GRANDSON'S EDUCATION
By:
Morris Henderson
(Copyright 2007 by the author)
The author retains all rights. No reproductions
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Chapter
2
A Day of Joy, A Night of Hell
They arrived at the lake in about 15 minutes. It
was just as Jerry remembered it--a small, pear-shaped lake only
about a mile across but a deep clear blue and surrounded by
undeveloped forest. The dirt road from the sparsely travelled paved
road was somewhat more overgrown than he recalled but that was a
good sign because it meant few people had been using it. They could
enjoy the seclusion on the isolated shore but not be far from stores
for food and supplies.
Kevin was, as Jerry expected, enthralled with the setting. His
comments were peppered with wow, cool, awesome, and beautiful.
Jerry pulled off the dirt road near the spot where he had camped
before and was planning to pitch the tent and set up the camp site
right away. Kevin, however, jumped out of the Jeep and ran down to
the lake shore. Moments later, Jerry joined him, more than delighted
to see that his grandson was as captivated by the location as he
was.
The sat on a large rock at the water's edge and talked for several
minutes. Both of them as happy as they had been for a long time. The
sun bore down on them from a cloudless sky and before long it was
uncomfortably hot sitting on the rock.
Kevin slipped off his shoes and socks, dangled his feet in the cool
water, and asked, "Is it safe to swim in the lake?"
"Just two reasons not to," Jerry replied. "One is that the water is
quite cool--not like the pool at the Y. The other is the size of the
fish."
"Fish?" Kevin asked, not expecting one of his grandpa's jokes.
"Yes. A few of them are quite big. If they're hungry, they might
just swallow you for lunch."
Kevin good-naturedly laughed at yet another trap his grandpa had
sprung on him. "There's another reason," Kevin mused. "I forgot to
pack my swim trunks."
"No need for them, Kevin. There's absolutely nobody around so you
can go skinny-dipping."
"You mean naked?" Kevin asked incredulously.
"Why not?" Jerry replied. "It's only you and me here."
Kevin studied his grandpa's face for signs of another trick but
couldn't find any. "You're teasing me again, aren't you," he said.
"Not this time. If you want to swim, just strip and jump in."
"Sure," Kevin replied. "As soon as I do, you'll laugh at me."
"No, I won't," Jerry said. "In fact, I feel like a cool dip myself.
I'll join you." With that, Jerry took off his shoes, socks, and
shirt. He was unbuckling his belt when Kevin said, "You ARE serious.
It's really okay to swim naked here?"
"Of course."
Jerry was now down to his boxers and Kevin enthusiastically removed
his shirt and pants. Then he abruptly stopped as he caught sight of
a completely nude man standing next to him. He had seen a few
pictures of nude men in art and biology books in the library. He was
somewhat aroused by them but seeing a real man with nothing on was
infinitely more arousing.
He had never seen his grandpa any way but completely clothed and he
was overcome with the sight of a 54-year-old man with such a fit,
masculine body--somewhat hairy chest, flat stomach, muscular legs,
and not a bit of flab anywhere. Compulsively, Kevin's eyes were
drawn to his grandpa's crotch where an impressive cock hung down
from a thicket of pubes and in front of low-hanging balls. His stare
unconsciously revealed an interest that had been growing stronger
since he entered puberty, an interest that he knew was socially
unacceptable but had become something of an obsession with him.
Jerry, normally a very perceptive man, noticed Kevin's stare but
failed to interpret its meaning correctly. Sex and his grandson had
never occupied the same thought in his mind. Instead, he reasoned
that it was probably the boy's first exposure to a nude adult and
was merely curious and perhaps speculating whether his genitals
would eventually assume similar proportions. Jerry tolerantly
allowed Kevin to have a good look and then said, "Well. Are you
going swimming with me or not?"
Jolted out of his fixation on his grandpa's crotch, Kevin worried
that his innermost interests had been revealed. He quickly
recovered, pulled off his boxers, and stepped into the water until
it was waist high. Although it was a brief glimpse, Jerry noted with
some surprise that his grandson had matured more than he would have
imagined. He had full pubes and a cock as long and thick as, Jerry
thought, an 18-year-old. There was a thin coating of hair on his
legs but his chest was bare. The muscles in his chest had not yet
fully developed but he was clearly no longer the younster that Jerry
remembered. Not only was Kevin ahead of his peers intellectually
but, it was now clear, also physically. He was startled to realize
that the sight of a naked, well-developed boy--his grandson--so
powerfully awakened feelings that he had been suppressing for years.
Jerry quickly chided himself for admiring his grandson's body and
strode into the water. They splashed each other, laughed constantly,
and swam for about half an hour before climbing back onto the shore.
"We should have brought towels from our luggage," Kevin mused as he
shook the water out of his hair.
"Next time we will," Jerry said. "But for now, we'll have to let the
sun dry us off." With that, he walked a few yards to a grassy spot
and laid down on his back with his hands behind his head for a
pillow. Kevin, quite unaccustomed to such a disregard for modesty,
watched his grandpa in disbelief and sat on the warm rock in a
position that would hide his privates but allow him to look at his
grandpa who laid motionless with his eyes closed.
As he watched, his grandpa's balls recovered from the chill of the
water and sagged. Kevin found himself wondering what his grandpa's
cock would look like with a hard-on and, for that matter, whether it
still got hard at his age. Those thoughts amplified the stimulation
he got from looking at a nude male adult and he felt his own cock
begin to swell. "This won't do," he thought. "If grandpa sees me
with a boner, he'll guess my secret." He stepped to the water's
edge, splashed cool water on his firming cock, and returned to the
rock determined to divert his attention from the naked form of the
man he loved like a father. His plan didn't work. His cock seemed to
have a mind of its own, as most teen cocks do, and continued to
stiffen. Kevin then did the only thing he knew was a sure-fire way
to solve his problem. Crouching out of sight behind the large rock,
he masturbated while anxiously listening for any sign that his
grandpa was approaching. It was a quickie--not very satisfying but
effective in deflating his errant cock.
