassed. Where are they taking me?"
One of the attendants said, "We're taking you to the emergency room at Christus
Santa Rosa Hospital."
Once in the emergency room, nurses and attendants cleaned and dressed the ugly
wound and quickly wheeled him down to X-ray to determine if there were any
broken bones or internal injuries. While he was gone, Jeff sat in a chair in the
hallway. Soon the double doors swung open, and a very badly wounded young man
was wheeled in on a gurney. Jeff stood up to make room for it as it passed by
him. As he looked at the boy, Jeff thought he looked vaguely familiar. When the
boy was put into one of the cubicles, Jeff walked over to get a better look at
him. He had bruises and cuts all over his face and his eyes were red and swollen
shut. His bare torso was covered, as well, with bleeding lesions and bruises. He
seemed to be unconscious.
When his eyes fell on the simple chain that hung around the man's neck, Jeff
realized who it was. It was Jumper. Jeff said aloud, "Jumper, what happened?"
The boy was still unconscious and didn't answer. Jeff caught his breath and held
his hand over his mouth, suddenly becoming overwhelmed with pity and sorrow for
this boy known as Jumper.
Two nurses came in and told Jeff he couldn't be in there and to leave. Jeff went
back to his dad's cubicle to wait for him, still unbelieving at what he'd just
seen. When Michael was finally wheeled back, the attendant told Jeff that his
father seemed to be just fine. There were no broken bones and no other injuries,
except the flesh wound to his leg. Michael was now fully awake and wanting to
leave.
A doctor walked in and said, "Mr. Walker. You're a lucky man. You did have a
slight concussion, and I want you to stay put here for a couple more hours so we
can be sure the concussion has left no lasting effects."
Jeff leaned over and kissed his father on the forehead. "Dad, you had a bad
spill there, and I'm glad we got you in here to be sure everything was okay. I
have some news for you. Do you remember Jumper, the guy we met down at that rest
area? Well, they just brought him in here very badly injured. He's almost
unrecognizable."
"Really?" said Michael. "How did you know it was him?"
"I saw that gold chain around his neck that he was wearing the other day."
Michael was now sitting in a wheel chair. He looked at Jeff and said, "Can you
wheel me down to his cubicle. Let's go down and see him."
When Michael and Jeff entered Jumper's cubicle, an older man and woman were
standing there talking to a nurse. When Michael told them he and Jeff were
acquaintances of the young man, the older man said, "My wife and I were driving
down the highway near Floresville, and we saw him lying by the side of the road.
We could tell he was badly injured. I thought maybe he'd been hit by a car.
Anyway, I called 911 on my cell phone and waited there until an emergency
vehicle arrived. We just thought we'd come on up here and stop to see how he
was, the poor chap."
The nurse said that she thought he would be alright and thanked the couple for
what they did.
"Well, I hope he'll be fine," said the older man. "We'll be on our way now."
The nurse told Michael and Jeff that they had to leave Jumper alone now, and
they both returned to Michael's cubicle. After several hours, a doctor came in
and checked Michael's vital signs. He said, "Okay, Mr. Walker, I think you're
all set. You can leave now. But be careful of that leg. It was a pretty nasty
gash."
After Michael dressed, they walked slowly down the hall and stopped in to see
Jumper. The nurse was just leaving and said, "He's awake now. You can talk to
him, but not too long."
Jeff said, "Jumper, do you remember us? We were the interlopers down there at
the rest area the other day."
Jumper looked at them through eyes he could hardly open and nodded.
"Can you tell us what happened?" said Michael.
Barely able to move his swollen lips, Jumper said, "Well, there are two guys
down there who always want me. But I hate them because they're so rough with me.
They're always so rough they hurt me. Today I refused to let either one of them
touch me, and they got mad and started hitting me and calling me all sorts of
names. They had me on the ground and one of them took a dead branch off the
ground and hit me with it over and over while the other guy kept punching me. I
remember I was able to get up and started running, but that's the last I
remember."
"We're really sorry, Jumper," said Michael. "Two older people found you by the
road unconscious and were responsible for getting you help."
A nurse walked in and asked, "Are you friends of his?"
"Yes, sort of," replied Michael.
"He told me he has no family and no insurance. We did find a membership card to
some boys club in his pants pocket. So we know his name is Daryl Thomas, and
from his birthdate, we know he's sixteen years old. But that's all. Would you be
willing to be responsible for this boy? In any case, we need to report this to
the Division of Children and Families. If he has no home, they will have to take
charge of his welfare."
