The Professor and Sean II
By:
Scotty
(Copyright 2006 by the author)
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Chapter 30
(Ryan narrates)
Friday morning dawned bright and sunny. I awoke with Sean in my
arms, his head on my chest. He was so beautiful it almost brought me
to tears. Our lovemaking last night had been remarkable. For me, at
least, it revealed a tenderness and a remarkable intensity at the
same time, which confirmed our love for one another.
Now here in my arms was the source of my happiness and joy for
living. This man, this object of my affection, had captured my mind,
my heart, my soul. He brought into my gloomy and solitary life a
desire to live, to be with him, to know him in the most sacred and
private way. When I almost lost him, I was despondent, cheerless,
and frightened. But somehow my love for him was able to travel
across the chasm of his unconsciousness and he returned to me. I was
certain now, more than anything else in my life, that if I were to
lose him, I would die. He stirred.
I watched as he carefully opened one eye, catching sight of me in
the half-light of the bedroom. He moved in a stretching sort of way,
smiled at me, and ran his lips across my chest, kissing it and
licking my nipples. My hands moved to his beautiful butt, which I
stroked and massaged. He laughed lightly.
"I'm so happy, Hon," he told me.
"So am I, Baby, and it's you that makes me happy. Come here, I want
to feel your body touching every part of me."
He moved down to my feet and slowly, with loving care, advanced up
my body, licking it until our lips met in a soft, comfortable kiss.
Our bodies were touching now, as I had desired. I stroked his
muscled back, massaged his beautiful ass cheeks, and felt his
iron-like cock pushing against mine.
"Hmm," he moaned, "you make me happy and complete."
He rolled off me and reached for my hard love tool and began to
stroke it. I reciprocated and we were soon in a blissful
masturbation ritual. We had not done this for a long time. As we got
closer to ejaculation, Sean moved again, sitting with his legs over
mine, our cocks together. He began to stroke both our cocks at the
same time. We were kissing deeply and I was working his nipples. He
leaned back suddenly and left our cocks unattended. It dawned on me
immediately that it was my turn now. I had to use both hands, as had
Sean, to get around our two rocklike cocks.
I felt his hands playing with his and my balls as I continued to
jerk us off. I speeded up, really whacking our meaty dicks. I was
close and told him so. I didn't stop, nor did he.
"I'm cumming," he shouted.
His dick spurted out the first of his volleys of love juice. I
followed instantly. Our cum covered both our bodies, some on our
faces, and a little in my mouth. Sean moved quickly and began
licking up every bit of cum he could find on my body. He licked his
lips and smiled. Then it was my turn, cleaning his body of cum, not
only licking but also kissing his smooth skin as I moved about his
cock and balls, his stomach, his chest, and finally his neck and
face. In conclusion, we kissed, sharing our mouthfuls of cum with
each other. It had been hot!
He raised his upper body, resting on his elbows, and stared at me.
"Can we stay here the rest of the day?" he asked.
"Doubtful. I would like that, but we have much to do today. And Jer
and Blake are coming to dinner tonight," I reminded him.
"Well, if we were whores, we could invite them into bed with us and
fuck them good," he responded with a laugh.
"I hope you're joking, Baby."
"Sort of, but sometimes when I am with you and very horny, I do
think of threesomes and more. I guess I'm young and find all that
stuff really sexy. That's all."
I was quiet for a while wondering if perhaps I was asking too much
of Sean to remain monogamous. He was young and handsome and sexy as
hell. He could have many affairs with handsome and sexy men. I
decided to ask him if he wanted some sexual freedom. I know my voice
was shaking as I said,
"You know Sean, I would never want to stand in your way if you
wanted to experiment with another man. I know that you are young . .
."
Sean began screaming at me,
"Ryan Taylor, how could you think that of me. I was just kidding
about that. Thinking isn't doing, is it? Don't you ever have
fantasies? I do, and Hon, you are the one who is central to my
fantasy. I love you and I only want you and I want us to have a
family and to grow old together, loving each other until time runs
out for us.
I reached out and pulled him tightly against my chest. I was
weeping, and my words caught in my throat,
"Oh, Baby, forgive me for asking, but I want you to be happy, even
if it means I have to share you. But thank God you want only me as I
want only you. Together we will have our family and we will grow in
our love for each other. I knew deep in my soul that you really
didn't want to pursue other relationships. Sean, I had to ask to be
sure, and if you did, I would grant you that freedom. I will love
you until I breathe my last breath, and I know that God will allow
us to love for eternity."
Sean was kissing my tears away, and through my tear-filled eyes, I
saw that he was also weeping. My heart sank, and for a moment I felt
a guilt that words cannot express. I took his head in my hands and
held him so that I could look into his eyes, telling him,
"My lover, I have hurt you. God forgive me."
"My tears are joyful," Sean replied, "knowing that you love me
exclusively, and that you would never really want to share me. Hon,
that is exactly how I feel."
The matter was settled with a warm and tender kiss. We moved out of
bed and into the bathroom and then the shower. Thus we began Friday;
this one day in our life, knowing that it was one of a multitude of
days of sharing our love.
