Julio
 by: Miguel Sanchez

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"Well," I said. "That's partly the reason, I am your father you know. I want to be here for you guys when you need me and not off with someone. If something like that happened and it was serious, I could never forgive myself."

Jay replied "I know this maybe to simple but why don't you just talk to him and see what's on his mind?"

God, I thought. This kid has some insight. He can take something complicated and make it sound so easy a 2 year old could figure things out.

We talked for a while longer and then we had to get Steven and Ronnie. It rained the rest of the week and there were even some bad thunderstorms. On Saturday, we headed back home to rejoin the rat race.

Chapter 13

 
As soon as I was on the interstate and Ronnie and Steven were asleep, Jay started talking. "Dad, why not just give things a try with him. You don't have to worry about loosing us. We not going anywhere for a long time. It would do you some good to be happy."

"And when did you get you MD's degree?" I kidded

"It doesn't take a brain surgeon to know what's going on here. Shit, even Steven's seen it."

"What?" I spluttered, "What's he said?"

Just then "Daddy's in love." Steven said giggling

"Oh, great" I said. 'Why not tell Ronnie so all three of you will know?"

"I do." Ronnie said. "Besides, I think it's cool. And you don't need to worry about him with us. If he gets to close, I know who to tell...you."

"Just what are you saying boys?" I asked totally defeated. "You want me to have an affair with Bill Davis? I don't think he's...

"He is." Jay spoke up.

"How would you..." I started. "You didn't. Are you implying you know something I don't?"

"Nope." Jay answered. "Not now, I just told you."

"I give up." I said exasperated. "My boys are trying to become match makers." Little did I know, it seems Jay told Bill when we were heading home and about what time we should arrive.

We pulled into the driveway and into the garage at 4 that afternoon. Luiz took my bag and handed me my afternoon drink just as the doorbell rang. Three boys scattered and knowing I had been set up. Jay even got a hold of my cell phone and asked Luiz for his advice. He, however, remained neutral and didn't say anything to the boy.

I opened the door and invited Bill into the house. At least this time I wasn't doing a tap dance on my tongue. I extended my hand to him and then instead of me getting tongue tied, I got harder than I ever had in my entire life. Something about his touch was electric. No wonder he was a pediatrician. He could calm a child with just his touch.

Jay was right. He had seen something that I wanted to forget but now I couldn't. Shit...even my own boys said go for it. So, I did.

"Afternoon Bill," I said. "I see the boys are at it again."

"Miguel," Bill said. "Don't get up about the lads, I asked them. Jay was a hard lad to convince that I cared about the whole lot and not them alone."

I said, "The boys are..."

"Not a problem, mate." Bill said "I love kids, but not like that. Besides, kids and adults should never be bedmates unless they just sleep. After I told Jay how I felt, he told me about you."

"Well, now what?" I asked.

"How about one day at a time, for now." Bill said.

Luiz came out with an arm full of clothes and said "Good afternoon, Bill. How is your day?"

"Better now, gov." he said with his British whit and humor.

I'd been had and there wasn't a thing I could do about it until Jay pointed out to me the bulge in my pants. I gulped, turned bright red and went into the bathroom and took a leak to reduce my embarrassment and bulge.

After I came out of the bathroom, Steven came running up saying "Daddy, used the loo. Daddy used the loo."

Suddenly I was wondering if we were in the USA or the UK? "Steven, do you tell every time someone uses the bathroom?" I asked.

"Sorry, Dad." Steven said with his eyes looking towards the floor. "I'd just like to learn how people from England talk, that's all."

Bill chimed in saying "No problem, lad. I can teach you how we talk straight away."

Steven nodded his head yes while scratching it as well. Bill had him confused and I was enjoying this little bit of payback.

Ronnie came in from the kitchen saying dinner was ready and said Bill was staying also. Ronnie smiled at me when he made that announcement and I just shook my head. I had been had again. With it being four against one, I was in for a rough time in the coming days and Luiz would be no help at all. In fact, he might even try to get in a cheap shot or two.

Bill was impressed with dinner and Ronnie's ability to cook. After dinner, we retired into the family room while the boys cleared the table. Luiz brought me coffee and Bill a small pot of tea. We had finished our beverages when the boys came into the room and Steven and Ronnie were in my lap in a flash. Bill found this amusing when Jay decided his lap looked like a good place to get comfortable for a while. Then it was my turn to laugh.

