The Professor and Sean I
By:
Scotty
(Copyright 2006 by the author)
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Chapter 43
[Ryan narrates].
When we arrived home from school, I was totally aroused. I only
wanted to make love to Sean. I wanted to be his lover, to show him
in the most gentlest way just how much I loved and wanted him. He
was equally aroused and when he asked me to make love to him, I
almost wept. My emotional being was flying high, filling me with
feelings that were almost unimaginable. I spent a moment trying to
figure out why this moment in our lives was so filled with pure love
and desire.
We made unbridled love for that afternoon. Just lying there with
Sean in my arms was satisfying and fulfilling. We kissed gently and
enjoyed our bodies as we explored them. I had been in him and
brought him to a highly satisfying climax. We rested and then he was
in me making me lose control of myself as I screamed and shook and
begged him not to stop. It was incredible.
After that we took a leisurely shower together, hugging and kissing
softly. We toweled off, and moved to the kitchen where we began to
get something for dinner. Sean was his usual self and I didn't try
to pull away as he kissed my neck and hugged me. Once in a while, I
would turn and kiss him, whispering in his ear how much I loved him.
Somehow, with all this, we got dinner ready, sat down and ate. There
was almost no conversation. We just looked at each other,
occasionally holding hands. We finished and put things away, filling
the dishwasher with dishes, and placing leftovers in the
refrigerator. Then we went into the living room, now partially lit
by a few candles.
We sat together on the sofa after I had put on a CD. We just held
each other, remembering, I guess, what our love had to overcome.
When the CD began, we both had tears running down our faces, finally
wrapped in each other's arms, knowing how much our lives to this
point were a reflection of the lyric:
The story of my life,
Is very plain to read.
It starts the day you came,
And ends the day you leave.
I was alone; you found me waiting:
You make me your own.
I was afraid that somehow I never could be
The man that you wanted of me.
You are the story of my life,
And every word is true.
Each chapter sings your name.
Each page begins with you.
The evening passed as we felt
again all the emotions of almost losing each other. Again, we knew
that sex was only a tiny, but important part, of our love. Our love
was complete.
We both slept soundly that night.
********
The next few days flew by. Sean
had never gone out to cut a Christmas tree, but I made sure that we
went on that excursion. He was almost a little child again. It was a
happy moment for him. I enjoyed his excitement because it brought
back memories of some happy times in my life. My dad and I had done
this for many years. Now I would enjoy it all again as I watched my
lover, my partner, enjoy it. It also made me aware that Sean had not
had many of the experiences as he grew up that I so easily took for
granted.
Decorating the tree was another wonderful time. We laughed and
kissed and enjoyed the whole process. I noticed again that for Sean
it was a new experience. He reveled in it. When it was finished, we
turned off all the room lights and then with a count down, we
lighted the tree. I glanced at Sean and saw the tears running down
his face. I nearly broke up, but I willed myself to be strong. I
went to my love, my husband, and took him into my arms, kissing him
as gently as I knew how. He melted into my arms, sniffling.
"It's so beautiful, Ry. I never had a tree growing up. My uncle
wouldn't have it. No need really because I never got a present after
my folks died. I suppose we had a tree and things when my parents
were alive, but I don't remember that, Ry. Thank you for doing this
for me. It means so much. I know I tell you this all the time, but I
am going to say it again, 'I love you.'"
Without realizing it, tears were running down my face. He noticed
and seemed alarmed.
"Why are you crying, Hon? Is it something I said?" he asked.
I pulled him to me and told him, "No, Baby, no. It's just that I'm
so happy, so filled with joy. Your reaction to all this just stuns
me. Sean, I just love you so much."
That night in bed we continued to express our love for each other,
enjoying the warmth and gentleness of our lovemaking.
********
The trial of the two Bronson
boys was quick and definite. The younger Carl was found guilty of
battery and was sentenced to five years of probation after serving
two years at the prison for young offenders. His brother, Dennis was
found guilty of battery and attempted murder. Unfortunately, he was
sentenced to twenty years in state prison. With good behavior, he
would be entitled to apply for parole, but not until he had served a
minimum of ten years.
