The Professor and Sean II
By:
Scotty
(Copyright 2006 by the author)
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Chapter 4
(Ryan narrates)
Except for giving me a mighty hug, Sean was exceptionally silent. I
stroked his curly hair and remained silent, too, knowing he would
tell me what was still bothering him. He kept snuggling to me, our
two naked bodies connected. He sighed deeply, looked at me with
those beautiful eyes, and said to me,
"Hon, I'm scared."
I was taken aback by his admission. I couldn't imagine what would
frighten him. I remembered the terrible nightmare he had, but I
thought we settled that matter, at least for a long time. I cleared
my throat and asked him,
"What are you scared about, Baby?"
He shook his head as if to say no, but then he spoke in a tentative
soft way,
"It's the concert."
"What about the concert?"
"I'm afraid I'll screw up. I'll spoil it for everyone in the
orchestra. The audience will laugh at me. I will have let Rog down
and he has worked so hard to make me better. I've been thinking
about pulling out, not doing the concert. No one will care."
"Bullshit! I'll care. Rog and Greg will care. Mom and Dad will care.
Aunt Emily will care Cathy and Janet will care. The entire music
department at State will care. And Sean, half the students on campus
will care. And what about the conductor, Dr. Coen, he'll certainly
care. My good God, Sean, don't you care?" I asked firmly.
He pulled away from me in a rough movement. He turned his back to me
and bent forward, his face toward the floor. I could see his
shoulders shaking and I knew that he was crying. I decided I
wouldn't let him get away with tears in this situation. He had made
a promise, and I was not about to let him get out of it.
"Stop the crying, Sean. It isn't becoming. Look at me. Please look
at me," I pleaded.
He turned and I saw the red of his eyes and his tear-stained face
and I wanted to take him into my arms and assure him that all would
be right. Yet I knew I couldn't do that, at least not yet. I saw
anger and disbelief in his eyes, but I starred him down, saying,
"You may hate me right now, but I won't let you get away with this.
You're a remarkable pianist, maybe a virtuoso. You have the skill
and training to play the concert with exquisite precision, skill,
and emotional understanding and depth. You are not the one to be
scared. The orchestra might wish to consider being a little
frightened because you are going to blow them away with your skill
and talent and interpretation.
"Rog would never have suggested you to Dr. Coen if he hadn't thought
you were talented and skilled enough to do the concert, and do it
well. Think of what this could do to Rog's reputation. If you are a
little concerned, that's good since it will keep you on your toes,
practicing to make sure you won't make a stupid mistake.
"Sean, with all the love that will be flowing your way on that
night, you will wow everyone. Please, dear lover, for my sake, do it
and do it well."
"I'm so selfish, thinking only of myself. I don't deserve your love,
Ry. I'm immature and self-centered, and a craphead. I don't want to
let you and Rog down. That's part of the problem. What if I screw
up? Rog will loose faith in me, And what about you? If I don't do
well, you'll love me less and I don't think I could stand that.
Forgive me for being such a weak person."
I grabbed him firmly by the shoulders. Squeezing him and looking him
directly in the eyes, I told him,
"Sean Kelly, you are not selfish; you are one of the most generous
people I have ever known. Forget that shit about being immature. You
handle yourself better than educated men who are twice your age.
And, fuck it, Sean, you won't screw up. And if you did, do you think
I am that transparent a person that I would or could love you less.
Sean that hurts me. I love you with my entire body and soul. Don't
you understand, Baby? I love you because of who you are. That could
never change."
He threw himself into my arms and began to kiss me with so strong a
passion that it took my breath away. He pulled me on top of him, and
as we broke our kiss, he asked me,
"Are you ready to show me how much you love a craphead like me. I'm
sorry for doubting you even for a fleeting moment. If you love me,
fuck me now. I want to be totally yours, right now at this moment so
that we can strengthen our marriage. Please, do it for me now," and
he pulled back his legs, lying under me with his most private male
body part inviting me inside of him to share my most inner and
sacred essence with him. I don't think that I have ever wanted him
as much as I did at that moment in time.
"Sean, I want you so much right now, please lover, let me show you
how much I love you."
"My lover, my husband, take me. Bring me to the heights of sexual
ecstasy, where together we can share our essence and our seed. Make
me yours, Ry. I give myself to you."
