The Professor and Sean I
By: Scotty
(Copyright 2006 by the author)
 

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Chapter 2

I

One small lamp was on in the living room, so there was ample light for us to make our way down the hall to the bedroom. I could feel the tension in Sean's hand, almost an electric spark. I was also unnerved. I hadn't been with a man since Kevin, and that was over eight years ago. Not even a quickie. I just hadn't had the inclination with any of the guys that I had met. And here I was with this beautiful man-boy who had never been with another man, and he wanted me to teach him. I was scared as hell.

We made our way into the bedroom. I turned on the bedside lamp. I took Sean into my arms and kissed him gently.

"We should take this slowly and carefully. I want this to be wonderful for you. I want you to want me again, not just tonight. I want this to be special for you. Sean, you have to understand that I haven't been with a man for 8 years, so I am just a little rusty and a little afraid and almost a virgin myself."

Sean pushed his tongue against my lips seeking permission to enter my mouth. I opened my lips and he entered my mouth, his tongue hungry to explore. I sucked his tongue deeply into my mouth. I heard his moan and his hands were working my pecs and my nipples. And he was a virgin? He pulled his mouth from mine and huskily said, "Lover, why don't we let nature take over. I've read some on gay love making. But most of all, I trust you, Ryan." With that he started to loosen his belt. "Stop that!" I said firmly. "That's my job. I want to undress you. Let me take care of it, baby."

Sean regained his composure, and dropped his hands to his sides and stood silently before me. I kissed him passionately and felt him take me into his arms. We kissed for what seemed forever. I pulled my mouth from his and began to lick his face, his chin. I kissed his eyes, kissed his neck, took love bites in my attempt to make him mine. He was moaning and his hands were kneading my ass. I licked down at his beautiful, solid pecs and enjoyed licking and sucking on his nipples. Sean was beside himself. With little effort I had undone his trousers and they fell to his ankles.

His boxers couldn't contain his erect penis; they were tented out a considerable length. I had to see him; I pulled down his boxers and they fell to his ankles. His beautiful cock was staring me in the face. His cock was a delectable 8 inches of solid meat and it was relatively thick without resembling a beer can. One clear drop of precum glistened on his cut cock head. I gently licked it off. Sean's body trembled, and he groaned.

"Ryan, my god, your tongue feels so wonderful. I don't know if I can take this, I am afraid I might cum."

"Listen, Sean, if you cum before I want you to, I swear I'll cut your nuts off." I said while laughing.

"But, Ryan, this is my first time. There are so many feelings. All of them are wonderful but it's almost a sensual overload."

Still, laughing quietly, I said in my sexiest voice, "You ain't seen nutin yet, baby." That's all it took, Sean burst out laughing and so did I and all the tension was lost. I stood up. 'Come to the bed with me, Sean." I pulled the covers back. 'Sit,' I said, 'I want to get you out of your sneaks and sox."

He sat looking at me with such love in his eyes, I thought I would grab him and make him mine no matter how much it hurt. But I collected those emotions (I could use them later) and shortly after, Sean was completely naked. I pushed him back onto the bed. He was so beautiful. That face, those kissable lips, those sexy eyes; my god, he was perfect. His pecs were solid and showed the hours spent working out. And his nipples were surrounded by large, almost half dollar rings of medium brown. His pits were covered in soft tufts of blond hair, almost white. I was only half way down his body and I was in a kind of heaven. I started to unbutton my shorts to let them down.

"No!" a sharp retort from Sean. "That's my job."

With that he jumped out of bed, moved to me rubbing his hard cock against my crotch. He just pulled down my shorts as he sunk to his knees in front of me. Before I could react in any way he took my cock, all 8.5 inches of it, into his mouth and began to suck like there was no tomorrow. I knew I would have to stop him as I didn't want to cum yet.

"Oh, shit, Sean, stop, or I'm gonna cum right now. And I don't want to. I want this to last as long as we can make it last."

He let my cock out of his mouth and it plopped against my abs. He stood and looked at me with such hurt and disappointment.

"Sean, it was wonderful, but baby, I want you to enjoy this, too. I want to make love to you for a long time."

"But, Ryan, don't you understand, I was enjoying it. I have wanted to suck your cock since the first day I saw you. Understand this, I have dreamed about what we are doing tonight for two weeks. I have cum a number of times as I fantasized about sucking you off, of having you in me. I want you, baby. I want you."

I took Sean's hand and led him to the bed. "Lie on your back, Sean." He did and I climbed on top of him and covered his body with mine. I kissed him deeply, and ground my cock into his cock and balls. He was moaning, and he started to talk to me.

"Ryan, I want you in me. Let me suck your cock. I want your cum, please. Please."