Later, before we left for Florida, we read that the father had been
found guilty of stalking and threatening, and was sentenced to
ninety days in the house of correction, and five years of probation.
We finally could put that terrible episode behind us.
********
[Sean narrates].
I had called Dan and asked him to find a gift for Ry. I also told
him about not wanting to give Ry the endowed chair as a gift at
Christmas because I wanted others to share the joy of that,
especially his mom and dad, and our close friends. I still wanted to
know what he had arranged for me to give Ry as a gift on Christmas.
He told me about an engraved piece of Crystal in the shape of the
bell tower on campus that included the name of the chair and the
date and the donor. I quickly asked him if the engraving was done.
It wasn't, so I instructed him to have the date of the Convocation
instead of Christmas. He said he would take care of it.
Then I asked him to take care of getting a Christmas gift for Ryan.
I was specific about the gift. The next day I received a call from
Dan informing me that he had found what I wanted. He quoted me the
price, which was significant, but I wanted Ry to have it. I told him
to purchase it. He decided the best way for me to get the item was
to have a courier deliver it to me. Even if Ry were here, and he
probably would be, he wouldn't know what it was.
Ry and I went shopping together to select just the right gifts for
Mom and Dad, Rog and Greg, and Aunt Emily. We didn't forget Cathy or
Janet. We agreed that we would both go shopping separately to look
for gifts for each other.
On the appointed day of our special shopping, Ry was ready early and
left, telling me that he would be home by four that afternoon. It
was then about ten in the morning.
I made a list of items I thought I might like to get for Ry. I kept
adding things, then I would cross them off, then add them again. I
did this for a long time, trying to convince myself that I had the
right list, but then I would waver, cross off items and add others.
I was still doing this at eleven in the morning when the doorbell
rang. I nearly jumped out of my skin. I went to the door and looked
out the peephole. A young man, dressed in a uniform, stood there
with a package in his hands. I opened the door, and he asked,
"Are you Sean Kelly?"
"Yeah, that's me."
"Would you sign for this package, please?" he asked.
As I was signing the receipt, I noticed that the package was
attached to the courier's hand with a metal cord of some kind. I
returned the signed sheet, which he put in his pocket. He then
unlocked the cord which had secured the package to him. He handed
the package to me.
"As you know, the package is really valuable. Keep it in a safe
place," he informed me.
"Thanks, I have a safe place for it," I lied to him as I handed him
a fifty dollar bill, which he looked at, but refused to take.
"Thanks, but I can't take gratuities as I have already been provided
a tip, but thank you anyway," he told me. I thanked him again and he
left.
I stood there with the package wondering what to do with it. I
didn't have a safe place to keep it. Then it struck me that it
should be wrapped and put under the tree. I brought the box to the
study and found an inconspicuous place to secure the box. I would
wrap this gift later when I did the others that I wanted to buy for
Ry. For good measure, I moved my backpack in front of it, as I knew
I wouldn't be using it for some time.
I was just about to leave when the phone rang. It was Mom and Dad
Taylor. It was so great to hear their voices. They just wanted to
see how we were doing and what our plans were for Christmas Eve and
Christmas Day. I told them that I wanted to go to Midnight Mass on
Christmas Eve; they were pleased to hear me say that, especially
Mom.
"Sean, it's so good to hear that. We haven't pressured Ry about it,
but he hasn't been too faithful since he and Kevin ended their
friendship. I think he gave up on God because of that terrible time
in his life. But things are different now, Sean. God has been so
good to him. After all, He brought you, his angel, to him. He
blessed you and you survived the attack. His grace poured out and
many individuals freely gave their love and help to both of you. Ry
needs to thank God, Sean. Thanks for thinking about Mass. I warn you
though, he may not take to the idea. He has too much to thank God
for not to return to church. You love him and he loves you, so
insist that he go to church with you. Oh, for heaven's sake, Gerry,
cool your jets. Your Dad wants to talk to you, Sean. Here he is,"
she said with a tone that bordered on disgust.
"Hey, Dad, how are you?" I asked.