Together we climbed the mountain of sexual stimulation, reaching the
heights of ecstasy and erupting and spewing our essence; mine in
Sean's innermost being and his landing between and on us, connecting
us in a remarkably provocative way. Our lovemaking had been
punctuated with all the sounds of sexual energy and unbridled
passion. There was no doubt, as we lay there together, that we were
a couple until death parted us.
Our moment of sexual pleasure and fulfillment was interrupted by
Greg's raucous voice, calling us to action,
"You guys going to sleep all day or whatever, or are you going to
take a swim with Rog and me. Come on lovebirds, get going." and with
that he began to pound on the door.
"Just a minute, Greg, we're getting into our swimsuits. We'll be
with you in a couple of minutes. We'll meet you down at the pool."
"Okay, okay, but no monkey business, guys. Put on those suits and
get yourselves down here for some fun. See you there," he said. We
could hear him stomping away from the door.
Sean began laughing and I joined in,
"Can you imagine what Greg would have said if he could have seen us
here, naked and covered in dried cum. I think we would never have
heard the end to his ribbing."
"You're right, but we had better get going. We need to clean up the
cum, and get into our suits. The pool will take care of any
remaining evidence of our lovemaking," I told him as we hurried to
the bedroom and opened our luggage, getting out our bathing suits. I
was just about to pull on a pair of boxer style, when he ripped it
from my hands and gave me one of the new Speedos.
"Come on, Baby, I won't look too good in this. I mean, I am getting
a little rounder around the middle, and well..."
"Forget it, Ry, your body is beautiful and you are at your prime;
and besides that, I want to see your love tool outlined in all its
glory. If you don't get into this thing, I will be on my knees
sucking your beautiful cock."
"Yours is the body that's beautiful, perfect for a Speedo," I
countered. "And, Baby, your cock will outline nicely in that suit.
Everyone will notice, and if you don't hurry up and get it covered,
we'll be in the sixty-nine position eating cock. Now, let's go.
Everyone is waiting."
"Yes, master. I am here to serve you," he replied with a laugh.
"Tonight, when we get into bed, your master will show you, my pretty
slave, what pleasure there can be," I added, laughing.
Together we left the suite after I had closed the door. Sean took my
breath away. He was so hot. I hoped I could keep my love tool under
control, as I didn't wish to embarrass my mother. We had only walked
a few steps toward the pool, when he stopped me, hugged me and
kissed me heartily. I was beginning to get hard.
"Stop it, Baby, you're making me get hard."
"I hope so," he said with a laugh and ran ahead of me toward the
pool.
I followed him in hot pursuit.
********
(Greg narrates)
I felt a little like a gremlin when I arrived at Ry and Sean's suite
and yelled at them as I pounded on the door. The afternoon was
quickly passing, and Rog and I wanted to spend some time with them.
We were warm and wanted to enjoy the pool. It was a beauty.
When I told Rog what I had done, he was really pissed at me. He told
me I was a real dunce for being so lacking in good manners. He
wanted to know why I didn't use the doorbell, and why I shouted at
them. I finally had taken his shit long enough, so I told him,
"Rog, if I hadn't taken the approach I did, those two would have
been fucking all afternoon and night. They're so hot and sexy, I
can't imagine how often they must get it on in one day. So I shouted
and made some demands on them. No harm done. They said they just had
to put on their swimsuits."
"I can understand that they are very much in love, and let's face
it, they are both sexy. Greg, take a look over there. It's Sean; he
is really hot and sexy. I wonder where Ryan is. Oh, there he is
chasing Sean. I wonder what that's all about.
As we watched, Ry caught up with Sean. He turned him around and
planted a kiss on him that almost made smoke come out of his ears.
From the distance it looked as if the were both laughing and
enjoying a private moment.
"Whatever is going on, they seem to be having a good time," observed
Rog.
"That's the way it is with those two. They are always so much into
each other, that without meaning it, they sort of leave the rest of
the world out. Holy shit, Rog, take a close look at both of them.
Look at their cocks; they're as stiff as steel rods. Let's hope that
their Mom doesn't chose this moment to come out and join us," I said
with a laugh.
"God forbid that she would see that. Those two horny bastards have
to keep things under control. I think I'll tell them so when they
get here, too," Rog said with a touch of anger in his voice.
