SS Outpost

By: Jeff B
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CHAPTER 8

 

Tuesday, 15 September 1942

 

It was the 6th month we'd been in Drausendorf; the 6th month we'd known each other.  The 6th month we'd been brothers in our little family.  It had been a little over 2 weeks since Erich was murdered.  I was finally starting to forgive myself.  The following three days after we laid Erich to rest I felt like I was fighting for my life.  I felt myself slipping into a hole that I was sure there was no escape from.  My brothers wouldn't let me slip; always being by my side.  Always being there for me to cry with and yell with.  We'd somehow managed to become even closer than we already were.  I doubted it was ever Erich's intention, but through his death, he had created a bond amongst us that no man could ever break.  We'd seen each other at our best and at our worst; and all of us grew stronger and closer than we thought possible.

 

German forces had begun their offensive on Stalingrad just two days before.  The nights there in Drausendorf in southeastern Germany were already cold; I could only imagine what lay in store for our comrades in Russia.  I had always believed that Hitler's decision to advance on Russia had been an ill conceived one.  He had no idea what he was doing.  He was playing a game on a board, in a conference room at Wolfsschanze in East Prussia.  He had no tactical intuition and no concept of the vastness of the land and the people he was sending us against.  We were vastly outnumbered and I had a fear in the pit of my stomach that we'd be decimated and brought to our knees.  If we could survive the winter we may have had a chance; but I had serious doubts.

 

I had always been afraid of voicing any of my doubts about the Reich and Hitler to any of my brothers, except for Peter.  Peter and I tended to have the same views about a lot of things, and we always spoke freely with each other.  I still had not had the talk with Wolfy that I had wanted.  Like our sex life; work, sleep and death had intervened to keep us from having enough time alone to have a serious discussion about our future; both ours and Germany's.  And after Erich's death I had become more morose about our future; about the ideals we were fighting for.  I'd been thinking a lot about all that for the past 2 days, since the battle for Stalingrad had started.  How close were we, really?  How much could I tell these men; my beloved brothers, and not fear being sent to the gallows for my thoughts?  I told myself that I trusted these four men like I had trusted no others.  I trusted them with my life, my secret, my heart; could I trust them with my thoughts?  I turned to my best friend to get his take.

 

It was a little after 0630, and Peter and I were sitting at the dining table having our morning coffee.  I'd been quiet all morning, thinking about Stalingrad.  Peter hadn't pushed me on my mood; probably assuming I was just having a hard time waking up; or thinking about Erich again.  I took a sip from my cup and looked up at him.

 

"I need to talk to you."

 

He looked me in the eyes.  "Of course."

 

"Privately.  Can we get dressed and go outside; maybe to the side of the barn or something?"

 

"Yes.  Let me get dressed and I will meet you there in 3 minutes.  Bring the coffee."

 

I smiled at him.  "I will."

 

After getting dressed, I met Peter in the hall, coming out of his room.  We walked quietly down the stairs and stopped in the kitchen to grab the coffee pot and our cups.  We walked outside and went over to the barn, finding a few crates to sit on just to the left of the big door.  I poured us each a fresh cup.  He took a sip and looked at me.

 

"What's on your mind, my friend?"

 

"Stalingrad."

 

He nodded.  "Ah.  It's nice to know I'm not the only one thinking about that.  I take it you have doubts?"

 

"I have serious doubts.  Not only that, but I'm afraid for our comrades there.  We could lose half of an entire generation if things go badly."

 

"And you fear for the three here who belong to that generation?"

 

"Not so much, right now.  We're here; they're in no danger, for the most part."

 

"And we're sitting outside because…?"

 

"I'm afraid of expressing any doubts about the war, Hitler, and Russia in front of them.  Should I be afraid of that?"

 

"I don't think so.  Those three men love you without question; they would never betray your doubts or your trust."

 

I nodded.  "I've been thinking a lot about all of us in the last week; especially in the last 2 days.  We've made little progress here and I know we're going to be needed elsewhere before too long.  What happens to us; our family?  I know we're soldiers and we're here to serve the State, not each other.  We've gone far beyond that though.  I can't imagine my life anymore without my brothers in it.  That scares me for several reasons."

 

"What specifically scares you about it?"

 

I took a drink out of my cup and looked back at the house for a second, then returned my attention to Peter.

 

"Losing all of you.  Not just Wolfy, though that alone terrifies me, but all of you.  I spend hours each day dreading the message from Berlin telling us to report back for reassignment.  We could all end up in Stalingrad; and truthfully I'd be all right with that if we're together.  What happens if we get sent five different directions; none of us ever seeing the other again?  What happens when I get word about one of you being killed?  What happens to those three young men in there if they get captured by the Red Army?"

 

"So, what are you trying not to say?  You want to desert and run to Switzerland or South America?"

 

I took another sip of my coffee before answering.  "I honestly don't know, Peter.  Like I said, if we all got sent to Russia together I'd be OK with that.  We all may die there; but I wouldn't be left alone without you.  And yes, I've had momentary thoughts of deserting, too.  I guess I would just like to know what everyone wants; I'm just afraid of asking them."

 

"We're the last four men on earth you should be afraid of asking anything.  All men have doubts, Willy, and all men have fears of being left alone.  Do you think those three young men in there are any different?  My God, they're only 20 plus years old, you don't think they're afraid of the future?  Has it occurred to you that they might all be afraid of the same things as you?  I know I am.  How much comfort do you think it might bring them to know they're not alone?  That not only are they afraid, but so is their beloved friend and leader?"

 

I sighed and took a sip of my coffee, thinking.  I sighed again.  "I'm calling a family meeting after breakfast.  I've wanted to talk about these things with Wolfy; but I need to talk to everyone."

 

He grinned at me.  "And you just wanted to bring me outside on a cold, dewy morning to tell me this?  Don't worry so much, my friend.  You make everything bigger and more dramatic than it is; just talk to them."

 

I smiled at him.  "Well I did tell you I'd try to make my life less dramatic…."

 

"Good.  Now let's go inside and fix our men some breakfast.  I guess it's about time the officers did the cooking for the enlisted men."

 

I laughed.  "That alone will scare the crap out of them; they'll know something's up."

 

He smiled.  "I keep telling you to quit coddling them.  There's nothing wrong with keeping them on their toes; it's our job."

 

I smiled at him and grabbed the coffee pot, standing up.  He joined me and we walked back to the house together, and started making breakfast for our men.  About 10 minutes before it was ready, I went room to room and woke them up.  My first stop was Hage's room.  I walked in and found him alone in bed, sound asleep.  I wondered where the hell Gregor was; it wasn't not like him to spend the night away anymore.  I walked up to the bed and sat on the edge, turning to Alex.  I touched his shoulder.

 

"Alex…  Wake up.

 

No response other than pulling his shoulder away from my hand.  I smiled to myself and tried again.

 

"Alex….  There's food out there."

 

He mumbled something and went back to sleep.  I have an idea.  I lay down next to him and spooned up behind him and put my arm over him.  I started playing with his nipple.

 

"Hey beautiful….  I need you to wake up…."

 

He smirked.  "I hoped you'd come to your senses one day, and leave that big thug for me."

 

I started laughing and pinched his nipple.  He yelped and turned around, smiling at me.  We were about 20 cm apart.  I decided, 'What the hell?' and kissed him.  I'd always wanted to, anyway.  I held the kiss for about 10 seconds; he responds by moaning into my mouth.  I broke the kiss and smiled at him.

 

"I'd say I'm sorry about that; but I'm not.  I've wanted to try that for the longest time."

 

He smiled and blushed a little.  "You only had to ask."

 

"Yeah, well…  We're both kind of married to someone else."

 

He grinned.  "It's just a kiss; though a very nice one.  Thanks for doing that; for taking the chance."

 

"You're more than welcome; thank you…  Now get up and get to the dining room.  Peter and I have made breakfast for everyone and it will be ready in about 10 minutes."

 

He grinned again.  "OK."

 

"Where's Gregor?"

 

"He left about 5; he had to get started on a plumbing job."

 

I smirked.  "I still can't believe that bastard father of his actually spared the time to teach him."

 

"I think it was more self-serving than anything.  It would let him retire and still make a living."

 

"You're probably right.  Now get up, beautiful."  I smiled at him and he grinned and blushed again.

 

I rolled off the bed and walked out of his room and headed upstairs, stopping at Jan's room first.  I assumed he wass asleep so I just quietly walked in.  I was sure he wished I'd just walked by.  He was lying on his back, the blankets were below his knees, his big cock was in his fist, and he was jacking it like he was trying to yank it out.  He saw me standing there and yelped, reaching for the covers to yank back up.

 

"I'm so sorry; I thought you'd be asleep.  I'm very sorry, Jan."

 

I turned to leave and he stopped me.

 

"You scared the crap out of me.  It's OK.  What did you need?"

 

I turned back around and looked at him.  He was about 5 shades of red, but he'd got a sly grin on his face.  "I just came up to tell you breakfast will be ready in about 10 minutes.  Peter and I expect everyone in the dining room by the time it's served."

 

 

He grinned.  "You and Peter actually made breakfast?"

 

"We did.  You say that like it's the eighth wonder of the world."

 

He smirked.  "It almost is.  OK.  I'll be there."

 

"Again, I'm sorry for interrupting.  I hope you can resume; you can't leave yourself hanging like that.  Beautiful cock, by the way; you shouldn't abuse him like that.  I promise not to come back in."

 

I turned and walked out the door, leaving a very red Jan to finish his business.  I walked to our room and closed the door behind me and climbed into bed behind Wolfy, spooning up with him and throwing my arm over his chest.  I start kissing his neck.  I could wake this one up any way I chose, and that is what I'd chosen that morning.  After I'd been kissing his neck for about 30 seconds and getting no response, I reached down under the covers and grabbed his rock hard cock.  He grinned.  I started slowly stroking him, watching his grin get bigger.  I whispered in his ear, "That wasn't nice to pretend to sleep while I kiss your neck."

 

"I didn't want you to stop.  I never realized this was where it would lead, but I love it."

 

I stroked his cock a little harder.  "You like that, huh?"

 

He moaned.  "Oh yeah…  You have magic hands."

 

I smirked.  "That's what Jan just told me."

 

He snapped his head around, looking at me.  I started laughing and he turned, pulling his cock out of my hand, and reached behind me and smacked my ass.  I squealed and pushed away from him, laughing.  He looked at me, grinning.

 

"Liar."

 

I smiled at him.  "How do you know?  I've had a busy morning.  I've already kissed Hage and watched Jan beat that big ole dick of his.  Who's to say I didn't help him out?"

 

He looked at me, the smile disappearing, to be replaced by awe.  "No way.  There is no way Jan would let you touch him.  And why are you kissing Hage; I'm not good enough anymore?"

 

I smiled at him.  "Of course not, bärchen.  I'm kidding about Jan; I only saw him trying to yank it out.  And I kissed Alex because I wanted to.  I was trying to trick him to wake him up; make him think it was Gregor.  I got in bed with him and spooned up behind him.  He wasn't buying it and when he turned around I kissed him.  Are you mad?"

 

He grinned.  "No.  I've kissed him, too."  I raised my eyebrows.  "It was the day I found him with Gregor and we'd made up.  I hugged him tight because I was so happy he'd forgiven me and I just kissed him.  Then a minute later I kissed him again.  Never since then, though."

 

I smiled at him.  "You can kiss him whenever you want, baby; I don't mind.  I kissed him because I figured it would be my only chance and I've wanted to for awhile.  He's just kissable, I guess."

 

He grinned.  "He is.  He has great lips; so soft.  I'm glad you finally did it; I don't mind, either.  Now move back over here and kiss me, and finish what you started."

 

"No time, sweet lips."  He smirked.  "Breakfast is ready, and your presence is required in the dining room."

 

He grinned.  "Not even time for a quick one?"

 

"No.  I spent too much time with Jan and Alex.  I was saving the best for last, but ran out of time.  Get up.  Please."

 

"Slut.  See if I let you kiss Hage again; he's cutting into my time."  We both laugh.

 

We both got out of bed after I gave him a nice kiss, and he pulled his shorts on and starts to put his uniform on.  I look at him.

 

"Why are you getting dressed for breakfast?"

 

He stopped and looked at me.  "I don't know…"  He threw his pants back on the floor and walked around the bed to me and grabbed my crotch, kissing me.  "Why are you dressed?"

 

"I had to go outside."

 

"Oh.  So you really saw Jan beating his cock?"  He grinned.

 

"I did; and you have to give me your word you will not give him shit about it.  I don't want to embarrass him more than I already did."

 

"I promise I won't.  I only want to know if it's as big hard as we thought it would be."

 

I grinned.  "Not that I walked up and measured it, but just guessing, I'd say about 21-1/2 to 22 cm.  Very nice, too.  He does abuse the crap out of it, however.  I thought he was trying to yank it out."

 

We both started laughing.  Wolfy stopped and looked at me.  "Damn…  I knew that boy was big, but fuck…  That's just fucking massive.  Did he just leave it hanging out when you walked in?"

 

I laughed.  "You pervert…  No, he yanked the covers back up.  You cannot give him shit about this, though.  Please, Wolfy."

 

"I said I wouldn't.  I was just curious.  I won't lie to you, Willy; I'd suck it in a heartbeat if he'd let me.  But I know he won't so it's a non-issue."

 

I grinned at him.  "I'd be right there with you.  It looked tasty as hell, too."

 

He grinned big.  "Slut.  Should we go offer?"

 

I laughed.  "No….  I told him I'd leave him alone and let him finish.  Let's just go eat.  He's probably already down there, anyway."

 

"Mark my words; I will see that boy hard before we leave here."

 

That comment hit a little too close to home, but I couldn't let on.  I smiled at him and called him a cock whore.  We kissed and walked downstairs together to join the others, Jan among them, already seated at the table.  We had a good breakfast together; laughing and joking, as usual.  When the meal was over and we'd taken our plates to the kitchen, the 4 of them went out back to smoke.  I stayed in and cleaned the table off, getting ready for our family meeting.  Before they came back in, I went outside and told them all not to run off; that a family meeting was taking place as soon as they were finished.  I went back in and made sure there was plenty of coffee; and milk for Wolfy.  I had no idea how long this one would last; and I was scared of the outcome.

 

Once everyone was back inside and seated at the table, I walked around it, filling coffee cups and Wolfy's glass of milk.  They started watching me, nervously.  I needed to be at the head of the table for this one.  I stopped next to Jan and asked him if he'd mind trading places with me.  He looks at me nervously and jumps up, stepping back so I could sit down.  He sat in my usual chair, looking at me very nervously, along with Hage and Wolfy.  Peter was just sitting there sipping his coffee.  I guess Wolfy couldn't take the suspense any longer.

 

"What's wrong, Willy; what's going on?"

 

"Nothing's wrong.  I'm sorry I'm making you all nervous; it's just a difficult talk for me to have with you.  I'm sorry if I'm scaring you; it's not my intention.  I'm just not sure how to get this started and afraid of where it might lead, and I'm nervous."

 

Jan looked at me.  "It's us, Willy; just spit it out."

 

"It's not that easy; but I'll get started.  You all know that our forces started attacking Stalingrad 2 days ago.  I've been giving that a lot of thought; along with a lot of other things.  I've been questioning our presence in Russia from the beginning.  I don't think we should be fighting a war on two fronts.  I know we're all good Nazis, and we're never to question our leader, but I do question this.  His whole plan of taking Russia was ill conceived.  He's not a military commander, he's a politician.  He's not listening to his general staff.  I'm afraid for our men there.  We are greatly outnumbered, and I know that we're all supposed to believe that we're a superior people but the numbers are simply overwhelming.  If the winter in Stalingrad is bad we will lose many men … if it goes as badly as I fear, we could lose up to half of a generation of good men.  That's a lot of dead people.  That got me thinking about you.  I love you all, and I can't bear the thought of any of you getting killed.  I know we've signed on for this.  I know we're good soldiers; good fighting men.  That doesn't take away my fear though.  Things here are un-resolved and moving slowly.  With the winter in Russia coming I'm convinced that our time here is becoming short.  We will get the message that we are to return to Berlin for reassignment.  That alone terrifies me; that we will get split up.  I don't know what I'll do without you all next to me.  I guess I've asked you all here to find out what you think; where you're at, what you want and how you feel about everything.  And I don't want propaganda speeches and Nazi rhetoric; I want you to speak openly and from the heart.  Please.  As with everything that happens in this house; this conversation never leaves this room.  It's just us; our family."

 

I was met with dead silence.  They were all looking around the room and at each other; waiting to see who would go first.  They looked even more uncomfortable and nervous than they did before I said anything.

 

"Please.  I need to know what you're feeling and thinking.  I swear on Erich's soul that I will never tell a single person anything that's said in this room.  We are brothers; I hope we can trust each other to speak what's in our minds and hearts.  We're not SS right now; we're not Nazi right now; we're 5 brothers having an honest conversation with each other."

 

The three of them looked at Peter and me.  I saw what they were looking at; our uniforms.  I stood up and looked at Peter.

 

"Take your clothes off.  Now."

 

I stripped myself down to my shorts while Peter did the same; both of us just chucking our uniforms into the front room.  We sat back down and I looked around the table.  We were then five guys sitting around in our underwear, drinking coffee and having a chat.  I looked at Wolfy.