********
(Sean narrates)
Friday at State passed quickly. In my first class, Professor Milne
reviewed the semester's work, preparing us, she hoped, for the
examination, which was scheduled for the week after convocation and
commencement. I really like Professor Milne as she has a serious
side but she often incorporates humor and interesting anecdotes
about her life and travels. Jerrod was in the class and I smiled
inwardly as he took copious notes that I imagined was every word she
spoke. I got his attention once and he gave me the silliest grin I
had ever gotten from him. I made a mental note: 'Jer is in love.'
My other classes, especially piano and music appreciation, were
great. I dearly loved that Rog was my piano professor, and Dr.
Jameson, who taught music appreciation, was a beautiful woman; and
sexy, too. She was young, probably thirty years old. I wondered why
no one had snagged her. Then I thought to myself, 'Maybe she's a
lesbian.'
During the review in calculus class, I paid careful attention. I did
well in the class, but I wanted to be sure I didn't miss anything
important from pervious sessions.
Finally, my world geography class was a cinch as it wasn't that
demanding. Winston Maxinton was the graduate student instructor. He
was funny as well as interesting. I never told Ry, but early on,
before we married, Winnie, as we all called him, made a pass at me.
After world geography, I went to the bookstore where I picked up the
academic apparel, which I was to wear on Saturday. I then went to
Ry's office to check with him about his day. I was surprised to find
him busily working on examinations for the next week. His level four
classes had all been tested in the previous two weeks. I quietly
went into the office and sat in a chair near the door and watched
him. I knew he was aware of my presence, but he ignored me for a
couple of minutes. I said nothing. Finally he stopped typing on the
computer and said,
"Hi, Baby. You look so good. I'm almost finished and we can head
home. Let's get some steaks and stuff for dinner tonight. Everyone
likes a good steak. Why are you so quiet?"
"I didn't want to interrupt you, Hon. You were so involved in what
you were doing," I told him.
He got up from the desk and went to the door, which he closed. Then
he pulled me to my feet and into his arms. He kissed me tenderly. My
heart began to beat rapidly and my sexual energy increased. He
finished kissing me, looked deeply into my eyes and told me,
"You, Baby, can interrupt me at any time. I am always here for you.
I love you. I'm done and have sent the exams to the printing room.
They'll be ready on Monday. Let's get out of here."
"Not yet," I told him. I kissed him again giving him my famous Kelly
kiss. I heard him moan and I felt his cock begin to expand in
appreciation of the kiss. I laughed lightly and continued,
"Now we can leave. I just wanted you to know how much you appeal to
me."
With that we left the office, locked the door, went to the car and
headed for the market where we stopped and purchased what we needed
for dinner.
********
(Ellen narrates)
We met Emily and Father O'Rourke in the lobby of our hotel after
they were dropped off by the limo. They were in high spirits and
excited about tomorrow. Grace Foster, who was driving here with Dan
and Craig, would be arriving later. It had only happened because of
the help of Dan and Craig that all the important people in Sean and
Ry's life would be at the convocation. Most of Ry's friends were
colleagues here at State.
Poor Ry had no other relatives, just Gerry and me. He would have
that feeling of extended family soon when he and Sean got the boys.
The house was ninety-eight percent finished, but the boys hadn't yet
seen it. We had kept a place for the grand piano and some of Ry and
Sean's personal items. As soon as they had the boys they could move
in and then Gerry and I could do what we wanted at the townhouse.
Gerry had been on the phone for what seemed like hours talking with
our attorneys in Florida. I try never to listen in on these
conversations because I know Gerry will give me the important
details later. Strangely, he didn't say much to me except that he
was making arrangements for our home in Florida to be closed up and
prepared for hurricane season.
I accepted that as his final word on the matter.
Happily I had received word from Cathy that all the arrangements for
the after-convocation celebration were finalized. The college dining
service would provide the food and drinks, and alcoholic beverages
would be provided as well. Gerry and I would pick up the check.
Cathy estimated that there would be approximately 250 people
attending, including all of the staff. It would be a gala event and
would be housed under tents on the quad. Convocation would be held
in the college field house.
Ry was going to be surprised at the convocation, but both of them
would be surprised by the party. I also was able to convince Sister
Mary to bring the boys, at least for a few minutes. She agreed, so
Gerry and I went shopping for some nice outfits for them to wear.
It was wonderful being grandparents.
********
(Gerry narrates)
It had been difficult, but I had accomplished what Sean had begged
me to do. First, I contacted Dan Hazelton and told him of Sean's
wishes. Secondly, I contacted my lawyers in Florida and together
they would call Dan and coordinate everything.
I was a little concerned about Ry's reaction to Sean's plans, but I
assumed that Sean had everything under control. We would find that
out at the hearing in Family Court.
Ah, the duties of a grandpa.
********
(Dan narrates)
Craig and I had some wonderful news for Sean and Ry. The new cabin
was finished, except for some finishing touches in the landscaping
and the final topping for the driveways.