I moved up and sat on Sean's chest and positioned my cock in his mouth. He went crazy sucking my cock, licking my balls. He couldn't get enough of me, but I was close. If I came now, could I get hard and cum again when I wanted to fuck my beautiful lover. Just looking at him got me hard, so I didn't think I would have any problems later in the night. So I pressed forward and shoved more of my cock into his warm, moist mouth. He was sucking me like a crazed cocksucker. Without meaning to, I started to fuck his face. Faster, deeper. He was gagging every once in a while. But when I pulled back, he grabbed my ass cheeks and pulled me deeply into his throat. This guy was something else. Never been with a man, and he was giving me one of the most glorious blow jobs I had ever had.

I whispered to him, "Sean, stop for a minute. I want to suck your cock, too, baby, let me get in 69 position and we can both enjoy this together."

"Oh, yeah, lover. I've read about 69ing, but I didn't think of it. Oh, yeh, give me your cock and take mine. Suck me, Ryan. Suck my big cock."

With that we proceeded to enjoy each other in the antique position. It didn't take long for either of us to reach the point of no return, and when I slipped one moist finger just a short way into Sean's hot hole, he shot his wonderful hot man-boy cum into my mouth. He must have shot 7 or 8 times and I had all I could do to swallow all of it. I thought he wouldn't want to take my cum in his mouth, so I warned him.

"I'm gonna cum, Sean. If you don't want my cum in your mouth, take it out and let me shoot on my chest."

There was a muffled, "No!" and with that he shoved his middle finger up my ass and I shot off into his mouth. He swallowed all of my cum, a surprise for me, since it was his first blow job. But I was mistaken, he took it all. I moved up to him and kissed him, sharing with him his own cum and he exchanged it for some of mine. We lay there a long time saying nothing.

Sean broke the silence. "That was awesome. I have never shot so much cum in my life. Ryan, you did that to me. Oh, man, do I love you."

He moved on top of me and kissed me deeply plunging his tongue into my mouth. He moved his head down to my shoulder and turned his face toward mine. He kissed me lightly. Then I heard his regular breathing and I knew he was asleep. I laid there thinking about how lucky I was to have found this man, this man who loved me completely without asking one thing about me. He loved me for what I was. Tears were in my eyes, and I leaned in and kissed him gently on his lips. He stirred just a little and I heard him mutter, "I love you." I fell asleep.

I awoke a few hours later with a terrible need to piss. Somehow during our sleep, I rolled off Sean and we had spooned. He was in my arms, his back to me, and I knew my cock was hard and was pressing against his ass crack. I kissed his ear and whispered, "Sean, baby, I have to take a huge piss." I tried to remove my arm from around him, but he held me tightly to himself. He pushed his ass back against my cock. He had me. I kissed the back of his neck and shoulders.

"I'm not going to let you go. I like the feel of your hardness in my ass. Ryan, I want you to fuck me, please. I have dreamt about this for over two weeks. I want to be completely yours. I will beg you on my knees or I will do anything you ask me to do, but please fuck me."

"Anything?"

"Yes, anything."

"How about, we take a piss and then talk about this."

"Go ahead if you want, I can't piss when I am hard and boy am I hard."

"Come to think of it, Sean, it takes me a long time, too. You know what that means don't you?"

Still in my arms, I heard Sean laughing lightly and then he snickered, "It means you're getting old."

"Why you little craphead, I'll show you." I began to tickle Sean and he went ballistic."

"Stop, please stop, I'm gonna get the bed wet. Ryan, you're gonna make me piss all over the bed. I'm not kidding. Ohhhh, please, pleasssseeee, Ryan." I stopped and kissed Sean again, deeply. He responded by working my hard prick. I had to stop him or I would certainly cum.

"If you want me to fuck you, you have to stop, Sean." He stopped immediately. "Thanks. now get on your back."

Sean did as I had asked. "Why do you want me on my back? Seems like I should be on my stomach."

"You'll see," I told him. I took his arms and put them over his head. He was looking at me with this enormous grin on his face. "What's so funny?" I asked.

"Nothing, really. I'm just happy. I love being with you. I love you, Ryan. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone. . Please make me yours. I wan....." I leaned forward and kissed his lips. I had to stop his talking like that or I would be a crying mess. I loved him so much and to hear him tell me how much he loved me, just took my breath away.

I whispered to him in my gentlest voice, "Sean, I love you very much and I am going to show you how much"

I kissed his beautiful blue eyes, licked his ears, licked my way down his face, chewed a little on his chin, moved down his throat. I moved my face into his left armpit and inhaled his sexy scent. Then I licked his pit until it was soaking in saliva. I moved to his right and did his right pit; his scent, manly, and delicious was heightened with the smell of his perspiration. Sean was moaning. I licked my way to his nipples where I licked and sucked on them. My mouth surrounded them and I bit them a little. Sean raised his back and tried to push more of his nipple into my mouth. I moved to his other nipple and did the same there. Sean was moaning and telling me not to stop. I licked down his chest to his navel where I stuck my tongue in, and in this a small way, fucked his navel with my tongue.