"You'll say nothing, my horny lover. This is their home, not ours.
Ry is no fool. He'll get things under control before his mom comes
out to join us. Let's just keep it cool, okay?"
It was then that the two of them arrived by our sides. They were
both red faced, and they were losing their erections. I think they
might have seen some displeasure in Rog's eyes, but I felt they were
old enough to take care of their own business.
Ry was the first to speak.
"Sorry for that little display, guys. It all started earlier, and,
well, we were both still horny, and before we knew it, we were
outside playing around and making each other horny as hell. We
decided to cool it so that Mom wouldn't see us in this particular
state. If we offended you, we're sorry."
"It's really my fault, guys. Ry was being so good, and then I
decided that I wanted him to get a hardon in his Speedo so that I
could see his hard cock, and then he got me in the same condition. I
ran away from him, and he followed me, caught me, kissed me, and
then, well, we both got hard again. I am the slut, not Ry," said a
blushing Sean.
"No one is a slut. You have a right to do what you please. After
all, this is your home, not ours. Frankly, I was just concerned that
your mom would see it and she would be embarrassed and so would you.
But she's not here, so let's just forget it, please. I want to enjoy
our stay with you all," said a subdued Rog.
"I second that idea," added Greg.
"And we both agree with you, don't we Sean?" Ry interjected.
"Sure do," came Sean's quick reply.
Ellen and Gerry were walking down the path to the swimming pool and
heard the last part of the discussion. Ellen, as usual, asked,
"What are you seconding and agreeing with, boys?"
"Just some trivial boy stuff," Ry said.
"Let well enough alone, Mother. The guys do have some private
conversations, which we're not supposed to hear," Gerry suggested.
"You're absolutely right, Honey. I forget sometimes that all of them
are grown men. Forgive me for behaving like a stage mother."
"No forgiveness is necessary, Ellen. You have only acted as a loving
mother."
Changing the subject, I asked, "Anyone for some swimming in the
pool? It's heated, guys. Of course, Ry knows that."
"I'm ready," said an anxious Sean. He headed to the diving board,
and within seconds did a remarkably good dive.
"What doesn't that guy do well?" asked an astonished Rog.
"He really can't cook," said Ry as he dove into the pool and swam
toward his lover.
In quick succession, Rog and I dove in and we were all soon
frolicking. Then Ellen and Gerry joined us in the pool. As we
enjoyed the water, Charles appeared with some before-dinner snacks
and arranged them on one of the umbrella covered tables.
********
(Sean narrates)
One of the reasons I dove into the pool was that just looking at my
lover was causing me some difficulty in the crotch department. I
thought the water would cover my stimulation. I swam a short
distance to the side of the pool at the deep end, and held onto the
pool's side, admiring all the rich landscaping. I think I was in
some kind of trance, which had been brought on by the utter
loveliness of my surrounding. I was quickly brought back to reality
when Ry swam up behind me and put his arms around me.
"You know, Baby, I am so hot for you right now that I could take you
right this minute in front of our folks and best friends. You are
beautiful in your Speedo, Baby, but I like you naked even better.
Maybe late tonight we can skinny dip out here in the pool. Would you
like that?" he asked.
"I would like anyplace where you are, Hon. Rub your cock against my
ass, please," I implored.
Ry was just about to fulfill my desire when Greg popped up on one
side of us, and Rog on the other.
"So, my fine friends, what's going on?" asked a playful Greg.
Rog laughed and added, "Yeah, wanna play in the water with us?"
Ry burst into raucous laughter and asked, "It depends on what you
mean by play?"
"I like all kinds of games," I giggled in response.
"You guys have such gutter minds. I didn't mean that kind of play. I
meant some kind of pool game. Get with the program you two sex
fiends," came Rog's retort.
"Now, Baby, don't let's get huffy. I sort of liked the idea of some
other kind of game. You know the kind Ry and Sean were playing when
we swam up. I think the game is called, 'Who's the Hardest
Quickest?'" offered Greg.
Everyone was laughing now, and we could see that Mom and Dad were
curious as to what was happening. I pulled away from Ry and the
others and swam to the shallower end of the pool and hugged Mom and
Dad. Their smiles were broad, and whatever they might have been
curious about melted away. Ry appeared milliseconds later. He hugged
all three of us. And then Rog and Greg appeared.