"Son, I am just fine. Just wanted to add something to what your mom
was saying. If need be, kick his ass. He needs to make his peace
with God. Don't let him talk you out of it. I have wanted to
confront him for a long time, but your mom and I couldn't agree on
an appropriate time. Have to tell you, Son, I was surprised and
pleased that he let a Catholic priest take part in the ceremony. I
bet a bundle he did that because he loves you so much, he didn't
want to do anything that would have made the ceremony less than you
wanted. Sean, you are a good man and I believe you have a strong
connection to God. Please try to bring Ryan back," he said in a
voice thick with emotion. I found myself close to tears. They loved
him so much. But I needed to keep us all from getting too serious.
"Don't worry, Dad. I'll do just as you told me. I'll kick his ass
all the way to church. He'll know I mean business, Dad. Don't you
worry."
Dad was chuckling and as I was speaking, I heard Mom pick up an
extension. I continued, "You know he is going to be pissed...(sorry
Mom, that's not appropriate language for me to use in front of you),
but I will be angry with him if he gives me any trouble."
"Look, Son, he loves you so much that I can't believe that he will
do anything but agree. But...but..." and Mom stopped speaking.
"What's the matter, Mom?" I asked quickly.
I heard her blow her nose, and Dad was silent. I knew something was
not right.
"Mom?"
"Sean, you are our son, too, and we love you without reservation.
But we have given you a mighty task and we are going to make it more
difficult. Don't let him stop building his relationship with God.
Just Midnight Mass on Christmas Eve is not enough. We are both
getting older and who knows what may happen in a few year..."
"Mom, I don't want to talk about that," I interrupted.
"I'm sorry, because we know how much tragedy you have had to face in
your young life. But, Son, it's important. He needs to have the
faith that you demonstrate every day."
I interrupted again. "But, Mom, Ry is a wonderful, thoughtful,
caring, loving man. He's perfect and I love him the way he is." I
chided her.
"That's all true, Son, but he still needs to make his peace with
God, then he will be perfect," Dad said with firmness and authority.
"Enough of this! Enough! What are you guys planning to do when you
get here?" Mom asked.
"I'm not entirely sure. We're having Rog and Greg over for dinner
the day after Christmas. We will do some planning then. Ry has
mentioned, Disney World, Sea World, Universal, and Busch Gardens. He
also wants to take us to South Beach in Miami. I know Rog and Greg
want to rest, do some swimming and work on their tans. I really want
to do that, too. I need to talk to Ry about that. We don't have to
be on the move 24/7. He needs to rest, too. That's what vacations
are all about," I told them.
"Absolutely right," said Dad.
"I agree," added Mom.
'You realize that Ry will be upset that he wasn't here when you
called. You better expect a call later this afternoon. He's out
shopping for me and said he would return at about four. Mom, Dad, I
really love you. Thanks for accepting me as your son. You truly have
been the parents I never had growing up. I love both of you so much.
God bless you both," I told them as I tried valiantly not to cry.
"You and Ryan are the certainty of our lives. We love both of you
completely. God bless both of you, too. Remember, Sean, you are our
son. No mistake about it," Dad said in a choked-up voice. I heard
Mom crying in the background.
"I'll tell Ryan you called. Bye, Mom and Dad. I love you both."
Mom, now having control of herself told me, "We love you, too, Son.
Goodbye, dear."
"Bye, Son," my dad added.
There was a click and the call was over. I sat holding the phone and
suddenly I was so overtaken by emotion that I just cried, not out of
control, but out of love. I went to our bathroom, and washed my face
with cold water. I got my jacket from the closet and prepared to
leave. I had to do something, so I grabbed a yellow legal pad and a
red marker. I wrote in large red letters,
"RY, I LOVE YOU. Sean."
I propped the pad up on the kitchen counter where Ry couldn't miss
it. I smiled a little to myself wondering what his reaction would
be. I had much to do, so I turned, and after setting the alarm, I
left the townhouse to do some serious shopping for my lover. It was
about eleven thirty.
********
[Ryan narrates].
It had been a long, and at times, frustrating day. First of all, I
really didn't want to leave Sean at the townhouse. I wanted him to
be able to come with me shopping, but I did realize that wouldn't
work, as we would inevitably see a gift we weren't supposed to see.
