A Journey Into Submission
Voluntary Enslavement
The Attorney
By:
Dawson Spear
(© 2012 by the author)
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Chapter 1
INTRODUCTION
William Young is age 45, six foot two, 230 pounds, big, hairy, dark hair, blue eyes and is a successful trial attorney in a small town in Georgia. He is married to Emily and they have two children ages 23 and 25.
He and Emily were raised with their childhood friend Thomas Jefferson Wright known as TJ. The three of them went together thru elementary, middle and high schools together. TJ was the best man in their wedding, and he and William had been roommates in college; TJ and William had learned how to beat off together and as kids had tried out the sexual education subjects although once they had reached 15 there had been no further relations except for one time during college when both had been drunk. Beginning when they were about aged 10 until they were 15, there had been 5 years of experimentation, although the boys were far more active at the beginning than at the end. By the time they had reached 15, William realized that "it was wrong" in the sense that society did not approve of boys doing things together but did approve of boys and girls doing things together. William was always wanting to fit in, to be approved of by society, and because he succumbed to Emily's advances, switched from playing with TJ to playing with Emily.
Starting with sleepovers when they both were pre-teenagers, the boys had seen each other naked and were without any type of shyness or embarrassment. In fact they even bathed together. Starting in middle school, a certain shyness overcame them when it came to nakedness, although they did not understand it. The shyness came from the culture that they were raised in. Each checked-out the other to see how they were progressing in their development as compared to the other and to the young males competing on the school's athletic teams. William was the first in his class to have hair under his arms, on his legs and around his cock. Because William was dark and hairy his hair had "come in" before TJ's, and during one of the sleepovers TJ had put his head on William's tummy, looking down at his cock; slowly he started counting the hairs, and thereafter the boys tried to keep count of how many hairs had sprouted. As time progressed TJ's hair came in but it was blondish and sparse was hard to count.
TJ recognized that he was "different" than the other boys and he hoped that William was also different. TJ had seen William naked enough times that he had almost memorized his body. Because he had masturbated TJ's cock he knew its shape, the sensitive spot where the skin tab was located from his circumcision, and the size and shape of the piss slit. While TJ liked William's dick, it was his scrotum and its contents that he loved. His love was not only due to the softness of the skin and the firmness of the orbs, but most especially because of the sweet nectar that they produced. TJ honestly could drink it and be happy. During spend-the-nights, he would lie for hours with his head on William's thigh, smooth and hairless at the beginning and hairy by age 15 and stare at the sack and the orbs. While he never tired of the sight his two favorite things to do were to play with them and to suck on them. If he had to find fault in some fashion it would be because William's sack never seemed to hang down; William's nuts always seemed close to his body. TJ would gently pull on them and it seemed that there was plenty of cord, just not enough sack.
The boys were very fit, constantly exercising, tanned by the sun and made hard by the competition. If there had been a trained eye observing the two of them, it would have been noticed that while both wanted to win, TJ, although shorter and lighter, more often than not would force William to give. In fact, during wrestling matches the boys had made up a twist in the rules so that instead of saying that the loser "gave" or if unable to speak "tapped out" the only way to win was for the winner to force the loser to spread his legs allowing the winner to take possession of his junk, and squeeze until an offer was made to "do anything" to stop the squeezing. In early August when the boys were 13 both boys had ridden their bikes to their middle school at 6 in the morning for the joint exercise program held in connection with the football and soccer programs. The period lasted until 8 when the boys separated, both attending their particular program's scrimmage or play-learning practices. Because of the heat, everyone stopped at 11 and practice broke down and then resumed at 4 in the afternoon. Each day at 11 the boys would return to one of the homes where that day's mother had left lunch before going to work. The boys would eat lunch and then at least in theory "rest." This particular day had started off in normal fashion and after lunch the boys went to William's bedroom to play on the computer, video games and to rest. William kind of pushed TJ who returned the push and the match was on. TJ managed to get William flat on the floor and was sitting on his back just above the curve of William's ass. While pushing or holding William down he managed to burrow a hand between William's thighs and pinched him, causing William to squeal and out of reflex spread his thighs apart. It was all the advantage that TJ needed; his hand instantly went dead north and grasped William's scrotum and both of his nuts. Obviously William had enough size, weight, and leverage that he could have bucked TJ off prior to TJ's hand finding William's jewels; however even though TJ did not have a complete hold or complete control, once he got his hands on William's nuts he gave a gentle squeeze and said, "Either spread your legs and lift up your butt or I am going to tighten down."