"Isn't the water lovely?" asked Mom.
"It's awesome," I said, and added, "Can we swim here later at night,
or is it out of bounds."
Dad laughed, and looking directly at Ry, said,
"Ryan Taylor, haven't you told your husband and your friends that
the pool is open twenty-four hours a day; that t's lighted at night,
from inside the pool, and the walkways are dimly lit, too. That way
you can find your way to the pool. To answer your question, Sean,
you may use the pool anytime. And at night, but only at night, you
may swim naked if you wish. The pool is located so that, although
you think you might be able to see it from the house, we had some
trees planted so that the pool is secluded from both the house and
the Intercoastal Waterway."
"Sorry, Dad. Sometimes, I forget to be the gentleman that you and
Mom raised," said a red-faced Ry.
I hugged him and came immediately to his defense. After a gentle
loving kiss on the cheek, I told everyone,
"Ry is a perfect gentlemen, always concerned about everyone's
feelings. He doesn't wish to hurt anyone. And with me he is perfect
in every way, and certainly a gentleman."
"No need for you to defend him, Sean. We all agree with you; in
fact, we all know how much of a gentleman he is. I consider myself
lucky to have him as a friend," added Rog.
"No argument from me," seconded Greg.
Mom and Dad had quietly left the pool area, going to check out the
table that Charles set. Mom did the inviting,
"Come here, guys. We have some snacks to keep us fortified until
dinner later tonight. We hope that seven-thirty is an acceptable
time for dinner."
"That's a perfect time, Mom," said Ry as he kissed her on the cheek.
We all quickly agreed with the suggested time for dinner as we left
the pool, and headed for the snack table. To call it a snack table
was truly an understatement, as it was covered with wonderful foods:
gulf shrimp, large sea scallops wrapped in bacon, two or three
different dips, crackers of every kind and style, brownies and other
delicious desserts. There were lemonade, iced tea, soda, milk, three
kinds of beer, and bottles of water, all of which were ice-cold.
The dishware was lovely, and there were crystal glasses for drinks.
For a long time I just looked somewhat bewildered by the choices.
The vegetable platter was a work of art with numerous veggies and a
wonderful dipping sauce, which I suspect was some type of ranch
dressing. It was spectacular.
Ry came and stood beside me. He smiled a knowing smile, and said,
"A lot to choose from, isn't there? That's Mom's way. She loves to
entertain. Wait until dinner tonight. Bet she serves champagne."
"Ry, what's that funny brownish stuff that looks like fish eggs?" I
asked.
"That, Baby, is black caviar. Don't worry about it because you do
not have to eat it. Some people love it, but I don't."
"And, Ry, what are those strange rolls, or slices of rolls that
contain things I can't identify," I asked.
"That's sushi, a Japanese dish, which contains rice, raw fish, sea
weed and other things. It's okay, but again, not my favorite."
"Jeez, raw fish, really? I think I would barf."
"It's an acquired taste. I suggest you try just one and see how it
settles with you. Or, if you would rather not try it, don't. I think
there are other things that you would enjoy," he told me.
We filled our plates with food from the table. I tried a small bit
of caviar (which I hated) and a little piece of sushi (which I
disliked even more than the caviar). I did enjoy the scallops, the
shrimp and the veggies. The dips were good, too; one was make with
clams, which I really enjoyed. Another had cheese and spinach in it;
I didn't care too much for that one. And the third was some sort of
Mexican concoction that I found tasty and enjoyable.
Rog and Greg were accustomed to the sushi and caviar as I noticed
that they ate quite a bit of that. Ry, on the other hand, didn't eat
much of anything: a couple of scallops and two shrimp, a small taste
of caviar, and no sushi, He did sample all the dips. He ate heaviest
of the raw vegetables.
For a finish to our late afternoon snack, Charles brought out a
large crystal bowl filled with a fruit salad encompassing all the
local fruits. It was a winner!
Conversation during the snack was easy and comfortable. Mom and Dad
were curious about our plans. They were a little astonished that we
really didn't have any specific agenda. We wanted to go to the
Orlando area and do our thing there. I had never been, and it was
important that I got to experience all of Disney World, Sea World,
Universal, and a number of bars Ry had learned about in downtown
Orlando.