So it was decided to shop separately. I left at about ten in the
morning, reminding Sean before I left to be sure to arm the alarm
system. He gave me a quick kiss and I left.
I went first to see Angus Cameron at his home. I got to meet his
lovely wife, Collette and his son Blake. Blake is seventeen, I
guess, and a really handsome guy. He has artistic talents, too,
which I presume he inherited from his dad. His mom is also talented
as a designer. I stopped to check on the work Angus was doing for
me. He showed me and told me that it would be ready that day, and
that I could pick it up the next day. I was astonished and filled
with pleasure when I saw his handiwork.
"Pretty good, don't you think, Dr. Taylor?" Blake asked.
"Outstanding," I replied.
Angus smiled at me and simply said, "It's pretty easy when you start
with good material. So when do you think you can pick up the stuff?
"How about tomorrow sometime in the morning?" I asked.
"Fine with me," he said.
"Angus, let me give you the check now so that you have time to cash
it, or whatever, before the banks close for the holiday."
"That's fine, Ryan," he replied.
I pulled out my checkbook and wrote the check. I checked it for
accuracy.
"Before I write in the amount, Angus, I want to be sure that you are
charging me as much as you would any other client."
"I told you twenty-five thousand dollars would be fine. I haven't
changed my mind. And yes, it is less than I might charge a stranger,
but you are a friend and a colleague. It's plenty. Just relax. And
you gave me the order long ago, so I didn't feel hurried. I'm
honored, by the way, that you selected me to do the work for you."
I smiled at Angus and Blake. " What you have produced, is wonderful
and for me it is priceless. Thanks so much."
Angus walked me to the door with Blake following.
Blake called after me, "Be sure to say 'Hi' to Sean."
********
My shopping spree was
frustrating ,but fun. I got Sean a gorgeous gold chain and a great
gold bracelet. I splurged on clothes, finding both a light blue
cashmere sweater that would set off those eyes of his and an
absolutely beautiful tan cashmere sport coat.
I had a ball, and almost a hardon, selecting all kinds of hot
underwear.
There were socks and CD's, computer accessories, some Van sneakers,
some outstanding Italian loafers whose price would have floored my
conservative parents. But I didn't care. I wanted Sean to have many
presents and nice ones. After all, this was our first Christmas
together and I wanted it to be one he would not forget.
I worked my way through a multitude of beautiful imported shirts,
gorging myself on the fabrics and colors. I ended up not being able
to decide on which I liked best, so I smiled and bought six of them.
It took some doing, but I found bathing suits, flip flops, shirts,
shorts, and other things for our trip to Florida. I wanted to get us
a couple of matching things, hesitated, and then told myself, 'Fuck
it! Do it.' So I did, hoping that Sean wouldn't think it was a
little too gay.
Finally at the luggage store I bought matching luggage for us. But I
wasn't finished.
At the bookstore, I went semi insane, finding a slew of books that
would interest and inspire Sean. I searched the CD's to find Mozart
piano pieces. I had listed songs that Sean had mentioned he liked
when they played in the car or at home; pop, rap, some country
Western, and I purchased them all for him.
Finally, I was exhausted. All the gifts were being wrapped, except
the luggage. I hadn't stopped for lunch, so I went to the food court
and ordered myself a piece of pizza and a coke. I sat at one of the
tables munching away. I was surprised to hear someone call my name.
"Merry Christmas, Professor Taylor."
It was radiant Angela Stefanno. She was with a handsome young guy,
maybe a couple of years older than she. They approached the table,
both smiling widely.
"Hi, Doc. This is my brother Dominic."
Dominic smiled at me. He was a very hot guy.
"I've heard a lot about you, Doc. I understand that you are married
to a great guy."
"Yes, I am. Angie came to the wedding. You're lucky to have her as a
sister. She's quite remarkable, you know," I said.
"And don't I know it!" he replied.
"So, Doc, do you have all your shopping completed?" Angela asked.
"I pretty much do. There's just one thing that I can't get for Sean
for Christmas. It tears me up, but I can't do anything about it."
