A Journey Into Submission
Voluntary Enslavement

The Attorney

By: Dawson Spear
(© 2012 by the author)

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Chapter 2
DAY ONE

The next morning, when TJ awoke, he realized that he had been asleep on his left side spooned up against William, with his left arm under William and William was holding TJ's left hand with both of his hands; TJ's right arm was over the top of William holding him tight. TJ lay there not wanting to move and awaken William trying to figure out what to do about his morning wood that was resting comfortably against the cheeks of William's ass. Gradually TJ fell into a light sleep. What he did not realize was that William was awake, secure in TJ's arms and puzzled that he was not bothered by TJ's erection that was poking into the crack of his ass.

While still partially asleep, TJ pulled William back into him as a dominate lover would, and while still warm and content humped against William's back. William jumped up and said laughingly, "Are you trying to make a move on me?"

TJ realized what he had done, and said, "Only in your dreams," and pushed William down. The wrestling match was on. Over the years since high school and college the guys had not wrestled as they had when teenagers, but now they were roughhousing as if 13 again. TJ got William face down, tickling him on his back and sides. William tried to buck TJ off and TJ laughed and said, "You have been trying to buck me off for 30 years and you have not been able to do so. What makes you think you can do so now?" TJ continued his tickling causing William to gasp for breath.

Finally, William could take no more, and said, "Stop. I give. You win."

"That is not how you give," slipped out before TJ realized what he had said. Time stood still for both of them and then, in a flash, went back more than 30 years as if it were instinctively ingrained behavior; both knew exactly what was meant and what had to be done. William spread his legs and lifted up his hips, holding them up off the floor for TJ to reach around and over to take possession of his nuts.

After what seemed an eternity, William felt the hands slide slowly over his skin, over his lats, down his fuzzy abs to the waist band of his boxers. There they froze in time. Neither had said a word; if anything William sucked his gut in further increasing the space between his stomach and the floor and thereby giving TJ more room to maneuver.

TJ's conscious mind was not functioning; however on a subconscious level his hands moved softly but with assurance under the elastic, burrowed through the hair on William's belly, through the pubic hair, past a rapidly stiffening cock to William's scrotum, which had been the destination all along. The pair of hands never even paused as they passed by William's' cock; once they reached the sack containing the testicles, each took one nut, the fingers surrounding, separating and conquering one lobe. When the fingers on each hand had conducted its reconnaissance all movement ceased and the two guys lay there, one on top of the other, TJ's head lying just to the right of William's, his breath passing by William's right ear, ruffling William's hair and caressing his right cheek.

William allowed gravity to take its course and his hips pressed into TJ's hands as he settled back onto the floor; he whimpered the same words that he had more than 30 years before, saying, "Please don't hurt me." TJ made no reply; instead he started to roll William's testicles around, gently squeezing, feeling and possessing them. He licked William's ear with his tongue, pulled on his ear lobe with his teeth and blew air. He could feel William shudder, and knowing ahead of time the reaction as he tightened his hold and increased the pressure. William moaned and then begged TJ not to hurt him. TJ looked down to see if he could see any small scar from where he had bit William 30 years previously, and finding none bit William's shoulder again. This time however the bite was different in that it was significantly harder, meant to bruise and draw blood.

TJ continued his bite gradually increasing the intensity of the bite until he tasted the coppery flavor of William's blood. He then started sucking and pulling on the flesh caught in his teeth. Three feet south of his teeth, his fingers contemporaneously tightened their hold on William's nuts causing him to pull his hips up in a vain attempt to gain freedom for his scrotum and its precious contents; regretfully for William the only two results achieved were to cause the fingers to further strengthen the grip and to cause the cheeks of William's ass to press against TJ's rock hard cock. In fact the cock was now pressed into the crack of William's ass.

William's sensory system overloaded, blew a circuit, and his ability to synchronize his body functions ceased, resulting in his prostate exploding hot white fluid towards his bruised and captured testicles and then out the head of his prick and all over TJ"s hands and arms. TJ momentarily loosened his grip to get some cum in each hand and then started massaging it into William's pubic area.

TJ purposely did not allow himself to ejaculate; he increased his bite onto William's neck/shoulder and like an animal shaking a victim he shook his head back and forth never letting go of William. He intended his bite to mark and scar William; to put the world on notice that this guy belonged to him. He could feel William shudder, moan, totally relax and surrender. TJ released his teeth, rested his head on William's shoulder and head; his hands likewise released the pressure but otherwise continued their possession of William's drained balls. With a little love tap TJ pulled his hands free of William's cum covered boxers, dragging his hand across William's belly so as to wipe the cum on their way to William's mouth. William tried to avoid TJ's intention of making him suck his own cum off of TJ's fingers but the fight was short and unsuccessful. After his fingers were clean, TJ ordered William to lift up again, by whispering in his ear, "Put your nuts back in my hands."