 

"Wolfy…  I know you and Jan and Hage have all been in the Hitler Youth, and had it drilled into your heads that you're never to question anything about what's going on; but I need you to question it now.  I need to know what you're thinking and how you feel about what's going on.  About what's going to happen to all of us?"

 

Wolfy looked at me for a moment, and then looked at Peter.  He asked Peter, "What about you; are you in agreement with Willy?"

 

"I am in complete agreement with Willy.  I don't know if it's because neither of us was in the Youth, or because we're only here to do our jobs, or because we're older; but I believe it's the height of stupidity to follow blindly.  Yes, I expect you to follow orders; but even then, if you strongly disagree with an order, and can provide me with reasons why, then I will accept your right to refuse it.  We're being led down a dark path, gentlemen; we're going to end up in the worst kind of hell.  Willy and I have talked about this before; before Stalingrad, and we both agree that there's a possibility that things will go badly.  We could well lose this war, and where does that leave Germany; where does that leave her people?"

 

Wolfy looked back at me.  "So, what're you saying; you want to desert?"

 

"No, I'm asking for your thoughts and feelings about all of this.  I want to know where you stand; what you think we should do."

 

"Do about what; Stalingrad?"

 

"Everything."  I paused for minute, considering.  "Tell me this; what do you feel about the war in general?"

 

"That we should win it; at all costs."

 

"Is that you, or your training telling me that?"

 

"Both."

 

"Do you agree that we should be fighting two separate wars; one in the Atlantic and one in Russia?"

 

"No.  I've never thought that; it was stupid.  It stretches our troops too thin, and puts us at a disadvantage."

 

"What do you think Hitler's reasons are for doing it; for attacking Russia, as well?"

 

"I don't know, Willy; I don't know how he thinks.  I've read things about him.  I've heard things about him.  He's not listening to the people that know; he's not listening to his generals.  But I gave my allegiance to him and I'm obligated to follow his orders.  What can I do?"

 

"What if he brings about Germany's destruction in the process; what will you think then?  I'm not trying to persuade you one way or the other; I'm just looking for your input.  I want to know what you think and how you feel.  I agree that we should win this war.  We started it; we need to win it.  But at what cost; do we just keep sending men to battle to be killed?  Do we concentrate our efforts on Russia, forgetting about the Atlantic, so we have a fighting chance?  And what are you willing to sacrifice to win at all costs?"

 

He shook his head, frowning.  "I don't know…  I… I would like to think that my oath to him meant more to me than my own life.  I don't know if we should just keep sending men to die.  I don't want to, but how else do we win?  And what am I willing to sacrifice?  Myself, I guess.  Would I sacrifice Jan, Alex, Peter and you?  No.  That's the problem we've created for ourselves; we got too close; this became too personal.  Like you, Willy, I can't stand the thought of losing any of you.  I told you once I've worried about what's going to happen when we get split up.  At the time I meant you and me, but it's gone beyond that; I don't want to lose my brothers."

 

Jan looked at Wolfy, a little surprised, and then turned to look at me.  "I'm in agreement with Peter and Willy about Russia, and the war in general, I guess.  I never wanted to be here.  I wanted to be in school; dating pretty girls and getting laid, but was forced into this by my grandfather and father.  I've always taken my oath seriously, never questioning my allegiance and my obedience; but I have started to within the last few months.  I don't know if that has to do with you guys, or with what's happening with the war.  I do question things.  I do worry.  I am scared.  But what can we do about it?  We're five men in the middle of nowhere looking for assholes who like to blow shit up.  There's nothing we can do about it."

 

"We could desert and move somewhere far away."

 

As one, we all turned to look at Alex.  He looked nervous.  I smiled at him.

 

"Would you really be willing to do that?"

 

"I don't know…  I'll admit, I've thought about it a couple of times; but just in passing, kind of jokingly to myself.  I'm not sure if I'd actually be willing to do it though.  I have comrades who have died already, and more comrades who are fighting for their lives.  Could I live with myself if I abandoned them?  Are you 4 more important to me than they are?  I don't know the answer to the first one; the second one is easy.  I would do anything for any one of you, without hesitation."

 

Wolfy looked from Hage to Peter.  "Would you be willing to desert?"

 

"I'll admit I've thought of it as well.  Not as much for you four as for not wanting to be in Germany for her destruction.  There are going to be high costs to pay for our participation in this war; and for the crimes being committed by the same men we serve with.  I don't know if any of you have been to one, but I've visited two death camps, and I wish to distance myself from that as much as possible.  They were conceived and are being run by our comrades in the SS.  I have images and memories that will haunt me the rest of my life.  If the rest of world discovers what we've been doing, and we lose this war, God help anyone that ever wore the black uniform."

 

"I've heard of them but have never seen one.  Can you tell us a little of what you saw there?  Are you willing to tell us; to re-live a memory or two?"

 

Peter sighed heavily.  "I was at Belzec once, and Treblinka another time.  I was at each for 2 days; for counter-insurgence training from officers that were stationed at them.  The officers at both camps, both Sturmbannführers (Majors), seemed excited at the opportunity to show me around the camps."  He took a breath and sighed heavily again.  "I witnessed the gassing of about fifteen-hundred people; all of whom had been herded into what they thought was a delousing shower.  A gas pellet was dropped from above and they were all dead within about 8 to 10 minutes.  There were children in that shower who couldn't have been over 2 years old; their mother's cradling them, trying to protect them from the fumes.  I was taken around back and saw dead bodies being stacked like cord-wood; before they were taken into the crematoriums to be burned.  They were back-logged he'd told me.  They were able to kill them faster than they could burn the bodies.  I guessed that I was looking at about five to six thousand bodies stacked there.  The Major told me that on a good day they could exterminate up to 25,000 Jews.  To my knowledge there are about 7 or 8 of these camps.  We've turned death into an industry; do you really think the rest of the world will forgive us our trespasses?"

 

Wolfy, and the rest of us looked at Peter like there was no way he could have seen what he said he saw; that it wasn't possible that this was happening.  I saw Hage and Jan close their eyes and mouth a prayer.  I reached over and held Peter's arm for a minute, just to let him know that I was there for him.  I looked back over at Wolfy.  His eyes were wet and he was just staring into space.  Peter took another breath, bringing himself under control; trying to put the images back in the hidden drawer he kept in the back of his brain.  He looked at me and then back to Wolfy.

 

"You are my brothers as well; and I would do anything for any one of you.  But to be brutally honest, that, those memories, those actions being carried out by our brothers in arms; that's the reason I would consider leaving Germany.  I don't want to be here when the Allies are knocking on the doors to the Chancellery.  None of us are guilty of those crimes, but all of us; all in the black uniforms will pay dearly for them.  I told Willy once, about a month ago, that if we lose this war God help us; but if we win, then God help the rest of the world for what we're about to unleash on it."

 

Hage looked at all of us in turn, finally settling his attention on me.  "What do you want to do, Willy?  I can't speak for anyone else at this table, but I will follow you; I will go with you or I will go to Russia and fight by your side.  What are you thinking and feeling?"

 

"Like the rest of you I have thought about it, but never seriously; just in passing.  Ever since the start of Barbarossa I have had a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.  The tide had turned against Germany the moment we set foot on Russian soil.  And like all of you I gave my allegiance to Hitler.  That was before the war started, however; when we all thought he was going to save us, and restore pride to the German people.  Now that I know he and Himmler are nothing more than liars and mass murderers, my allegiances have been altered.  My honor and my allegiance now belong to you four men.  If we decide to go it would have to be all of us.  This has to be a unanimous decision."

 

"I vote we get the hell out of here as soon as possible.  There has to be a way to get out of the country without being discovered.  If we're discovered we'll be shot; no questions asked.  How would we do this?"

 

"Let me ask you a question first.  Would you want to take Gregor with you?"

 

"I would; but I would be willing to go without him, if absolutely necessary.  Like you, my allegiance is to you four men first.  You are my brothers; my family."

 

I turned to Wolfy.  "Wolfy…?"

 

He snapped back from wherever he'd been and looked at me.  "I had a comrade in the cavalry corps who said he'd been to one of those camps.  He told me a similar story to Peter's and I just didn't believe him; thought he was just talking to impress us with something.  Ever since the night he told that story, there's been a small part of my brain that wondered if maybe he'd been telling us the truth.  Now that Peter's just confirmed it I would have to agree that my oath to Hitler is in serious question.  How can we, in good conscience, carry out the orders of a man like that?  I don't have a problem fighting a war; I'm proud to serve my country.  I will kill as many enemy soldiers as ordered to keep them off German soil, but I will not kill children and mother's protecting them.  I will go with all of you; I will do it for you, but justify it to myself that I'm distancing myself from the evil son of a bitch that kills women and children simply because he can."

 

I nodded at him and looked over at Jan.  He realized he was being watched and looked up.  "I say we get the fuck out of here.  I don't need any justification, either; I'm saving my own ass.  And you guys are a hell of a lot more important to me than anyone else.  Pack your shit, and let's go."

 

Everyone chuckled.  It had been a tension reliever as well as a confirmation.  The five of us were in agreement.  We would leave while we could; before it's too late.  I looked around the table again, catching the eyes of everyone there.

 

"All those in favor of packing our shit and getting the fuck out of here, say aye."

 

All five of us answer without hesitation, "Aye!"

 

"Very well.  It's been agreed upon unanimously by the Drausendorf 5 that we find a new home in another country.  Now we just have to figure out how to do it.  Anyone have any ideas?"

 

Wolfy started.  "The first thing we need is money; how the hell do we do anything without money?"

 

I looked at Peter first, then back at Wolfy.  "We have money.  There is approximately 17,000 RM left in the satchel under our wardrobe, and there is a case in the barn with 100,000 RM and 50,000 U.S. dollars in it.  They thought we might need to pay for information."

 

"Jesus!  No wonder we eat better than anyone else in the village.  OK, we have money.  How the hell do we get out of Germany; and where do we go?"

 

I looked over at Peter again, the eyes of the other three following mine.  He grinned.

 

"I have friends who will help us.  In my work in counter-insurgency I have developed numerous contacts, both in and out of Germany, over the years.  This isn't going to happen by tomorrow morning, gentlemen.  It will take about a week to ten days to get everything in order.  There are documents that will have to be created, money to pass hands, and travel details to arrange.  It will be done in total secrecy, but it will be possible.  Where do you want to go?"

 

Jan looked at him.  "We have to get out of Europe; they will find us anywhere here.  We're in the middle of a war in Africa, and it's a safe bet the American's and Brits won't be happy to have us.  My grandfather has spoken many times of the people of South America being German-friendly; that some countries are remaining neutral but side with Germany."

 

"Did he happen to mention any country specifically?"

 

"Argentina.  I've have heard him speak of it fondly on several occasions; saying they love Germans there, and that many of us have settled there over the years; even long before the war.  Their president, some man named Peron I think, is more interested in the money he makes from us than he is in politics or the war.  That may be our best place to hide.  There are people there who speak the same as us, and have the same culture.  We will not be 5 blond-haired Germans living amongst a sea of black haired Muslims or Jews."

 

Wolfy spoke up again.  "I've heard the same.  There have been occasional rumors that the surviving crewmembers of the Graf Spee have settled there.  Does anyone here speak a language other than German?"

 

Peter grinned again.  "You men really should've gone to university…  I speak French, English and Spanish fluently.  I can get around in Russian and Polish.  I took French and Spanish in school, but was taught English for my work.  My instructor also spoke Russian and Polish so I learned those while I was with him."

 

I chuckled.  "I always thought I'd make it to Paris someday after graduation so I learned French.  I'm not exactly fluent, but enough to keep myself from looking like an idiot.  I guess if we decide on South America then Peter's Spanish skills will help us tremendously.  At least until we can find a German settlement.  I'm not so sure about this settlement with the Graf Spee crew; maybe they would turn us in as traitors."

 

Hage spoke up.  "They are traitors, too, if they just settled in Argentina, and not returned to Germany.  But I do see your point; they may feel threatened having us there."

 

Peter looked at Hage.  "We will not be going as SS soldiers, Alex.  We'll be there as civilians; maybe fleeing Germany before the Allies close in.  I have two contacts who work out of South America.  I will get in contact with them when we get there."

 

"How would we get there; by boat?"

 

"Most likely.  I don't think it would be wise to board a Lufthansa clipper and fly there.  It would be great; but not very wise.  Chances are we will be taken in secret to Italy or Sicily and board a freighter or something from there.  Our lives will be at risk during our entire journey; from the moment we leave here.  And we will never be free men again; only free from Hitler until the war is over.  Then we decide what we want to do at that time; be it staying in Argentina or returning home.  Remember, we have all chosen to give up everything we've ever known.  Are you all willing to never see your families again?"

 

Wolfy grinned.  "This is our family.  I haven't seen my family since I was 15 years old; I don't think I'll miss them much."

 

Jan smiled.  "I've been trying to get away from mine since I was 12.  My father is dead; my mother's always been a weak mouse.  My grandfather is a tyrant and an ass in the highest order.  Yeah, I'll miss them terribly."  He grinned.

 

We all looked at Hage.  He grinned and blushed.  "I admit I will miss my mother and brothers.  Simon is in school and Ulrich is on U-323.  I don't even know if he's still alive; I haven't heard from him in a year.  But as Wolfy said, you're my family now."

 

I continued looking at Hage.  "What about Gregor; do you ask him to come?"

 

"What do you all think?  I love him very much; but I love you more.  Tell me what the right thing to do is."

 

Peter was the only one with enough balls to actually tell him.  A small part of me was wondering if it was self-serving.

 

"I don't know about the rest of us, but I think we should keep this family.  I hate to even say it, Alex; but we need to be 110% sure of each other's trust and confidence.  Do you trust Gregor that much; with all of our lives?"

 

"I don't know….  I would like to think that I could and do, but I simply don't know for 110% sure."

 

"Then you just answered your own question.  We can't risk anyone outside of this room knowing anything about this if we don't trust them with our lives.  That's exactly what's at stake here; our lives."

 

"I can't risk your lives on 80% sure; I'll leave him behind."

 

"I'm really sorry, Alex.  It's just the right choice if you're not entirely sure.  I don't want you acting any differently around him though; he can't suspect anything's wrong.  Can you do that?"

 

"Could you help me a little by keeping me busy?  Patrols or whatever until we leave?"

 

"I'll do that.  I am sorry, Alex."

 

"I know, Peter.  Thank you for saying it though."

 

I looked at Peter and gave him a small smile.  "We haven't heard from you about leaving your family behind."

 

"I'm going with my family.  But yeah, I will miss them.  I've had news that my brother Paul has been sent to Stalingrad.  I have serious misgivings that I would ever see him again anyway.  I will mourn him, as well as my parents and sister; but I will go with my new family.  What about you, Willy?"

 

"As I've told Wolfy, I am closer to you four than I was to even my own brother.  I will miss them, but I've made my choices in life.  They don't even know about me; about my sexuality, so I guess they don't even know the real me.  You all do."

 

Jan smiled at me.  "Yeah yeah, you're queer; get over it and move on."

 

I grinned at him.  "Have you gotten over it and moved on?"

 

Big smile.  "Hell, yes.  Who the fuck cares; it doesn't matter.  You're my friend and brother; the rest is just sex."

 

Everyone laughed and Jan turned red.  I looked at him, grinning.  "Maybe you should re-phrase that?"

 

He blushed.  "It wouldn't help me; it's too late.  Everyone will only remember the first comment anyway."

 

"You're probably right.  Don't worry about it; we love you, too.  And, thank you."  I grinned and winked at him.

 

He looked at me kind of quizzically.  It took him about 5 seconds to catch on and he turned beat red.  Wolfy smirked and grinned, and the other two wondered what the hell we were doing.  I tried to save Jan.

 

"So, if there's no further business, I call this family meeting adjourned.  We will still have to work out many details, but we will do that in private, as needed."

 

Alex saw the wink I gave Jan and turned to him.  "What happened this morning?"

 

Jan looks back and forth from me to Alex; finally settling on Alex.  "Arrrggghhhh.  He busted me jacking my dick when he came to wake me up.  He told me it was nice and I should quit trying to rip it out."

 

Everyone grinned at him, making him blush.  I looked at Alex.  "Actually the word I used was beautiful; and yes it is.  Though not as beautiful as the man it's attached to.  At least until he succeeds in ripping it from it moorings."

 

Everyone laughed, including Jan; though him through his red cheeks.  He thought he was getting me back.

 

"You know you just want to taste it, and you're trying to flatter me."

 

"Pull it out; let's find out."  I smiled at him.

 

He looked me in the eyes for a moment, just staring into them.  After about 5 seconds he got a shit-eating grin on his face and stood up.  He pulled his shorts down and grabs it and pointed it at me; waving it around.  I thought I was going to have to tackle Wolfy to keep him down.  Alex just stared at it.  I grinned at Jan.

 

"Well, bring it here; my neck won't stretch that far."

 

He frowned for a second.  I grinned at him.

 

"Keep this in mind; the difference is I would actually do it; are you willing to let it go that far?"

 

He grinned at me.  "Are you any good?"

 

I smirked.  "You'd have to ask Wolfy."

 

Jan turn to Wolfy and noticed his eyes were locked on his own cock.  He snapped his fingers.  "Up here, pervert!"  Wolfy looked up, grinning.  The rest of us laughed.  "Yeah, you.  Is your man any good with this?"  He swung his dick around once.  We all laughed again.

 

Wolfy smiled at him.  "He's damn good.  Not only could he make you hard, he would make you shoot; pussy hound."