"Don't stop, oh, Ryan, don't stop." pleaded Sean.

There was no answer from me as I was inhaling the scent in his pubes. I wanted to remember his scent. I wanted to taste him, in every place I could. My chin was rubbing on his cock which was dripping with precum. I licked the precum off his cock. I moved on to his balls which were large and almost without hair. I was intoxicated with his smell: piss, cum, sweat, I wanted all of it.

I told him to pull back his legs and to hold them. He didn't ask why, he just did as I had asked. His ass, which was beautiful and round and pink and delectable. I spread his ass cheeks and exposed his ass channel...his pink rosebud was beautiful. I pushed my face into his ass and ran my nose up and down his ass crack taking in his scent and marveling at how it turned me on. I couldn't wait any longer, I put my lips around his ass ring and sucked and licked. It was tightly closed, but I continued to lick, and suck, and slowly it opened and my tongue could gain entrance. I started to fuck his hole with my tongue. He was groaning and thrashing around. As I continued, he pushed his ass against my face. I could have kept eating him for hours.

"Ryan, eat me, eat me, ohhhh, yesssss. Fuck, oh my god, Ryan, please, please fuck me. I want you in me, I want you to fill me with your seed. Please. I'm begging you."

That invitation was all I needed. I reached for the KY on my bedside table. I put a huge gob on Sean's hole. He shivered a little. Then I lubed up my middle finger. I rubbed my finger on his hole, and then gently pushed. His anus was tight, but after a little, I was able to slip my finger into him. I took my time and pushed it in slowly. Then I moved it around a little. Sean was sighing. I pulled out and lubed up two fingers and pushed them into his hot hole. His groaning was getting louder, and he was telling me not to stop. Next, I pushed three fingers into him and moved them around trying to touch his love button. I found it and rubbed against it.

"Ohhhhh, Ryan, that's so fuckin hot. Please fuck me. I want your cock deep in me. Please do it now."

"Sean, if it hurts, tell me and I will stop. We can do it later. I don't want to hurt you. I never want to hurt you."

"I know, I know, but please fuck me. I want you in me. I want your cum in my ass so that I will know that I am yours. Please."

"Okay, baby." I whispered to him. "When I push into your ass, push back like you were going to dump a load. Do you understand?"

"Yes, just do it," he demanded.

I got on my knees, lifted his legs to my shoulders, and rubbed my hard cock head against his anus. He was sighing. I started to push into him, and I felt his whole body tense.

"Am I hurting you? Tell me." I urged him.

"Don't you fuckin' stop even if I scream. I want it. I want it."

I pushed harder and I felt the head of my cock pass into his rectum. He did scream. I stopped.

"That's enough. That's it. I won't hurt you."

'Just keep going, please. It doesn't hurt now, just a little burning. I'll be fine. Please I want all of your cock in me. Now, please do it."

I pushed forward and my cock started to slide into him. And as unexpected as it was, Sean was pushing back against my cock trying to get more of me into him I kept pushing and finally my balls were slapping his ass. I stopped.

"Are you okay, baby? "I questioned.

There was an audible sigh, and Sean said, "I feel wonderful, full, secure, and happy. Now give it to me, Ryan. Fuck me like you really want me as yours, exclusively yours."

As I started to fuck him, slowly at first, I leaned forward and kissed him and gave him my tongue to suck on. Then sex got the better of me and I started to pound his ass, fucking him hard, my hips banging into him. I could hear the sound of our body parts slapping against each other. I was lost in the ecstasy of it. I fucked and fucked and worked his love button. Then I felt Sean's ass muscles tighten around my cock, and then he was shouting, actually screaming as his cock throbbed out of control and he began to shoot his cum load all over us. I couldn't last after that and I started to fill him with my hot man juice.

"Oh, god, Ryan, Ryan, ohhhhhhhhh, FUCK ME! FUCK ME!! PLEASE DON'T STOP. I love you Ryan, I love you. I love you" and then, Sean was sobbing.

I started to pull out of him, but he begged through his sobs, "Please, lover don't take it out of me." So I didn't.

"Sean, I don't understand. Have I hurt you badly? Why are you crying, baby? What did I do to you? God, if I hurt you, I will never forgive myself."

"Ryan, don't worry. It's just I know now how much you love me. You have shown me. I feel so loved. I want to feel like this forever."

"Sean, my wonderful lover. I love you and I will make you feel this way as often as you desire. I love you, beautiful man. I love you."

I kissed him deeply and his crying stopped. My cock slipped out of him, and I immediately pushed his ass back, got on my stomach, and ate out his ass, sucking out my cum and his ass juices. Sean was in heaven. When I couldn't get another drop out of him, I moved back up to him. I kissed him deeply and shared my cum with him. He sucked my mouth dry. Then I started to lick up his cum from his chest and face. I shared that with a kiss. His legs were now wrapped around me.