We also told them we wanted to try to get to Miami and South Beach,
but that wasn't high on our list. We also wanted to see some
manatees if that were possible. And on the West Coast, there was
Marco Island, Ft. Myers, Tampa/St. Petersburg, and while in the
Tampa there was Busch Gardens, which we wanted to visit.
Ry didn't mention that the bars he wanted to take us to were gay
bars, but I suspect that at least Dad understood this. Ry told our
parents that he wanted to take me to Key West for a second
honeymoon. Rog and Greg chimed in with an assertion that they would
not accompany us to Key West. Since we would be doing that late in
our visit, they would already be back at State.
After our break for snacks, we went back in the pool. We played
water volleyball with Ry and me against Rog and Greg. Mom and Dad
sat it out, encouraging us and laughing almost as much as we were.
It was impossible to keep score, as most of the time one or all of
us were under water. Rog especially spent most of the time
underwater, coming up gasping for air and laughing heartily. Greg
was in absolute heaven as he laughed and encouraged Rog 'to get with
it.'
Ry and I were no better, as we spent most of our playing time
underwater. But it was so much fun, and it was great to see Ry relax
and enjoy himself. Finally, we were not only tired but had become
waterlogged; our hands wrinkled like an ancient man's. It was
finally Rog who called it quits,
"No more, no more. Not only am I exhausted, but I am sore from
laughing. I really need a break."
Surprisingly it was Greg who seconded the idea of a break. Ry joined
in, too. Although I could have gone on for a while longer, I agreed
we needed a break. Mom and Dad were also ready for a break, as they,
too, were sore, from all the laughter and the shouting of
encouragment to the struggling athletes in the pool.
We climbed out of the pool said our good-byes and wandered to our
various places in the house.
Ry and I walked back along the path, still enjoying the time in the
pool, laughing occasionally, and discussing how terrible we were as
volleyball players. As we got nearer the door to our suite in the
carriage house, Ry put his arm around me and kissed me lightly on
the cheek.
"You need some time to rest, Baby?" he asked.
"Maybe, what have you got in mind?" I asked.
"How about some lovemaking, a nap, then a hot intimate shower, some
more lovemaking, then get ready for dinner. How's that sound to you,
Baby?"
"Seems like we'll be spending a great deal of time on things that
aren't too important. Could we get the lovemaking closer together
and the other things for later?" I said with a laugh.
"I was hoping that's what you would want. I'll see if I can arrange
that for you," Ry told me.
We went into the suite where Ry closed the door, locked it, took off
his speedo, fell to his knees, removed my Speedo, kissed my abs, and
then slowly took my steel-hard cock into his mouth. I groaned, and
rubbed his head as he bobbed up and down on my fuck tool. Our
lovemaking had begun, and it would be ongoing until we showered and
dressed for dinner.
This was what I had expected our vacation to be.
Ry didn't intend to disappoint me.
********
(Ryan narrates)
Our lovemaking had been hot and heavy, more as an expression of
passion and sex than of some esoteric type of love. That would
happen tonight when we retired for the night. Sean had been very
responsive to my lovemaking, and in turn, he was an animal when he
took me. I loved it.
Finally, with no nap, we were exhausted from our heated time
together, sexually satisfying each other. Although we didn't want to
stop what we were doing, it was getting late, so after a quick
shower, we dressed in our white trousers and bright floral shirts.
We both wore sandals, which made it difficult for me as I have a
strong fetish for feet, and believe me, Sean's feet are extra
special. We stood in each other's arms and kissed gently. I love him
so much.
"Ry, I love you more than I can explain. I know I've told you this
countless times before, but I want to say it again and again because
it makes me feel better and I hope that you will always enjoy my
telling you," Sean said to me.
"I feel the same way, Baby. And I will never tire of you telling me
you love me. I pray you feel the same way, because I love you more
than I can explain. I feel it in my heart and soul, but even with my
background in language, I cannot express it in words, because I
realize that words would be so inadequate. I hope that when I make
love to you, that you understand how much I love you, Baby."
Before Sean could answer, the phone rang. It was Rog.
"You guys heading over for dinner? Stop by our suite on the way and
we can all go in together. That sound okay to you?" he asked.