Naomi Stephenson's decorating was magnificent. Craig and I loved the
place so much that, if Sean and Ryan ever wanted to sell the place,
we wanted it. That, of course, was wishful thinking. As things now
stood, they could occupy the cabin as soon as they wanted. They had
much on their plate with the adoption, the house, the cabin, the
convocation and what it would mean to them, and Ry's upcoming trip
to Denver. Craig wondered how they would fare with three boys
running about the house. I assured him things would be fine, but he
wondered aloud about their opportunity for intimacy, which he said
would be rather limited. No more running about naked or making love
whenever and wherever they pleased.
I laughed and told him that the boys had to sleep, there would also
be a housekeeper and a nanny. Ryan and Sean were busy everyday of
the workweek, but they might need to pull in their horns (no pun
intended) on the weekends. If they really needed to have time by
themselves, there were the two cabins and Ellen and Gerry would
gladly take care of the boys when it was needed. I assuaged Craig's
concerns. Secretly I also wondered about the same things.
Time would tell.
********
(Ryan narrates)
After we arrived at the townhouse and changed into some casual
clothes, with some torrid lovemaking, we began to prepare things for
dinner. Sean wanted to use the dining room, which I thought would be
a great idea. He used all our best china and the sterling that Mom
and Dad have given us. From the buffet, he took some of our best
linen and set that out. He had purchased some flowers at the market
and proceeded to arrange them and place them on the table. From the
china closet he took our best crystal, a gift from Rog and Greg, and
with a flourish called it finished. He summoned me into the dining
area.
"Wow! That's beautiful, Sean. It's not as beautiful as you, Baby,
but it's certainly lovely. That deserves a kiss. Come to me, Lover,"
I practically ordered him.
He ran into my arms and I hugged him tightly. I couldn't help myself
and I began to stroke his back and then his beautiful ass. I felt
his hardness against me, and his lips sought mine and we were lost
in our kisses. His hands were on my hips but moved to my crotch,
stroking my hardening penis. I had to stop this. We had just had
sex. I didn't want it to stop, but I knew we had to, so I started
coughing, pulling away from him in order to cover my mouth.
Thank goodness the moment passed. I wasn't comprehending him,
though, because he said,
"Gosh, age can prevent sex for hours in some people. It's a shame."
and then he laughed and I joined in.
"Later," I told him, "when we're in our marriage bed, I'll make up
for this interruption. But, Baby, Jer and Blake will be here shortly
and we have other stuff to do. How do baked potatoes, fresh green
beans, steaks, and cheesecake with strawberries for dessert sound to
you?
"Good."
"Then, let's go."
********
(Sean narrates)
I had just finished getting the cheeses and dips ready and placed in
the living room, when the doorbell rang.
"I'll get it, Hon," I yelled to Ry as I walked to the door and after
checking in the peephole, I opened to door to Jer and Blake.
"Welcome," I said, "we're ready for you two," I said with a smile.
Jer hugged me, as did Blake, who said,
"You guys are too kind. I mean having us over at such a busy time at
State. I mean, it's just great." Ry had come up behind me and joined
in the conversation,
"You see, Blake, we're just wonderful guys. Just ask your partner,
Jer."
Ry's use of the word 'partner' was not lost on our guests, and their
quick glance at each other, told us volumes about their love for
each other. We went into the living room and I got some beer for Jer
and Blake, a glass of wine for Ry, and a soda for me. We sat and
spent some time with small talk and much laughter. It was rewarding
to see Jer happy again. He was back to the guy I met that first week
of school. Blake sat very close to Jer, and more than once they
kissed each other, not with passionate, sex-filled kisses, but with
those pecks couples exchange that tell of their affection for each
other.
Ry excused himself and said he was going out on the patio to cook
the steaks. Blake decided that we should join him, so everyone
picked up a dish and we followed him onto the patio. Blake was
impressed.
"This is some layout, guys. Wow! You guys have a hot tub? Can we use
it later. No can't do that as we didn't bring suits. Jer, honey, why
didn't you tell me?"
"Shit, I forgot about it, Blake. I'm sorry," said a red-faced Jer.
"Don't worry about that," said Ry, "we have a rule about use of the
hot tub. No suits allowed. Everyone has to be naked. It keeps the
tub in much better condition. Is that a problem for you, Blake?"
"Not if everyone is naked. I might get a hardon or something, and
that would embarrass me," he replied.
Sean was laughing now, and told Blake,
"No problem with a hardon, Blake. We all get them and we all know we
will probably get them seeing each other naked. But it's okay."
Jer put his arm around Blake's shoulders, and spoke quietly to him,
"Blake, Blake, Blake, if you get a hardon, I know how to take care
of that. Don't worry."
"No way, Jose! I would die of embarrassment."
Ry, the elder statesman and peacemaker, intervened,
"Guys, let's not worry about it right now. Dinner is ready, so let's
attend to that. The hot tub can come later if we want to use it.
Let's eat."
Everyone agreed and we adjourned to the dining room for dinner, but
not before I switched on the hot tub, 'just in case', I told myself.