 

Jan turned and looked at the rest of us, one by one, thinking.  Peter smirked.

 

"Just put it away boy; you're driving Wolfy and Alex crazy with it.  You know you're not going to let him do it anyway."

 

Jan looked at Peter and grinned, while turning a little red.  He looked back to me.  I licked my lips and he laughed.

 

"Fuck it.  Today's a day of firsts; I just agreed to desert and run away to Argentina."

 

He walked around Alex, his dick still in his hand and walked over to me, standing next to my chair, looking down at me.  I was maybe 40 cm away from his slightly stiffening cock.  I looked up at his face.  He grinned at me.

 

"Your boy said you were good; prove it.  Just think, you'll be the first man to ever touch my cock; the one everyone in this house seems to want."

 

"You'd better be damn sure about this.  There's no turning back once it's in my mouth; you'll have let a man suck your cock."

 

"I know.  Maybe I'll finally believe Wolfy and Alex, that men are better at it than women."

 

"We are."

 

"OK.  Show me."

 

"Right here; in front of everyone?"

 

"Why not?  We're all brothers; and they're all going to be hounding you about it anyway.  This way there's no question of confidentiality."

 

I looked down at his cock.  It'd grown a little more.  He was getting turned on at the prospect of getting his dick sucked; even by a man.  The room was dead quiet; all eyes were on us.  He let go of his dick and let it hang, putting his hands on his hips.  I lift my right index finger to it and lift it up, while leaning my head forward and taking it in my mouth.  He released the breath he'd been holding.  I took him in about half way and started nursing it; milking it with my mouth and tongue.  I felt it grow it my mouth.  I milked him for about 15 seconds and he was rock hard and moaned lightly once.  I started sucking it, running my mouth up and down, taking him about half-way each time.  I did this about 5 times and then pulled up to the head.  I grabbed his cock with my fist and held it, pulling his foreskin forward, and ran my tongue around it on the inside.  He moaned and shivered a couple of times.  I pulled it out of my mouth and lifted it up with my hand, then ran my tongue up the length of him, starting at his balls and finishing with another circle under his foreskin.

 

"Oh fuck…."

 

I pushed my chair out from behind while kneeling on the floor in front of him.  I still had my hand wrapped around the base of his cock and I started sucking him again.  I try to go deep and manage about ¾ of the way down.

 

"Damn…."

 

I held him there for a few seconds while I swept my tongue back and forth along the bottom.

 

"Goddamn, you weren't joking!  That's fuckin' incredible!"

 

I pulled back up to the head and swept my tongue around and around 4 times then just plunged right back down, taking him in about the same depth.  I figure I have about 17 cm of cock down my throat.

 

"Ungh…."

 

He grabs my head and holds it down on his cock, while trying to shove more in.  He started to pant.  I pulled my head back up against his hand and pulled off his cock, lifting it up with my hand, and then I went for his balls.  I took both of his balls in my mouth and started sucking on them, tugging a couple of times, then swirling them around in my mouth, then tugging and sucking some more.  He moaned loudly and whimpered once.

 

"Oh Fuck!!  Argh.."

 

I sucked his balls for a few more seconds and then ran my tongue back the length of his cock.  I decided to do it again, and do it 5 more times; slowly each time, making sure he felt it and I tasted it.  He tasted pretty damn good.  I'd already had a lick or two of his pre-cum.  It was nice and sweet and thin.

 

"Oh… Oh… Please… Take it in.  Suck it, please."

 

I finished my tongue bath at the head of his cock and put it in and ran my tongue around it a couple of times, getting more pre-cum.  He moaned and panted again.  I engulfed him again and started seriously sucking him; going as far as I could and coming right back up; running my tongue back and forth on each up and down stroke.  He had my hair in his hands and he was panting and moaning again.  I reached up behind him and grab his ass, pulling him in and sucking like it was the last cock on earth.  He was trying to fuck my face while I was holding his ass, and trying to control his trusting a little.  He started moaning louder and giving orders.

 

"Oh fuck… Suck that big cock!  Suck it!  Oh, my God…."

 

I just kept doing as ordered and sucked his cock.  I had to admit, that was good; I loved the feel of that big cock in my mouth.  And the fact that I was sucking the only completely straight guy in the group had its rewards as well.  That was something I'd never dreamt of doing.  I had this massive 20-year-old's cock pumping my mouth, and his cute little ass in my hands.  I'd been so into his big cock and getting him off the best way I knew how, I hadn't noticed the audience gathered around us.  All three of them were now standing around us, trying to get the best view.

 

I sucked his cock for about 5 or 6 more minutes and pulled off, looking up at him.

 

"You want to try something even better than this, Jan?"

 

"As long as you don't fuck me, I'm willing.  What is it?"

 

"Sit on the table and lay back, bringing your legs up at the knees.  I give you my word I won't fuck you.  Well, at least not with my cock.  You ever had a tongue in your ass?"

 

He looks at me incredulously.  "A tongue in my ass?  Fuck no.  Does it really feel better than this?"

 

I grinned at him.  "Fuck yes.  By the time I'm done with your ass and cock you will remember this orgasm for the rest of your life."

 

He sat on the table and brought his legs up, holding them at the knees.  He looked at me between his legs.

 

"You promised; you ain't fucking me, right?"

 

"Just with my tongue; relax and enjoy it.  And don't touch your dick; that's for me."

 

I grabbed the underside of his thighs and lower my face to his ass.  I don't remember the last time he bathed, but it looked and smelled pretty clean.  I landed my tongue on his ass and started moving it around in circles.

 

"Damn…  Shit, that feels so weird, but so fucking good!"

 

I continued licking around in circles for a few seconds and then clamped my mouth over his hole and shoved my tongue in.

 

"Oh, my God…."

 

I started tongue fucking his cute little hole as hard and deep as I could.  I stayed there for about 4 or 5 minutes and he was squirming around on the table, panting and moaning and cussing.  I finished his hole and started slathering his crack and then his cheeks and back to his hole.  All in all, I spent about 10 minutes working his ass with my face and tongue.  I pulled my face out and stood up, coming around the side of the table, after Peter got out of my way.  I leaned my head down and took his cock back in my mouth.

 

"Oh yeah…"

 

I wasn't fucking around anymore; I just startarted sucking his cock for all I was worth; going as far down as I could each time and then coming right back up; and going right back down again.  I grabbed his balls with my left hand and started massaging them while I was sucking him off.  He lasted about 5 more minutes before I got my warning.

 

"Oh, fuck!!! I'm going to shoot!  I'm gonna fuckin' cum in your mouth!"

 

I kept sucking, waiting for this 20-year-old boy's load to come exploding out of his cock.  I didn't have to wait long.  He started pumping his load into my mouth fast and furiously.  I was swallowing and sucking, and swallowing some more; all the while massaging his balls, getting every drop out of him.  He was thrashing around on the table and his hands were back on my head, trying to bury his cock down my throat.  After about 6 loads of hot boy juice went down my throat, I started milking his cock with my mouth and tongue.  He started panting and moaning, then tried to get away.

 

"Oh, fuck!  Oh, man, you have to let go; it's fucking sensitive as hell.  Fuck…."

 

I decided to show him some mercy and pulled off his cock, but continued licking under and around his foreskin before I released him.  He shivered and yelped once, then collapsed back on the table, panting.  While he was coming down from his orgasm, I lightly rubbed his inner thigh, up and down and around.  He shivered again and exhaled loudly.  I pulled my hands away and looked at my audience.  They were all just staring at him; and then at me and back at him.  I looked down and notice every one of them wass rock hard.  I could have turned this into one hell of an orgy but decided it was not the best idea.  Probably no better than this was, but oh well.  I turned back to Jan.

 

"You OK?"

 

"Oh, my God…  I've never shot that hard in my life; what'd you do to me?  That was so intense.  Fuck…  OK, I admit it; men are better at that than women; much, much better.  Oh man…."

 

I grinned down at him.  "I'm glad you liked it.  Now I have to do that to Wolfy sometime; he'll get jealous."

 

"I thought you sucked him all of the time?"

 

I smirk.  "No not that; the ass licking thing.  I've told him about it but haven't done it to him yet."

 

Jan grinned.  Wolfy spoke up.

 

"Hey!  I want that now, too!  Fuck! Tthat was the hottest thing I've ever seen in my life."

 

"I thought you said it sounded gross?"

 

"Not anymore!  You can do that to me anytime you want!"

 

Peter laughed.  "Hell, he can do that to me anytime he wants."

 

Alex piped in.  "Me, too!"

 

We all laughed and I turned back to Jan and hedld my hand out to him.  He grabbed it and I pulled him up into a sitting position on the table.  He looked at everyone and smiled.  He didn't even blush; he just grinned at them.

 

"Did you all enjoy the free show?"

 

Peter beats everyone to the punch.  "Not as much as you did; but damn close."

 

"Fuck that was hot!  When's my turn, Willy?  You already kissed me this morning, you can do that now."

 

Jan looks at me, grinning.  "You kissed Hage?  Why?"

 

"Because I've thought about it for awhile and the opportunity presented itself this morning."

 

"Did he kiss you back?"

 

I smiled.  "He did; he's very good, too.  Even Wolfy said he liked the way Hage kisses."

 

Jan grinned and shook his head.  "It's like living with the kissing bandits.  You all just go around kissing each other."

 

"What, feeling left out; you want a kiss?"

 

He blushed.  "I don't know if I'm ready for that.  That's kind of personal, isn't it?"

 

"And having your cock in my throat isn't?"

 

He blushed again.  "Well, yeah….  Fine, I'll kiss Hage, since everyone says he's so good."

 

I stood aside and grabbed Alex's arm and pulled him over.

 

"The boy wants a kiss from the sweetest lips in the house."

 

Hage turned crimson and looked at Jan.

 

"Do you really; or you're just fucking with Willy?"

 

"Why not; I've gone this far.  Kiss me."

 

Hage leaned in and gave him a gentle, sweet kiss.  He pulled back and looked at Jan, blushing a little.  Jan smiled at him.

 

"That was kind of nice.  Different than a girl, but not bad."

 

Hage smirked.  "Thanks, I think."

 

"I'm sorry; I didn't mean it that way.  It was nice, Hage; thank you."

 

"You're welcome.  You're not too bad at that either."

 

Jan blushed and looked at me.  "This has been the weirdest day of my life.  I can't say that I'll ever do any of this again, but it was an incredible experience.  Thank you, Willy."

 

"You're very welcome, Jan.  It was my pleasure; believe me.  Not that I'm trying to turn you or anything, but it was good.  Now I'm just going to have 3 jealous bitches wanting details on the taste and feel."

 

Everyone laughed; Jan was the loudest.

 

"They'll just have to be jealous.  I may have been curious, but I'm no slut."

 

Everyone laughed again.  Jan scooted off the table and grabbed his shorts off the floor and pulled them on, grinning at everyone.  I messed his hair up and turned around to walk to the kitchen to get a glass of water; trying to wash down the rest of Jan's load.  I don't mind having cum breath, it just seems kind of wrong when your lover's standing right there.

 

 

"You slut." Wolfy started laughing.  He's walked up behind me, a shit-eating grin on his face.

 

I turned around and faced him.  "Are you OK with what happened?"

 

"Fuck, yes.  That was incredible to watch.  I knew you were good, but I only get to feel it; not watch it.  So, how was it having that big cock down your throat?"

 

I grinned at him.  "Damn good, actually.  He tastes really good for some reason.  I mean I always thought cock was just cock, all tasting pretty much the same; but he tastes pretty damn good."

 

He grinned again.  "I wish you hadn't drunk that water; I'd like a taste."

 

I walked up to him and landed on his mouth, sliding my tongue in.  I was sure there was still some of Jan there and I wanted to share it with him.  He sucked greedily on my tongue trying to get all he could, then pushed my tongue back and slammed his in my mouth, licking the inside of my mouth trying to get more.  He finally pulled back after a minute or so and licked his lips, smiling.

 

"You're right; he does taste good.  Maybe he'll let me do that some day."

 

"You never know…  I never thought he would, but maybe now that he knows how good it feels he might open up a little more about it."

 

"I should've joined you, but I was too busy watching."  He grinned.

 

I smirk.  "Yeah, I noticed.  I was surprised to find I had an audience.  Nothing like having three sexy men standing there with hard cocks watching you suck a cock."

 

"I did get a good look at Peter while he was standing there rubbing his cock.  Fuck…  He is bigger than Jan.  I almost dropped to my knees to taste it."

 

"You should have.  I don't think he would've minded; especially under the circumstances."

 

"Well, I still don't know how far I can go with Peter; I didn't want to cross the line."

 

"Even if he didn't want it, he wouldn't be mean about it; he'd probably just push you back and smile."

 

"Eh, it's too late now anyway."  He smiled and then sighed.  "So, are we really going to do this?"

 

"Are you changing your mind?"

 

"No.  I'm just still trying to believe that we're going to do this.  I never would've guessed in a million years I would ever do something like this.  I'll go with you wherever you go, but it's still strange even considering it."

 

"I know.  I wouldn't have even considered this six months ago.  I can't bear the thought of losing all of you though; and that's more important to me.  I'm desperately in love with you, Wolfy; but I think I've fallen in love with the others as well.  Not romantically, but the same way I did with Erich.  I would gladly give my life for any of them, and I can't imagine my life without all of you."

 

"What if we're discovered and shot; we would still lose each other?"

 

"We would still be together.  Like I told Jan, I would go to Stalingrad if I could go with all of you.  We fight together and die together.  I would just rather not die right now.  I'll be 34 years old in 3 weeks; it's too soon."

 

He smiled.  "Yes, it is.  I want to spend my life with you, and I would prefer it be a long life."

 

I smiled and kissed him again.  "I'll be by your side as long as you'll have me."

 

We spent the remainder of the day working and trying to maintain some normality; trying not to think too much about what we had all decided to do.  We had all turned traitor against our own country and we were having a tough time coming to terms with that.  From snippets of conversations I heard throughout the day I knew nobody had changed his mind, but they still felt a little guilty.  I had sent Jakob to his death for treason and now I was going to be a traitor and a deserter.  I wondered if Erich's death had been the turning point for me; and a big part of me knew it was.  I'd thought of all of these things before, but losing him had given me the push to commit to it.  I could not reconcile in my mind that this war — or our leader — was worth the life of a beautiful, innocent 14-year old boy.  And Hitler certainly wasn't worth the thousands of other beautiful young men who have already died, and would continue to die.

 

My four men were running scared, but I was running to distance myself from a madman and to be with them.  I guess Peter was running for the same reason.  He had told me on several occasions that he knew that if we lost the war that there would be hell to pay for the deeds of our brethren.  We had all blindly followed the rhetoric of a psychopath who would lead us to evil and our eventual destruction.

 

Peter and I drove to the telegraph office later in the evening.  He said he felt safer using that key than the one in our house; that it was less likely to be monitored.  I don't know that he had a point.  I figured a radio transmission was a radio transmission; it didn't matter which key was being used.  He said he would make it as short and cryptic as he could.  We left the telegraph office after five minutes and sat in the car for a minute.  He looked at me.

 

"There will be a man here tomorrow at 0130 to talk to me.  I want to meet him here; not at the house."

 

"You don't trust him?"

 

"I don't know him personally.  The man I radioed is my contact; he is sending someone else."

 

"Is that safe?"

 

"I trust my contact; he would not send someone to turn us in.  Besides, I didn't give him the reason for wanting to see him."

 

"Do you want me with you tonight?"

 

"Yes, but hidden.  These men don't trust easily.  If he sees you he will leave."

 

"OK."

 

We drove back to the farm and told everyone that we would be meeting with a man early in the morning.  Hage nodded and looked at me.

 

"I've been thinking; what do we do about everything here; all of this stuff?"

 

"We leave it.  We will take only what is necessary.  Just the money, some food and a few clothes; and two pistols, but no machine guns; they're too big.  The rest is to be left behind.  Who knows, maybe our superiors will just think we've been captured and shot."

 

"Peter said we weren't going as SS men.  What about clothes; we only have uniforms?"

 

"We will have to locate some civilian clothes.  We can't just go buy them it would raise too many questions from shop keepers; we have to just steal them."

 

"I know Gregor could get clothes for us, but I can't tell him.  Where do we find clothes?"

 

"I'm not sure.  If we could get one set of clothes we could send one man to a different village to buy more; but how to get one set?"

 

Jan looked a little uncomfortable.  "We could arrest someone and take theirs."

 

I smirked.  "We could.  It's not like we've never stripped someone down before.  There is our dead murderer out in the field, but I'm not willing to wear his clothes; and I'm sure none of you are either."

 

"They're full of bullet holes anyway; and probably very rank by now."

 

"Most likely.  We will figure it out.  Clothes are not the most pressing matter right now.  We will meet with this man tonight and have a better idea of what's going to happen.  In the meantime, I suggest we get some food in us and try to relax."

 

Peter and I were squatting in the trees across from the telegraph office at 0120, waiting for his contact to arrive.  We'd all spent so much time on patrols at all hours of the day and night that neither of us is worried about anyone seeing us, but we wanted to stay hidden until we could see the man approach.  I couldn't see my watch but I was guessing we'd been there about fifteen minutes when we saw a man walk up to the office.  He was of average height and weight and looked like he was about 25 or 26 years old.  Peter squeezed my knee and stoods up, walking across the tracks to meet him.  The man turned at Peter's approach.