"Yes, I'll be glad to be responsible for the boy," said Michael.
As the nurse walked out, Jeff took his father by the arm and brought him out to
the hall. "Dad! Are you crazy! What are you talking about? You can't be
responsible for him! Your insurance won't cover him. What in the hell do you
think you'll do with him?"
Michael said, "I don't know. But he needs somebody. We can't just leave him
here. What'll happen to him?"
"Dad, it's none of your business what happens to him. The life he leads is what
caused him to end up here. He's nothing. He'll take care of himself."
"For God's sake, Jeff! He's only sixteen! Look at him. Just look at him lying
there. That poor boy deserves all the help he can get."
Jeff sighed and looked away. "Okay, Dad," Jeff said as calmly as he could. "What
do you propose to do with him? Take him and all the other wretched souls you
find out on the countryside and bring him down to your charity ward at the
ranch? That's not the life he lives. He gets fucked by truck drivers for a
living. That's how he defines himself. Anyway, the agency will figure out what
to do with him. They'll probably stick him in some foster home."
Michael looked at Jeff and said, "Why can't the ranch be his foster home?"
"With our lifestyle, Dad?" said Jeff. "We'd never get approved."
"Well, look at all the other foster parents they do approve, who are abusive and
cruel. Why do they get approved?"
"Dad, you've got other things to be concerned with. You don't know yet what's
going to happen to Jared. You may have him on your hands. And think of Karl. He
may be coming back. And you and he are going to have to put a great deal of
attention on solidifying that relationship again. And when school starts in the
fall, Paul and I will have to go back to Austin. You're just not going to be
able to manage this. This kid's got problems, Dad. You're not going to be up to
dealing with this."
Michael said, "Jeff, look at what living on the ranch did for Josiah. He had
terrible problems, too. But look at him now. When someone is able to give a guy
a chance, don't you think he should do it? Or should we just say, 'He's not
worth saving,' and forget it?
Jeff took his father by the arm and said, "Alright, Dad, let's say goodbye to
Jumper and be on our way. There's no point in our talking about this now."
As they re-entered Jumper's cubicle, Jumper managed to give them a slight smile
and extended his hand. Michael took the boy's hand and said, "Jumper, you're
going to be okay. We'll keep in touch with you."
Jumper held onto Michael's hand tightly and said, "Thank you for coming to see
me. You're not like all those truck drivers. You're . . . ."
Jeff thought to himself, "Oh shit, look at the sweet smile on that boy. That'll
get Dad hooked for sure!"
When they left, Jeff hailed a taxi to take them back to the hotel. While they
rode, Michael said, "I'm sorry, Jeff, that I messed up our time here. We didn't
get to eat dinner or anything."
"Dad, dinner wasn't important. The important thing is that you're okay. Let's go
back to the room and we'll get room service to bring us something to eat, okay?"
Back in the room, Michael lay on the bed and said, "My leg is beginning to
throb. It's really hurting now."
Jeff brought Michael a glass of water and two of the pain pills dispensed to him
at the hospital.
"Dad, I think you should just try to sleep some if you can. You had a terrible
fall. I'll lie here with you and rub your back, if that would feel good."
Michael smiled and rolled over on his side. As Jeff ran his hands gently but
firmly over his dad's back, he thought how lucky he was to have a father who was
so kind and so loving. In a way, he was proud of his dad for wanting to help
Jumper, even though he thought it was a crazy idea. Jeff made up his mind he
would not say anything more in opposition to Michael's wanting to help the boy.
Michael was going to do what he wanted anyway, and it wasn't going to help him
to have dissention in the family over it. But he feared for his father's
well-being if he was somehow able to have his way by bringing the boy to the
ranch. Jeff thought that it could very likely never happen anyway."
Michael said in a quiet voice, "Jeff, go on down to the dining room and get
yourself something to eat. I'll be fine."
Jeff said, "I thought I would call for room service."
"Jeff, I'm not hungry. I just want to lie here and maybe go to sleep. I'll be
fine here. Just go on down and enjoy a good meal. And have a drink, too."
"I don't want to leave you here alone."
"Jeff, go! Please. I'll be fine. I just want to rest. And thanks for the great
back rub. It's really relaxed me, and I'm ready for a little sleep."
"Okay, Dad," said Jeff as he kissed Michael on the cheek. "I'll be back very
shortly."