"What do you have to say now, doctor?" I asked.

"I think the lad might have found temporary lodgings." Bill said with a grin. "Are they always like this?"

Jay chimed in saying "That we are and you better get used to it, mate."

Steven looked at me wondering what was going on. I thought it best to take Steven and give him his bath. "Come on, little man. Bath time we'll be right back." I said lifting him on to my hip.

I set Steven down by his bedroom so he could get clean underwear and his robe since we had company. I started running the water and Steven came in wearing his robe. He took all his dirty clothes off and put the robe on.

Steven stood in front of me and said "Daddy, are we going somewhere?"

I looked at him and said "Of course not. What makes you ask that?"

He looked me in the eye and said, "You and Dr. Bill seem real friendly and when mom and her boyfriend did that..."

I pulled him to me and held him close saying, "Nobody is going anywhere. I just happen to like Bill. Do you have a problem with that?"

Steven said softly "No, I like him too."

"If he and I should become close, would you have a problem with that?" I asked.

"Like Jay and Ronnie?" he asked.

"Well, yes. Like Jay and Ronnie." I answered.

"Would you have time for..." he started

"Yes I would." I interrupted. "You boys come first. Now and always. Bill know this."

"I want to see you happy too, Daddy. I just didn't want to lose you." Steven said.

I lifted his head up on my finger and said, "You can never lose me or your brothers. Bill likes you boys also. He knows this is a package deal. OK?"

Steven hugged me and said, "I like the idea. You need to be happy to daddy."

I gave him his bath in less than 10 minutes; Steven was fine with the idea of someone coming into my life. I thought to myself "At least someone is happy with this idea." When I returned to the family room, Bill had an additional growth attached to him. Ronnie had moved to the other side of Bill and had become quite comfortable.

Bill said he had to leave but not before a chorus of "Why' from the boys. He had early rounds at the hospital in the morning so we said our goodbyes then watched some TV.

Ronnie and Jay took their showers then returned to the family room. Ronnie came in sporting a new pair of boxers and a t-shirt. "Hey, Dad." he started.

"Yes, my middle child." I said looking whimsical.

"What's up with you and Dr. Bill?" He asked with a grin on his face.

"Not you, too!" I said flustered.

Ronnie's face turned serious "Dad, I think it's kinda neat, that's all. You above all else deserve to be happy."

I looked at Ronnie and said "Son, there is a lot more that me being happy here. First, I'm a father with three preteen boys. I have a commitment to raise you until you are adults. Steven got scared that I would send you guys away if Bill and I became serious. I told him that would never happen. You boys come first now and even many years from now. Do you follow me so far, son?"

Ronnie nodded his head and said "Sure, Dad."

I continued, "No one touches you boys. This rule will never be broken."

"Ah, Dad." Ronnie broke in "No one punishes us?"

I explained further "No, what I mean is no one touches you sexually. If I have a partner and he cares for you boys, if I am not around you will get punished if you do something wrong, but no one will mess with you. There is a lot more to think about and I haven't had the chance to do that. I'm glad that you guys are happy for me and that makes things a little easier but, when have you ever seen me date?"

Ronnie thought for a minute and said, "Well, never."

I said, "That's right. I am almost 32 years old and my last date was in college. I have been by myself all my life until you boys came here. Don't get me wrong; I wouldn't turn back time if it meant losing you three. I have become used to having you three and now someone else might be added. That's is a big step. And there are other things to consider."

"Sex" Ronnie asked.

I swallowed hard and said, "Well, yes. I have never really done anything. You and Jay have more experience than me. I have never given this matter any thought until now because there has never been a reason."

Ronnie moved over and sat beside me and said "Gee, Dad. I never thought about that. I sort of assumed you had before but stopped when we came along. I didn't mean to make fun of you."

I put my arm around his shoulder and said, "I know. And don't worry, you didn't son. You just didn't know. But all this is a little scary."

"Yeah, I can see that. Well, why don't you just play things cool and see what happens. We are all behind you in what ever decision you chose to make." Ronnie said holding my hand.