 

"You are Angreifer (striker)?"

 

"Luchs (Lynx)?"  The man nodded once.

 

"I need papers and transport for 5 men."

 

"When?"

 

"As soon as possible."

 

"Destination?"

 

"Argentina"

 

"Refugees?"

 

"No, but good enough."

 

"Soldiers?"

 

"Yes.  You have a problem with that?"

 

"No.  I will do what I can.  It will take me 2 or 3 days to get papers."

 

"Transport?"

 

"We have a network that can get you to Sicily; like we do the Jews.  From there an Argentinean freighter that runs twice a month bringing material."

 

"Time frame?"

 

"It will take 3 or 4 days to get to Sicily and a week on the ship, once you have papers.  Why not just travel as soldiers on the rail?"

 

"Too risky, if we're questioned.  Price?"

 

"2,000 marks for each.  I will need descriptions of everyone."

 

Peter pulled a paper out of his pocket and handed it to him.  "These are the descriptions and the names we wish to use.  I will have the money when we leave."

 

"You have contacts in Argentina?"

 

"Yes."

 

He nodded once and took the paper from Peter, shoving it in his pocket.  "I will meet you here in 3 days; same time.  We will leave immediately; be ready."

 

"3 days."

 

The man turned and walked away, and Peter walked back over to where I was squatting in the trees.  He looked down at me and grinned.

 

"Taking a shit?"

 

I grinned.  "Funny.  What did he say?"

 

"We have 3 days."

 

I take a breath.  "I didn't think it would be that soon."

 

"You're having second thoughts?"

 

"No.  Just surprised it's that fast; I thought you said about 10 days just to get everything in order."

 

"I've never done this before, Willy; I was guessing."

 

"How much does he want?"

 

"10,000 marks total; 2 for each of us."

 

"That's a lot!"

 

"Depends on how much value you put on your life and your freedom."

 

"I guess you're right.  He will be here with everything necessary?"

 

"Yes.  He said to be ready, that we will leave immediately when he arrives and we pay him."

 

"OK.  You think he can be trusted?"

 

"We have no choice anymore; but yes.  I trust my contact with my life; he's saved it twice already."

 

I exhaled again.  "OK.  We have to move faster than I thought.  We need clothes, Peter."

 

We'd already started walking back to the farm.  He exhaled loudly.

 

"Do you think we should involve Gregor; just to get clothes from him?"

 

"I don't know.  We could just steal his clothes, I guess."

 

Peter smirked.  "I don't think Wolfy would fit into them.  Besides, I don't think he has many; he seems to wear the same 3 or 4 all of the time."

 

"We could quietly raid his house while he's away.  Have Alex keep an eye on him.  Maybe his father's clothes are still there?  He wouldn't even miss them."

 

"That's a good idea.  I will ask Alex about it."

 

It took us about 20 minutes to get back.  When we walked in the house, all three of them were standing about a meter from the door, worried looks on their faces.  Jan spoke first.

 

"Well?"

 

I turned to him.  "We have 3 days to get ready."

 

"So soon?"

 

"I guess they are better organized than we thought.  We will have to get clothes soon."

 

Peter looks at Alex.  "Alex, do you think you could keep Gregor occupied for about an hour tomorrow?  We thought we would do a quiet raid on his father's house; take his clothes.  We have no time to shop around."

 

"Yes, of course."

 

"Jan, no offense, but we will need different clothes for you; you're smaller than the rest of us.  Maybe we should take a set of Gregor's while we're there?"

 

"No offense taken; I can't help it if you all eat too much.  I don't care whose clothes I wear as long as I'm not shot in them."

 

"Very well.  Alex, do you think Gregor will miss a pair of pants and a shirt?"

 

"Probably not.  He's moved into his old room at his father's house.  His clothes are in there."

 

Wolfy looked at Peter and me.  "What happens?  How do we get to Argentina?"

 

Peter answered him.  "We will be taken to Sicily by underground network.  From there we are smuggled onto an Argentinean freighter.  Travel time to Sicily is 3 to 4 days, and one week on the ship.  Within 2 weeks we should be on the beaches of Argentina."

 

Jan and Hage smiled while Wolfy looked at me.  "Are we going to survive this?"

 

I smiled at him.  "Our chances are as good as they would be staying here.  It's not too late, Wolfy; we can stop now.  In three days, we were committed."

 

"I don't want to stop; I was just asking.  I'm committed now.  How much are they asking?"

 

"10,000 RM total; two thousand for each of us."

 

"Holy shit!  That's a lot of money."

 

"It's a dangerous business they're in; they want to be well compensated."

 

"I guess I don't blame them; they're at as much risk as we are."  He exhaled loudly.  "I guess I just thought we had more time before this all began.  I'm nervous."

 

"We were all nervous; we'll be all right, though."

 

"I hope so…"

 

We all went to our rooms after having a smoke.  I doubt any of us got more than 20 minutes of sleep.  It was all becoming very real, very quickly; much faster than we had thought.  By 0515 I had given up on sleep and rolled over to hold Wolfy.  He turned in my arms, looking at me.

 

"Have you slept at all, bärchen?"

 

"10 or 15 minutes, maybe."

 

I sighed.  "Me too.  We're doing the right thing; it's just scary.  The unknown is always scary."

 

"I've been running scenarios through my head all night; both good and bad.  We have to be as detailed about our departure as we can be; we cannot take any chances."

 

"We will.  We still have 3 full days to get everything in order.  Do you think we should make it look like we've been captured and taken?  It would give us more time before they think we've deserted."

 

"I was thinking the same thing.  We leave everything in the house exactly as it would be if we were just out on patrol.  Maybe we should have Hage send a message saying we're tracking a group of 3 men?"

 

I smiled at him.  "You have thought this out.  I'll have him send the message tomorrow night.  We can tell Gregor the same thing, in case he's questioned later."

 

"OK.  Will this knot in my stomach ever go away?"

 

I smiled at him.  "When we're walking along a beach in Argentina, watching the surf come in."

 

He grinned.  "Do we get to hold hands?  That was one of my good scenarios."

 

"I would love that.  If nobody is around we will."  I sniffed the air.  "I think Peter is up, making coffee.  Would you like to go down?"

 

"We may as well.  I'm not sure I could even play right now; I don't think I could get hard."

 

I grinned at him.  "I have no doubts I could get you hard; but yeah, I don't feel like playing right now, either."

 

"Let's go see Peter.  Is this what you two do; have coffee and talk about things we were never supposed to talk about; while the rest of us sleep?"

 

I blushed a little.  "Yes.  Sometimes."

 

"Hage and I do it when we're on patrol together."  He grinned.

 

"Now you tell me.  What else are you doing with Hage on patrol?"  I gave him an evil grin.

 

"Shut up.  We just talk sometimes about the war."

 

"I'm sorry.  I'm just joking with you.  I guess we each have our own confidant.  It's not a bad thing, Wolfy.  Sometimes you just need someone outside of your relationship to talk to."

 

"I know.  I've had Hage for 3 years.  I'm not ready to give him up; even for you."

 

"I would never ask you to; he's your best friend."

 

"And Peter's yours."

 

"I guess he is.  Let's go steal some of his coffee."

 

We got up and put shorts on, and then walked out of the room.  As we were approaching the stairs, Jan opened his door and walked out, still sleepy and rubbing his eyes.  His half-hard dick was hanging out of his fly.  Wolfy looked at it and grins.

 

"Nice cock!"

 

Jan just looked at him.  "Queer."

 

"Queer lover."  They both laughed once.  Jan looked at me.

 

"What is everyone doing up so early?"

 

"Couldn't sleep.  Why are you up?"

 

"Needed to piss."

 

I grinned at him.  "Wolfy would be glad to help you shake it off."

 

Jan grinned and turned to Wolfy.  "Pervert."

 

"You say that like it's bad.  Come on, I'll give you a hand."

 

"Keep your hands to yourself; I can't piss with it hard."  He turned and walked to the bathroom.

 

Wolfy grinned at me.  "I'm getting closer; he didn't tell me no."

 

I chuckled and walked downstairs, Wolfy right behind me.  When we walked into the dining room, Peter was sitting there with Hage, having a smoke and talking quietly.  I stopped.

 

"I don't mean to disturb you; I'll just get some coffee."

 

Peter grinned at me.  "Sit down, old man.  We're not talking about anything you can't hear."  He held his cup out to Wolfy.  "I'll take a re-fill while you're getting your man some coffee."  Hage and I smirked.

 

"Talk to him; he's getting my milk."  He grinned at Peter.

 

I walked over and took Peter's cup and walked to the kitchen.  I heard Wolfy chuckling behind me.  I grabbed Wolfy's milk while in there, and just brought the pot of coffee back with me.  I refilled Hage's cup, with a smile, and sat down.

 

"Peter, Wolfy came up with an idea.  We have Alex send a message to Berlin to tell them we're tracking three men.  That gives us some background cover to let them think we've been captured."

 

Peter grinned at me.  "Alex just told me the same thing; only with 4 men.  He figures no one would believe less than that could take us down."

 

I laughed.  "Great minds think alike.  OK.  Alex, I'll put a message together today and have you send it tomorrow night; just in case they decide to send re-enforcements or something.  And we'll send another one about 4 hours before we leave, telling them that we've discovered their hide-out and are going in before first light."

 

"Yes, Sir."

 

I smiled at him.  "No more of that.  In less than 72 hours we'll no longer be in the SS."

 

He smiled at me.  "OK.  I thought of something else; how do we explain the missing money?"

 

Wolfy jumped in.  "I thought of that, too.  We make it look like they came and robbed us after they killed us; finding the money.  We'll leave the case here; all broken up.  We can ransack the house and barn before we leave."

 

I looked at him.  "No wonder you only slept for 15 minutes last night.  That sounds good; we'll do it.  We can even cut the mattresses and chairs up; make it look like they were searching for anything they could find.  Should we destroy the radio?"

 

"Maybe it would look better if we just make it disappear.  No group like that would just leave a wireless behind, would they?"

 

"Probably not.  Where the hell do we hide it?"

 

"We'll throw it in that pond that's about 100 meters behind the school."

 

Hage grinned and jumped in.  "I have a better idea.  We throw the thing in the leaching field behind the house.  Nobody in their right mind will look in there for anything; it could be in there until the turn of the next century before anyone finds it.  Plus, it would let me use it to send that last message."

 

I smiled at Hage, nodding my approval.  "Great idea.  Now, after breakfast I need you to go over to Gregor's and either bring him here or take him somewhere.  If he's going to be out on a plumbing job, ask him if you can tag along to watch or help.  Just tell him I've given everyone the day off.  We will be nearby to see when you both leave his house, and we'll go in and get what we need."  I gave him a sad smile.  "I know this is wrong to do to him, Alex; but we have no other choice.  I'm sorry."

 

"I know, Willy.  We do what we have to do.  I'll be OK."

 

"Good.  Thank you, Alex."

 

Jan walked into the room.  "Did you kiss him again, Willy?"

 

"No…  Why?"

 

"I heard you tell him thank you.  I assumed with all the rampant kissing going on around here you two were back at it.  What's going on; why is everyone up?"

 

"We couldn't sleep and we're talking about last-minute details for our departure.  We're going to try and make it look like we've been captured.  Do you have any other suggestions?"

 

"No, I was thinking the same thing.  They won't think to look for any of us in Argentina if they think we've been captured and killed.  What about a body or two?"

 

"I don't think that's necessary, Jan.  We can't just shoot a couple of people to leave as decoys.  Besides, they have photographs of all of us; it wouldn't do any good."

 

He smirked.  "I guess not.  I was just thinking about the dead stiff in the field lending a hand.  Some good should come from him."

 

Peter looked up.  "Personally, I think we should dump him in the leaching field with the radio.  He deserves no better for what he did."

 

I look at him, grinning.  "I couldn't agree more, but I'm not willing to drag his ass over to it.  He's not worth the effort.  Plus, he provides a little more background; that he's been spying on us and we shot him.  That won't explain the eight bullets in his head, but oh, well."

 

Jan walked towards the kitchen.  "I don't know about you, but I'm hungry and I'm fixing something to eat.  Anyone care to help?"

 

Not thinking of anything better, we all jumped up and walked to the kitchen with him.

 

Jan laughed.  "Ah, I feel so loved.  I know what this is; you all just want to be in the room in case I decide to make Wolfy's dream come true."

 

Wolfy started panting like a dog, hanging his tongue out.  I slapped him upside the head and walked to the kitchen, to the sounds of raucous laughter.

 

After breakfast and clean up, we all got dressed and headed out to Gregor's house.  We stopped in front of the market and got out of the car; letting Alex go alone to see Gregor.  Wolfy headed over to see Gertrud and me go in the market, while Peter kept an eye on Alex.  I only bought another jar of marmalade, telling Herr Reinhard that it's a surprise for Alex.  He handed me two jars and sent me on my way.  I was standing next to Peter when Wolfy came back with a bag of sweets from Gertrud; one hanging out of his mouth as he walks.  He was grinning around it.  Peter saw him and started laughing.

 

"You just can't keep anything out of your mouth, can you?"

 

He laughed and pulled the roll out.  "Hey, talk to him; he's the one that had his mouth crammed full of Jan yesterday."

 

"Only because he beat you to it.  You two are going to turn that poor boy into your play thing or know the reason why, huh?"

 

Wofly grinned.  "He's a challenge.  Besides, he gets a lot out of it, too; what's the harm?"

 

"What do you do when it starts fucking with his head?"

 

The grin on Wolfy's face disappeared.  "We talk it out with him.  He knows we'd never hurt him.  He'll be fine.  He's just a horny 20 year old boy, and now that he knows how good he can feel with the help of his friends, he'll be OK."

 

"I'm just saying be careful.  It wasn't six months ago that he would have shot either one of you for touching him."

 

"Six months ago we wouldn't be doing what we're doing, either.  A lot has changed.  We've all changed, Peter."

 

"Still… Be careful with him.  Please."

 

"We will.  We'd never hurt him, Peter."

 

"Says the man who was going to kill him."

 

"That's not fair!  You know why; and like I said, we've all changed.  Let it drop."

 

"OK.  I'm sorry I said that; it was un-called for."

 

"Don't ever say that again and we'll call it good."

 

"I won't.  I'm sorry, Wolfy."

 

"Apology accepted.  Want a roll?"

 

Peter grinned.  "Sure.  Thank you."

 

It's been 15 minutes and we've seen no signs of Alex or Gregor.  I looked at Peter.

 

"What the hell are they doing in there; fucking?"

 

"Maybe Gregor was still asleep and Alex is trying to get him up."  He smirked.

 

"Nice.  That's not what he's there for; he needs to get him out of the house.  I feel stupid just standing here."

 

Wolfy grinned and handed me a roll.  "Here; stick something in your mouth."

 

I looked at him.  "Be nice before I shove my cock in your ass right here on the street."

 

He grinned and nodded his head up and down; the roll back in his mouth.  I shook my head and took the roll from him.  Peter tapped my shoulder and I turned to look.  Alex and Gregor were walking out of the house and turning the other direction.  We gave them 5 minutes to get away, and then walked over to the house.  The door was un-locked and we just walked in and started looking around, splitting up to cover more ground.  After about 5 minutes I found Wolfy in a back room, holding a shirt up to his chest.  I shook my head and grinned.  He threw the shirt back in the drawer and kept looking.  I found Peter in Gregor's room.  He had a pair of his pants and a shirt, and he was stuffing them into a potato sack.

 

"For Jan?"

 

"Yes."

 

"I really didn't think Gregor had this many clothes.  He always wears the same 3 or 4 things all the time."

 

"Maybe he's saving them.  Where's Wolfy?"

 

"Trying on dresses."

 

Peter laughed, shaking his head.  "Did you find the old man's clothes?"

 

"Yeah, but they're all packed up.  You want to go through them with me?"

 

"Sure."  He grabs the bag and follows me to the old man's bedroom.

 

We spent about 15 minutes going through clothes, picking out 3 outfits total.  I assumed Wolfy was finding his own clothes.  We met back in the front room in about 5 more minutes.  I turned to Wolfy.

 

"Did you find a nice, pretty dress for the dance?"

 

He laughed.  "Fuck you.  I did find some bigger clothes.  Old man Haidenger must've gone through a fat-period.  That's what I found in that back room.  He has some pretty nice things.  I guess if you don't share with your son you can buy whatever you want.  Are you two ready?"

 

"Yes, let's get the hell out of here."

 

We were back out at the farm within 30 minutes, going through our new clothes.  Jan held the pants Peter brought him up to his waist.  They didn't look big enough.

 

"Try them on, Jan.  If they don't fit, we have to go back and get something that will."

 

He sat on the couch and pulled his boots off, then stripped off his pants.  He was definitely becoming less shy.  He grabbed the new pants and pulled them on.  They fit but they were a little snug; you could see the outline of his cock in them.  I asked him to turn around.  I moan quietly.  Wolfy was more bold.

 

"Damn…  Nice ass, boy!"

 

Jan spun around.  "Fuck you, pervert; leave my ass out of this.  How do they look?"

 

"Perfect from this vantage point."

 

"Quit being such a fucking pervert and tell me if these will do."

 

"It depends on how shy you are about showing your assets; all of them.  I can see the outline of your cock, and your ass looks really great in them.  Can you deal with that?"

 

"If you can keep your fucking tongue in your mouth, yeah.  Maybe the girls will like what they see."  He grinned.