"That was the most awesome thing that has ever happened to me. Ryan, you are so hot, such a wonderful lover. You made me cum without either of us touching my cock, How can I ever leave you. I want you back in me right now. Fuck me again. Please."

"Whoa, baby. I am older than you and I can't get it up quite as quickly as you. and...." Sean was at my crotch, licking and sucking on my cock which was almost immediately hard again.

"There you go, lover. Now why can't you fuck me again?"

"Because, lover, I want you to fuck me."

"You do? You really want me to fuck you, Ryan?" Sean asked in disbelief.

"You had better fuck me or I'll never fuck you again." I said with a laugh.

Sean rolled me onto my back, pushed my legs back, and I felt his tongue in my ass crack, and then his tongue was working my hole. I relaxed as much as I could and his tongue was deep into my ass. He sucked and licked me, and filled my hole with his saliva. Then I felt a gob of KY being worked into my hole. The was a pause and I assumed Sean was lubing his 8 inch cock. God, I hoped I could take it all. Sean pushed my legs back further, and then with no ceremony, he shoved his cock into my ass with one mighty push. I stifled a scream, but he knew he had hurt me.

"Ryan, I hurt you. I am going to take my cock out. Just a second." I grabbed his ass in my hands and pulled him deeply into me.

"I'm okay, you just surprised me, that's all. Now, lover, make me yours, fill me with your seed. I want you to fuck me, Sean."

He began with a slow gentle stroke which was sexy and warming. I was enjoying it. But I wanted more.

"Please, Sean, really fuck me hard"

And he started to pound my ass fast and with the fury of a young man who doesn't realize how quickly he will cum. I was right. He plunged his cock into me with a shout and filled me with his hot cum.

I hadn't cum. I thought he would take it out, but he didn't. He kept up a slow gentle fuck and before I knew it, he was hard again.

"I love you so much, Ryan, that I am going to fuck you again right now."

And he did, and this time he made me come in large hot spurts. This guy was learning fast. We laid there for sometime with his cock still up my ass. I didn't want him to take it out. But slowly it softened and popped out on its own.

"Now " he said, "we can both take a piss."

I laughed, but held him to me. I needed to tell him something.

"I want you to know that was the best fuck I have ever had. First when I fucked you I had to really work not to cum instantly. You are so hot, so beautiful and I love you so much. And then when you fucked me, two times in a row, I couldn't believe the pleasure, the wonderful feeling of being loved of being safe and protected. I don't want to loose you, Sean. We need to make plans in the morning."

"Ditto," he said.

We extricated ourselves from each other and made our way to the bathroom. After we both relieved ourselves, we got in the shower. We kissed and felt and washed each other, but not anything else. We dried each other off, stopping frequently to kiss and reaffirm our love for each other.

We finally made our way to the bedroom and the bed. We crawled in and I spooned up against Sean's back, took him into my arms, kissed him gently and told him again how much I loved him. He turned his head and kissed me back and told me how much he loved me.

We both fell asleep.

II

Sunlight coming through the window and falling on the bed woke me. It wasn't a dream, because here in my arms was this beautiful hunk. I was so happy. I was also hard and my prick was pushing into Sean's ass crack. I didn't want to move, but I had to take my morning piss. I tried to move away from Sean, but he pushed his hot ass against me.

"And just where do you think you're going?" Sean asked in his husky, sexy morning voice.

I rubbed my hard cock in his ass crack, kissed his neck, and told him, "Lover, I have to take a piss."

"Now, look, Ry, didn't we get this straight last night," he said in a playfully humorous way. "Didn't I tell you no pissing until you fuck me. Well, the same rule applies this morning. And if you want an 'A' in Fuckin Your Lover, you'd better get with it. Understand?"

"Hey, hey, wait a minute. What's this Ry shit?"

"Oh, yeah," said a laughing Sean, "that's my love-making name for you, or do you prefer Doc?"

"And my nickname for you, will be, let's see. I know, it will be craphead." I answered, laughing. We both were laughing and then all of a sudden, Sean was on top of me and he was tickling me with a fury.

"Now, look, Doc, you take back that craphead stuff or I'll tickle you 'til you piss all over the bed."

"Baby, lover, Sean, please, please stop. I'll never call you craphead again, please." We were both laughing.

And then the room was silent. Sean looked down at me with eyes filled with love and wonderment. Then he kissed me with the softest, loveliest kiss I had ever gotten. And then he pulled away and quietly said, "Now, Ry, I want you to fuck me."