********
(Jerrod narrates)
I told Blake on the drive to Ry and Sean's townhouse that I was
nervous. Blake sympathized with me and gently reminded me that in
the long run it didn't matter. We had independently decided that we
would willingly give up Kevin's generous bequeath if Ry and Sean
didn't approve of Blake. It was a large amount of money and property
to cast aside, but in both our minds, it was incidental to our love
for each other and our desire to be a couple.
Blake didn't want to speculate on what Ry and Sean would think about
us and how quickly we fell in love. It had been swift, but that was
mostly on my side. Blake had been hesitant about getting into a
relationship. In fact, he hesitated to let me sleep with him when I
was really an emotional and psychological mess. I had to admit to
him that I had no designs when I first went to his bed. I was just
afraid and needed the presence of someone else.
I certainly found Blake handsome and sexy. I hadn't thought too much
about that until later, after two nights in his bed. I then felt
that I had upset him terribly and needed to leave his apartment and
go to Sean and Ry's. But after my foolish episode with pleasuring
myself and his finding me in mid-masturbation, things changed. When
he returned to the living room, our relationship evolved and
improved each day. He was in love with me, and damn it, I was so in
love with him that I could hardly stand it. Now we both knew that
our future happiness depended on our being together. We were willing
to give up much to make that happen.
We had been greeted warmly and enjoyed great conversation and some
spectacular food. As we were finishing our dessert, Ry suggested
that when we had all finished, we should adjourn to the living room.
He asked Sean to get wine for everyone and, to my surprise, when
Sean returned, he had four glasses. Sean didn't usually drink and I
wondered why he would choose to drink tonight.
When we were all comfortably seated, Ry began,
"Blake, first of all, Sean and I like you. We know you are
intelligent and caring. It's obvious to both of us that you love
Jer. That's important to us. We don't want Jer to have to suffer
through another troubled relationship. His time with Kevin was
enough for a lifetime. Jer, Sean and I know you very well. We know
that you can be impulsive and jump into things without thinking them
through. We were afraid that you might be on the rebound from Kevin
and your emotions got confused and you acted hurriedly and
impulsively. But after spending the evening with you, I know that
isn't the case."
Sean continued,
"Jer, when I saw you in comp class this morning, I knew you were in
love. Everything about you shouted it out, but mostly it was that
grin, you know, the one that says everything is fine with the world
and with your life because I am in Love. Blake, I see only a loving
and caring person when I look at you. Your demeanor and the way you
treat Jer say much to both of us. Even your apparent embarrassment
about being naked with us in the hot tub was endearing."
"Thank you," my beloved Blake answered.
Ry cleared his throat and stood. He faced Blake and me as we sat
together on the sofa. After a silent moment, he began,
"I know you both must realize what you would sacrifice if we didn't
approve of this arrangement. It's mammoth! Kevin has left you well
off. The details of the bequeath that you shared with us is
remarkable and speaks of how much Kevin loved you even though he
wasn't able to show that often enough."
"Ry, I know Kevin loved me, but it was in his own particular way. I
don't want another relationship like that. Blake is my equal. He
doesn't have any hidden bad habits. We've been honest with each
other about everything, including sex. He knows that I am ready for
sex anytime and anyplace. He's not that way. When he makes love to
me it is special and I feel that with every particle of my being. I
am willing to give up everything to be with him. Ry and Sean, I love
Blake more than I can explain or state," I told them.
Blake had been fidgeting through all that I said. When I finished,
he stood up and faced Ry and Sean. He smiled at them and then
reached down and took my hand. 'What was going on,' I wondered. Next
he knelt on one knee in front of me, smiled and said,
"Jerrod Williamson, I want to be your life partner. I want to take
care of you, love you, entertain you, be with you for all the years
God will give to us. I have never felt so right about anything in my
life. I now know that I fell in love with you the first moment I saw
you. Please, Jer, will you accept me as your partner?"
By then tears were running down my face as I was filled with so much
emotion and love for Blake that I couldn't control myself. I just
uttered,
"Oh, God, yes, yes, yes, Blake. I love you so much."
We were in each other's arms and Blake was kissing me with such
passion that I almost collapsed. Then Blake turned again to face Ry
and Sean, his voice filled with emotion, but firm and full of love,
he asked,
"Will you two approve of me? Will you bless us, and our union? Will
you condone our relationship as life partners? Will you let us love
each other as you two love each other?"
By then I was just a basket case, weeping and almost sobbing, but
because Blake never let go of my hand, I made it through. When he
finished, the room was silent.
Sean poured wine into the four glasses. He brought them first to us,
and then to Ry. Setting down the tray, he took his goblet and
holding it out toward us, he smiled and said,
"You two men are such good people. It's obvious that you are in
love, so listen carefully to our answers to your questions.
"First, we approve of you, Blake. Second we will bless your union.
Ry?"
Ry continued,
"We condone your relationship as life partners, and finally we want
you to be able to love each other as we have loved each other. So
raise your glasses. To Jer and Blake we offer our blessings and
prayers. We love you both. God bless you."
"Cheers!" shouted Sean.
Happiness reigned!