"Fine with us. We'll be along in a couple of minutes. Bye."
"Before you say another word, Ry, I need to say this to you. When
you make love to me, I understand in a way I can't articulate how
much you love me. So don't worry about your lack of words. Your body
speaks volumes for you."
"Thanks, Baby. That's how I feel about you, too. That was Rog. He
wants us to stop by their suite so that we can all go to dinner
together. I guess they might be a little shy. So let's go."
We walked hand-and-hand up to the main house and upstairs to the
guest suite. I knocked, which brought Greg to the door. He laughed
as he looked at us.
"Rog come here. You won't believe this." he said.
When Rog came to the door, we understood what had caused Greg's
reaction. There they stood in white trousers and floral shirts and
sandals. We looked at each other, smiled and then started to laugh.
"We certainly know how to dress, don't we?" I said.
With agreement from the guys, we left for the dining room and one of
Mom's dinners. I was sure that it would be a spectacular event. I
also knew that Dad had plans for later, but I chose not to reveal
anything to Sean or Rog and Greg.
I realized as we moved toward the dining room that no one had seen
most of the house. I would take care of that tomorrow. I had Sean's
hand in mine as we entered the living room where we would wait to be
summoned for dinner. Mom and Dad were already there, dressed
casually, but with great taste, having an aperitif. They rose from
their seats and came to us, Mom kissing us all while Dad gave us
huge hugs. We settled into the comfortable furnishings; Sean and I
on the love seat, Greg and Rog on one of the sofas, and Mom and Dad
in their usual chairs.
After everyone had something to drink, nothing alcoholic for the two
of us, the conversation began in earnest.
Rog began by thanking Mom and Dad for including them in the visit to
Florida. Greg was also expressive of their gratitude for the
kindsnesses they had shown to their guests. Sean was the next and he
told them,
"As always, you both show love and kindness that is far beyond
anything anyone could expect. I want you to know that your son has
learned this from you. He, too, is the most loving and kind human
being I have ever met. Thank you for including me in this family."
"Sean overstates the situation a little. I try to be kind, and I
really love him, so it's easy to be loving. But he is right about
one thing, and that is, that I learned some valuable lessons from
the two of you. For that I can never thank you enough, or ever repay
you," I told them.
"Don't you understand, Ryan, that as we watch you with your husband
and with your friends, you constantly demonstrate all those
important graces and good manners that we hoped you had learned.
You, dear boy, are an example to others, and we are blessed that you
have developed into such a wonderful young man. We couldn't ask for
more. That, dear Ryan, is why your father and I love you so much,"
my Mom said.
Dad gave me his broad, face -filled smile, and told the assembled
group,
"I agree totally with your mom, Ryan. How could we expect more from
you than you have already demonstrated. And I must say, you have
good taste. Just look at Sean, your devoted partner, and your
wonderful friends Rog and Greg. They prove how good your taste is
and how well you use it."
Rog was smiling and Greg was almost giggling. Sean got up and walked
over to Mom and Dad and gave them super hugs. I followed him and did
the same. Even Rog and Greg joined in, and soon we were all smiling
and happy. As Dad began to say something, Charles interrupted,
"Dinner is ready, Madame."
"Thank you. Charles. Shall we?" asked my mother.
Still chatting amiably, we went into the dining room. There was an
audible gasp from three of the guests. The room by itself was
lovely, with dark walls and a wall of windows. The table was
massive, and the china and crystal sparkled. The table was adorned
with lovely flowers and candelabra, which bathed the table and its
contents in a lovely soft light.
Charles assisted Mom into her chair, and we all found out places,
sitting where we found our name-cards. They were held in a silver
cardholder.
No one sat until Charles had seated Mom. I could tell from looking
at the three others, that they were in awe of the room, the table,
and soon the food. Dad sat at the head of the table with Mom to his
left; Sean sat next to her, I sat across from Mom, Rog sat next to
Sean, and Greg sat opposite Rog.
"Let us join hands and say grace. Ry, I would like you to say grace
for us, if you don't mind?" Dad asked.