When Jeff returned to the room about forty-five minutes later, he found his dad
still lying on his side, sound asleep. He undressed his dad as carefully as he
could so as not to wake him. Then after washing his face and hands and brushing
his teeth, he undressed himself and climbed into bed next to his dad and pulled
the sheet up over them. As he lay there, he began to feel so badly for his dad.
They had come to San Antonio for a good time, and it was all ruined for his dad
because of the accident. He pressed his body tightly up against Michael's back
and kissed him on the neck and shoulders, whispering, "I hope you know how much
I love you."
The next morning Michael and Jeff awoke early as the first rays of sunshine came
in the window. "How are you feeling this morning, Dad?" asked Jeff.
"I feel pretty good, Jeff. My leg isn't really sore, but it feels awfully stiff.
I think if I get out and start walking on it, it'll loosen up."
"Are you sure you want to walk with your leg like that?"
"Well, Jeff, we'll take a taxi to the Farmers' Market. I don't want to miss
that, and I know you'll really enjoy seeing it. There are little cafés there,
too, so there will be plenty of opportunity for me to sit down."
"I don't know, Dad," said Jeff doubtfully.
"What do you want me to do, Jeff? Sit here in the hotel all day? It'll drive me
crazy. I'll be just fine. Come on; let's get dressed and go down for some
breakfast. I'm starving. Here, Jeff, I'm afraid you're going to have to help me
get my pants on over this leg."
After breakfast, Michael and Jeff headed right out to the Farmers' Market. Jeff
had not realized what an extensive place it was. He enjoyed thoroughly looking
through all the stalls and trying to make up his mind what he would buy for
Paul. While Michael was beginning to feel a burning sensation on his leg, and
frequently had to find a place to sit, he was delighted to see what a good time
Jeff was having. Several times, Jeff would bring an item to him and ask him what
he thought of it as a gift for Paul. Eventually, Jeff showed him an ID bracelet
designed for a man and made of Mexican silver.
"Dad, I'd like to get this for Paul. The man said if I gave him fifteen minutes,
he would engrave Paul's name on it. What do you think?"
"It's really beautiful, Jeff. I think he'd love it."
"Okay," said Jeff. "I'll go and leave it with him and we can come back later for
it."
Michael and Jeff spent practically the whole day at the Market, sometimes
sitting and listening to a group of Mexican guitar players and watching a troupe
of dancers, as well as having a couple of Tacos at a small taco stand. Michael
bought Jeff a colorful Mexican style shirt that Jeff had admired. Michael said
he'd like to see Jeff wear it at Maggie's housewarming party the following
weekend.
In the late afternoon, they were both tired and decided to go back. Michael
said, "Before we go back to the hotel, let's have the taxi drop us off at the
River Walk so we can have dinner at that great place I was going to take you to
last night."
"Are you sure, Dad," said Jeff. "That's where you fell, you know."
"Well, Jeff, as the old saying goes, when you get thrown from the horse, you
need to get right back on!"
After walking down the steps very carefully to the River Walk, they proceeded to
La Fontana Café, where they both immediately ordered Triple Scotches on the
rocks. Michael took another pain pill, and said, "This pill together with the
Scotch ought to make me feel no pain!"
As Michael began to sip on his drink, Jeff reached into his pocket and took out
a small box. "Dad, this is for you. I bought it today. It's for the greatest dad
in the world."
Michael opened the box to find a gold signet ring with his initials. His mouth
dropped open for a moment and then he said, "Jeff! It's beautiful! I hope it
fits."
"It'll fit, dad. I measured the ring you usually wear last night when you were
asleep. I hope you like it."
Michael felt as though he had a stone blocking his throat. He could hardly
speak. He took his old ring off and slipped the new ring on his finger. All he
could do was to shake his head in appreciation and approval. Jeff knew instantly
that his dad liked the ring and said, "That's okay, Dad. You don't have to say
anything. It's just another way to tell you I love you, Dad."
Finally, Michael said, "And all I got you was that cheap Mexican shirt."
"Oh, Dad, please. I love that shirt. You know that. I was so happy that you
liked it, too, and got it for me."
After they finished eating, Jeff suggested they stop in at the Palacio del Rio
Lounge for a nightcap and listen to that blind pianist whom Jason had told them
about the other night.
Michael said, I'm pretty tired, Jeff. But I would like to see him. What was his
name? Pierre?
"I think that was his name," said Jeff. "We'll just stay for a few minutes. I'm
tired, too."
When Michael and Jeff walked into the lounge, there, staring right at them, were
Mark and Corky sitting at a table near the piano, with Jason sitting next to
Pierre. Jeff whispered to his dad, "Well, I guess the four of them did indeed
get to know one another."