 

Peter handed him a wool coat that he found in old man Haidenger's wardrobe.  "Put this on.  Maybe it will hang low enough to cover the goodies, before Wolfy throws you down on the ground and starts sucking."

 

Jan laughed and put the coat on.  It did hang low enough.  Unless you were looking, you couldn't see his cock outline anymore.  I looked at his face.

 

"Squat down.  See if they tear."

 

He squatted about half-way.  "Owww.  They're trying to shove my balls up into my ass."

 

"We should get you a bigger pair of pants.  They may not survive the journey before they split open."

 

"Yeah, but it's either these or the big ox pants you all wear.  I'd rather not swim in my clothes.  I'll just be careful with them.  Besides, why would I be squatting?"

 

Wolfy smirked.  "Over my cock; but you wouldn't be dressed, anyway."

 

"Fuck you, queer.  If anyone's doing it any squatting over cock; it'll be you, butt boy."

 

"Boys!  Do this on your own time.  Are you sure, Jan?"

 

"Yes, Willy; these will be fine.  Just keep that pervert off me."

 

"I'll try my best.  OK.  Now we just have to work out some final plans.  We need to hide all of these clothes until we leave.  We'll put them in the barn with our supplies."

 

Wolfy looks at Jan.  "Take 'em off, boy."

 

"I have your fucking boy hanging, queer."

 

"I know, I can see him."

 

Jan laughed and rolled his eyes.  "Fucking pervert…."

 

Jan got changed back into his uniform without being molested and we took all of our ill-gotten gains out to the barn and hid them.  While we were in there, I got the rest of the money out and took it in the house with me.  I'd have to figure out how to carry that much cash on me.  I figured we'd just each carry a chunk of it, wrapped around our bodies or something.  I separated off 10,000 RM to pay the man, and put the rest under the wardrobe with the other money.

 

Alex returned a little after 1730, with Gregor in tow.  I was glad we'd all pretty much made all the necessary plans for today.  Gregor had dinner with us and he and Alex went to Alex's room.  The rest of us spent the evening talking quietly in the dining room, while drinking a couple of beers, and the other three smoking.  I still hadn't started back up.  By 2100 we were all starting to drop off.  None of us had slept much the night before.  I was hoping we'd sleep tonight, if not just from exhaustion.  Peter was the first one to depart, bidding us all a good night's sleep.  Wolfy, Jan, and I spent another 20 minutes or so at the table.  Before we got up to go to bed, Wolfy looked over at Jan.

 

"I'm not trying to be a pervert or anything.  And I'm being serious, here; please don't get offended.  I can't get this out of my head and I need to ask or it will drive me crazy.  Would you be willing to spend the night with Willy and me?  Please?  I promise you'll have the best night of your life, and I won't do anything you don't want me to do."

 

Jan looked at him, then over at me and back to Wolfy.  "You've got it that bad for my cock?"

 

Wolfy actually blushed.  "I've thought about your cock since that first night we had hot water and we made you strip.  And not just your cock; you're actually a really sexy man, especially now that you smile and laugh more."

 

Jan flushed crimson.  "Thank you.  That's nice of you to say, but still…  That's a lot, man… I don't know if I'm ready to share a bed with you guys.  Hell, I just had my first man blow job."

 

"I know, and I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable.  But think of it this way; we may not be alive after Friday.  Why not make the most of it while we can?  Do the things we'd never normally do; just to experience them; because we may never have another chance after Friday."

 

Jan turned to me.  "Do you want this, too, Willy?  Do you want to spend the night with me, too?"

 

"I wouldn't turn down the opportunity, no.  I want you to know there's no pressure.  You only do what you really feel you can.  If you can't do this, then don't.  Please don't.  I don't want it messing with your head and affecting our friendship.  You're far more important to me than a night of fun."

 

He looked back and forth at both of us two or three times.  "I don't know…  It would probably be a hell of a lot of fun, and I haven't had sex in over a year.  Yesterday was the first time someone's touched me in that long.  I still don't know, though.  Can I think about it; we'd just do it tomorrow night, instead?"

 

"Of course.  No pressure, Jan.  This is a hell of a request; take your time and really think about it before you decide."

 

"Wolfy…?"

 

"Yes.  Think about it, thoroughly.  Like Willy said, you're more important to us than just a night of fun.  I had to ask though; I would've driven myself crazy wondering if you'd ever have said yes."

 

"OK.  I'll think about it.  I'll admit, there's a part of me that's turned on by the idea of having sex.  It's just the having sex with men part that I'm worried about."

 

"I know, Jan.  I'm sorry I put you in this position, but I really want to do this.  I really want to spend the night with you; if you're willing."

 

"You're not going to go and fall in love with me, are you?"

 

"No.  My heart belongs to Willy; forever and always.  I just want to see what it would be like to touch you, feel you and taste you.  I do love you, but as a brother and comrade.  This is just sex."

 

"And you're not going to try to shove that fat cock in my ass?"

 

"No.  I won't come near your ass with my cock.  I do want to try that tongue thing Willy did, though.  And if it's OK with Willy, and we get that far, I would like to have you fuck me."

 

Jan grinned and turned to me.

 

I smiled.  "As long as I get to watch, I'm fine with it."

 

Jan smirked.  "I'll think about it; I promise.  I'm already about 70% ready to say yes; but I need to bring myself the other 30%.  And I'll admit that offer of your ass brought me 20%."  We all chuckled.

 

"Fair enough.  And I'm not joking; you can fuck me as long and hard as you want.  I think it would be fucking incredible to feel your cock in me."

 

Jan blushed again.  "Sweet talker.  Didn't you guys tell me once that Peter hears everything that goes on around here?  If we do this, shouldn't we do it in the barn, where nobody can hear us?"

 

I answered.  "You're a smart man.  That would definitely be a much better place.  Peter does hear everything that goes on here."

 

"Everything?"

 

I grinned.  "Your bed squeaks while you're trying to yank your dick out."

 

He flushed crimson again.  "Oh fuck…  That's just what I needed to know.  Fuck it; he won't hear it after Friday, anyway."  He exhaled and looked at Wolfy.  "I'm giving you a tentative yes; I'll do it.  But even so, let's do it tomorrow night.  I'm too tired to enjoy sex right now; I just want to sleep."

 

Wolfy smiled.  "You're sure?"

 

Jan nodded his head.  "Like I said; tentatively.  But yeah, I'm getting kind of turned on at the thought; so maybe it won't be as bad as I've always thought it would be.  And nobody's ever told me they wanted me like this before; it's actually kind of flattering, even coming from a man."

 

"You're getting hard?"

 

Jan blushed.  "A little.  And no, you can't see.  I'm just going to go upstairs, take a piss and go to bed.  I'm fighting to keep my eyes open."

 

"No beating your cock tonight; I want that first load.  Please."

 

Jan grinned.  "OK.  No beating."  He shook his head, grinning.  "I can't fucking believe this.  I'm actually seriously considering making it with not only one, but two men.  Where has my life gone?"

 

"War does strange things to people.  Makes them do and try things they wouldn't normally do.  You'll be OK, I promise.  We would never hurt you, Jan.  And if it starts fucking with your head after, please talk to us about it."

 

"I will, Wolfy.  OK.  I'm going to bed.  See you both in the morning; and maybe later in the barn."  He grinned and stood up, Wolfy was crotch-watching him.  I shook my head and looked at Jan.

 

"Goodnight, Jan.  Get some sleep; or at least try."

 

"There's no try; I'll be asleep before you two even get upstairs.  Goodnight, Wolfy."  He grabs his crotch and thrusts his hips at Wolfy, giggling.

 

"Goodnight, little Jan.  Oh, and you too, Jan."

 

"God…  Go to bed."

 

He turned and walks out, making his way upstairs.  Wolfy was watching his ass as he walked.  I snapped my fingers.

 

"Hey, remember me?"

 

He turned around and grinned.  "I'll never forget you.  I'm sorry I'm being such a pervert with Jan.  I can't help it.  I really have thought a lot about this; about him.  I'm sorry."

 

"Don't be.  As long as you're not giving him your heart, I can deal with the sex.  I admit; I've thought about him, too.  Like you said, now that he smiles and laughs all the time, he's really very cute and sexy."

 

"He is, isn't he?  He's just a cute little fucker."

 

I grinned.  "There isn't anything little about him."

 

"Don't I know it?  Are you really OK with this?"

 

"Yeah, bärchen, I'm OK with it.  It could turn out to be a hell of a lot of fun."

 

"If he wants more after we get to Argentina, would you be willing to do more with him?"

 

I smiled.  "Are you trying to make him our play thing?"

 

He thought for a second and then grinned.  "Maybe.  If you and he were willing, I'd do it."

 

"Do you have a crush on him, Wolfy?"

 

He sighed.  "A physical one.  I just want to play with him; I don't want to fall in love with him.  One arrogant man is more than enough."  He grinned at me.

 

"Well, don't get your hopes up.  He may go for one time, but I don't know if he'd be willing to be our permanent play toy.  Once he's surrounded by women and can go after them, we may become nothing but a memory."

 

"True.  That's why I started this now.  There may never be another chance; for several reasons."

 

"I know.  Let's go to bed.  We both need some sleep and we have more to do tomorrow; even before tomorrow night."

 

He grinned again.  "OK.  I'll kill the light in the kitchen."

 

We both got up and I took care of the lamp in the front room while he doused the kitchen light.  We walked upstairs together, holding hands, and went to our room.  Wolfy broke off at the bathroom and took a piss.  I decided he had the right idea and went as soon as he was done.  We collapsed into bed, kissed each other goodnight, and were both asleep within minutes; cuddled up with each other like always.

 

Sometime in the middle of the night, I felt someone tap my shoulder.  I opened my eyes and saw Jan, squatting in front of me.  Wolfy was behind me, spooning me, his arm draped over my stomach.  I blinked my eyes a few times, trying to get the cognizant part of my brain to turn on.  I looked at Jan.  He looked nervous.

 

I whispered.  "What's wrong, Jan?"

 

He whispered in return.  "Um…  I was taking a piss…."

 

"I like to know you're safe, but that's just a little too much information."

 

He rolled his eyes.  "No….  I mean… I was taking a piss and I looked in here when I came out of the bathroom.  You both looked so peaceful."

 

"So you thought you'd wake me up and tell me?"

 

He rolled his eyes again, and sighed in frustration.  "No…  I'm sorry.  I didn't mean to wake you up."  He stook back up.  "Never mind; I'll just go back to bed."

 

I reached out and grabbed his hand.  "Do you want to get in here with us?  To sleep?"

 

He nodded his head.  "Yeah, kind of."

 

"I'm glad we got that worked out.  Get in here."

 

"Where?"

 

"Good question.  You want between us?"

 

He squatted back down, looking at me.  "Kind of…"

 

I smiled at him.  "OK.  Hold on a second."  I turned around and look at a sleeping Wolfy.  I kissed him.  No response.  I kissed him and grabbed his dick.  His eyes popped open.

 

"Hi.  Would you like some company?"

 

"If you keep doing that you don't have to ask."

 

I giggled.  "I don't mean me.  We have a sexy young man who wants to crawl in bed between us; but only to sleep."

 

He grinned huge and lifted his head up, looking over me at Jan.  "Get your ass in here, boy."

 

Jan smirked and stook up.  I lifted the covers up and got out of bed so he could get in.  Once he was in and snuggled up in front of Wolfy I got back in, facing away from them.  He moved closer to my back and threw his arm over my stomach, just where Wolfy had his.  I turned my head.

 

"Better?"

 

"Yeah.  Thanks.  I just wanted to see what this was like.  I've never been sandwiched like this before."

 

Wolfy and I giggled.  "You can be the meat in our sandwich anytime you want.  You OK?"

 

He giggled.  "Yeah.  This is actually kind of nice; I feel protected."

 

"You are.  We'll never let anything hurt you, Jan.  Now go back to sleep."

 

"OK.  Goodnight.  And thanks."

 

"Goodnight.  And you're welcome."

 

"Goodnight, sexy boy."

 

"Goodnight, Wolfy.  You can hold me like this all night if you want."

 

"Thanks.  I'd planned to."

 

I couldn't even begin to imagine what anyone would say if they walked in on this, but at this moment I didn't really care.  I just figured he was feeling nervous and a little scared and wanted to be protected.  I didn't think too much more about it, I was too tired.  I was back asleep in a few minutes.

 

I woke up to a lighted room.  I looked at my watch. 0633.  I didn't feel my new bedmate holding me, so I rolled over.  I almost went ahhhh.  Jan was on his back with Wolfy's head on his chest, his arm wrapped around him, protecting him.  I noticed Wolfy was drooling a little onto Jan's chest.  I almost smirked but caught myself.  It was definitely a cute picture.  I started to get up and Jan grabbed my arm.

 

"Where are you going?"

 

"I need to take a piss and then I'm going to go re-load with some coffee.  I see you found a new friend."

 

He smiles.  "Yeah, he's been protecting me like this for the last several hours.  It's kind of nice, actually."

 

"You do realize he's drooling on your chest, right?"

 

He smirked.  "Yeah… I can feel it.  It's OK."

 

"Well, just don't drown.  I'll be downstairs."

 

He grinned.  "OK.  I'll be down in a little while."

 

"Enjoy your cuddle session; he's very good at it."

 

He grinned big.  "Thanks.  He seems to be."

 

"He's very affectionate and loving; you're in good hands."

 

"I seem to be."

 

I smiled at him and got out, pulling the covers back up.  I threw my shorts on and head to the bathroom.  Once I'm finished I look back in the room.  They were in the exact same spot, and Jan's eyes were closed again.  I took a mental photo and turned around to go get some coffee.  I was amazed to find that I was the first one up.  I got the coffee started and sat down at the table, thinking.  I looked over and saw Jan's cigarette pack lying there.  They looked kind of good and I started reaching my hand over.

 

"Don't even think about it."

 

"Good morning, Peter.  Sleep well?"

 

"Yes.  Why are you reaching for those?  You quit; don't start back up."

 

"I know.  I was just looking at them, thinking one would taste pretty good."

 

"Then why was your hand sneaking across the table?"

 

I turned to look at him.  "Sorry, Father; I didn't know I was being watched."  I grinned.

 

"That'll teach you to assume.  I just happened to walk in while your hand was moving.  I almost laughed, but caught myself.  Have some control, man; you don't want those."

 

"No, I really don't; but part of me does.  I'll leave them alone.  So, did you really sleep?"

 

He grinned and took his seat.  "I really did.  I was actually a little shocked when I woke up; I'd slept all night.  I guess I was just exhausted from not sleeping last night; how about you?"

 

"Like a log.  It was kind of nice."

 

"I take it your other half is still sawing those logs?"

 

I grined.  "Yes, he is."

 

"When did you start the coffee?"

 

"About 5 minutes ago; I doubt it's Diesel quality yet."

 

He smirks.  "No.  We'll give it another 5 or 6 minutes.  You have the logs burning hot?"

 

"Yes, Father; I know how you like your coffee.  Rudolph Diesel would be proud of you."

 

Peter laughed.  "I actually met him once.  I didn't tell him I liked my coffee that way; but I did talk to him for a few minutes.  He was giving a lecture at our school and I attended it.  He's a very smart man.  I heard later that he'd made a deal with Mercedes to design a small engine for them."

 

"Yes.  I drove one once.  It's a fairly big saloon, and it has no power.  I guess I'm just used to a petrol engine.  Maybe they should take a supercharger off a Messerschmitt and put it on?"

 

He laughed.  "The damn thing would take off.  Diesels aren't supposed to be about speed, Willy; they're about economy, simplicity and durability.  No ignition system or plugs to deal with."

 

"Maybe, but they could give it some power.  That stupid Opel could overtake it."

 

"It's early; give them some time to work out the kinks.  Maybe they will supercharge them one day; if they can build a smaller supercharger."

 

"Maybe.  So, what are the plans for today?  We have today and tomorrow left to get everything in order."

 

"We go about our day as we normally would.  There really isn't much more we can do until it's time.  You still need to compose the message to Berlin.  We need to make sure there are no lose ends around here.  No evidence that would ever suggest what we did.  Other than that, I suggest we work as we normally would.  Send the boys out on patrol.  It will keep them occupied and their minds off tomorrow night."

 

"It will only allow them to talk it to death while they're walking around.  But yeah, we have to do business as usual."

 

"Are you worried they're changing their minds?"

 

"No.  I just worry about their fear.  I can see it in their eyes.  I've never seen any of them with that look before.  I know how they feel, though.  We're doing the right thing and we'll all feel better once we're there."

 

"We will.  The next 10 days are going to be scary as hell, but we'll get through it and come out the other side.  We all just have to keep our heads."

 

"Speaking of that Opel; what do we do with it?  I mean, if we were going to raid a place wouldn't we take it with us?"

 

"We'll drain the petrol out of it and take the remaining can and dispose of them.  Berlin will think we just ran out and couldn't get more.  We do everything on foot."

 

"I'm not sure they'd buy that.  We would've radioed them before now if we needed petrol.  What about taking it out to some remote location; that looks like a hide-out and just leave it there?"

 

"How would the driver get back here?"

 

"We could find a horse.  What about Herr Kessler's horses?  It's not like he's going to be using them; he's dead."

 

"They would see the hoof prints when they find the car."

 

"OK.  Consider this.  If you were a group of saboteurs and you abducted a 5-man squad of SS soldiers; what would you do?  Not just about the car, but everything."