********
(Sean narrates)
After much hugging and kissing and laughter, I suggested a dip in
the hot tub. Ry liked the idea and so did Jer. Blake, however, was
still a little shy about it. I decided the only way to get things
going was to undress and get naked. I started and Ry followed. Jer
hesitated only a moment and then he was naked with us. All three of
us had the beginning of an erection. Blake looked at us, slightly
red-faced, and then began to remove his clothing. When he finished
and stood before us, Ry and I could understand Jer's sexual
attraction to Blake. Blake's body was toned and beautiful, his pecs
were prominent but not obtrusive, his six-pack stomach was perfect,
and his cock and balls were first rate. He began to harden almost
immediately.
Ry saved the day by throwing a towel to Blake, who modestly covered
himself. We all went out to the hot tub. I was the first one in. Jer
followed me, then Ry helped Blake to get into the tub and he finally
joined the three of us. Jer sat near Blake, his head back enjoying
the pulse of the jets. Ry was already beside me. I leaned to him and
kissed him softly on the lips, knowing that Blake was watching us.
It was obvious that Ry was feeling my ass as I had rolled over on to
him. Our lingering kiss made us both hard, and when I rolled back to
sit near him, our hardened cocks were obvious.
It was Jer who took care of the situation. He pulled Blake to him
and started kissing him wildly. They meshed together and soon Blake
was humping against Jer. We heard Blake whisper to Jer.
"I love you, Honey. I want you now."
That was our cue to leave and do the dishes, which we did.
Left alone, Jer and Blake made love in our hot tub. We laughed as we
did dishes, as we couldn't think of a better use of the tub.
Later that night, after thanking us profusely for everything, Jer
and Blake left. We asked that they take care of each other and that
they continue to love each other through the little
misunderstandings and arguments that they were sure to have. And Ry
cautioned them not to raise their hands to one another.
Blake had responded,
"I will only raise my hand to give pleasure to my lover."
"Amen!" agreed Jer.
After they had gone and we were alone, we went to our bed and made
love. Before sleeping, we prayed that Jer and Blake would be as
happy as we were.
********
(Ryan narrates)
I awoke to find myself alone in bed. I could hear music playing
softly in the living room, and wonderful smells of a good breakfast
filled the air. I stretched and threw back the covers. As usual, I
was erect since my bladder demanded immediate attention. I went to
the bathroom and relieved myself, washed my hands, splashed some
cold water on my face, brushed my teeth and passed my hairbrush
through my hair. I did not dress, but walked naked to the kitchen
where I found my beautiful, naked Sean cooking bacon, eggs and
waffles. He smiled that smile when he noticed me, and as always we
both were sporting erections in moments.
"Why didn't you wake me, Baby?" I asked. He laughed.
"It's not that you need any beauty sleep, Hon, 'cause you're a
handsome hunk. It's just that I wanted to do something special for
you on this important day in your professional life. Just imagine, I
sleep with the Chair of the English Department at State. Wow! By the
way, will that assure me of straight 'A's' in all my English
electives?"
I walked over to him and slapped him tenderly on his beautiful ass
cheeks, then I kissed the back of his neck, and nibbled on his ear
for a brief time. He groaned. I told him,
"No special treatment for your grades, Lover. You have to do that on
your own. However, when we're in bed, then you will get my undivided
attention. You already have earned an 'A+' in that area. Turn around
and kiss me, Baby."
Sean turned to me and kissed me sharing his tongue with me. At that
moment, thoughts of breakfast flew away.
"Ry, I want you now so badly, but no. I've worked hard on this
breakfast for you and that comes first. Later we can cum if you
still want me," he said with a teasing tone in his voice.
"I always want you, Baby, always!"
So what followed was in this order: breakfast, lovemaking, shower,
more lovemaking, toiletry, dressing, grabbing up stuff for the
ceremony, and driving to campus.
We walked slowly to the staging area, which was behind the field
house. As we passed a large group of people, I thought I saw Aunt
Emily and Father O'Rourke, but that couldn't be. I asked Sean,
"Was that Aunt Emily and Father O'Rourke?"
He didn't exactly answer, but instead answered with a question.
"Why would they be here?"
There the matter dropped, but I began to have uncomfortable feelings
about what was happening this morning. Then I saw Cathy in all her
academic regalia carrying the college mace. We hurried to her and I
asked,
"Are you carrying the mace?"
"Yes. Dr. Williams wanted me to do it since I am leaving and have
served the college well during the years I have been here."
I just hugged her causing her to almost drop the mace. There were
tears in her eyes and also in mine. Sean stood a little away from us
and let us have our moment.
"Cathy, no one at this college deserves the honor more than you do.
God, I'm going to miss you." I was able to squeak out.
Cathy kissed me on the cheek and told me,
"If you were not the person to whom I was leaving the leadership of
English Department, I would be unhappy and sad. But with your
knowledge and skill, I know things will go well. Janet and I are
staying here. We own our little cottage in the dell, so to speak,
and this is where we want to be. We'll travel and that sort of
thing, but I'm here if you ever need my help."
Sean saved me from any embarrassment when he came up to us, kissed
Cathy on the cheek and congratulated her for the honor of carrying
the mace. Then, as only my beloved can, he thanked Cathy for taking
such good care of me.