William replied, "Fuck you," and tried to buck TJ off, without any success. TJ tightened down ever so slightly and replied, "Spread them, bitch."
At that point William realized that TJ had him by the balls, spread his legs into a butterfly position and then lifted his hips off the floor. Immediately, TJ's free hand went down inside William's wide legged shorts, under the waist band of his jock and took hold of his balls. The balls were sticky with the residue of 5 hours of calisthenics and boy sweat. TJ released the hold that he had gained originally from between the thighs, put it up into the jock from below and brought his hand up to his nose. The smell caused a reaction like gas on a fire. TJ used his legs to open William up even further, stripped off William's shorts, and pushed the jock to one side, causing the crack in his ass to reveal his hole. The hole released even more scent putting TJ into a frenzy, which led him to drop his face into William's ass, licking, sucking and kissing that in turned caused William to moan and beg. Having feasted on his friend's funk, TJ spit on his cock and with the assistance of pre-cum, William's own slime and the shortness of his immature dick to fuck William.
While the fucking was taking place, TJ instinctively knew to continue his hold and in fact was gently rolling William's sack and its contents. William was begging TJ not to hurt him and both boys understood that from William's point of view his being buggered wasn't what he was referring to; he wanted and in fact needed TJ to continue to concentrate his hand action on his nuts. It was like being scared of a snake and at the same time mesmerized by it; William was scared of his balls being abused but at the same time needed TJ to rough them up and to use the threat of a more intense treatment to force his activity. TJ complied and shortly after TJ had put his two young squirts of runny cum in William's hole, William put twice that amount of cum in TJ's palm. TJ was resting when William ejaculated, which in turn caused his rectum muscles to contract around TJ's cock; he then bent down and bit William on the neck, marking him as the bitch.
It was starting at that point that TJ began questioning his sexuality and what really turned him on. He decided that the resistance is what he lived for, the chance to place another male into a position of absolute vulnerability where the only option was pain or surrender, two choices most men do not like; he wanted to make the male submit to him. Shortly TJ acknowledged that it wasn't really another male, but William that he wanted.
All the young males were envious of William when hair started sprouting on this chest. William's cock was about 6 1/2 inches long when hard, average in thickness and had an unspectacular head on it. TJ's was a little longer but was much thicker, with a similar head. What was different about them were their nuts; TJ's sack hung low and his nuts were big. TJ acknowledged to himself his pride in his scrotal sack and its contents while most of the kids looked at a guy's dick and not his nuts. TJ had bull nuts and his sperm production and delivery were in keeping with his size.
Where William was tall, TJ was average at 5'9"; TJ was a strawberry blond and fair skinned and William was dark with a five o'clock shadow; William was solid to heavy set and TJ was lean and wiry. William played football in the fall and golf in the spring. TJ played soccer in the fall and golf in the spring. Both were very active, lifted weights, exercised and ran on a regular basis.
William did not brag about his physical development but he certainly did nothing to downplay it either. He went about his life in a simple and straightforward manner; he hung out with his best friend TJ and dated Emily. He talked with TJ about everything, including the fact that he was a virgin, had never been laid, and until that certain night in college had never been blown nor had any one touched his penis other than a doctor and himself. That was not entirely correct because of the experimenting done by the boys. On his wedding night he was just as much a virgin as Emily. William had discussed the matter with TJ as TJ was the only one he trusted to turn to for advice.