I rolled over on top of Sean. He was so beautiful he took my breath away. I just stared at him. I didn't deserve him; he was too good for me. But he smiled again and flicked his eye lashes at me and I was a gonna. "Sean, I love you so much, but I don't understand why I am lucky enough to find you. I can't understand why you would want me. I'm not anything special.
I don't understand."

"Shut up and fuck me, Ry."

I wanted him so much. I licked him from head to toes, and I sucked his beautiful cock, and I licked his balls, and I ate out his gorgeous ass. I couldn't get enough of his ass, the smell, the smooth cheeks, that lovely winking pink anus. I ran my nose up the length and inhaled his rank musky ass smell. I had to lick his crack, and I moved to his anus and sucked it in and it opened for me. I shoved my tongue deep into him. Sean was moaning, loudly now. I started using my fingers to open him up some more. But he kept asking me to fuck him. Because I was now in a sexual frenzy, I forgot what I should have continued to do. I couldn't wait any longer so I spit in his tantalizing hole, spit in my hand, lubed my cock, and jammed my cock home. Sean's scream brought me back to reality. I froze.

"My god, Sean, what have I done? Are you all right? Baby, answer me, please." Sean's body was shaking slightly and then I realized he was sobbing. I wanted to die. I had done the one thing I never wanted to do, I had hurt him. Hurt him, when all I wanted to do was to love him. I started to pull my cock out of him, slowly and with gentle care.

"Don't you dare do that, Ry. I don't think I could let you in again right now. So keep it there. I'm sorry. I wasn't ready and it really hurt like hell. I tried to be a man about it, but I couldn't."

"It's my fault, Sean." I kissed him gently and caressed his pecs. "I became a animal. I wanted you so badly, I forgot all the things I had told you. I might just as well have raped you. Now, I've spoiled everything. I'm no better than your Uncle Jesse. I violated your trust in me. I violated you. I think we should stop this. I'm not sure I can go on."

Sean said playfully, "Hey, Ry, you better tell your cock how you feel, `cause my ass tells me it wants to continue. And so do I. Doc, the pain is gone and all I have now is the wonderful full feeling and the warmth of your cock in me. Please, please, Ry, finish. I want you to fill me with your cum. I understand, Ry, sometimes in any relationship we hurt each other. Not always physical pain, but sometimes psychological pain. And that's the worst kind. I could take Uncle Jesse's beating me physically. But his continual demeaning of me as a human being was much worse. You love me, Ryan. Just remember that. You love me, right? Well, then, lover, show me." And he wrapped his legs tightly around my ass and pulled me deeply into him.

I slowly began to fuck his ass. My movements were as gentle as I could make them. I kissed him frequently. And then I slowly started to increase my speed. His cock hardened and started to drip large amounts of precum. I went faster. Sean was moaning.

"Yes, yes, my lover, fuck me, make me cum. Fill me."

I felt Sean's sphincter tighten around my cock and that was it. Sean's cock was shooting his cum all over his chest and face. I was filling his ass with my load of cum. Both of us had an ejaculation that was so strong, so complete; it was wonderful. I collapsed on Sean. I kissed him hard and with a lot of tongue. Then I just stared into his beautiful eyes and all I saw there was love.

"Sean, that was the most unbelievable thing that has ever happened to me. I'm so sorry that I hurt you, but I hope you understand that I only wanted to make love to you. But , Sean, you are so fucking beautiful, that I was overtaken by lust."

"Ry, lover, I'm okay. And that was wonderful. God, how I love you. How I love to have you deeply in me. I know that we are marked together. Ry, I love you so much that sometimes it hurts." We both started to laugh.

"Not that way, Ry," I mean, my emotions flood over me, and I just want you, just you. And I want only to make you happy. I didn't say that very well, and you an English professor."

I told Sean, "Listen, baby, I am not an English professor when I make love to you, I am your lover. And I don't think that I could say it any more beautifully than you just did. I feel as deeply in love with you as you are with me. I just don't understand why you would pick me. I still don't understand."

"I don't know that I believe that we picked each other. I think the fates did it. I think we were meant to be together. Somehow, if what happened last night hadn't happened, I really think we would have somehow at sometime met and loved. But I am so thankful that it happened last night, and now I can just love you forever, forever. God, I must sound like a drunken romantic."

"No, baby, you sound like a mature, intelligent, gentle, loving man. And I believe you are correct. I think we were fated to be together. I guess now the problem is how are we going to stay together. That's what I want to talk to you about. Come on, Sean, let's piss, shower, and we can talk as we have breakfast."

We make short task of our morning toiletries, only spending a little extra time in the shower exploring each others bodies as we soaped and washed each other. It was difficult not to suck each other as we worked on cocks and balls. But I wanted to save some of my energy for what I hoped would be a full day and hopefully full night of love making. I think, Sean, somehow grasped the situation, too, as he make no mention of why we didn't have sex again in the shower.