That did it! Tears now flowed freely from Cathy and me. Soon tears
came to Sean's eyes, too. It ended was a group hug, as we moved to
find our places in the line of march. Cathy knew well her place,
last in behind the president, and first to leave in front of the
president, carrying on the age-old tradition of the mace-bearer
offering protection to the president.
All three of us moved to the dignitaries who were grouped together.
I recognized the governor, a tall, handsome and articulate man. The
trustees were familiar faces to me, but not names and faces I could
associate. For the first time, Sean looked so young to me, but he
was the most handsome and sexy guy there.
President Williams noticed us and motioned us over to the group
where we were all introduced. Staff members were hurrying in, their
robes flying as they tried to avoid being late. Amanda was
organizing the English staff, and I wondered how much she regretted
withdrawing from the competition. As it worked out, I would be
marching with Rog whom I knew was helping with the honorary degree.
Sean was to march with Creighton Dunsdale, the chairman of the
trustees. I had noticed that while I was chatting with Rog, that
President Williams had taken Sean aside and was speaking to him. I
imagined he was being told about the protocol associated with
honorary degrees.
the matter
A trumpet sounded and "Pomp and Circumstance" began to be played by
the college orchestra. We began our march into the field house. Sean
looked a little pale and I guessed he was nervous about the degree.
Our college staff would not receive any awards for their marching
ability. I thought to myself, and then commented to Rog, that we
looked like a sundry group of people sauntering into dinner. He
laughed and agreed. It was actually some time before we began to
march in, having had to wait for the entire faculty to precede us.
They sidled into rows on both sides of the main aisle where they
would sit in front of the candidates who would be receiving
Bachelor's, Master's, and Doctorate Degrees.
The very front row was reserved for VIP's. Imagine my astonishment
when I saw Mom and Dad, Aunt Emily, Father O'Rourke, Mrs. Foster,
Dan, Craig, Greg and Jer and Blake. 'What the hell is going on?' I
wondered as we climbed the stairs to our seats on the platform.
I noticed my lover was smiling broadly. 'What did that little devil
know that he didn't tell me?' I thought. My thoughts concluded with
'His ass is going to pay for this; at least I hope it will.'
The Roman Catholic Archbishop of our area of the state went
immediately to the rostrum, and began the ceremony with the
invocation. After the invocation, President Williams went to the
podium to introduce the notables on the platform. He then began an
introduction of the speaker for the day, Creighton Dunsdale,
chairman of the trustees.
Mr. Dunsdale gave an impassioned and literate speech about the need
for the graduates, and indeed, all of us, to pursue the best of the
world. He made note of some of the greats of our country and world,
and explained cogently how they had followed that approach. He
concluded by telling the assembled group that the college had been
fortunate this year in that a philanthropist had funded a chair for
the college. This is wonderful, but it will be more remarkable and
surprising when we would meet this generous person.
Next came honorary degrees. Creighton Dunsdale received a Doctor of
Law Degree. Much to my delight, Cathy Sorenson received a Doctor of
Fine Arts Degree, Philippe Masson, retiring chair of the foreign
languages department, received a Doctor of Romance Languages.
Finally, Dr. Williams began to speak about the last recipient,
"It is with pleasure that the Board of Trustees of State join the
administration of this institution, in presenting this final
honorary degree. It is not often that we meet someone of such talent
and caring. A lover of music and a genuine virtuoso at the piano, he
represented State as the guest artist with the New England
All-College Orchestra under the able baton of Maestro Coen. His
performance won raves from all. He is an 'A' student here at State
and has demonstrated courage in his own short life. He respects this
institution and its mission and wishes to assist us in maintaining
and increasing excellence.
Ladies and gentlemen, it is my pleasure to call to the podium, Sean
Kelly, who will be honored by State with the conferring of an
Honorary Doctor of Music. Dr. Roger Fillimore, chairman of the music
department, will assist me."
As Sean walked to the podium, amidst wild applause, tears began
slipping down my cheeks. How proud I was of him.
Dr. Williams continued,
"Sean Kelly, it is an honor and a privilege that I confer upon you
the Doctor of Music degree, granting thereby to you all the rights
and privileges of this college."
He handed Sean the leather covered degree, and then he and a smiling
Rog placed the hood around Sean's head. They both stepped back
leaving Sean to hear the applause and shouts of approval from the
audience. Sean moved the microphone; he paused and waited for some
semblance of quiet to return to the field house. Then he spoke,
"I only hope that I continue to make State proud of me. I am just a
country boy from Vermont who, with the love of my aunt, learned the
piano early in life and God graced me with a talent that enabled me
to mature as a pianist. I was orphaned as a very young child when my
parents were killed in an automobile accident. Unbeknownst to me
they had left me a sizable estate, which was revealed to me when I
reached the age of nineteen. I have lots of money. (Everyone
laughed.) But I don't need it all. I want to do things that will
help people, and that will make excellent institutions, like State,
become even better. (Applause)
"I will take only a few more moments of your time as I have an
announcement to make. I would ask Dr. Ryan Taylor to join me at the
podium."