"What are you looking for, Doc. Maybe I can help as I have some
friends into merchandising," a smiling Dominic told me.
"Thanks for thinking of helping, but it's something you two can't
help me with," I said.
Angela reached over and took my hand. She smiled and said,
"You won't know if you don't ask."
"It's very personal, but I trust you Angela, so that means I trust
Dominic, too. It's just that we want to have a family and we are
having difficulty deciding whether to adopt, or use a donated egg
and a surrogate mother. That way we could have some genetic
connection with the child. Sean wants more than one. I think if he
had his way, we'd have a dozen. Our attorneys are working on it, but
I am sure they won't have any answers for us. So, it's a major
problem, and I can't fill Sean's wish for Christmas."
"Hey, Doc, that's no big deal. Tyrone and I have two kids; both of
them with a surrogate mother. One is black and one is white. Both
are boys. Angela here donated the eggs. The surrogate mother we
found through an agency. I'll write down the name and number and you
can contact them. I'll also give you the name of the doctor and
hospital where the egg and sperm were connected and the embryo
began. That should be a help."
"Wow! You can't imagine how great that it," I said with astonishment
in my voice."
"And because it is you, my favorite person other than family, I'll
donate the eggs, maybe not a dozen, but we can cross that bridge
when we need to."
"Angie, we couldn't ask you to do that. You want children of your
own. And your brothers might want other eggs, too. I don't think we
could let you do that," I told her.
Dominic brought some reality to our discussion. He told both of us,
"Look, you two, we don't have to decide this all at this moment. You
and Sean have to do a great deal of legwork, or your attorneys will
have to. So let's just leave the offer from Angie on the table.
Whether that's what finally happens only time will tell. But, Doc, I
can assure you this: one way or another with the Stefanno family on
your side, you and Sean will have all the kids you'll want. Come on,
Angie, we got lots of other errands to do. See you later, Doc. Let
us know when we can help," he said with a smile that mimicked
Angela's, but it didn't win the contest, that went hands down to
Angie.
"Bye Doc and Merry Christmas. Tell Sean I said 'Hi'. He's lucky to
have you, Doc. I think I would have gone after you if you had been
straight. But I love you anyway. Bye." With that, they disappeared
into the crowds of happy holiday shoppers.
I went and collected my wrapped packages. I couldn't wait to tell
Sean the news. Maybe I would keep it as a special gift for
Christmas. That's exactly what I decided to do.
********
It was about four when I got to
the townhouse. After disarming the alarm, I began carrying packages
into the townhouse. I had to make a number of trips and when I
looked at all the things I had purchased for my lover and husband, I
thought I might have been a little extravagant. 'No, I thought to
myself. This is for the person I love most in the entire world. It's
fine.'
I hung my coat in the closet, removed my shoes, and wandered into
the kitchen to get myself a drink. I noticed a yellow legal pad
propped up. Obviously, Sean didn't want me to miss it. I walked over
to pick it up, but the print was large enough to read from where I
stood. It was simple but complete, and I knew it came from his soul.
The words burned into my being,
"RY, I LOVE YOU. Sean"
My eyes misted and my heart leapt to my throat. My lover deserved
the world. I, too, felt a strong desire to scream aloud how I felt
to the core of my being: 'SEAN, I LOVE YOU!' I grabbed a cold beer
and returned to the living room and began filling out gift cards and
attaching them to the gifts. I no longer could identify the gifts as
they were all wrapped in a variety of beautiful papers with
exquisite ribbons and bows. As I finished, I placed each gift under
the tree. Within in a half an hour, a multitude of gifts was under
the tree. It would be a memorable Christmas for Sean and for me.
I thought about my special gift for him, and I wondered if he would
like it. I thought he would because I know him so well and know his
likes and dislikes. But he's younger than I am so I couldn't be
sure. There are so many things that I could give him, but I wanted
to do this for him to show my love. I prayed silently many nights
that he would like what I had arranged. I got another legal pad and
began to jot down things I would like to do and places I would like
take Sean in Florida.