While I was getting breakfast, Sean retrieved the newspaper from outside the townhouse door. He had only his underwear on, and he was so hot that I didn't think I would be able to finish cooking breakfast. I wanted to jump his bones and fuck him again, right then and there, but I make myself think about eggs and bacon and toast and muffins and coffee and juice...and finally I cooled down a little and continued on with what I had to do. I got the OJ from the frig and brought it to the counter where Sean was sitting. He feigned reading the newspaper, but I knew he had been watching me.

"Would you like some orange juice?" I asked him.

"Hmmm, maybe, but what else is on the menu? Is the cook on the menu? His beautiful cock, his wondrous ass? Is that the chef's special? Is warm man juice available?" teased Sean.

"I'm afraid those are luncheon and dinner specials. You'll just have to wait. Breakfast includes juice, eggs, bacon, toast, coffee or milk, a great kiss and a free feel, and some serious talking."

"I want the great kiss and the free feel first, then I'll have everything else, since I am hungry enough to eat the chef. I will also submit to some serious conversation. Oh, and by the way, chef, has anyone told you how fuckin beautiful and sexy your green eyes are. You know, chef, they can actually make flesh stand up and pay attention." Sean said with a slight giggle.

I walked over to him, stood close to him, bent down and gave him a solid tongued-filled kiss. He soon was feeling my ass and stroking my crotch. "Enough!" I told him. "Now it's time for breakfast."

I had scrambled a dozen eggs, cooked a pound of bacon, and made half a loaf of toast. Sean wanted milk and I had coffee. I took a small helping of eggs and a couple of pieces of bacon and ate a slice of toast. I enjoyed watching Sean inhale everything else. He had politely asked me three times if I wanted any more. If he only knew what I wanted, and it wasn't bacon and eggs. It didn't take long to finish breakfast. Sean helped me clear away the dirty dishes. I poured myself another cup of coffee. Sean decided he would join me with a cup of coffee.

He sat on a stool and stood on the other side of the counter. "Well, I'm ready for this serious conversation." said Sean his eyes sparkling.

"Sean, are you ready to go back to the dormitory?" I asked. My question was followed by a long silence.

Sean answered me in a soft, stunned and wounded voice, "I'll get my things. I guess you don't want me here. I thought. Well, it doesn't matter. Give a couple of minutes. You don't need to drive me, I can walk back." His voice was heavy with sadness and disbelief.

"Sean, I want you to stay. I want you with me as much as we can possibly find the time to be together. But I had to ask you if you were ready to stay here or if you wanted to go back to the dorm? You haven't answered me."

"Doctor Taylor, I don't want to leave you. I want to be here with you. I want you to make love to me. I don't ever want to have to go back to the dormitory, I....I'll get my...."

"Oh, Sean, my love. Don't you dare move a muscle." I walked around the counter and took him into my arms and kissed him gently but long.

"I had to make sure that you really wanted to stay with me, to be my lover, my partner. I would rather die than have you leave me. I don't want to ever have to go to bed without you; I don't ever want to wake up in the morning without you in my arms. I love you so much I can't keep my mind on anything except you." I stoked his hair and kissed him gently on his forehead. I felt his body shaking slightly, and it finally hit me like a hammer. "Oh, god, Sean, I have hurt you again. I am such a craphead. What did I do, what did I say?" Sean turned on the stool and hugged me; he put his face into my abs and continued to sob. I was just about destroyed. "Sean, please, what can I do?"

"Ry, you don't understand. You told me how much you loved me and that you wanted me with you. You wanted me here all the time to be your lover, your partner. I wanted so much for you to want me like that. It has been so long since anyone in my life has ever wanted me, loved me. It just rocked my world and I couldn't contain myself. These are tears of joy and freedom from a life that was so unhappy that I had even thought of killing myself. And then you came to me. There has to be a God because he gave you to me. I never want to leave you. I think if anything ever happened to you I would want to die. I don't think I could go on living. That's how much I love you."

I was the one crying now. "Sean, let's stop this sad talk. I want you here and you want to be here, so now let's figure out how we are going to do that."

We finally could talk about the mundane things that had to be decided. So I started, "Sean, how much money have you paid the college for board and room?"

"In actual cash, $3600, for the first semester. Some of that I have to pay on time from what I earn working."

"I understand that, but how much cash did you pay, forget what you will be paying on time. Do you know how much you paid?"

"Yeh, I sent the college a check for $2400. Is that what you mean Dr. Taylor?"

"What was that? What did you call me?"

"Oops, I forgot. Ry, I'm sorry, but I am still in awe of you, especially when you sound like a professor."

"Did I sound like a professor, Sean? I'm sorry; I won't do it again. I told you when we are alone, I am your partner and lover and I want you to call me Ry. I know you like to call me Doc, but I don't like it as much as Ry or Ryan."