"It would be an honor, Dad. Please bow your heads. Dear God, please
bless each of us gathered at this table. Through Your infinite
kindness, You have provided us with the treasure of the land and the
sea, of which we are about to partake. Dear God, I am personally
thankful to You for giving me such wonderful and caring parents who
love me dearly. I thank You, too, for such close friends as Rog and
Greg. They are steadfast and strong. I thank You for Mom and Dad,
who, with Rog and Greg, supported Sean and me in a terrible time in
our life. But dear God, I am most thankful that You gave me Sean, my
beloved, who is the center of my life and being. He is gentle and
caring and he loves me completely with all my imperfections. We pray
for peace in the world and happiness for all mankind. We ask You
this in Jesus' name. Amen."
"Amen," came the quiet response from all the others in the room.
I looked at my lover and saw the tears running down his cheeks. Mom
had her arm around him and I could see tears in her eyes, too. Rog,
Greg and Dad also had some glistening in their eyes. I smiled at
Sean, and as I did, Mom squeezed him tightly to herself.
"That was a beautiful prayer, Ryan. Thank you for what you said,"
Mom said quietly.
I could see that Sean was still emotional, so I got up from my
chair, went around the table, leaned in and kissed him, saying as I
did,
"You are my life, Sean. Without you, I am nothing. I love you,
Baby."
He was in my arms in a flash, and I hugged him to me as firmly as I
could. He stopped his emotional roller coaster, and told me,
"What you said about me, Ry, touched the very essence of my being.
My soul was elevated by your love. I humbly thank you, my husband. I
am so lucky." And then he kissed me, but with a gentleness and
caring that took my breath away. Our kiss was interrupted by the
light applause of our parents and friends.
Mom moved on to the dinner, "Charles you may serve the appetizer and
check with the guests about wine. Thank you."
The appetizer was pate with small crispy crackers. I wondered what
Sean would do, but I watched my Mom whisper to him and he tried it.
I smiled, as it was evident that he liked it.
Finally Mom announced, "Ryan, you and I are about to change seats. I
think you should be next to your husband. Come on, let's do it
before the soup course."
"Thanks, Mom; that is very kind of you." I told her.
"It is not a problem, now let's do it before Charles clears the
table and serves the soup," she ordered.
I didn't argue and as soon as I sat, Sean reached for my hand and
grasped it tightly. I guess it was in that moment I realized that he
was still a young man who had not lived in the world I had become
accustomed to. Mom knew that before I did, sensing that Sean was
uneasy about the proper manners at a dinner such as Mom had decided
to serve. I squeezed his hand back and he moved his hand to my thigh
and looked at me with thankfulness and appreciation.
By this time Charles had cleared away all the particulars of the
appetizer and was serving the soup. I knew immediately that it was
vichyssoise. From the look in Sean's eyes, I understood that he
wasn't sure what it was, or which piece of flatware to use. I
carefully raised the soupspoon and held it briefly above the soup. I
saw him look and then raise the proper spoon. I said aloud,
"Mom, it's so good of of you to serve vichyssoise. You know it's one
of my favorites. Cold potato soup sounds unattractive and not too
tasty, but once you try it, most people love it. I see you have
added some chopped chives for a garnish. That will add to the
flavor. As I chatted good naturedly to Mom, I watched Sean from the
corner of my eye and could see him relax. After one spoon of the
vichyssoise, he was hooked. He ate the rest with relish, as did we
all.
"Have you given any more thought to where you guys would like to
go?" asked Dad.
Rog replied, "Not really, Gerry, the four of us have to get together
later tonight and make some decisions. Do you or Ellen have any
things you would like to do with us? We'd love to know your ideas."
"We certainly would, Mom and Dad. I know that Ry has a good idea
about Florida, but I am a real novice. I want to do as many things
as possible that will help me understand this state," offered Sean.
Charles was now clearing off the soup course. He hesitated, and then
said,
"If I might Madame, I would suggest the Kennedy Space Center. It
reveals much about our country and our idea of exploration. It's
pretty much space and the sea now. It's well worth a day!"
"That was high on my list," said Dad, "I have visited it five or six
times, and I have enjoyed it each time. We might get a chance to see
some manatees, too. I think you would enjoy that. You also might
want to camp out a couple of nights at Dickinson. I suppose you
already have plans for Orlando and Miami. You should also get to the
West Coast, as there's much to see in that area."