There are so many places and things to do that culling out any of
them is really difficult. We would have to do things that were
appealing to Rog and Greg, too. It couldn't all be what Sean and I
wanted. And we had to remember Mom and Dad, also. I knew that Mom
and Dad wouldn't want to go every place we picked to go. They have
visited some of them many times. They would want to go with us most
of the time, though. I realized suddenly that I wasn't getting
anywhere. I needed Sean, Rog, and Greg here to help map out a plan.
Since Rog and Greg were returning home from Florida before we were,
it would be necessary to do the things they wanted first. I looked
at the page, smiled and pulled off the sheet of paper and crumpled
it up. I took it out into the kitchen and threw it away. I got
myself another cold beer. I was happy and content with my life. I
had been so lucky to find Sean. God, I loved him.
I glanced at my watch and it was five-fifteen. I decided that I
should probably start thinking about dinner. I then thought that I
should wait for Sean to get home so that he could offer some
suggestions and the food wouldn't get cold. I put on some music that
I enjoy listening to, I guess it's called mood music. It's the kind
of music you can listen to and still do others things. I still had a
number of exams to finish correcting and grades to compute. They had
to be completed by tomorrow, so I had plenty to keep me busy.
I got my attaché case and pulled out the exams that I had to finish
correcting. I had thought the exam was simple, but from what I had
read of the few I had corrected, it wasn't as easy as I had
presumed. I was dismayed by the answers I was getting on the play,
Othello. How could so many students misinterpret the main thrust of
the play? My head swam as I recalled the number of times I had
discussed it in class. One of the few to get it correct was Angela
Stefanno. No surprise there.
It had been a surprise to meet Angela and her brother at the mall.
However, it had been a pleasant diversion from the Christmas rush.
They made the day happier by what they told me about our problem.
Time would tell how accurate they were.
Finally I finished the tests. I knew immediately that I should
probably use the infamous curve, but I hesitated wondering what good
it would do these less-than-strong academic students if I did that.
I should fail those who hadn't really studied. It was pretty obvious
who they were. I reject the notion that poor test results are
usually the result of poor teaching. I think that perhaps it may be
lazy students who attend college for things other than the academic
pursuits. I sat there staring at the brightly-lighted Christmas
tree, not really seeing anything in particular, but instead, a
shimmering mass. In a sense it led me to my decision: those who
failed failed. That was my final word.
I heard some bumping and cursing outside the entry door. I hurried
to the door, looked out the peephole and saw a vision, perhaps more
entertaining than he would wish it to be. There stood Sean, packages
and bags seemingly growing out of him as he did a dance of a kind
with erratic movements, bends, and the use of teeth, struggling to
get his key so that he could unlock the door. 'Should I leave him
alone, or help my lover?' I couldn't let him twist in agony any
longer.
As I opened the door, he stood there looking at me with wide, wild
eyes, a bag hanging from his teeth. I took my chances and smiled at
him. He just glared more intensely. I knew I would laugh, so I
decided to say something,
"Looks like you've been Christmas shopping. You obviously got what
you wanted," I told him again controlling my desire to burst into
uncontrolled laughter.
"Helllppp!" he cried.
I took some packages from him, but left the one in his teeth. I
thought the better of that move: give him a moment to cool down,
then remove that bag. When I observed a slight smile on his face, I
took the bag from his teeth.
"Don't you dare look, " he cautioned me.
"I wouldn't think of cheating. Need anymore help, Baby?"
"Just take a couple more and help me get this stuff to the study,"
he said.
I started to pick up some of the bags, when he laughingly said,
"Hold it, cutie, I want and need a kiss. Get over here and lay one
on me."
I quickly moved to him and gave him a peck on the lips.
"What was that?" he asked.
"A kiss."
"Bullshit!" he said.
With a small bang he dropped all his packages, stepped over some and
took me into his arms and gave me a Kelly kiss I would not soon
forget. The door was still ajar, and our kiss continued for some
time until I began to get cold. I pulled away from him a little.
"Baby, please let's close the door before I freeze my balls off," I
chided him.
He burst out laughing and closed the door. He kissed me again,
quickly, and told me,
"No, way, Ry. No way are we going to hurt those jewels. They may be
on your body, but they belong to me along with the delivery tube."