Surprisingly quickly, the sun's heat and the gentle breeze left both
Jerry and Kevin dry. Kevin dressed and called to his grandpa to get
dressed before he got a sunburn. With regret to see his grandpa put
his clothes on but with simultaneous releif that his reaction to
nude male body wouldn't embarrass him, Kevin watched his grandpa
dress.
"How about helping me set up the tent," Jerry asked and Kevin
eagerly agreed. Thirty minutes later, amid instructions to Kevin and
lots of friendly banter, the tent was set up, the sleeping bags were
in place inside. and their "lodging" for the night was ready.
"I'll bet you're hungry," Jerry said. "Do you want to catch some
squirrels for dinner or should we go find a place to eat?"
"If you catch 'em, I'll cook 'em," Kevin laughed. His retorts to his
grandpa's teasing were coming more easily and were more creative,
which made both Kevin and Jerry proud and served to cement their
bond further.
After a delicious meal in the nearest town, they returned to their
camp site just after sunset. They set off to gather fire wood and as
the darkness crept over them, they built a fire.
Sitting by the camp fire, Jerry turned to Kevin and asked, "Tell me,
Kevin. And be honest. Is this better than playing a video game at
home?"
"Tons better," he replied without hesitation. Then, he thought for a
moment and said, "Grandpa, I want you to know how much I appreciate
your bringing me along. Ricky--he's a friend at school--went camping
with his dad last year and I was jealous. But this beats the crap
out of what he did." Jerry ignored the near-profanity and let Kevin
continue. "And there's something else I want you to know. I
appreciate you're being a buddy to me. You're more than a grandpa.
You're my best friend." He paused just a moment and concluded with,
"I love you."
Kevin's obvious sincerity in expressing his love moved Jerry almost
to tears. He enveloped Kevin in his arms, gave him a long bear-hug,
and murmurred, "I love you too." They embraced for several minutes,
each one relishing the close bond the embrace represented. Jerry had
hugged his grandson before but much less frequently in recent years.
Not that he didn't want to; it's just not cool for a teenager to
hug. This hug, however, had a qualitatively different effect on them
both because it was a manifestation of deep, abiding love. Neither
of them realized that their loving embrace was a portent of things
to come.
The fire had died down to embers when Jerry suggested that they turn
in for the night. Kevin was completely willing in spite of having
slept the entire morning away during the long drive on I-75.
Kevin searched his luggage and found his pajamas. On returning from
the Jeep, he found his grandpa dousing the remaining embers of the
fire with water from the lake. Both then entered the tent to get
ready for bed. Kevin laid out his pajamas on the sleeping bag and
noticed that his grandpa didn't have any. "Did you forget to pack
your PJ's," he asked.
"Don't have any. I've slept in my birthday suit since I was your
age."
"How come?" Kevin asked innocently.
"It just never made sense to me to wear special clothes to bed when
you've got blankets--or in this case a sleeping bag--to keep you
warm." That, of course, was a white lie. Jerry began sleeping nude
for easier access to his cock and the habit continued even though
his late wife initially objected to his lack of modesty. There were
a few close calls when his daughter was very young and hadn't
learned to respect the privacy of her parents' bedroom. But even
now, Jerry enjoyed the free access to his cock and often fell asleep
with one or both hands laid gently on his crotch.
Jerry was Kevin's idol in many ways so he said, "Well then, that's
what I'll do, too." He had frequently wanted to do that recently but
something held him back. Perhaps it was a vague fear of being found
out and accused of being naughty. Such is the subtle way that
society imposes restrictions on anything that hints of sexuality.
However, if grandpa slept nude, it must be okay and Kevin siezed on
the opportunity to do the same.
Suddenly, however, he realized the implication of being naked and,
more significantly, seeing his grandpa naked. Therefore, he
undressed as quickly as he could and crawled into the sleeping bag
before his disobedient cock had a chance to react. But, safely
hidden from view, it did react as Kevin watched his grandpa casually
strip, not bothering to turn away from Kevin's probing eyes.
Jerry fell asleep very quickly but Kevin laid awake with forbidden
thoughts commanding his attention. Although he was not to the point
of admitting that he was gay, his attraction to other boys and to
men was compelling. Girls held no interest for him; only the
thoughts of other boys or men filled his fantasies when he
masturbated. He mentally undressed boys and men but was never
aroused at the thoughts of a naked female. He craved sexual intimacy
with other boys but never had the courage or the opportunity to
fulfill that need. He recognized that he was different than most
boys or at least what society expected of boys--it could hardly be
ignored--but he wasn't ready to admit that he was gay.
Now, he realized that he was attracted to his grandfather more
deeply than to any other boy or man in his life. That, he knew, was
not only homosexual but was incest. Homosexuality was not socially
acceptable. Sexual relations between an adult and a minor was worse.
But incest seemed to be the worst of all.
He grappled with his dilemma--respectability versus lust for, of all
people, his grandfather. His love for his grandpa and his teen
hormones pulled him one direction. He was horny and attracted to his
grandpa. However, fear of the consequences of any sexual contact
pulled him in an opposite direction. His grandpa would be offended
and may even hate him for even thinking such thoughts. He was being
figuratively drawn and quartered. And it hurt in ways that promised
no relief from the pain. He was mature beyond his age but had no
experience coping with these new urges that could not be met.
Frustrated and tormented, he finally fell asleep.
To be continued...
Posted: 09/28/07