William did so and TJ, using his fingers, scraped up some more of William's cum and delivered it to his own mouth; the cum was just as sweet as TJ remembered.

The two guys lay there for a short period before TJ lifted up his hips, rested his weight on his knees and rolled William over onto his back; he then rested on William, so that William's pubic area was behind him. He looked down into William's face to find his eyes tightly closed. TJ wondered if it was due to his still recovering or due to shame. To TJ's way of thinking it really did not matter because he was going to experience both.

TJ sat there looking down at William waiting for him to open his eyes and to come face to face with reality. At last William did so, and smiled up at TJ; however it was a sad smile, kind of wistful. William asked, "TJ, where do we go from here? What does this make me? What does it make you? What does it mean for us? What do you think of me? What are the guys at the gym going to say about the hicky/bite on my shoulder?"

"Slow down. Where does this leave us? Are we still friends? You have been a part of my life for more nearly forty years. We've always been friends. We went through school together, college together. Why wouldn't we still be friends?"

"I'm hoping that this experience hasn't ended that friendship. I could not stand to lose both you and Emily." At that point William broke down completely crying in uncontrollable sobs, unable to coordinate his breathing.

TJ sat there on William, looking down at him; he wiped the tears and patiently gave William the time he needed to pull himself together, and then he said, "We have been friends and family and will always be friends and family. That having been said, we can't go back to the way it was. You can't unring a bell."

"What do you mean?"

TJ stood up and went and sat down in a chair and said to William, "Stand up and come over here."

William did so, standing about 12 inches from TJ's knees; TJ looking him in the eye said, "Spread your legs apart." William immediately did so, never breaking the eye to eye contact. TJ reached out and pulled William's boxers down to the floor and said, "Step out of them and then resume your stance."

William did so in his totally naked state. Continuing to maintain the eye contact, TJ reached out his right hand, cupping it about 6 inches below William's cum covered scrotum, and told William, " I want you to slowly bend your knees until you have voluntarily put your nuts and their sack in my hand so that I can squeeze them. You need to know ahead of time I am going to use more force than before."

William swallowed and gulped, as he started his squat. Gently he lowered himself until the bottom of his scrotum touched TJ's palm and then he stopped. TJ said, "A little further." Groaning William complied; when he had steadied himself, TJ started squeezing.

William was moaning, "Please no; please don't hurt me." TJ continued his pressure and then leaning over he slowly started pulling downward on the sack. William ended up on the floor trying to roll over to avoid TJ's grip. TJ gave a hard squeeze and said, "Spread your legs and lie flat on your back."

William did so and TJ went to work on William's nuts. He was now kneeling between William's butterflied legs and William's hands were behind his head giving TJ unfettered access. He mauled William's balls; he slapped them, pulled on them, squeezed them causing William to retch. Suddenly TJ released his hold and removed his hands completely causing William's eyes to fly open and his head lifted up to see what was going on. When he met TJ's gaze, TJ with no warning slammed his knee into William's already sore balls. William cried out and started crying yet again. When he opened his eyes he found TJ still staring at him and TJ slammed his balls again and again until William thought that he would vomit.

Never breaking the eye contact, TJ said, "We'll never be equals again; life partners yes, family yes, friends yes, but now that I know how much I enjoy punishing, embarrassing and humiliating you I won't stop. You have two choices: we can live together with you as my slave or we can continue to live separately. If you want to continue to be friends and family I have no problem with that, but all other activity will stop. You need to understand that I love you; have always loved you and will always love you, but you need this treatment and will be a far happier and better person for it. But I need it too. I won't go back, you can't go back. I'm going to treat you like shit and I expect to be treated with respect. I also expect obedience. You can expect pain and suffering. If you stay I'll respect you for being honest and having the courage to face who you are. I think we'll be able to figure it out. If you leave I don't know what will happen."

TJ then explained that he was dominant and I was subservient. He said he knew I was submissive and had been submissive with Emily and that now with Emily no longer alive there would be a void in my life. The question on the table therefore was who and how would the void be filled. TJ stood up and said, "I am going to take a shower and then going to the shop. I want you to think about what we have said and done. When you are ready call me. Until you call me I will neither call you nor go back to your house." TJ left William lying there on the floor, naked, with cum drying on his stomach, in his pubic hair, and his balls rapidly progressing towards being black and blue. His cock never softened until after TJ had left.

That afternoon, TJ's phone rang and when he answered it, William said, "We need to talk. Do you want me to come there or do you want to come here?" TJ's response was equally terse, telling William to come there.