 

"Hmmm.  Good question.  I'm not sure I would even bother abducting them; I would shoot them and leave the bodies for the SS to find.  Send a message."

 

"Maybe, but if they thought about it, that would only bring many more here; looking for them.  Let's say you did abduct them and were hiding them.  Would you send a message to Berlin saying you had them and wanted to negotiate?"

 

"That would bring many more soldiers as well.  You're the master detective; what would be your first inclination if you walked up on this whole scenario?"

 

"Thinking I was dealing with dedicated soldiers I would take the scene at face value.  I would start an investigation that might point me in the direction of the abductors.  I would make finding the soldiers my primary concern, however.  I've never kept a journal, but Berlin doesn't know that.  I could write something about having seen men watch the farm.  That would also explain our bullet riddled dead guy out there.  That would make the detective in me think that this was an attack and abduction.  The attackers struck before they were able to go arrest them at their hide-out."

 

"Wouldn't the house be shot up?  I'd like to think we wouldn't go down without a fight."

 

"True.  Maybe we're just over-thinking this."

 

"We probably are.  I think we should stick to the plans we've made.  The only question remaining is what to do with the damn car."

 

"Maybe we take it out to a field and shoot at it; making sure we hit a tire.  It would look like an ambush.  We'd need a lot of footprints around it too.  Another set of tire tracks would be even better."

 

"OK.  I like that.  We can't use one of our weapons though; they'd trace the rounds back to us.  I did see a rifle in old man Haidenger's house; we could get it and take it with us and put that car out of its misery.  And we use his horse and wagon to make the prints.  There are so few people around here that have cars, that our abductors would most likely have a horse and wagon anyway."

 

"Do you think anyone would be willing to supply some blood to mark a seat with?"

 

"Hell, I'll give you blood if it makes this look more like what we want it to.  Wouldn't we need more than one weapon shooting the car?"

 

"Maybe.  I'm not sure how closely they're going to investigate a shot up car; at least down to the bullets that were used.  We could still probably use our own and get away with it."

 

"No.  We don't use our own.  We do use our own to shoot around the area; like we were returning fire."

 

"Wait!!  Where's the rifle that was used to kill Erich?  Didn't anyone bring it back with us?"

 

He smiled big.  "You're good.  It's in the barn, and it still has 6 rounds in it."

 

I smile.  "We have two weapons now.  We take the car out, shoot it up with the two rifles and get in the wagon and go back to the plumbing shop.  We walk home from there and dump the rifles in the leaching field with the radio."

 

"I wonder how deep that leaching field is?"

 

"It's 3 meters."

 

We both swing our heads, looking at Gregor.

 

"Are you two thinking of taking a swim after breakfast?"  He grinned.

 

"No, we were thinking about Erich's murderer; a new home for him."

 

"That would do it.  From what my old man said, there's enzymes or some shit in there that helps eat the shit that's in it.  Keeps it from over-flowing, I guess.  The body would be gone within a few months."

 

I smiled at him, though my gut was in a huge knot wondering how much he'd heard.  "That's what we had in mind."

 

"Why worry about him now; he's been out in the field for a couple of weeks?  The birds will finish him off."

 

"It just seems in poor taste to leave a dead body in a field 300 meters from the house.  Besides, I'm sick of those fucking birds always being around here."

 

"I guess if you want to pick up a decaying body to dump it, that's your deal.  I'll pass."

 

"How much of our conversation did you hear, Gregor."  Peter was looking him in the eyes.

 

"Just the part about the depth of the leaching pond.  I was coming out for some coffee; I smelled it down the hall.  Why?  Are you two planning on over-throwing the village?"  He smirked.

 

"No.  We just wanted to get rid of that body; and we don't need anyone else involved.  If anyone ever asks, you have no knowledge of that body; at all."

 

"Yes, Sir."

 

"Thanks, Gregor.  I just don't want to get you involved in anything we do.  We're also going on a stake out later in the week, but you need to stay home.  I don't need you affecting Alex's concentration."

 

"OK.  I don't want anything to do with your shit anyway.  I mean you are all great guys; but the whole SS shoot-out, sabotage seeking, spy shit thing is still kind of scary.  I'll stay home and read a book."

 

"Thanks, Gregor.  We'll probably start the stake-out on Friday or Saturday night.  We'll let you know."

 

"OK.  Can I get some of that coffee now?  I'll just take it back to Alex's room; let you two officers work out your stake-out and body disposal plans."

 

"Sure.  It should be ready.  Help yourself."

 

"Thanks."

 

While he was in the kitchen, Peter looked at me.  He was trying to play it off.  "So, we know the pond is 3 meters; that should take care of Erich's killer, for good."

 

"Yeah, I'd like to put another eight rounds in the son of a bitch!"

 

"Make yourself happy.  I don't think he'll mind."

 

"No, I got it out of my system.  Let's just get rid of the fucker."

 

Gregor walked back through.  "I'd lay one of those horse blankets down, and drag his ass.  No way would I pick up a decaying body.  Just for your consideration."  He smiled and walked back to Alex's room.

 

We both exhaled.  Peter looked at me, shaking his head.  "Did you think he was telling the truth about what he heard?"

 

"Yes.  I was watching him when you asked.  I know when he's lying; he has a tale."

 

"Really?  What?"

 

"His fingers start moving; twitching, when he's lying."

 

"Still…  I pray to God he didn't hear anything.  He could be our undoing if he did; and he acts on it."

 

"Well, short of killing him, there isn't much we can do.  And if we choose to kill him we can never tell Alex."

 

"No, we could never tell Alex; he would never forgive us.  We'll see how he acts after they're up.  Go from there.  No more discussions with him in this house."

 

"No.  I'll get you a cup of coffee."

 

I got up and went to get both of us some coffee and brought it back.  Peter looked worried.

 

"Don't panic yet, Peter; we'll keep a close eye on him while he's here.  I can have Wolfy or Jan follow him home if it would help you feel better."

 

He grunted and sighed. "Do it."

 

"OK."

 

"Thanks.  I'll worry about this from now on.  I like him, and I don't want to kill him; but I wouldn't hesitate if I felt I had to."

 

"I know.  If that's what it takes to make you relax, then do it.  We'll just keep Alex busy until we leave.  Or tell him after breakfast he needs to get the goodbyes over with; without letting on that he's saying goodbye."

 

"We'll see.  Just watch that boy's fucking fingers."

 

"I will.  And I'll have Wolfy follow him today."

 

"OK."

 

"Relax.  He can't do anything right now, anyway.  Enjoy your coffee.  Have one of Jan's cigarettes.  I need the nicotine in the air anyway; I can get my fix through you."

 

He smirked and grinned.  "You know you're a whore to your basic desires, right?"

 

I laughed.  "I've known that for years; doesn't that explain yesterday with Jan?"

 

He shook his head and rolled his eyes.  "I knew it had to be more than just wanting some dick; you already get that from Wolfy."  He grinned.  "So, tell me, honestly; was it as good as everyone around here seems to think it would be?"

 

I lauged.  "Are you including yourself in that 'everyone'?"

 

"Maybe.  I'll admit to a few perverted thoughts about him.  So, tell me."

 

"It was damn good.  I do wonder if some of it was just the fact of who it was.  But yeah, he has a really good taste to him.  It's hard to describe.  His skin tastes good."

 

Peter laughed.  "Just don't go eating that poor boy if you get hungry.  So I take it you enjoyed yourself?"

 

"I did.  It was probably a 50/50 split of giving head to a 20 year old with a big cock, and giving head to that particular 20 year old with a big cock."

 

"Are you a cock whore, Willy?"  He grinned.

 

"Yes; is that bad?"

 

He laughed.  "I guess not, as long as Wolfy doesn't care."

 

"I think he's more of one than I am.  He's wants Jan badly."

 

"I know.  I guess that's up to Jan."

 

"Yes it is."

 

"Maybe he'll let him have it when they wake up."

 

I blushed a little.  "My God, you do know everything."

 

He grinned.  "I do.  I admit, they look really sweet lying like that."

 

I smiled.  "I thought so, too.  I stood at the door and took a mental photograph of them."

 

"Are you going to tell me how that came to be?"

 

"Do you really want to know?"

 

"Not really.  Did you take him with you, or did he come later?"

 

"Later.  Sometime in the night; just to feel protected, he said."

 

"OK."

 

"OK."

 

"Are we fixing breakfast again?"

 

I smiled at him.  "Do you want to?"

 

"Sure, why not?  Get up, old man; we need to feed our boys."

 

"Yes, Father."

 

He smirked and stood up, with me right behind him.  Before we even had it half-way done, we had a roomful of hungry men, waiting for us.  Damn, I don't get to go around waking them up.  I guess I'd only have to hit two rooms this morning anyway.  After breakfast Alex pulled me to the side to talk to me.

 

"What's this about the leaching pond?  You two have to be more careful; Gregor said you were talking about dropping that dead stiff in it."

 

"Yeah, we fucked up.  We didn't know he was there.  Did it sound like he'd heard more than that?"

 

"No.  He thought it was funny to go to the trouble of dumping a weeks-old dead body, but he didn't seem to think there was more to it."

 

"Good.  Keep an eye on him, please.  We can't take any risks, Alex."

 

"I know.  That's why the rest of us don't talk about it when he's here."

 

"I'm sorry.  Like I said, we fucked up.  We can only hope he didn't hear more."

 

"And what if he did?"

 

"You don't want to know."

 

"You'll kill him, huh?"

 

"Not me…"

 

"Peter.  Fuck.  What do we do?"

 

"We do nothing right now.  Just listen closely to him; try to see what he talks about; what he thinks he knows.  Are you willing to tell us if he does know?  Are you willing to let Peter do that to him?"

 

"That's a really fucked up thing to ask me, Willy.  You're asking if I'm willing to turn over the man I love to be shot by my friend."

 

"I'm sorry.  I really am.  Peter's fucking panicked though; you have to find out what Gregor thinks he knows."

 

"OK, I will.  I'll be honest, though; I won't let Peter kill him.  I'm willing to leave him here, but I won't allow him to be hurt or killed."

 

"Fair enough.  Fuck, I guess if it comes down to it, we just take him with us.  It would tie some lose ends if he knows anything."

 

"Don't panic just yet.  I'll find out if he knows anything, and I'll be careful about it.  We'll go from there.  But you're not killing him."

 

"OK.  Keep me informed."

 

"I will."

 

The day kind of dragged by; all of us were pre-occupied with tomorrow night and each minute seemed like an hour.  I'd sent the boys out on patrol; letting Gregor go with Alex so he could keep an eye on him.  By the time they returned at 1830, I had my radio message ready to send; we'd grabbed the rifle from Gregor's house, along with a pistol we found; we'd dumped the body in the pond to cover our tracks with Gregor and we'd even taken the time to wash the clothes we stole from his house.  We got bored.  And Peter was fixing dinner.  I was watching Wolfy and Jan as they came in.  I'd sent them out together and I was curious how they were interacting with each other after a day of talking about what might happen tonight.  I knew they'd probably been talking about it.  They just seemed to be chatting happily; though I noticed Wolfy touching his shoulder or arm every few seconds.  I guessed that they'd bonded.

 

After dinner, when we were all out on the back porch smoking, I took the message to Alex.

 

"I need you to send this after you're finished with your cigarette.  I want it coded to our normal contact; nothing out of the ordinary."

 

"Yes, Boss.  I'll see that it gets sent."

 

"Thanks."  I turned to Gregor.

 

"Are you spending the night again?"

 

"Do you not want me to?"

 

"No, not at all; I was just wondering.  I just like to have a head count for breakfast."

 

He grinned.  "Yeah, that was pretty good.  You two are good cooks.  Thanks for all the food you let me eat here.  Dinner was really good, too."

 

"You're welcome.  Alex's squeeze is everyone's squeeze."  I gsve him an evil grin.

 

He laughed.  "You're bad.  That's fucked up."

 

I laughed with him.  "Just remember, if Alex falls asleep, my room is upstairs at the end of the hall."

 

He laughed again.  "Yeah, like I'm going to do that.  Nobody's taking me away from my man; not even you."

 

I grined.  "Just remember, the offer's out there."

 

"You had your fun with my balls; I'll pass.  You play too rough."

 

Alex looked at me with a strange look.  "You're really making a pass at my man right in front of me?"

 

"I'm just joking with him, Alex; I would never do that to you.  Besides, can you really picture the two of us together?"

 

"Well, no…  Go play with your own man, though; leave mine alone."

 

"Happily.  Don't forget that message."

 

"I won't."

 

I turned and walked back in the house.  I was just coming out of the downstairs bathroom when Jan came down the hall. He grinned at me.  I smiled back.

 

"Does that grin mean you'll be playing tonight?"

 

He blushed.  "Yeah.  The offer is still good, right?"

 

"Oh, yeah.  I just hadn't heard your final answer."

 

"Now you have.  I've been thinking about it all day.  I want to try it.  Hell, my dick gets hard every time I think about it."

 

I smiled.  "Yeah, they do tend to do that when you think of sex.  OK.  Have you and Wolfy decided what time we're going to go out there?"

 

"We figured after everyone goes to bed.  We'll just all go to bed, but get back up and go outside, like we're having a smoke.  We can just keep walking to the barn.  I don't want to spend the whole night out there, though."

 

"I don't either; it's too cold at night now.  You're welcome to come back to bed with us to sleep.  You're welcome there anytime."

 

He gave me a shy smile.  "Thanks.  I probably will.  I liked that last night.  I felt safe and loved for the first time in a long time."

 

"You are safe and loved.  OK.  See you tonight in the barn.  Bring some grease for Wolfy's ass."

 

He laughs.  "You two don't carry your own?"

 

I laugh.  "I'm joking.  Yeah, we have our own."

 

"OK.  I do have some if we need it."

 

I smirked.  "No, I think we have plenty; even for your big cock."

 

He blushed.  "OK.  I'll see you tonight."

 

"OK."

 

After I left the bathroom, I went in search of Wolfy.  I needed to ask him about  Peter's and my plan about the car.  I found him in the kitchen, bent inside the ice box, looking for the milk.  I walked up behind him and rub my crotch up against his ass.  He squealed and turned around, grinning.

 

"I need to talk to you about something.  Nothing to do with tonight; Jan already told me the plan.  Let's go find somewhere private to talk."

 

"OK."

 

We walked out front and out into the middle of the yard, about 10 meters from the house.  I turned to him and kissed him first.  I needed my Wolfy kiss.

 

"That was nice, but you didn't have to bring us outside to do it."

 

"I just wanted to do it; it's not why we're here.  Peter and I have come up with a plan for the car."

 

He grinned.  "I already know; he told me this morning.  I'm guessing you want me to get the horses and wagon and drive it."

 

"If you can read my mind, why do I bother talking?"  I grinned at him.

 

"Because I love the sound of your voice.  I may be in heat for Jan right now, but you're my love; you're the one that turns me the fuck on."

 

"You are a sweet-talker…  Thank you for that; it's always nice hearing it.  I love you, too.  So, you're in agreement about the car and the horse and wagon?"

 

"Yes.  It actually sounded like a really great plan.  Is this one of your coffee klatch ideas?"

 

I laughed.  "Yes.  We do our best work early in the morning with our coffee.  I did think of one possible problem with the wagon.  I'm sending Gregor home tomorrow because we're going on stake-out." I grinned at him.  "What do we do about him; won't he hear the horses?"

 

"No.  They're at the shop; he sleeps at the house now.  They're like 200 meters apart; it'll sound just like any horse and wagon.  What time are we doing this?"

 

"I figured around 1930 to 2000.  Not too late, in case we have to re-consider something.  We have to be ready to leave here no later than 0015, preferably earlier."

 

"OK.  Consider it done.  Do Alex and Jan know?"

 

"We will tell them after Gregor goes home tomorrow.  Do you think we've covered everything; are we forgetting something?"

 

"No Willy; we're good.  Don't over-think this.  Wasn't it you that told me how so many criminals over-do their cover-ups and you bust them?"

 

"Yeah….  Now I understand why they did it; you think and think about everything; every detail."

 

"We have it figured out, liebe; don't worry so much.  We don't want to over-do anything.  It can't look like we had any involvement in our disappearance."

 

"You're right.  I'll let it happen just the way we've planned.  What about Gregor?  Do you think he really heard anything?"

 

"I would say no.  I've watched him, and Hage's been with him all day.  Gregor didn't even mention the guy in the pond.  I think he considers it a non-issue."

 

"But will he still consider it a non-issue if he's questioned by SS or Gestapo?  I've interrogated him before, Wolfy; it doesn't take much to make him crack."

 

"I don't know…  You want to just let Peter do him before we leave?"

 

"I've thought of it; but I can't do that to Hage.  He would never forgive any of us."

 

"So, what do we do if we think he's a risk?"

 

I exhale loudly.  "We really only have two choices then; we take him with us, or Peter takes him out."

 

"If you want my personal opinion, and this is nothing against Gregor; I think Peter's going to take him out anyway.  He's too worried about him not to."

 

"That's up to Peter.  If he doesn't tell anyone and we don't see it; we have plausible deniability.  Alex will have no reason to hate any of us.  I will tell Peter that if he does, I don't want to know about it."

 

"OK.  Peter said something about blood for the seats in the car.  Do you really think we need that?"

 

"If you found a car all shot up, wouldn't you expect some blood on the seats or dash?  Even from a ricochet, someone might bleed on something.  It has to be some of our blood though; they have samples in Berlin."