'What's going on, here?' I thought as I almost stumbled to join
Sean. He smiled that wonderful smile of his and although my heart
was beating rapidly, his demeanor helped me to get control. After I
reached the podium, he went on,
"Dr. Taylor, it is my distinct pleasure to announce that I have
established a new chair at State. Because I know you very well, and
love you as a teacher and life partner, it was decided that the
chair be called, "The Ryan Taylor Chair in Shakespeare and Joyce."
Sean hugged me and whispered in my ear,
"I have plans for later, Hon," he giggled.
I was dumbstruck and didn't know what to do. Emotion had taken over
and I knew that I wouldn't be able to speak. Sean clasped my hand
and squeezed it so hard I thought he would break the bones. I got my
strength from my remarkable young man whom I knew loved me
completely. He stepped back a bit and left the microphone to me. I
swallowed hard and began to speak,
"I don't know what to say. This is such a wonderful honor and such a
complete surprise. The vast majority of you know that Sean and I are
a couple. If this shocks those of you who do not know, I am sorry. I
love him more than life itself. His action here, funding this new
chair, demonstrates his generosity and his caring. Let me just add
that Sean has funded other things, including a retirement home for
older priests, and a wonderful scholarship fund for college students
at his high school in Vermont. He is responsible for other
kindnesses that would embarrass him if I listed them. Sean, thank
you for doing this for me, the honor takes my breath away as you
also do. Thank you."
The applause and shouting was deafening, much of the crazy shouting
coming from our little group of extended family. Finally, I decided
to thank Sean properly regardless of what happened. I went to him,
grabbed him and kissed him long and hard on the lips. The governor
looked surprised, but no one else seemed to mind as the applause
continued.
Dr. Williams was back at the podium. He said,
"Dr. Taylor, would you please return to the podium?"
I walked back to the podium and watched Sean as he returned to his
seat. I knew what was coming, but still my heart raced and my head
was almost spinning. Sean smiled again letting me know to calm down;
I did.
"Dr. Taylor," President Williams began, "This has been an exciting
and well deserved day for you. I have one other announcement to make
and it is this. You have been selected as the new Chairman of the
English Department to replace our wonderful Cathy Sorenson. She
emphatically supports this decision. In fact, if I may, I would like
to read a small part of a letter I received from Cathy supporting
your candidacy.
"She wrote, 'Ryan Taylor is one of the kindest most caring
individuals I have known. His expertise in Shakespeare and Joyce has
few matches in our university system. His classes are organized,
contain excellent information and provoke discussion that is
stimulating and informative. He has always been ready to help with
any problem. His rapport with the members of the English staff is
extraordinary. Ryan is a scholar and a remarkable teacher. He
belongs as the leader of the English department.
Whatever happens, be sure that he continues to teach, otherwise,
State will be the loser.' Congratulations, Dr. Taylor."
To my utter surprise and immense pleasure, the English staff went
crazy, leading the thunderous applause. I shook President William's
hand and returned to my seat. I sat there in a fog during the
remainder of the ceremony. Degrees were conferred, music was played,
and I awoke from my dream-like state when I heard the graduates
shout and then saw caps flying in the air. The Benediction came
next, with Kenneth Nichols of the Unitarian Church presiding. His
benediction was brief, and then suddenly we were exiting the field
house following Cathy and the mace-bearer, out into the blazing
sunlight of a special day.
********
(Sean narrates)
I was happy with the way everything went at convocation. I wished I
could have been more articulate, but I just said what I felt.
President Williams congratulated me when we were outside. As he was
speaking to me, Ryan came bounding across the lawn and grabbed me,
hugging me as if his life depended on it. As he hugged me he
whispered to me,
"You little shit, wait till I get you home in bed. Your ass is going
to pay for this."
"I hope so," I whispered back.
Before I could say anything more, we were besieged by Mom and Dad
and the rest of our family. There were loads of hugs and kisses and
much laughter. Cathy and Janet found us and the hugging and kissing
started all over.
Next, the English staff found Ryan and there were congratulations
and statements of support for their new leader. Mom made sure that
they knew about the reception, which was a total surprise to Ryan
and me.
"The reception is for the entire staff and the platform guests.
We'll have a great time. Now come on, let's head out to the quad and
the tents for some food and drink." Mom added.
The exodus began. Little did Mom understand college students. They
could find food and cold drinks miles away. I knew the tents would
be packed with many uninvited guests. I mentioned it to Cathy who
laughed and told me she had it all set having talked with President
Williams. There would be plenty of food and drinks. He also assured
Cathy that the college would take care of everything, and no matter
how wonderful Ellen and Gerry's offer had been, it was something the
college should have done anyway.
The reception was a gala event. Everyone was in a wonderful mood. It
had been going on for a while when I heard,
"Daddy, Dad, we're at your party." And there they stood, Jacob,
Ethan, and in Sister Mary's arms, Zachary. The boys ran to me and
jumped on me. Then Ryan noticed them and came to my side, Ethan
jumping into his arms. Mom had taken Zachary from Sister Mary and he
was mumbling 'da da' as he was carried over to us. He reached out
for me and I took him into my arms. He smiled at me and continued
muttering 'da da'. I was thrilled. Jacob was pulling on my robe, so
I looked down at him and asked,
"What is it, Jacob?"