Mom joined in, "In West Palm there's the opera and the philharmonic,
and in Jupiter Farms there's the theatre that used to belong to Burt
Reynolds. There are also plays and other things in Stuart, Vero
Beach, Port St. Lucie, and Fort Pierce. You might enjoy dinner at
the Seminole Inn in Indiantown. And one of your priorities should be
a visit to St. Augustine where you will learn about early Florida
history and the fascinating story of Henry Flagler."
"Wow" said Greg, "if we can fit in only a small portion of that
we'll be dragging. But you know, I'm with Sean. I want to learn as
much as possible about Florida.
"It all sounds great, but I don't want Sean to lose sight of the
need to practice for the concert," cautioned Rog, always the
teacher.
"Don't worry, Rog, Sean knows there's a piano here, and he and I
agreed that we would make sure he got plenty of practice time at the
piano. But I want him to have fun, too. We'll find a way to do both,
won't we, Baby"
Sean smiled at all of us and said, "You bet we will. All work, and
no play, makes Sean a dull boy. And whatever I may be, dull isn't
one of them."
Everyone was laughing as Charles appeared with the salad course'
lovely Boston Bibb lettuce with a cold lobster tail and three large
shrimp, and a quarter of a beautiful Florida tomato with a lovely
dressing that tasted somewhat between Ranch and Thousand Island, but
carefully harmonized to contribute to the crustaceans.
Thank goodness for friends. Rog had picked up his salad fork and
knife and was making a point about the lobster. As he commented
about the lovely tail and how much he enjoyed lobster, he made it
clear to Sean that these were the utensils to use. I smiled at Sean
as a sign of agreement. He understood and was soon using the
utensils to help him devour the delicious salad. It was a
masterpiece; Cora had outdone herself.
The topic that I knew would come up, and the one of which I held in
the most concern, was the adoption. I thought that Greg and Rog had
done their best not to bring it to the forefront. I also knew that
Mom had been inquiring of Sean all afternoon, principally about that
matter. So it was no surprise when she asked me,
"Ryan, dear, what progress is being made with the adoption of the
boys. You haven't mentioned it."
"We are waiting from some definitive word from our attorneys. There
are some legal matters that need to be completed so that there are
no surprises later on. There are things we need to know: for
example, in what states will the adoption be considered legal; will
the state where the boys now live allow a gay couple to adopt; our
financial standing, jobs, housing. All those things need to be
reviewed," I told them.
My Dad cleared his throat and spoke, "Ryan, your mother and I want
you to know that if money should be a problem, we will assist you in
every way. I know that you understand how happy having grandchildren
will make both of us. Your mother is really excited about it all.
Truthfully, so am I."
Sean spoke next, "Mom, Dad, we want to have the boys, too. But I am
trying to be realistic about it. It may not happen, and if this
first attempt doesn't work, I know that Dan and Craig will be trying
something else for us. I have tried to muster my best patience, but
it's difficult. Thank you so much for your offer to help. I think we
are fine, but who knows what might happen. We love both of you so
much."
"Dad, you have no idea how much that offer means to Sean and me. It
may never be necessary, but knowing that there is support here from
you two, makes us happy and thankful. It shows us how much you love
us, Mom, Dad; it's more than we have a right to expect."
Charles had removed the salad course, and was serving the main
course. Each plate held a delicious filet mignon with a topping of
beautiful mushrooms. The starch was a twice-baked potato, which was
lovely to look at as well as being delicious. To the side were
small, tender asparagus with a light dressing of hollandaise sauce.
Everything was perfectly delicious. Rog and Greg were enjoying wine
with their dinners. Sean and I had ice water, and Mom and Dad had
joined Rog and Greg in drinking wine. Conversation lapsed quite a
bit during this course as each of us was involved in eating the
succulent food.
Dessert followed; gorgeous Plant City strawberries with loads of
whipped cream. That finished, Dad suggested we adjourn to the living
room for coffee.
We were just about to get up from our places when Charles appeared,
"Excuse me, Madame, but there is a telephone call for Mr. Kelly. It
seemed important, so I dared to interrupt."
Sean sat white faced and alarmed.
What could it be?
To be continued...
A special thank you to my editor, Wayne, whose conscientious editing contributes to the quality of the storytelling. He is an extraordinarily competent editor, a real friend, and a gentleman.
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