 

"Peter said he'd bleed for you; and you know I will.  We've got it covered."

 

"OK.  I'm just getting more and more panicked the closer the time comes.  I'll be all right, though.  Just don't let me get out of hand."

 

"Well, I have several things planned to keep you busy tonight; we'll work on tomorrow when it gets here."

 

"Good.  This may be the best night to do this; it'll keep us occupied and it'll be incredibly erotic on top of it."

 

He grinned big.  "I wasn't thinking in those terms, but yeah, that works too."

 

I laughed.  "Pervert."

 

"And you're not?"

 

"I've never denied it.  Let's get back inside; I'm thirsty, and I'll even get your milk for you."

 

"Thank you, liebe."

 

We went back inside to find everyone in the front room.  Alex and Gregor were sitting close, as usual, and talking quietly.  Peter and Jan were both reading.  I walked over to Hage.

 

"Did you get that message sent, Alex?"

 

"Yes.  It was confirmed received, but no reply is forthcoming.  They basically just took it as an informative message."

 

"That's all it was.  Thank you."

 

"You're welcome.  Is there anything else you need; Gregor and I were going to go in my room?"

 

I smiled.  "No, that will be all for tonight.  Have fun."

 

"We will.  Thank you."

 

They got up and went to Hage's room, and I went in the kitchen to get my drink and Wolfy's milk.  I had a feeling their night might be more wild than mine; Hage knew it would be his last time with Gregor, even if Gregor didn't know it.  I took Wolfy's milk to him and sat next to him on the now vacated sofa.  Peter and Jan continued to read and I just sat with Wolfy, occasionally talking, but mostly just leaning against him and thinking about everything.  We were about 29 hours from changing the course of our lives.  I had a lot on my mind.  I sat and ran scenario after scenario through my head; some of them ending up in front of a firing squad; others with us going to the bottom of the sea on that stupid freighter.  I did have two or three that had happy endings, but I was having trouble concentrating on those; they were starting to seem less likely to me.  I knew I was just starting to let it get to me the closer the time came, but that didn't help me much.

 

At about 2150 Jan yawned and announced he was going to bed.  We all bid him goodnight and he walked to the stairs.  He turned before he reached them and grinned at me, and then headed up.  I was starting to think he was more excited about this than Wolfy.  Not five minutes later Wolfy let out a big cat yawn, and claimed he was starting to get sleepy, too.  I almost rolled my eyes.  Those two were kind of obvious about things.  I wondered if Peter had caught on yet.  I looked over at him, but he was into his reading and didn't look up.  About 2 minutes later we got another cat yawn from Wolfy and he announced he was going to bed and asked if I'd be coming up with him.  I told him I'd be up in a minute.  He kissed the side of my face and left the room, heading upstairs.  Peter put his book down and looked at me.

 

"We're really planning a desertion with those two?  They can't even play it off that you're going to be fucking later."

 

I laughed.  "Hey, this was their big plan; to wait until everyone went to bed.  I guess they got horny and wanted to speed things along."

 

"Please tell me you're doing this in the barn; I would like to get some sleep tonight, if at all possible?"

 

I grinned.  "Yes, we're going to the barn.  The idea is to meet down here after you've gone to bed and go out back for a smoke, but just keep walking."

 

He rolled his eyes and I laugh.  "Good God.  You're all like little boys, sneaking around.  You're grown men, if you want to go out and fuck, just go."

 

"Jan doesn't want anyone to know; so they've devised this great plan."

 

He rolled his eyes again and grinned at me.  "You will be careful with him, won't you?"

 

"Yes.  I will keep a close eye on him; make sure he's doing OK with whatever happens."

 

"That's all I ask.  Fine.  I'm going to 'bed' now; you can go have your orgy in the barn.  Give it about 5 or 6 minutes before you head out; you have to make it look good, you know."  He smirked.  "With luck I'll really be asleep."

 

I smirked and laughed.  "Goodnight Peter.  See you in the morning for coffee."

 

"I'll be here.  Have fun.  Goodnight, Willy."

 

He stoods up, looked at me again and smirked, and then walked to the stairs and went up.  I knew he'd figured it out and it was actually kind of funny.  I smiled to myself and stood up and turned off the lamp.  I made my way upstairs and walked into my room to find two horny young men waiting for me.  They were sitting on the end of the bed, just watching me come in and grinning.  I smiled at them and sat down at my desk and turned to look at them.  They just sat there, looking at me, grinning.  I smirked and turned back.  I couldn't just sit here and watch them wait.  They managed to wait a whole 3 minutes before they both stood up and looked at me, expectantly.  I rolled my eyes and got up.  Wolfy checked to see that the coast was clear and we all tip-toed out of the room; we were even carrying our boots with us.  We made it out to the back porch and put our boots back on and walked across the yard to the barn.  They had set the bed up sometime today and even had the candle that Wolfy and I had used.  We got the candle lit and Jan turns to me.

 

"Fuck… I thought he'd never go to bed."

 

"Well he doesn't normally go before 2200.  Are you trying to tell me you're horny?"

 

"I'm always horny; why do you think I beat my dick so much?"

 

"That would explain it.  So have you two worked out the details of this; or do we just play it by ear?"

 

"I don't know…  I've never done this before, so I thought I'd just let you two lead and I'll just follow along, if that's OK."

 

I smiled at him.  "That's perfect.  I want you to be OK with this.  If we do anything, and I mean anything that makes you nervous, you stop us immediately.  OK?"

 

"Agreed.  The only thing I don't want is for anyone to fuck me.  I'm curious about everything else.  I also want to kiss; I love to kiss while I fuck, so I figured I may as well do it now, too."

 

"Just how long have you been curious about this?"

 

He blushed.  "I thought about it once when I was in Youth and saw all the naked boys.   But really, only since yesterday when Wolfy asked me if I'd be interested in doing this.  I started thinking a lot about it.  I decided if I'm going to do this, I'm going to get into it and enjoy it.  Like he said, we could all be dead by Saturday; why not make my last sexual experience the best it can be, even if it's with men?"

 

I nodded and smiled.  "That's a really open-minded approach to this.  Well, other than the whole 'dead-by-Saturday' part.  OK, I like the way you think.  I'm ready when you two are."

 

Wolfy walked up behind Jan and looked at me.  "You want to keep him sandwiched like we did in bed?  He'll be the center of attention and we both get to touch him."

 

Jan laughs.  "I am right here, you know.  Just do whatever you guys do; I'll follow along."

 

"You heard the man, Wolfy; do what you do."

 

"Well, come help me."

 

I smiled at them.  "Actually, I'd love to see you kiss first."

 

They both blushed.  Wolfy pulled Jan into him and turned him around and kissed him.  They held the kiss for about 30 seconds while their hands started roaming around each other.  They broke the kiss and looked at me, grinning and blushing.  I smiled at them.  I guessed that I needed to move it along.  I walked up to them and kissed Wolfy, then kissed Jan for about 10 seconds, exploring his mouth with my tongue.  He's been eating sweets for the occasion and he tasted like sugar and syrup.  I broke the kiss and looked at Wolfy.

 

"You take care of the lower half, I'll continue working on the upper half."

 

He grinned and got in front of Jan while I started un-buttoning his shirt.  I pulled his shirt off and hung it on the half-wall.  I bent down and took a nipple in my mouth and started sucking and nibbling on it.  He moans and grabs my head, pulling me closer.  Wolfy had his pants undone and down to his knees.  He pulled the shorts down and just sat back a moment and stares at the cock he'd lusted after for 6 months.  It was already rock hard and waiting for a hot mouth.  Wolfy grabbed it in his fist and pumped it a couple of times, just feeling it.  Jan moaned again.  Wolfy jacked it about 7 or 8 times and then just engulfed it.

 

"Oh, fuck…..  Goddamn, Wolfy…..  You're not hungry, are you?"

 

Wolfy pulled off, grinning.  "Fuck yes.  I've been hungry for this for 6 fucking months."

 

He went right back down and startsed slobbering all over the hard cock in his mouth.  I moved over to the other nipple and started on it, sucking, licking around it and kissing it.  I bit it once to see the reaction.  He groaned and pulled my head closer.  I bit it again and sucked some more.  He has his hands in my hair, running his fingers all around.  When I'd sucked for about 30 more seconds, he yanked my hair up and kissed me deeply.  I responded immediately and wrestle with his tongue.  After a 20-second tonsil-hockey game, he broke the kiss and looked at me.

 

"Take your uniform off; I want to see your body.  Please."

 

"Your wish is my command."

 

I stepped back and stripped myself, throwing my uniform over the half-wall with his shirt.  While I was un-doing my shirt buttons, Wolfy had leaned over and was un-tying my boots for me.  Between the two of us, we havd me naked in about 40 seconds.  I stood back a little for my inspection.  Jan just blushed and smiled at me.

 

"You have a great body.  Your muscles are so defined.  Fuck, I wish my muscles looked like that."

 

"I've offered to exercise with everyone here, but nobody'll take me up on it."

 

"Well,, count me in if that's the result I can expect."

 

I smiled at him and moved closer, landing on his mouth again.  He slammed his tongue in and reached around me and pulled me in tight.  Poor Wolfy was kind of trapped between us, but I'd not heard any complaints.  Jan was running his hands all over my back and down a little over my ass, being cautious about it for some reason.  I broke the kiss and looked at him.

 

"You can touch any part of me you want to; don't hold back."

 

He grinned.  "OK.  Thanks."

 

I smiled and landed back on his mouth.  He reached down and grabbed my ass in both hands and pulled me in tight.  Wolfy slid his head out of the way and sat back to watch.  I was a little off to the side, kind of riding Jan's leg; my now hard cock rubbing around on his left thigh; and it felt really good.  Jan had a hand on each of my ass cheeks and was still pulling me in and massaging them while he did it.  We made out and explored each other's body for another minute before breaking apart, panting.

 

Wolfy looked up at us and grinned.  "That's fucking hot!"  Jan and I blushed and chuckled.  "Turn your body a little, liebe; I want to taste that cock."

 

Never one to turn down a Wolfy blowjob, I turned my body and he took my cock in his mouth.  I grunted and thrust my hips forward.  Jan looked at me sideways and grined, and then reached for his own cock and started slowly jacking it; watching Wolfy go to work on mine.  Wolfy sucks me for about 2 minutes before pulling off and looking up at Jan, grinning.

 

"Are you ready to try some of this?"

 

Jan grinned and looked at him, then at my cock in his hand, then at me.  I just smiled at him.  He shrugs his shoulders and got down on his knees next to Wolfy and looked at him.

 

"Do I just take it in my mouth?"

 

"Do whatever you want to do.  You can start with kissing it, or just licking around.  Just do what you think would feel good to you if it were your cock."  Wolfy grinned and released my dick from his hand.

 

Jan tentatively took hold of my dick and pulled on it a couple of times, watching my foreskin move.  He looked up at me and smiled, and then looked back at the hard dick in his hand.  He slowly leaned his head forward and stuck his tongue out, flicking it across the head.  My dick jumps a little and he grinned.  He did it again and got the same reaction.  He finally opened his mouth a little and put the head in, just kind of giving it a kiss.  He pulled back off and stuck his tongue out again and took a swipe.  I twitched slightly and he looked up at me and grinned again.

 

"It doesn't taste like I thought it would.  Not that I've thought about it much, but it tastes like skin; like licking your arm, just without the hair."

 

"It's just another part of the body, Jan; it tastes like all the others.  The difference is it's incredibly pleasurable and it does occasionally leak out fluid.  I'm in no hurry; do whatever you want to do with it, just don't hurt it."  I grinned at him.

 

"No teeth, huh?"

 

"Please.  I'm not into having my cock bitten."

 

He grinned and looked back at my dick and leaned his head forward again and took about 7 or 8 cm and moved his tongue around just a little.  I moaned.  I was trying like hell not to shove my hips forward or try to feed him more than he wanted.  He pulled back off and then lifted it up with his hand and stuck his tongue out again and ran it up the length of my cock, starting just above my balls.

 

"Oh… That feels really good.  You can do that again if you want."

 

He did it again a couple more times and then reached up with his other hand and grabbed my balls, just holding them in his hand.  I moaned again.  He took my cock back in his mouth and sucked up and down a couple of times and then pulled off and licked the head a few times.  I grunted and moaned one more time.  After licking the head he took me back in his mouth and sucked some more, trying to go down a little more each time, eventually going about 12 cm before pulling back up.  I was starting to really enjoy what he was doing to me.

 

"Yeah…  Oh, man, that feels so good.  You're doing great; just like that."

 

While he was sucking my cock, Wolfy was lowering himself down to take Jan's back in his mouth.  He took about 14 cm in and Jan moans onto my cock.  That felt really good and I thrust forward just a little.  He continued sucking me while Wolfy was going to town on the big dick in his mouth; all three of us were panting and moaning.  Jan kept getting more and more into it, probably encouraged by what Wolfy was doing to his cock.  He started massaging my balls in his hand while he was sucking me, and then he pulled off and ran his tongue up the length of my shaft and then went right back down on me.  The two of them kept at their work for about 5 or 6 minutes before Jan pulled off and looked up at me.

 

"That's actually not too bad.  I kind of like it.  I can feel your body respond to what I do and it's kind of a turn on, knowing I'm making it do that."

 

"I know exactly what you mean.  I could tell you were starting to get into it, and it was feeling great.  Thank you.  Do you want to try something else, or just keep doing this?"

 

"What else were you thinking?"

 

"Well the man that's sucking your cock at the moment wants to taste your ass; you could let him give it a try if you want."

 

He smiled.  "Hell, yes; I loved when you did that."  He looked down at Wolfy, grinning.  "Get off my dick, boy; we have new plans for you."

 

Wolfy pulled off Jan's cock, letting it pop out of his mouth, and looked up at us and grinned.  "I heard.  Move over there and lie down on the blanket and lift your legs up; let me taste that cute little ass."

 

Jan smiled and scooted over to the straw bed on his knees and rolls onto it landing on his back and bringing his legs up.  I moved over behind his head and dropped to my knees and grabbed his ankles, bringing him back a little more and holding him there.  Wolfy scooted over to the bed and dropped his head down to Jan's ass and looked at it for a few seconds before moving in.  He stuck his tongue out and tentatively licked around the outside of Jan's hole.  Jan moaned a little and looked up at me and grinned.  I smiled back at him and looked back down at Wolfy.  Wolfy started licking around Jan's crack, then over to his cheek and back to his crack.  He did that two or three times before getting up nerve enough to try the hole.  He stuck his tongue out and gently probed Jan's hole, just kind of resting his tongue there.  Jan moaned and called out.  "Stick your tongue in there, please.  I'm not going to fart; just do it."

 

Wolfy pulled off and laughed.  "You'd better not, fucker; I'll bite your ass."

 

I laughed and looked at Wolfy.  "Actually, if you nibble on it a little, it feels really good; at least for Jan."

 

"Just let me do this in my own time; this is new for me, too."

 

He lowered his head again and gently probed Jan's hole again, moving his tongue around just a little.  He moves back up along the crack and took a swipe with his tongue a few times, then moves over to the left cheek and kissed it.  Jan giggled.

 

"I can finally say you've kissed my ass."

 

We all started laughing.  Wolfy looks up at Jan, grinning at him.  "Fuck you; you can kiss my ass now."

 

"No, that's OK; you're doing just fine.  Get back to work, boy."

 

I smirked and looked at Wolfy again.  "I have a better idea; I want to do both of you at the same time.  Get over here and get on your knees.  Jan, turn over and get on your knees, sticking your ass out.  I'm going to show you men how you take care of a hot ass with your tongue."

 

They both got huge smiles on their faces and I let go of Jan's ankles and let him turn around.  While they were getting into position, I was getting up and going behind them, dropping to my knees at the end of the 'bed'.  They were only about 10 cm apart from each other, both of them arching their backs and pointing their asses at me.  It was a hell of a sight and I just sat back and admired it for a few moments.  I leaned forward and clamp my mouth over Jan's hole and started tongue fucking him.  He grunted and called out.  "Oh fuck!!  Yeah, that's what I remember…."

 

I just kept fucking my tongue in his ass, my mouth clamped over his hole.  I stayed on Jan for a couple of minutes and then moved over to Wolfy and ran my tongue up and down his trench a couple of times and then slam my mouth over his hole and shove my tongue in.

 

"Oh man…  That's fucking incredible…."

 

I ate Wolfy's hole for about 2 or 3 minutes, with him panting and moaning, and then pulled off.  I pulled my face back a little and took a good look at his wet ass.  Looked tasty.  I reached back and brought my hand down his right cheek, slapping his ass.  He squealed and jumped forward.  Jan laughed.  I reached up and slapped his ass with my left hand and Wolfy laughed and Jan squealed and turned his head around.

 

"Hey, I didn't say you could spank me; be nice."

 

I swatted his right cheek and he squealed and chuckled.  Wolfy laughed again.  I slapped Wolfy's ass one more time and then lowered my head down on Jan, shoving my tongue back in his hole.  He squealed out again and moaned.  I tongue fucked his hot little hole for a couple of minutes and then moved back over to Wolfy.  As soon as I lower my face back into his ass, I reach up with my left hand again and swatted Jan's ass kind of hard.  He squealed.

 

"Hey!  Not so hard…  I haven't been spanked since I was 11 years old; take it easy."