William and TJ roomed together in college, and on one fateful night after their first semester freshman year exams they got drunk. Actually TJ was far less drunk than William and as a result he made a move on William because William's guard and inhibitions were down. William and TJ played some stupid game that resulted in dares and bets, the loss of which caused each to give the other a blow job that included the swallowing of the recipient's sperm. William was embarrassed and never mentioned the fact again; TJ was overcome with love and affection. It did not seem to matter for there was no way that TJ would ever forget the night he had held, played with, studied and sucked William's cock and nuts. He took his time because he realized that it might be the one and only time he was afforded that pleasure. William was all but passed out and TJ taking his time he learned two very important lessons that night - first that William was pliable, susceptible to being swayed and very naive; second, he, TJ, had almost an unlimited amount of time and discretion in his examination of William's body from the top of the crack of his ass to his belly button and all in between. He took advantage of the opportunity. He slowly sucked on William's cock, first taking just the head into his mouth; it was not large or anywhere near as thick as his own, but he relished, its feel, its taste and its smell. As he raised and lowered his mouth over the rigid 6½ inches of tube steak, the shaft was able to slide and slip into his mouth and throat more easily; each thrust and withdrawal brought up slime from his throat and belly, which only increased the lubrication of the head, which, like an avalanche racing down a steep and slippery slope, went further into his throat with each repetitive in-and-out motion. Talk about on the job training; he learned the fine art of sucking cock that night; he experienced choking first hand, and figured out how to breathe through his nose; how to swallow his spit, combine his slime with William's precum and finally to set a rhythm that caused William's nuts to fire volleys of sperm up the tube into the mouth, across the tongue, down the throat and into the belly of TJ. TJ figured out after the first 3 explosions that if he continued to simply swallow William's offering he would not be able to create memories of the taste, texture and smell of William's baby makers. To combat this potential loss he pulled back on the cock until just the flange was up against his teeth and the rest, residue and remainder pumped into his mouth, taste buds, olfactory senses, and sense of feel. He carefully tasted William's sperm and filed away the sense of touch and feel he obtained from his tongue and palate of his mouth; he sniffed his breath, closed his eyes and knew two things: if he died right now he would be complete, and if he did not die right now he would one day own the rights to William's cock and the by-product of his nuts.
Subconsciously he also realized, although he did not understand the significance of the realization, that his was a dominant personality. His personality was dangerous in that he was not obvious or demonstrative in his controlling behavior but rather was subtle and allowed the target to be overcome and consumed prior to the realization of what was happening.
William's children were in college and law school. TJ was from rich parents who had died sometime before leaving him not stinking rick but more than comfortable especially so with his income as a golf professional. He bought the local golf course in town and operated it at a profit. Both William and TJ had played on their college team, and TJ had tried to qualify for one of the several professional tours before realizing that he was a damn good player, but if he wanted to be a golf professional, it would be as a club pro and not as a touring pro.
TJ had never married, finally conceding to himself that he was gay and in love. The problem was that he was in love with William and always had been. He also realized that he liked controlling the people he had sex with. Every now and then TJ would go down to Savannah or over to Atlanta for several days of "release" which he enjoyed as a "top." When he found someone he would "play" at the situation, and while it brought him instant gratification it did not fulfill him any manner. He always wanted a "bottom" to train, to control, to punish, to embarrass, and to humiliate; to break a supposedly straight guy and make him want to be his life partner in a strange and different type partnership. Simply put, he wanted William.
William was obviously straight as demonstrated by his successful marriage and two children. William was a good lawyer and, as is typical, he portrayed himself as a type 'A' personality; always taking charge; always suggesting how something might be done; always in the lead. He was arrogant but he was also very sensitive to the needs of others and was held up in their small county and community as a role model. He relished in the limelight, but interestingly enough was then embarrassed by the limelight; a real contradiction. Emily interestingly enough always called the shots in the marriage but not in the sense that it was obvious.
The two guys played golf together, and did all the things that guys did like hunting, fishing, etc. TJ was with them for every major holiday and was the uncle to the two children.