Sean looked at me with a little smile on his face. Was he playing with me?

"How would you feel if I called you student when we were making love? It would piss you off as it certainly should. And if we are talking and I start to sound like a professor, just tell me to cool it. Kiss me or something, then you know what will probably happen."

"Ok, Ry, and I hope I know what will happen if I kiss you."

"I assure you that I will throw you to some surface and have my way with you."

"Promises, promises." Sean laughed.

"OK, now listen. I am going to get your money back for you. At least most of it. You'll have to pay for the two weeks you lived in the dorm and ate your meals in the cafeteria."

Sean looked at me in disbelief, "Just how are you going to do that, Ry? I mean, the college doesn't give refunds."

"Let me worry about that. I do have a few connections here. And I have a department chair that wants me to stay here for the long term, and I know she will help me. There' something else we need to talk about. I will tell her that you are living with me. What do you want me to tell her about our relationship?"

Sean looked worried and quickly replied, "Ry, please don't do anything that would ruin your career. I would rather leave you."

"If you say you would rather leave me again, so help me, I will take you naked to the quad and fuck you in front of the entire college. You got that. I don't want to hear that from you again."

"But,..."

"No, buts. Well, that's not completely true, I do love your butt."

We both were laughing and feeling better.

"I'm a big boy and I can take care of my career and as a matter of fact, I can take care of you, too. And I intend to do just that. Look, Sean, I am more worried about how you will be treated when other people learn that you are living with me. How do you want to handle that. I worry about you having to take a lot of shit."

"I don't care how much shit I have to take as long as I can come home to you. I have had to handle things like that before."

"I know, tell them I had an extra bedroom and I wanted to rent it. Tell them that you saw me in Walgreens and I asked you if you knew anyone who might be interested in it. Tell them you told me you would love to live off campus because you knew that you would get more studying down and that you had to do well because you got a scholarship. And if that doesn't suit them tell them to fuck off."

Sean was laughing heartily, "Sure, sure I will tell them to fuck off. Then you can come by and pick up my remains. Look, Ry, your idea is great. I'll manage. What else do we have to talk about?"

"I want to move you in here today. Okay with you."

"You bet. Let's do it."

"Well," I interjected, "we have a couple of other things to decide. I only have two bedrooms. We will only use one. But you need a place to study. I have my study area in the living room. I won't change that. I want you to have some space of your own. You can decorate it anyway you want. I'll help you shop for things for your study room. Now what do you have to move over here today?"

"Ry, the room is fine as it is. I only have some clothes, an old record player, and an old Apple computer. Books, stuff like that - not much."

"Tell me, Sean," I inquired, "how do you know the room is fine? You never have seen it."

"Well, actually, I have. After I got the paper this morning I took a quick stroll down the hallway and peaked in. It's fine."

"Hmmmm, what was you reason for looking at the room?"

Sean's face reddened, and he stammered, "Well, I kinda, hoped that you would ask me to stay here. I had such high hopes. I prayed actually."

"Well, I think you need to make the room yours. But we can deal with that later. Okay, then, my sweet, beautiful lover, let's get dressed and get over to the dorm and get you moved into my lair."

Sean took me in his arms and said, "You know, Ry, you sounded just a little like a professor just then. I think I need to punish you for forgetting. There's only one way to make you remember."

Sean fell to his knees, pulled my shorts down and took my cock into his mouth. He began to play with my cock head with his tongue. He licked the sensitive underside, and I was going crazy. Then he swallowed me deep into his throat and began to slide up and down on my shaft. He was playing with my ball sack. He lifted his hand to my mouth and I took his fingers into my mouth and sucked on them getting then slippery with my saliva. As he continued to work on my prick, he withdrew his fingers from his mouth, and I soon felt him press them against my hole. I thought I would shoot off right then, but I took control of my emotions and held off. But then he pushed the fingers deep into me and started to brush them across my love button. In a few minutes I was filling his hungry mouth full of my cum. I shot a lot, but Sean took it all. He continued to suck my cock until is softened and became so sensitive that I had to ask him to stop.

He stood up, smiled, then kissed me and shared some of my cum with me. I hugged him so tightly that I think I took his breath away. It was only fair, because he had taken my breath away. I pulled away from him and told him,

"If you promise me that you will do that to me every time I sound like a professor, I'm going to sound like a professor many times. And I owe you a reciprocal amount of pleasure."

"Hmmm, I may tell you often that you sound like a professor just so I can have you. And about the reciprocal pleasure, I have something in mind, but it will have to wait until after we move my stuff."

We dressed quickly, went down to the car and drove over to Bryant Hall. It was a special dorm for scholarship students. All the rooms were singles and the floors were male or female. There were no coed floors.

Sean lived on the second floor. He stopped at the Hall Residents Room and told him that he was moving out. He told the supervisor that he would be living in a private home. The supervisor appeared doubtful about it until I told him that Sean was renting an extra room at my house.