Mark and Corky jumped up and led Michael and Jeff to their table.
Mark said, "We sure didn't expect to see you two here. It's really great to see
you. What brings you to San Antonio?"
Michael and Jeff explained that they were there for just a short get-away, and
that they had met Jason on their first night there. After Michael and Jeff
ordered their drinks, Corky excused himself to go to the bathroom. Jeff got up
and said he needed to go also, and would come along.
As they stood next to each other at the urinals, Jeff said, "When we met Jason
the other night, he told us that he had met you and Mark. Just between you and
me, I'm curious. Both Pierre and Jason are two hot looking guys. Did you and
Mark ever get together with them at all?"
Corky laughed and said, "Mark and I went out one night to celebrate our
anniversary and we decided to stop in here. We got to talking with Pierre, and
one thing led to another, you know, and we ended up having him sleep over at our
place that night. Let me tell you, you've never had yourself looked over until
you've been looked over by blind person."
"What do you mean, looked over?
"He can't see you with his eyes, but he looks at your whole body with his
hands!"
"With his hands?
"Yeah, with his hands. It's a once in a lifetime experience! Then a few nights
later, we had him over for dinner, and he brought his friend, Jason. That's when
we first met Jason. Then all four of us ended up you know where."
Jeff said, "Well, when we asked Jason if he had a partner, he said he wasn't
into that sort of thing. Did he participate?"
"Well yes. He did, in a way. He enjoyed himself a lot, I think, but he wouldn't
let anybody fuck him and he didn't want to be kissed. He's probably bisexual.
Who knows. He kind of acts like he's not sure what he is. But I will say I think
he found it pretty erotic being naked in bed with us."
Jeff said, "Anyway, I congratulate you on a real conquest."
"I hope you don't mind," said Corky, "but Pierre was really interested that I
had worked on a ranch, and I told him that maybe sometime I might be able to
bring him down there for a visit, and maybe show him what it's like to ride a
horse. You know, that old one down there that we can hardly get to move."
"That would be great," said Jeff. "Dad and I would love to have him come down
for a visit. And maybe you could bring Jason with you."
Corky laughed. "Watch out, Jeff. Your libido is showing! It's not a horse you
want him to mount, is it! You'd like to be mounted yourself, wouldn't you?"
"You've got a dirty mind, Corky!" said Jeff, as he gave Corky's butt a squeeze.
"Well, Jeff, it takes one dirty mind to know another dirty mind!"
When Jeff and Corky returned to the table, Jeff could see written all over his
dad's face that he was again feeling the pain of his leg. Jeff tipped up his
glass and finished his drink and said, "Dad and I had better get back to the
hotel. We've had a long day, and we need to get our beauty sleep."
After everyone said their goodbyes and after Jeff and Michael had left, Jason
turned to Mark and said, "Did he say, 'Dad and I?' Are they father and son? I
thought they were just . . . you know."
"Lovers?" said Corky. "They are father and son, and they're also lovers. Does
that disturb you, Jason.?"
Jason sat down slowly with a little smile on his face. Then he said, "No it
doesn't disturb me. It kind of fascinates me. Father and son, eh? I think I'd
like to meet them again sometime. They're a couple of nice guys. And they look
alike. And they're handsome, too."
Mark and Corky glanced at each other with a knowing look. Corky said, "Jason,
how would you like to go down to their ranch sometime for a visit. I know they'd
love to . . . have you."
"Yeah, man! That would be great!" said Jason, giving the thumbs up.
When Michael and Jeff returned to their room, Michael took another pain pill,
undressed, and climbed into bed. "I'm sorry, Jeff. I just don't feel very good.
Would you mind if we just held each other tonight?"
Jeff stripped down and crawled in under the sheet with his dad. "Dad, I wouldn't
mind at all. I think I like cuddling with you most of all, anyway. Would you
like me to rub your back and neck again? Would that feel good?"
"Yes, if you wouldn't mind."
As Jeff gently rubbed his dad's back, he said, "Dad, before Jason told us about
it the other night, did you know that this is how a blind person sees another
person? With his hands? Just like this, moving his fingers slowly over every
inch of his body."
There was no reply from Michael. Jeff looked closely and saw that his dad had
fallen sound asleep. Jeff smiled and whispered in Michael's ear, "I love you,
Dad. Just being like this with you is all I need."
To be continued...
Posted: 09/26/08