 

I swatted his ass again, but lighter, and he giggled.  I still hadn't moved my mouth off of Wolfy's asshole, and I was tongue-fucking him for all I was worth.  He was moaning and panting and telling me to eat it.

 

"Oh yeah, eat it; eat my ass, baby!  Oh God…."

 

I pulled off and swatted him on the ass for issuing an order to me.  He moans and thrust his ass back for more.  I slapped it again and went back down on him.  I started French kissing his ass, all around his hole and up and down his trench.  After about 3 or 4 minutes I pulled off and headed back over to Jan and did all of the same things to him.  I spent about 5 minutes on his ass and finally pulled back and took a look at my handiwork.  It was an incredible sight.  Two very sexy asses, both drenched, just staring back at me.  I gave each one another light swat and walked on my knees to the side of the bed.

 

"That's how you eat an ass!  Did you both enjoy that?"

 

A round of 'fuck yeah' was followed by two huge grins.

 

"Good.  Now both of you roll onto your backs and I'll do the same thing with those big cocks.  But spread apart a little and I'll just kneel between you both and go back and forth."

 

They both grinned and assumed their respective positions.  I crawled up between their legs and bent down over Wolfy, taking his cock in my mouth and started sucking.  I was going down about half-way and then coming up and licking around his head and going right back down again.  I sucked him for about a minute and then moved over to Jan and did the same thing.  They were both issuing orders of suck my cock, lick my balls, tongue the head.  I followed both their orders as best I could.  I spent about 15 minutes working both of them and pulled off and sat up on my knees and looked down at them; another incredible sight.  I was looking at two very sexy men; each so different from the other.  Wolfy was big and muscular, his chest and stomach sprinkled with dark fur, and he'd got a little tan.  Jan was slim, with blond hair covering his chest, with a light trail leading down to his crotch.  His legs were almost as big as Wolfy's and were covered in light blond fuzz.  He was almost alabaster though, compared to Wolfy's tanned upper body.  I admired the bodies below me for about 15 seconds and then grinned at them.  They giggle and smile back up at me.

 

"OK.  What's next?  Anyone interested in doing some fucking?"

 

Jan smirked.  "Well, I was offered some ass; you ready, Wolfy?"

 

Wolfy grinned and looked over at Jan.  "I guess I'm as ready as I'll ever be for that big cock.  You have to use a lot of grease though; I've only done this 3 times.  And don't just shove that fucker in me; kind of ease into it, please."

 

"I'll take it easy.  I know I'm big, and girls have told me before that I can't just pile drive their pussy.  Now get that man pussy ready for me."

 

I smirked and reached over to grab the lotion.  I figure I'd get them both ready; might as well have some fun with this.  I put about a tablespoon of lotion on two fingers and told Wolfy to lift his legs up.  He did and I reached under him and started slathering the lotion around for a second before I slipped a finger into him.  He moans out.  I finger fucked him for a few moments and then added the second finger and fingered him another 15 or 20 seconds.  When I had him all lubed up, I reached for the bottle of lotion and pulled my fingers out and switched the bottle to my right hand.  I poured about 2 teaspoons of lotion in my left hand and grab Jan's cock, stroking it up and down.  He moaned and thrust his hips up, trying to fuck my fist.  I spent another 15 or 20 seconds jacking his cock and then let go and stood up.

 

"For an almost virgin ass and a big cock, I would suggest you do this with Wolfy riding you first.  It gives him control over how much and how fast you go in.  So, Wolfy, just straddle yourself over Jan and I'll guide him in for you."  I grinned at him.

 

He grinned at me and winked, then got up and swung his left leg over Jan and lowered himself down over this crotch.  I grab Jan's cock and aim it for its target.  As soon as it touched Wolfy's hole, he pulls up just a fraction.  I could see him exhale and try to relax.  He squatted back down and I guided Jan's cock back to his hole.  He relaxed himself again and started to lower himself down while I kept a firm grip on Jan's cock.  The head popped in and they both moaned.  Wolfy lowered himself down a little more, stopping when he felt the head at his sphincter.  After pausing for a few seconds he pushed himself down about 10 cm and stopped.  They both moaned loudly.  Jan brought his knees up a little higher.

 

"Oh fuck!  That's fucking tight!"

 

"It better be.  I expect you to return him to me the same way."

 

They both started laughing and Wolfy ended up taking another 6 cm.  I let go of Jan and sat back to watch the show.  Wolfy decides he was already in this far and sat down, taking the rest of Jan in.  They both grunted and moaned again.  Wolfy just sat on Jan for several seconds, letting his ass adjust to the invasion.  He slowly pulled himself up about half-way and then slowly lowered himself again.

 

"Fuck…  God, that feels so fucking tight.  I may have to start fucking girls in the ass."

 

I laughed.  "Good luck finding one that will let you."

 

"Then I'll just use this one when I want something tight on my cock.  Pull up again Wolfy; that feels fucking incredible."

 

Wolfy's ass was starting to adjust and he slowly rode up and down 4 times and then stopped again, with Jan buried in his ass.  I wasn't sure where he was putting all of it, but it' was in there.  Wolfy rested for a few moments and then pulls up again, all the way to the head and then just sat down on it, taking it all in at once.  They both yelled out, "Fuck!" and started panting.  Wolfy pulled back up and went right back down again, to the same reaction from both of them.  Wolfy pulled back up about ¾ of the way and looked down at Jan.

 

"It's your turn; start fucking.  Just take it easy for a minute."

 

"Fuck yeah; hang on, boy."

 

Jan grabbed his hips and thrust up into him, held it for a second and then pulled back down.  He did that 3 or 4 times and then started using constant thrusts, burying himself each time.  Jan kept fucking him that way, slowly increasing the speed of each thrust, for about two minutes.  They were both panting and moaning.  Jan buried himself balls-deep and looked up at Wolfy.

 

"Can we change position?"

 

"Sure.  What do you want to do?"

 

"Doggie style; it's my favorite."

 

Wolfy grinned and pulled himself off of Jan, got on his hands and knees on the bed.  Jan jumped up and got behind him, grabbed his cock and aimed it back to its target.  He steadily impaled himself into Wolfy and stopped when he hit bottom.  They both grunted and called out.  "Fuck…!".  Jan pulled back out and slid right back in, grabbing Wolfy's hips and holding himself in deep.  They both grunted again.  Jan withdrew almost all the way and then drove back in, but didn't stop and pulled back.  He started fucking Wolfy's ass like a man on a mission; not slamming into him, but using every centimeter available to him and setting up a really nice rhythm.  After a couple of minutes of driving Wolfy, he pulled his left foot up and rested it flat on the bed and kept right on fucking.  After about another minute he giggled and then slapped Wolfy's ass kind of hard.  Wolfy squealed and moaned.  Jan die it again and got the same reaction.  He grabbed his hips again and started thrusting faster into Wolfy's ass.

 

"Oh God…  God, that feels so fucking good!"

 

Jan started thrusting harder, slamming into Wolfy on each down-stroke.  I could hear nothing but panting, moaning and skin slapping in the barn.  I started jacking my own cock, watching the show.  Jan noticed what I was doing after about a minute or so and looked at me and grinneds.

 

"Don't get off; I want to watch you shoot, please."

 

"I won't.  I'm just enjoying the show; it's really hot."

 

He grinned.  "It's fucking hot to be doing it, too; this is fucking great.  I see what you guys were saying about animal sex; no girl would let me fuck her like this."

 

"It is fun.  If you get him stretched out and can still go; I'm available, too."

 

He looked at me kind of surprised.  "You'd really let me fuck you?"

 

"Hell, yes.  And this wouldn't be my fourth time."

 

"Fuck, yes!  Let me know when you're ready."

 

I smile at him and reach over to grab the bottle of lotion.  Jan continued to fuck Wolfy with steady, long strokes while I'm getting myself ready.  I let him fuck for another couple of minutes and then tell him I'm ready.  He grinned and pulled out of Wolfy.  I got on my hands and knees next to Wolfy and thrust my ass back at Jan.

 

"Take it easy for a minute.  I'm used to fat ones now, not long."

 

He smirked and aimed his cock at my hole.  He slowly pushed himself forward and stopped about half-way in.

 

"Are you OK?"

 

"I'm good.  Slowly bury it and stop for a minute, so I can adjust."

 

He pushed himself slowly forward and stopped when he hit bottom.  I panted and tried to relax myself.  After about 30 seconds I turned my head.

 

"OK.  A little slowly at first, but it's all yours."

 

He pulled back and then slid himself back in, maintaining a slow, steady pace.  He didn't stop but just started fucking my ass with long, slow steady strokes.  After a little over a minute he picked up the pace and was steadily fucking me, though not slamming into me.  We were both moaning and swearing.  Wolfy was sitting back on his knees, watching with a huge smile on his face.  He looked at me and winked.  I smirked and grunted as Jan bottomed out in me again.  We stayed fucking in this position for another 5 minutes before I turned my head and looked at him.

 

"How would you like to change positions again?"

 

He grinned.  "Sure.  What do you want to do?"

 

"Let's ramp this up a little.  I feel like being a sandwich right now.  We stand up and you fuck me while I fuck Wolfy.  Or if Wolfy would rather be in the middle, we'll do it that way."

 

Jan got a huge grin on his face.  "Fuck yeah!!  That sounds fucking great!"

 

I look at Wolfy and he's got an ear to ear grin.  "Fuck yeah.  I will take the middle, if that's OK with you."

 

"It's all yours, baby."

 

Jan pulls out of me and stood up while I brought myself off my knees and stood up.  I got in front of Wolfy and bent over a little while he lined his now-slick cock up with my hole.  I relaxed my ass while he slowly pushed himself into me.  I moan out when he hit bottom.  I was still not used to his fat cock, but I loved having it in me.  He made his cock jump and then slowly pulled out, then right back in.  He stayed buried in me and turned his head to Jan.

 

"OK.  Stick that fucker back in me."

 

Jan grinned and got close in behind Wolfy and lined his dick up with its target.  He grabbed Wolfy's hips and slowly thrust himself in, stopping when he was buried.  We stood in that position for about 10 seconds, everyone adjusting to everything.  I turned my head.

 

"OK.  Jan and I will basically stand still while you rock your hips back and forth.  You'll be our pendulum; fucking into me and getting fucked by Jan.  Get to work."

 

We were all a little clumsy at first, but after about a minute we'd set up a great rhythm of Wolfy fucking himself into me and pushing back into Jan.  Jan had a death grip on Wolfy's hips and slams himself home on each thrust, making Wolfy jerk forward and slamming into me.  We were all panting and cussing, getting more and more into what was happening.  I could feel the sweat running down my chest and face.  I'd been in two other 3-ways like this, but this is the best one; the most in-sync.  We were like a well oiled machine; just fucking Wolfy back and forth; Jan going balls-deep on each back thrust, and Wolfy going balls-deep into me on each forward thrust.  About 6 or 7 minutes into it I started jacking my cock again.  I was incredibly turned on and I needed some release.  I was trying to hold off so Jan could watch me cum, but I wasn't sure if I'm going to make it.  We'd been fucking each other in this position for about 10 minutes when Jan issues a preemptive warning.

 

"I'm getting fucking close.  Oh God…"

 

"Hey Jan, before you cum, pull out and stand on the side; shoot on both of us."

 

"Fuck yeah!  That sounds fucking hot!"

 

He fucked into Wolfy for another minute and yanked his cock out and stood over on our left side, jacking his cock furiously.  I almost felt sorry for the thing; but it was hot as hell to watch.  He lasted another 30 seconds.

 

"OH fuck..!  I'm going to shoot; oh God…."

 

I watched as the first load fired out of his cock, arcing and landing with a splat on my thigh.  The second one was right behind it and landed with a splat next to the first one.  He turned his hips a little and the third one lands on Wolfy's thigh with a solid splat.  He was still jacking his cock like a mad man.  The fourth one wasn't quite as big, but still had some power behind it, landing on Wolfy's upper leg and running down a little.  Jan let go of his cock and we all watched as the last one squirted out and drops onto the floor.  He was panting like a steam engine and grinning like a mad man.  It was probably one of the hottest things I've ever seen and it sent me over the edge.  I pull myself off of Wolfy and stand next to Jan, stroking my cock and then using my fingers on my foreskin and moving it back and forth.  Wolfy smiled.

 

"Oh fuck yeah; shoot that load all over me!"

 

Jan comes around to my left side as I start to cum.  My first load lands right next to Jan's first one, and combines with it and runs down Wolfy's thigh.  Jan was just in awe.

 

"Oh fuck yeah!  That's fucking hot as hell."

 

My second one launches out and lands on Wolfy's crotch because he'd turned to face me and was jacking his cock, pointing it right at me.  My third shot out and landed on his hand and he rubs it on his cock and uses it as lube.  My last one didn't have any power behind it and just shot out onto the ground.  Jan started rubbing my back and ass and we watch Wolfy beat off.  I was still panting a little and trying to recover from my orgasm, but I was still glued to Wolfy's hand and cock.  It took him about 10 more seconds before he fired his first salvo onto my crotch, hitting my dick and the cum running down to my balls and dropping onto the ground.  Jan calls out again.  "Oh man; that's fucking hot!"

 

The second salvo launched and landed on my inner thigh and started to run down my leg.  Wolfy stepped closer to me and fires the third one right on my dick, followed closely by a fourth.  He let go of his cock and let the last one drizzle out and land on the floor.  He was panting and looking at me, grinning from ear to ear.  I smiled back at him and then turned to Jan.  He looked like a kid in a candy store; just grinning from ear to ear and looking down at our cum soaked crotches.  Wolfy was the first to speak.

 

"Oh fuck…."  Pant.  "That was fucking great; we have to do this again.  I've never fucked like that in my life; it was incredible!"

 

Jan looks up at him, grinning.  "No shit!  I want to do that again!  Fuck…. That was just unbelievable.  My balls feel drained, but fuck…"

 

I looked at Jan, a huge smile on my face.  "Yeah, we can do this again anytime you want.  Fuck…  I may need some time to recover, but hell yeah; this can't be the only time…."

 

Jan grinned at me.  "Hell yes.  I see what you meant about animal sex; it was fucking primal."

 

I reached my arm behind Jan and pulled him into a sloppy kiss and then release him and pull Wolfy into the same kind of kiss.  We'd all pretty much recovered, but still panting just a little.  When I pulled back from Wolfy, Jan grabbed my head and pulled me into another hot kiss, holding it for about 15 seconds, working his tongue around my mouth.  He broke the kiss and stepped over to Wolfy and gave him the same one.  He'd left us both breathless and smiling.  I turned to him and grinned.

 

"Goddamn, you're good at that.  Give Alex a run for his money, huh Wolfy?"

 

Jan and Wolfy both laughed.  "Fuck yeah, he is; just a sexy man with an eager mouth."

 

Jan blushed a little and smiled at both of us.  I winked at him and then walked over to our clothes.  I handed Jan his shirt.  I had no idea where his pants and shorts had gone.  I used my own shorts to wipe off some of the cum that was all over my legs, and then grabbed my pants and pulled them on.  I wasn't bothering with my shirt; it was a short walk back to the house and I planned on sleeping naked with my two boys.  I slipped my boots on, not bothering to tie them, and turned to watch Wolfy and Jan finish dressing.  Once they'd both dressed, I walked over to them.  I stopped in front of Jan and took his head in my hands and leaned in and kissed him.  "Thank you; that was incredible!"

 

We smile at each other and I turned to Wolfy and did the same thing to him.  "Thank you, bärchen; this was fucking hot!"

 

Jan blew the candle out and we walked towards the door, with me in the middle.  I grabbed an ass in each hand, giving a squeeze, and they both giggled.  I let go of their asses and pushed the door open in front of me.  We stopped outside the barn and all three of us whipped our dicks out and took a piss.  After buttoning back up, we sneaked back into the house and took off our boots to climb the stairs.  The three of us tip-toed down the hall to Wolfy and my room, and Jan closed the door gently behind us.  I threw a t-shirt over the lamp next to the bed and turned it on.  I looked at both of them and smiled.  They both grinned back at me and walked over to me.  Wolfy got behind me and Jan got in front.  They both wrapped their arms around me, making me the middle of their hug sandwich.  We broke the hug and I grabbed Jan's face with my hands, staring into his eyes.

 

"Are you OK with all of this?  I need to know how you're doing, Jan."

 

He smiled at me.  "I'm fine, Willy.  I had a great time."

 

"Me, too; I just need to know that you're OK.  Do you want the middle again tonight?"

 

He grinned.  "Yes, if that's all right?  It feels good being between you two; safe."

 

"You got it.  Strip those clothes off so we can see that sexy body, and get into bed."

 

He grinned and stood back from me to strip.  Wolfy and I watched him strip, making him blush a little.  Once he was in bed, I turned around and pulled Wolfy into me.

 

"How about you; are you OK?"

 

He smirked and grinned.  "Never been better; how about you?"

 

"Wonderful.  I love you."

 

"I love you, too.  Let's go sandwich that sexy man in our bed."

 

I smiled and kissed him, then turned around and crawled into bed next to Jan.  Wolfy got in on the other side and slid up close to Jan as well.  I kissed Jan's lips while Wolfy kissed his shoulder.  We all smiled and then snuggled up close to each other, pulling the covers up tighter.  I closed my eyes and was asleep in less than two minutes.  I'd not given a single thought to what would be happening 23 hours from that moment since we walked into the barn.

To be continued...

Posted: 01/11/13