When William arrived they met as if there was nothing going on just below the surface and after being offered a drink, William relayed to him his conversations with his children about his moving in with TJ and his not wanting to be alone. TJ did not share with William the fact that he had spoken with both kids to check on them and to be sure that they had checked on their dad. Nor did he share the fact that both children had counseled their dad to move in with TJ so that he would not be alone and so that he would not be living in the home that he had shared with Emily.

After a prolonged silence, TJ said, "William have you reached a decision?'

"No I have not, but I have some questions."

"Well?"

"Please explain to me what you want of me?"

"It is not what I want. Rather it is what we want and in fact what we need."

"You have lost me."

"William you are a submissive. You have always been one. I also think that you are what is called a closeted homosexual; you just have not confronted that fact. Let me hasten to add that I realized a number of years ago that I was gay so I am not throwing stones at you."

"If you are gay and you think that I am gay why have you waited until now?"

"William, you were married to one of my lifelong friends. I am not the sort of person that would come between you and Emily."

"All right, let's just say for discussions sake that I am a closeted gay. What is it you want from me?"

"Again, it is not what I want from you; rather it is a question of what you need. Let me explain. As I said you are a submissive and have always been so. Even in your practice of law you make yourself into a servant of your clients. You have always deferred to Emily and me. I mean if you want the clearest example of what you need it was given to you this morning. How many guys do you know who would put their nuts into a guy's palm knowing that the guy is going to squeeze them? Obviously there are not many, and even fewer who would then lie there and let another guy knee them in the nuts over and over. Beyond that even after I kneed you the first time and gave you some time to stop retching you spread your legs so that I could have another shot. That takes you to a different level of gayness. You are into pain, being humiliated and controlled. Come on; how many guys do you think get off and cum from another guy simply playing hard ball? You have been doing it since you were 13 for Christ's sake."

"Again, what is it that I think that you want and need? Relatively simple. You are going to become my slave. You will move into this house. You will place all of your property in a trust, with me as the trustee for the benefit of your children; the house, bank accounts, everything except your car and that you are going to give to me."

"What else? I mean what about my law practice? What about my standing in the community?"

"When you become my slave you will do as I say. If I tell you to quit the practice of law then you will quit. If I tell you to resign from the various boards then you will resign."

"What about the rest of the stuff?"

"What stuff?"

"Like the pain, embarrassment and humiliation?"

"William, a slave is just that - a slave. A slave does what or has done to it what the master wants the slave to do or have done to the slave. William look, you have never liked or participated in the bar scene; you don't go out. Come on and admit it; you have had a hunger gnawing in your crotch for some time. When you were making love to Emily in the last 3 years what thoughts ran through your mind? Was it of you and her making love or was it of you being mauled by me?"

The answer was complete in the silence.

"I honestly believe that you want and need someone to take charge, in your home, in your business and in your life. You want someone to take charge of your life, to take care of your needs and to love you for your efforts, your devotion and for the affection that you show to your master. That person will become your master and you will become that person's slave. For life. No turning back. No escape. You want to be dominated and made to be submissive. Don't tell me; tell yourself: have you been truly happy professionally for the last 10 years?"

"Not really."

"I don't understand why you like to be kneed in the nuts or to have your balls bruised, but you do. I also suspect that you will like being punished for your transgressions as a slave. That is beaten with a belt or some similar instrument. I know you get off on it and I get off on doing it."

"But you said it is forever. What happens if it does not work?"

"That is the reason that you are so fortunate. In order for consensual slavery to work the slave has to have absolute and total trust in his master. Who in this world do you absolutely, without any reservation trust?"

"You.'

"Do you trust me to know what is best for you and how to obtain it for you?"

"Yes."

"Don't you want more out of life than you are getting?"

"Yes"

"Do you know whom or what you were looking for? It seems to me that you desperately want to find out what the gnawing hunger and emptiness in the bottom of your gut was all about. I don't think that you have a clue."

"But what about the sexual part?"

"William, a slave is just that - a slave. Note the word - it is there for its master's pleasure. What did I do to you when we were 13, after you submitted to me in a wrestling match?"

"You fucked me."

"That's right. I stuck my then little cock in your ass hole and bred you, didn't I?"

"Yes."

"You have to know that I am going to fuck you with regularity?"

"But I am not gay."

"Maybe and maybe not. Your cock tells a different story."

"What do you mean with regularity?"

"How often do you like to get your rocks off?"

"I still would like to have sex on a daily basis."

"Well you need to know a couple of things. First, when I fuck you then I expect you to have a climax as I define climax."

"How do you define climax?"

"That is not important at this point but I think that I can assure you that you will be sexually satisfied if you will trust me."

"What is second?"

"You know that the male in a marriage usually wants to get off more often than the female and usually some of the time in ways that do not bring the same results as to the man."

"That brings a number of questions: what do you mean by marriage, the male, the female and what other ways?"