"Can we have something to eat?"
We all laughed and took them to the food tables where we all found
good things to eat. Ethan kept kissing Ryan who was thrilled by it.
Jacob wouldn't leave my side and held my hand tightly in his. Mom
took Zachary and left Ryan and me so we could help Jacob and Ethan
with their meals. We found a table where we could all sit. Sister
Mary was beaming, Mom and Dad were happy as clams, and the boys were
delighting in all the people and the food. Ryan and I sat nearest
the boys with the exception of Zachary who was with Mom and Dad.
"Did you hear, Zach?" asked Dad with close to a smirk on this face.
"What are we supposed to hear?" asked Ry who already knew.
"Grampa taught him to say, 'da da'" Jacob informed us.
"Did he really?" asked Ry. "And what did he teach you two guys to
call us?" Ethan cut right in,
"You're 'Dad'" and pointing to me added, "and he's 'Daddy'"
I got up and went over to our Dad and hugged him. He was happy. I
said to him,
"Thanks, Grandpa, for doing this. This is why we love you and Mom.
We're so glad you are going to be close by for at least part of the
year. You know the boys are going to miss you something awful."
Mom's eyes glistened a little, but she told us,
"We'll never be more than a few hours away. And who knows what the
future may hold. We might move here permanently."
The boys had now been with us for the better part of an hour and a
half. Sister Mary had been quiet but observant, she finally spoke,
"I should probably get the boys back to the home," she said.
"No, please, Sister." implored Jacob.
"We'll see," she said, and then added, "there is one more thing. I
don't know if you know. but Larry Bigotan has pressured Family Court
and your case has been moved up on the docket to Monday of next
week."
"What?" I asked.
"When did this happen?" asked Ry.
"I got the call late this morning. Rita tried to call you, but you
were here. She said she left you a message," said Sister Mary.
I just stared ahead, remembering that I had my composition class
examination on Monday. I said,
"I have an exam at ten in the morning on Monday."
"What's it in, Baby?" asked Ry.
"Composition with Dr. Milne."
"No worry, I can take care of that, especially now that I am about
to become Department Chair," Ry reassured me.
Everyone laughed, but Jacob looked a little bewildered, and asked,
"What's funny?" he asked.
"It's just your Dad exercising his leadership muscles," I told him.
"I don't understand, Grandpa?" he said to Dad Taylor.
"Neither do I, Jacob. It's funny to older people. Some laugh because
we think its funny. Some of us laugh because we don't get it, but we
don't want to be left out, so we laugh anyway."
"That's stupid!" Jacob said with a snarl.
Without realizing that I did it, I reprimanded Jacob,
"Jacob, I don't like the tone of your voice. And 'stupid' isn't a
very nice word to use."
"Dad doesn't mind," was his answer as he went to Ryan.
"Jacob! That's enough! I do mind. We don't want our children to be
fresh and to use bad words. Do you understand?' Ry scolded. At this
moment, Zachary decided to cry. Mom saved the day.
"Ryan and Sean, Dad and I will take Sister Mary and the boys back to
the home. I think the boys are getting tired." Sister Mary agreed,
but Ethan and Jacob didn't.
Almost in unison, Jacob and Ethan began to whine,
"We don't want to go back to the home. We want to stay with our
dads. Please, Sister Mary, let us stay."
It was Mom again who took care of the situation,
"Your dads have some important things to do. They'll come to give
you your baths, read to you, and get you to bed."
"That will be fine, won't it boys?" stated Sister Mary. Without
waiting for an answer, she took the boys by their hands and led them
out of the tent. Mom and Dad followed with Zachary. Dad stopped only
long enough to give me a signed blank check for the reception. I
tried to tell him the college was taking care of it, but he wouldn't
listen. He hurried after the others.
Except for the buzz of the crowd, which by now had thinned out a
great deal, it was quiet. I looked at Ryan and almost immediately we
began to laugh. I said,
"So, I guess, Hon, this is what having a family will be like. I was
proud of you for the way you handled Jacob."
"But I'm prouder of you, Baby, for not letting Jacob get away with
his fresh mouth. Did you get a chance to chat with anyone here?"
"Just a couple of words with the governor and some of the trustees.
Dr. Williams spoke to me, and I talked with Rog and Greg. Dan and
Craig and Mrs. Foster spoke to me, and Aunt Emily and Father
O'Rourke also chatted with me. They have left now. Hon, to tell you
the truth, I'm pooped."
"Me, too," he said as he came to me and hugged me.
"Is there anyone else we need to speak to before we leave?" I asked.
"No, let's get out of here. I want to go home and get out of these
clothes, maybe take a shower and then a nap. By the way, I have
something about which I need to get even with you. Maybe I can also
get to that.
"I hope so," I said with a laugh.
Walking quickly out of the tent, we moved together to our car.
It had been quite a day.
To be continued...
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