We stood there laughing until I finally said, "Vice-versa, Baby!"
We began to pick up the packages and bags, and headed to the study
where I placed things carefully on the floor. I spied a package near
the leather chair, and was about to ask about it when I realized
that Sean had probably put it there. I would not ask about it.
"Now, out of here, my hot lover. For a while this will be off limits
to you. I have a lot of gift-wrapping to do. But first I want a
break. Let's go and have a drink and some nibbles. I just want to be
with you and enjoy this wonderful time together," he said as he took
my hand and led me from the study and into the kitchen. I turned and
gave him a firm and sincere kiss.
"By the way, Ry. Mom and Dad called just as I was leaving."
"Damn, I wish I had been here. What did they want?"
"They were wondering what we would be doing Christmas Eve and
Christmas Day. They also asked about what we planned to do when we
got to Florida. I told them we hadn't decided yet, that Rog and Greg
were going to have dinner with us the day after Christmas and we
would decide then. That was pretty much it," I told him, hating
myself more than a little for not telling him their desire for him
to go to church and make peace with God.
"I'll have to call them in a few minutes. Did they seem okay to
you?"
"They seemed fine, but I sensed a little sadness that we wouldn't be
with them, but not anything serious. They wanted us both to know how
much they loved us. And, Hon, they kept telling me they loved me and
that I was their son. If they only knew how much more I love them
than I am able to express. We all got a little teary when we said
goodbye," I said.
"You gave them all the right answers, at least as far as I can tell.
You have any ideas about Christmas Eve and Christmas Day?" I asked.
"Not exactly. You have any ideas?" he asked.
"Just want you as my big present. Can you arrange that?"
"Probably," he said with a giggle.
"No probably. I want a definite answer," I told him as I laughed.
"Definitely, my handsome lover. Definitely!"
He was in my arms by that time and we were kissing warmly. He
whispered in my ear,
"I always want to be your big present. Always."
"Love you," I said.
"Twice as much," he responded.
"Dinner?"
"Sure."
"Any ideas," I asked as I stoked his back and began to massage his
ass.
"Hmmm! That's so nice, Hon."
"Dinner or bed?" I asked.
"Dinner."
"Okay, but we have to stop this. I'm already hard, so unhand me,
Baby."
"Oh, so I suppose we will get dinner together?"
"Right. Come on, let's get into the kitchen and get something
started. Then, who knows what might come next."
"I'm hoping, Hon. I'm hoping I know what's coming next. It's dessert
and it's you.
********
[Sean narrates].
After I left the townhouse, I drove directly to the Mall. I couldn't
get the telephone call from Mom and Dad out of my mind. They were so
concerned about Ry and his relationship with God. It bothered me. An
even greater concern was that they wanted me to confront him. I
always believed that he was fine with God. Yet the more I thought
about it, even back to the time I took him to the church of my
earliest years, he never seemed anything but interested and
reverent.
I thought to myself, 'Still, I wonder how Ry will respond. I think
he will be okay about Midnight Mass, but Communion and maybe
Confession could be a different story.' I had to put this out of my
mind as I had so much to get for Ry. And for once in my life, money
didn't matter.
I purchased clothes, beautiful stuff, sexy but professorial. Great
shirts, gorgeous, but the colors and styles were difficult to
choose. So I bought one of each. I got him some beautiful Italian
loafers, so lovely, in fact, that I wished I had a pair. I decided
to wait until after Christmas.
I bought him two suits, gift-boxed, but with the understanding that
he would be back to select the fabric and color that he wanted. I
bought him a very professor-ish tweed jacket with a pair of honey
colored wide wale corduroys. I had a ball selecting silk ties and
ended up with six of them. Ry's sneakers had seen better days, so I
purchased the latest in fashion and comfort, all with the
understanding about returns and exchanges. I canvassed two
bookstores and bought him a number of titles he had mentioned and
then some that I thought he would like. They weren't all dull
non-fiction stuff, but some hot fiction, too. He would love them.