I looked at him and said "Ok, but just don't push."

"Deal." Ronnie said smiling. "How would you like me to teach you some things, Dad?"

"Huh?" I said

Ronnie looked at me with a gleam in his eye "Yeah, you did say I knew more that you about these things so I thought I could teach you."

"You don't really mean that, do you?" I asked.

Ronnie's face turned serious "Yeah, I mean it. You teach us things, so why can't I teach you?"

I looked at him and said "Son, I don't think that would work very well. This isn't the kind of thing you should be teaching me. I am flattered you asked."

Ronnie said "May I sleep with you tonight? Nothing funny, I just want to be with you."

I looked at my son and I could tell he meant what he said so I relented. "OK, son. I miss the times you sleep with me.

Steven and Jay came out of their room to watch TV for a while. I saw a smile on Steven's face so I had a good idea what was going on. Ronnie had kept me busy talking so I wouldn't wonder what those two were up to. It worked, but I don't need them to be secretive about their sex lives. I worry if Ronnie or Jay will get jealous of Steven. The boys found a movie that started a 10 and didn't get over until midnight. Since this is still summer, I let them go to bed when they want so, midnight was fine.

Jay and Steven had fallen asleep on the love seat so Ronnie and I had to carry those two to bed. We decided to put them into Jay's room since they were having fun there earlier. As each boy was placed in the bed, we each kissed him good night.

I closed the door and looked at Ronnie and said, "Do you worry about getting jealous of Steven?"

"No Dad, not a bit." Ronnie answered. "He is our little brother and we enjoy making him happy. Jay thinks he will out grow this as he gets older, and if it doesn't, we can talk to him about that then. Right now, we are happy with things the way they are. I love Jay and he loves me. Steven is our brother and we both love him."

I replied "Ronnie, as long as you two are sure because I don't want to see anybody get hurt."

"We have talked about this a number of times Dad, and we know what we are doing, OK?" Ronnie said.

I looked at him and said, "OK son. I trust you."

I checked the house while Ronnie headed into the bathroom for his nightly ministrations. I followed then we went to sleep.

The sun was up but Ronnie and I decided to sleep in. Thank God for the dark curtains in the room. Steven and Jay were up at their usual time, just after the sun was up unless they were worn completely worn out. Today was Friday and there was yet one more surprise left for me and it wasn't long in forthcoming. It seems my boys took it upon them selves to invite Bill over for the weekend. We have the room here and he would have his own, but I might have liked to have a little say in the process.

Luiz finally came in at 10 and said. "Are you two going to sleep the day away?"

I said with a grin. "Yeah, we just might. You gotta problem with that?"

Luiz fired back "No, I don't. But your guest might."

"Guest?" I asked and Ronnie's eyes suddenly shot open. "What guest?"

All Luiz would say as he left the room was, "Talk to your sons."

I looked at Ronnie, who was busy trying to quickly get out of the room. He almost made it until I grabbed him by the underwear. I reach for whatever I could grab and it was the waistband of his drawers. He tried to run but all he succeeded in doing was giving himself a wedgie. While he was jumping around trying to extricate his underwear from his ass, I looked at him and said. "What gives Ronnie? Quit jumping and start talking."

"Ok, Ok, Dad." Ronnie said. "It was Jay's idea also. We thought you would like some company for the weekend so we asked Dr. Bill. Uncle Luiz knows because he had to plan meals."

I looked at him with my hand still on his waistband and said "Next time, tell me before the day of arrival."

I let go of his underwear and Ronnie said, "I tried to tell him that but he said he wanted to surprise you."

I got up and used the can then put something on so I could get some coffee. The guilty kid was sitting at the table. He tried to beat feet out but I managed to get him by the underpants also. I was thinking, these guys are getting slow in their old age. "Going somewhere, my son?"

"Yeah, Dad." Jay started "I gotta go to the bathroom."

I looked at him and said, "Yeah, sure you do. I guess you'll just have to wet yourself then. Now, don't ever let this happen again. Got it?"

Jay started shoving his hand down the back of his shorts removing his briefs from his butt saying "Sure thing, Dad. I won't pull anything like this behind your back again, this way I won't have to remove these from my butt again."

I said "I thought you'd see things my way, pilgrim. Now you can use the toilet."