"Ok, one at a time. My vision of our relationship is that while it will be master and slave it will also be husband and wife. In every marriage there is usually one partner that carries out the usual male functions and one partner the female. In our relationship only one of us is going to be fucked, that is by the insertion of a cock in a pussy. Now some would say that a male does not have a pussy; but, I differ; if I put my cock in a hole in the body other than a mouth then what I am putting my cock into is a pussy. Obviously if there is only one male and I am taking that role then you would be the female."

"What other ways?"

"Cock sucking."

"What other things?"

"Either by the master doing something to the slave or the slave doing something to the master, to do the master's work."

"I am not sure I follow."

"It is real simple; I get pleasure from kneeing you in the nuts, from squeezing your balls, and I imagine that when I fuck you in the ass it will be as good as when I fucked you with my little immature cock. I tapped your pussy 30 plus years ago. You sucked a mean cock as I remember so those are some things that you can do or have done. In fact as I recall not only did you swallow but you swished it around to get my flavor before you swallowed."

"Now there is an additional aspect of this relationship if you choose to voluntarily become my slave. I am telling you now, ahead of time that I am going to strip your personality and your character to the bone. It should be obvious that I am not going to buy a billboard and say that we are now a happily married couple and that I am the daddy, but we will go to out of town venues, to gay venue clubs and you will be treated as a slave. As your master I have the right to make body modifications without your consent. That is part of the trust factor. And, I think that if you are honest with yourself - not with me - but in an internal conversation with yourself, the very fact that I have that power and authority to make you submit is a constant high for you."

"You will go through an indoctrination designed especially for slaves. It has been developed by a number of professionals including a Dr. Tom Taylor who is a medical doctor and a friend of mine. Because of your age and the period of time that we have been friends and known each other your training would not be the same as a slave just off the street. But also that won't be for several weeks at best. I don't want to mislead you. I have never seen the training facility in Atlanta but Tom tells me that it is tough, although from what he thinks from what I have described to him it should not take you more than a couple of days. I have not figured out how it could be that bad if it only lasts a couple of days, but I don't know."

"Finally you need to know that if you refuse me, if you even hesitate you will be punished. Let me explain what I mean. If I put a serving of peas on your plate and you refuse, hesitate or even ask, 'Do I have to eat them?' then you will be punished, and the punishment will be exponentially greater. By that I mean if I gave you an order to put 5 peas on your plate, note I did not say eat them, just put them on your plate, and you question, hesitate or refuse, then I will make you eat those 5 and then make you eat 10 more, remembering that I never told you to eat the 5 peas until you hesitated, questioned or refused. You have to trust me when I tell you to put them on your plate that does not necessarily mean I am going to make you eat them, just to put them on your plate. You see as a man of free will, if I tell you to put the peas on your plate you have the freedom to come to the conclusion that I am telling you to do so because I want you to eat them. As a slave you don't have that right; I may be telling you simply to test you without ever having the thought to make you eat them. You will need to listen carefully until you become so conditioned that you simply do what you are told to do or to have done without any hesitation, question or refusal. I will push you to your limit and then push you beyond. I am going to make you do things that you would never agree to do voluntarily, but you have to know that because you are and have been my friend and because as your master I am responsible for you that while I may make you do gross things to help you discover your limits it will not be something that will harm you. When you hesitate, question or refuse the results will come swiftly, with certain determination and force"

"Any more questions or concerns? You need to ask your questions now for if you become a slave you don't ask questions unless given permission; if not, have you come to a decision?"

"Yes, Master."

I smiled at him and he teared up, scared, and I did not blame him. I told him to strip naked and to come over to where I was sitting. "Spread your legs to shoulder width; put your hands behind you neck and lock your fingers together."

He did so without question or comment. I then took his cock in my hand, pulled it from his body as it began becoming hard. It was a good looking cock; cut with an even scar and tab of skin which was very sensitive to the touch. There was a large vein that ran in a spiral from the base towards the head which was now flared and weeping. I lifted it up and stared at the underside; I ran my fingernail the length of it causing William to shudder; I told William to hold it up and out of my way, as I took hold of his scrotal sack and its contents. His nuts were temporarily covered in fine black hair which was long and soft; I rubbed my fingers in the creases of his thighs and brought them to my nose for my pleasure; he smelled so good; I slowly turned him around, placed the palm of my hand in the middle of his back and pushed him over, opening the cheeks of his ass. Using my hands I spread the cheeks apart revealing the hairy crack and the circle of black hair that lay flat around his ass hole. Unable to resist, I leaned forward and licked his crack enjoying his funky smell; shuddering with the moldy taste; taking the hairs between my teeth and gently pulling them and once they were straight, sucked them into my mouth for a more thorough cleaning. I had to stop or there would be no turning back.

To be continued...

Posted: 03/23/12