I got a little crazy when I started buying him underwear. I got him
what I wanted to see him wearing. I wanted all his finest equipment
to show, to entice me into lovemaking. I laughed to myself,
thinking, 'I really don't need anything to entice me into lovemaking
with Ry. If he walks into the room, I am ready to mount him or have
him mount me.' With socks I also went a little crazy, I don't
remember how many pair of socks I bought, but they covered a rainbow
of colors. I purchased some white athletic socks, really good ones,
both crew and ankle length. He would be ready for anything.
It took me a while, but I finally found a store that had some summer
apparel out for sale. I found a dark blue Speedo that would look
yummy on Ry. I found another Speedo in a silver-like finish. Just
thinking about Ry wearing it, I began to spring a woody. I prevented
embarrassment by finding some shirts that would enhance his build
and hide my problem if I carried them in front of me.
My last stop was the jewelry store. I told myself before I went in
to be reasonable, but I wasn't. I found a gold necklace that would
make him a hot hunk. A matching bracelet would add to his sexiness.
I bought him a new watch, a Rolex, so need I say more? There was a
ring that intrigued me, so I bought two of them, one for him and one
for me. They boxed and wrapped everything for me. They should have,
as the bill was in the thousands of dollars. But what did I care,
this was for my beloved.
Finally finished, I had help moving stuff to the car. I then drove
home.
When I arrived at the townhouse, I foolishly tried to carry many the
gifts into the house. I couldn't get all of them, but I was
overburdened by the number I had decided to take. When I got to the
door, I discovered I didn't have my key in my hand. I took one of
the bags and put it in my mouth, then tried to find my key. Packages
began to fall and I was making a great deal of noise and I cursed.
Suddenly the door opened and there stood Ry. He looked as if he was
about to laugh, but I shot him an angry look and he didn't. He took
some of the packages
"Looks like you have been Christmas shopping," he said with a smile.
I knew he wanted to laugh.
I tried to speak, but all that came out was an angry, "Helllppp!"
Finally he took the bag out of my teeth. He looked so hot, I just
smiled.
"Don't you dare look," I warned him.
He told me not to worry that he wouldn't think of cheating and asked
if I needed anymore help. I asked him to take a couple more packages
and help me carry them to the study. Ry started to pick up some of
the bags when I told him to stop and to kiss me. I got to laughing
and said,
"Get over here and lay one on me."
Ry came to me and gave me a miserable little peck on the lips.
"What was that?" I asked.
"A kiss."
I dropped the packages and told him that was bullshit. I stepped
over the packages and took him into my arms and delivered one of my
really hot and sexy Kelly kisses. We continued kissing. Ry finally
pulled away from me and told me that he was freezing his balls off
and could we please shut the door. I couldn't help it. I burst out
laughing and quickly closed the door. I kissed my man again and I
told him that those balls belonged to me along with his penis, which
I believe I referred to as the delivery tube. We stood there
enjoying the moment, and as only Ry can bring something to a close,
he said,
"Vice-versa, Baby."
We took the packages into the study and found places for most of
them. After that was finished I told him to leave, that the study
would be off limits to him for a day or so.
"I have some things to wrap, but first lets get something to drink
and nibble on." I took his hand and as I led him to the kitchen I
told him that I wanted to spend some of this wonderful time
together. He grabbed me and kissed me firmly.
"By the way, Ry. Mom and Dad called just as I was leaving," I
informed him.
"Damn, I wish I had been here. What did they want?"
Briefly I related some of what Mom and Dad had said. I didn't
mention the Christmas Midnight Mass or their desire to have him make
peace with God. I thought that should wait for a later time, a more
appropriate time if I could ever determine when that was.
He seemed pleased with what I had told him. He asked me if I had any
ideas about Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. I told him I didn't.
Then we started fooling around and I told him I wanted him for my
big present.
We kidded about that and whether to make love or dinner. Finally we
agreed to make dinner, and moved to the kitchen.
In the back of my mind was a thought: haunting, palpable and cloudy.
How would I approach Ry with the concerns of his parents? And what
would his reaction be? I was worried.
I shook off the dreading and began to get things from the fridge as
we moved quietly about the kitchen preparing dinner.
To be continued...
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