In the courtroom William was forceful, flamboyant, effective, and overbearing; the reason for his courtroom behavior was simple - it was not for his benefit but for the benefit of his clients for whom he was an advocate and he was serving a Master - his client. Outside of the courtroom he was anxious and tentative. When he and TJ were going to take a golfing trip, TJ planned it out and told William where they were going, what courses they were playing, and how long they would be gone. When at home Emily ruled the roost, but when it was just William and TJ, TJ ruled the roost. While they never discussed the matter, Emily and TJ worked in sync together and ran William's life.
On the fateful day, William was in his office preparing for a trial the following week and had left word with the receptionist that he was not to be disturbed. TJ was at work in the pro shop at his golf club, when the phone rang. It was answered by one of the assistant golf professionals who passed the phone to TJ, saying, "It is for you. It is Sgt. Rucker of the Georgia State Patrol."
George Rucker was a local and friend from high school, who said to TJ, "You need to know that there has been a terrible accident and Emily has been killed. Can you go and break the news to William as I can't get through to him?"
TJ immediately left and drove to William's office, told his secretary what had happened and had her contact the college that Mary (the daughter) attended to have an appropriate person break the news and to contact Emily and William's daughter-in-law to be with her husband, and then to go to William's home and get it straight. He then opened the door to William's office and went in.
TJ took the distraught William home and sat with him as the neighbors and family friends came and did the things that society dictates and at some point when it was dark, TJ and William were alone in the house. As the last neighbor left, William said he was going to go into the bedroom to lie down and asked TJ to come in after locking up and turning off the lights. TJ did so and said he was going to the guest room where he kept a spare set of toilet articles. Panic took control of William's face and voice as he said, "You are coming back in here aren't you?"
TJ responded, "Is the sedative the doctor prescribed for you starting to make you sleepy? You need to lie down and get some sleep."
"Please don't leave me. I feel so lost and alone, but I can sleep if you are with me."
TJ came back to the master bedroom in his boxer shorts and found William lying on the bed fully clothed. "Come on, stand up and let's get you ready for bed." William stood and TJ stripped him down to his boxers, helped him do his business in the bathroom and came back to the bedroom, where TJ lay down on top of the covers. William got under the covers and simply stared at the television; tears silently flowed down his cheeks; TJ reached out his hand and took William's to hold.
TJ held William slowly and silently stroking his back until both fell asleep. The children came, the funeral was held and the life started to resume itself. Both children spoke with TJ, concerned that their father would be alone when they left to go back to school the next day; TJ assured them that he would be there for their father. The four of them (the son, daughter, and daughter-in-law and TJ) all agreed that William needed to move into TJ's house and to spend as little time in his and Emily's house as possible.
William's law partners had been covering for him and after taking the kids to the airport, William went to his office. He tended to the essential matters and then left going to the golf club where he and TJ played a round by themselves. It was obvious that William had something on his mind, and he finally asked TJ, "Hey, bud; will you come and spend the night? I really don't feel like being alone; I know it has now been 10 days but I am lost."
"How about you go home, get what you need and then go to my house and I will meet you there. I will finish up here at the club and in that time you go to your house, get what you need, and bring the leftover food for supper."
When TJ got home William was just getting out of his car. They fixed a drink and sat watching the news. At some point tears simply started flowing down William's cheeks and TJ said, "Come sit on the sofa." William did so and TJ pushed him down so that he was lying with his head in TJ's lap, as he slowly stroked his wet cheek.
As he finally got himself together, William asked, "What am I going to do? When you are not here I feel so all alone. When I am in my house, everywhere I turn I see Emily or think of her."
"How can you feel all alone when the house has been full of your friends? The entire community turned out for the funeral and you have a complete support network."
There was no response, and TJ looked down to see William asleep on his lap and for the first time in a week a peaceful look on his face. TJ sat there finished both drinks watching the television. TJ walked Duke, his black lab, and then woke William and they went to the master bedroom where they got into bed in their boxer shorts. William fell into a deep but troubled sleep. Sleeping in the same bed with William took a heavy toll on TJ, but he was there for his friend.
To be continued...
Posted: 03/23/12