Sean's room was bare. It was clear immediately that the boy didn't have much to move. Even his clothes were limited. I would take care of that. And he really needed a new computer and a new CD player and a radio and a clock and so many things. I was making a mental list. It only took us two trips and we had all his belongs in the car. I could tell he was uneasy about something.

"Sean, what's the matter?"

"I'm embarrassed. When I look at the things that are mine, I realize how shabby everything is. It all looks second hand."

"Look, I don't give a shit about that, Sean. You're not second hand. You were a virgin for heaven's sake. What you own isn't important to me. You are what counts. Okay? Come on, baby, smile for me. I want you to be happy."

Sean leaned over and kissed me quickly. "You always make me feel better. Thanks, lover. I love you so much."

I started the car and pulled out of the parking lot. I turned toward the business area. Sean just sat there, but I knew he wondered what I was up to. He finally asked.

"Ry, aren't we going the wrong way?"

"No, I don't think so. I have to pick up a couple of things. Is that okay?"

"Yeah, sure." he replied, but I still sensed that he wondered about what was going on.

We arrived at the mall and left the car. We walked into the mall.

"Let's stop a minute in Comp USA and take a look." I said. Sean just followed me, saying nothing, asking nothing. When we were inside and had looked around for a while, I asked Sean which computer he liked. I told him I liked the latest Macintosh laptop with the 17 inch screen. He walked over and ran his finger along the silver case.

"It's a beauty isn't it? But I couldn't ever have that. It costs more than my room and board for a semester. But I do like it."

"Well, let's get going. We have some other things to do." We left and started walking around the mall.

"Look, Sean, will you let me buy you some clothes? I don't want you to be embarrassed by something as simple as clothes."

"Oh, Dr. Taylor, I couldn't let you do that. I mean, no."

I leaned closer to him and whispered into his ear, "Do you love me, Sean?" He shook his head yes. I continued, "Well, then let me show you my love in this simple way. It will make me happy. But I don't want to offend you, so it's up to you."

Sean face was pink as he blushed, "Ok, but I don't want you to spend too much money."

I looked at Sean and smiled, "You know, don't you. if you're not careful, I'll start sounding like a professor and then what?" We both laughed loudly.

And off we went. We found shirts, trousers, jeans, outer coats, a dress jacket, dress shoes, sneakers, and loads of underwear and socks. I picked out the underwear, much to Sean's delight. I liked the thongs and other briefs. He urged me to buy boxers, we got both. I was having a wonderful time watching the wonder in his face as I told him to select what he wanted. We wandered into a t-shirt shop and looked around. I told Sean I had to get something at another store and that I would meet him here in a few minutes.

I had to really hurry, but I called Comp USA on my cell phone - it only took me a minute to buy the computer. I asked if I could return it if the person I bought it for didn't like it. I could if I returned it in 30 days. Then I asked them to wrap it; they didn't want to, but they finally agreed. By the time I got to the store. it was ready. A swipe of my credit card and I was finished. I hurried to the car and hid it under some stuff in the trunk. Then I hurried back to the t-shirt store. Sean was waiting for me.

"I'm ready," Sean said. "I want to go home." I could see tears glistening in his beautiful eyes. I was stunned and I felt a couple of tears in my eyes.

"Just one more stop, Sean, and then I will take you to our home." I so wanted to hug him, but how could I in the middle of the mall. I think he knew what I wanted.

He leaned over and whispered in my ear, "Ry, do you have any idea how much I love you. You said `our' home. Man, I want to jump your bones right now."

Smiling at him, I said. "Just one stop, and home we go, and we can take care of reciprocal pleasures and other things. I want to go to Radio Shack. Now before we get there, I want you to pick out a stereo system for your study room, and I don't want any crap about it costs too much or that stuff. Let me do this for you."

Sean just stood there beaming, and all he said was "Ry, do I have a lot of payback for you. I have an enormous debt to pay back. Eat well and sleep plenty, `cause I am gonna keep you awake and active and I want you in prime condition."

I just laughed. We did our business in Radio Shack in short order. Sean was reasonable and bought a good system, but not the best. With help from a clerk, we got all the stuff into the car. I put some of the new stuff in the trunk. We were off toward our home. I hadn't felt so happy, or so fulfilled in a very long time. Sean was very quiet. I knew he was thinking carefully about something. I decided not to interrupt his thinking.

My heart was full. I now knew what real love was all about. I looked at my lover and felt emotions growing and taking over, and some tears slid down my cheeks. I didn't think Sean saw this, but he had.

"What's the matter, lover?" he asked.

I looked at him and said, "You are what is the matter. You have already taught me about real love and have made me the happiest man in the world."

"Just wait `'til I get you home," Sean chuckled.

To be continued...

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