The rest of the morning went smoothly and I was finishing up a few things in my office when Jay came in. He asked if he could talk to me. He said the others were swimming in the buff so we had some time.

I finished up my work and said, "What's on your mind, sport?"

Well, Jay started. "You, Dad. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings when Ronnie and I asked Dr. Bill to spend the weekend. It seemed to me, that you kind if like him and I want to see you happy. Now, before you say anything, I know we are first in your life. But, we have Uncle Luiz to watch us if you happen to want to go out for the evening. I'm not saying you have to hop into bed with him, and that's your business, but you deserve to have a life away from us kids."

I thought about what he had said then answered him. "Son, you must have thought about how you were going to say what you just did. I'm pleased you want to see me happy but I haven't had a date since I was in college. That was a long time ago and frankly, I'm a rusty as an old gate. I'm also just plain scared that I'll say or do something to screw it up."

Jay countered saying. "Just be yourself. I know that's why Dr. Bill likes you."

I was shocked. "He what?"

"He likes you." Jay said. "He told Ronnie and I, he likes you. He thinks you're funny and cute."

"Cute?" I asked.

Jay was giggling. "Yeah, he said you were cute. He also likes your eyes. What do you like about him?"

I replied. "Well, his eyes. Have you noticed they're almost like Ronnie's but a little softer, like the sky. Man, I get lost in those eyes."

Jay asked. "Anything else?"

"His build." I said.

There went Jay with the giggles again. "Hum...built? Yeah, he is."

I fired back "You looking?"

"For you, Dad. Just for you." Jay countered.

"Yeah, I bet." I said smiling.

Jay said. "Dad, if you act like you do with us, everything will be fine. You're funny, even with us. You're our Dad, but a lot of times you act like a brother. When we have a problem, you talk to us like both a brother and a father. You have a lot of wisdom and give us good advice. That's what we all like and love about. We can't put anything over on you, so we haven't tried, except for today. When we make a mistake, you correct us and move on. When we need punishing, you do it and move on. As far as we're concerned, you're perfect. This is what Dr. Bill sees in you."

I was flattered. I knew he wasn't trying to hand me a line so I said "Well, son. I'm far from perfect. There is only one person who is perfect and I'm far from that."

Jay finished by saying. "Well, you're perfect for us. There is something else I would like to talk to you about."

I looked at my watch and it read 3:30. I needed to check on the boys. Jay and I had been chatting for almost 90 minutes. It was almost 90 degrees outside and I didn't want the boy's butts and privates to get sun burnt. Oops, too late. When I went into the kitchen, there were Steven and Ronnie. They had on the biggest baggiest shorts they owned. Steven saw me and hung his head. "What's the matter, pal?" I asked. "Did we get toasted? Come here." I reached my arms out to my youngest.

Steven came over and stood before me like he was in real trouble. "I'm sorry, Daddy. It really hurts."

I lowered his shorts and his penis was bright pink. "Ouch, that looks sore son. Come on your two, I've got some spray that should help."

Ronnie wiped his hands and followed Steven to my office. They saw Jay sitting there and thought he got burnt also. Steven asked, "Did you get burnt too, Jay?"

Jay said. "No, man. Did you? Dad and I were just talking."

I went into my cabinet and got a can of spray to ease the pain. Steven came over first and dropped his shorts. Jay looked at his brother. "Hey, bro, don't damage the playground."

Steven said "Not funny, Jay. This hurts."

I shook the can and sprayed Steven's dick and balls. He winced a little as it first hit but the pain started going away almost instantly, then I sprayed his cute little pink behind. Ronnie came over next and lowered his pants. His was redder that his brother's. I sprayed him and he started to dance.

"Man, this stings Dad." Ronnie said. "Make it stop."

I knew it would take a few seconds to work. Soon, he finally was able to stand still. I turned him around and got his butt next. "I suggest you not go swimming in the nude any more unless you can watch the clock closer."

"You know we will be more careful in the future," Ronnie said, "My dick's gonna be sore for a month. I can't go a month with you, bro." He said looking at Jay.

The partially two par-boiled lobsters returned to the kitchen. "You are having sex how often?"

Jay just smiled and said "Sorry, Dad. I don't kiss and tell. But there is something I want to ask you, though. Ronnie and I want to make love, we think we're ready."

I took a deep breath and said, "I was wondering when this was going to happen. Ronnie was getting awfully cuddly lately. He was spending too many nights with me and I knew this wasn't him. I think this was his way of trying to ask me something, but couldn't get up the nerve."

Jay said, "He was having a hard time trying to come up with a way to ask you. I told him I would talk to you first but he knows you will want to talk to both of us."

I replied, "You know that's how I said it was going to happen. With Ronnie getting sun burnt, I think this puts thing on hold for a while."

"Bad timing, but I can still talk to you." Jay asked.

"Sure you can." I said.

Jay started asking, "You said you wanted to check our butts first, then show us how to do it so we don't get hurt."

"Yes, that's right." I said.

Jay asked, "Would you check mine?"

I answered, "If that's what you want, sure."

Jay said "I think you should know something before you do. I started doing something back there."

I looked at him and asked "Oh? What have you been doing?"

Jay spoke firmly saying. "I was getting myself used to having something in me back there. When I took a shower, I started putting my finger in my butt."

I asked, "Is that all?"

Jay answered. "Yes, sir. First I started using a small finger then I worked up to my middle finger. Last week, I started trying two fingers. The process is taking some time and I don't want to push it to fast. I really want to take my time so things are done right."

I looked at him as I replied. "Son, you are using good sense and do this slow. As long as you continue to go slow, I don't have a problem with what you're doing. If at any time something doesn't feel right or you feel a lot of pain, I want you to call me right then. Now I want to see your butt."

Jay walked over to the table then said. "Dad I don't care what you're doing, if I need you about this, then I will call you. I give you my word of honor." Jay sat on the table and pulled his pants down so I could look and his rectum.

I spread his cheeks and looked at his pucker. If I didn't know what he was doing, I would have never known. "You look fine. You have been doing a good job because there is no sign that you have been working back there."

Jay pulled up his pants and said. "Thanks Dad. You are the best father any boy could have. You're OUR perfect Dad."

There was something I needed to know. I asked Jay before we finished talking. "Son, has Ronnie been doing this also?"

Jay answered right away. "Yes, Dad he has. We both wanted to be ready when you gave us the OK. He started using his fingers but since they are so narrow, he wasn't getting any results. He asked me if I would put my finger in him and I started with my little finger. I now use my middle finger but I won't try two until I'm sure he is ready. You know we may not be able to make love any time soon, but when we are I know things will be fine back there."

I needed to see one more thing. "Jay, come over here please. May I see you with a boner, if that's not to personal?"

Jay laughed at that. "Heck, Dad. You've seen me with a hard on before. I don't care." Jay began to rub his dick and with in a matter of seconds, he was at full mast. "There you go, Dad. It's all yours." I looked at it then reached for a ruler. It measured 3 1/2 inches fully hard. I quickly noticed a few other things as I was pulling his pants back up. His testicles are small for someone his age even though he can shoot. He is still void of pubic hair. He just turned twelve and should have some hair beginning to show, but he doesn't.

Jay went to the kitchen to check on dinner while I became lost in thought. The effects of his glue sniffing have taken their toll. His growth is stunted. He look more like a 9 year old rather that a boy of twelve. Small genitals and no pubic hair. Thank God those are the only medical problems. His lungs are showing no ill effects of huffing, I have the chest X-Rays to prove that. He has a good memory. Wait a minute, I thought. His short-term memory is effected. He said he forgot to bring clean underwear to the bathroom when he and Ronnie went to take a shower. I thought he was forgetting on purpose. Even Ronnie did that. The one thing the boys never did was tell me a bold face lie. They knew the punishment for that. Both the boy's long-term memory seemed intact, they have proven that to me. They can use the computer; they remember things about here and things about history. Ronnie can cook and Jay can sing. There is one thing I don't know, did Steven huff glue? If he did, for how long? I may want to talk to Paul about having their short-term memory tested. Maybe Bill could shed some light on this. What am I saying, maybe it's going to be good to have an outside person see how the boys act? Well, maybe I might like having someone here period?

Suddenly, I was brought back to reality. The doorbell. Bill was here as our weekend guest.

To be continued...

Posted: 06/06/08