The Storm That Turned the Tide
By:
Sean E.
(© 2021 by the author)
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Chapter 9
Coming
Together
"It... well,
something kind of happened about a year ago, maybe a little longer,
and..." Noah had begun. Before he continued, however, he prompted Jesse to
sit up, then began re-working the bean bags yet again into a more comfortable
position. When finished, the teen pulled his friend back close to their former
position, but this time the reinforced support allowed them both to not only relax
more easily, but lie up against each other in the middle.
"Do you
remember Amber Wheeler? She was in our grade last year, but she moved right
after Christmas, I think," Noah asked.
Jesse nodded.
"Yeah, I remember her. She was the one who always flirted with everyone,
boys and girls, I think. She did it a lot with all the guys this year back when
school started, too."
"All of
them?" Noah asked curiously.
"Well, all of
them but me, I think. I was, uh, too nerdy for her, I guess," Jesse replied
softly, though with a touch of annoyance. "Maybe some others, I don't
know. I just know she's a big flirt."
Noah was silent
for a moment before he continued. "Well, you're right. She was kind of, I
don't know, restless all the time, like that type in being horny, I think. She
and Ethan Craig were a thing for a while, and word is they lived practically
next to each other." He glanced into Jesse's eyes. "You've heard the
stories, right?"
Jesse grunted.
"Oh, you mean about the sex? Yeah, I heard about it. If it was true, some
said they practically did 'it' every day after school. I can believe it, too,
if the other stuff I heard was true."
"What was
that?" Noah asked.
Jesse giggled.
"They said she always had, like, wet underwear all the time - and NOT
because she had to pee or anything!"
Noah raised an
eyebrow in surprise. "What? Wet underwear?"
Jesse giggled.
"You never heard that one? So, she wore skirts to school sometimes, and in
some of her classes she would sit and pull her skirt back at her desk. Some of
the guys said they could see underneath, like, all the way up to her crotch and
all - you know, between her legs. They said she was visibly wet ALL the time.
Some say they could even smell her sometimes, too."
Noah made a face.
"Don't girls, like, have pads or something they're supposed to wear for
that kind of stuff?"
"Supposed to,
yeah," Jesse replied. "But, don't ask me about it... I'm not a girl,
you know. I don't know much in that department."
Noah smiled wearily.
"You want to know something? I'm kind of glad you're not a girl -
honest." With his one arm, he hugged the boy closer before continuing.
"Yeah, well, I can tell you, she supposedly had a lot of sex, like, all
the way sex - or so I found out later. Not with just Ethan, either, but a lot
of guys. You could say she was a slut, or at least turned into one, and
probably not be that far out in left field. That, and she was, like, always
intense."
Jesse's curiosity
was now piqued. "What do you mean, 'later'?"
"I need to go
back a little first, okay?" Noah answered before continuing. "Amber
had a birthday party last year, I think just before Halloween. Remember? She
practically invited everyone in our class over to the skating rink. I mean,
there were probably what, 30 to 40 of us there altogether that day. Biggest
birthday party I've ever been to, for sure. I mean, I know it was kind of a big
thing for her, turning 14 and all. For some peeps that's a super big deal, I
guess. Anyway, she really hung her parents out for it, big cake, skating rink
and everything."
"I... I
actually think I remember something about it, yeah. I got an invite, too...
but, meh, I wasn't interested. A lot of the guys talked about it for a while
afterwards though," Jesse replied thoughtfully.
"Well, I was
invited too, so I went. Even though I wasn't into skating much anymore, I knew
girls that were still into it, so... you know," Noah remarked quietly.
"It was the thing to do, you know? Go to parties, hang out with girls,
maybe hold hands or get some kisses, that sort of thing. Right?"
Jesse nodded.
"Yeah, I know. So... what does this have to do with you then, and this big
secret you're holding out on me with?"
"Hang on
Jesse, I'm getting there, I promise. Remember what I said about what she was
like? Wild all the time, like in 'horny wild'? See, I didn't know that at the
time, and I don't know if anyone else really did, either. At least some of us
didn't, but we all kind of started figuring her out after that party."
Noah sighed. "See, that day Amber was like in overdrive or something. She
was kissing almost everyone, at least the boys, and getting pretty heavy with
some of them - like, with tongue and all. That started making some of the other
girls at the party mad as hell. I mean, think about it - seeing her turning it
on with their boyfriends that heavy and stuff? It didn't go over very good -
not good at all. She didn't care though, like I said - she was just going all
out. She was... well, kind of on a mission or something."
Noah looked away.
"That day, Jesse... my Mom was at the college, see, so Dad was picking me
up at the skating rink afterwards. He got held up a little later than expected
though, I guess because of something at work. Anyway, when the party was over,
people started leaving left and right, and... eventually, it got down to just
Amber and two or three of us left."
"Okay...
and?" Jesse whispered.
"Well, she
was really frustrated about something. I look back now and know why, but then
it was kind of confusing. I mean, she was getting snappy with people and
everything, mostly because a bunch of them were leaving so soon and all. When
it got down to just a few of us left, that friend of hers, Donna something, she
kept looking at me and then she'd turn around and start whispering and giggling
with Amber and all. It was kind of annoying, at least at first, but then they
started to, like, gang up on either side of me. I mean, I was practically the
only boy left, see? In a way, it wasn't really all that bad. I mean, we were
all laughing and joking around and stuff. They were rubbing me all over, like
squeezing my muscles, goofy stuff like that, you know? Like girls sometimes do
and all, but... like I said, I thought they were just only being goofy. You
know, I just... I kind of played along, thinking Dad would be along sometime
soon anyway. I didn't care, really - to me, we were hanging out and all, see?
Even though I was getting all this attention, and... and..." Noah sighed
and paused briefly before continuing. "Her parents were off somewhere
cleaning up in the party room and stuff, and talking with friends or something.
So, we skated for a bit longer, and then Donna's mother shows up and she had to
go. By that time, it was just down to me and Amber. She was cute looking,
Jesse, maybe even what you'd call kind of hot, I don't know - but with me being
the last guy there, and none of her other friends around, I figured that was
why we just kind of hung out together. We started talking about normal stuff
for a little bit, but then, she... she started asking me these weird questions
about things, about boys and sex and everything. I remember being kind of
nervous because, well, that's when things were starting to get strange, before
it all changed up."
There was a
noticeable pause as Noah reflected on that day, reliving it in his mind.
"It's like I said, Jesse. I mean, she was really horny that day or
something," he whispered. "We eventually quit skating and made our
way to the benches, and got our skates off and shoes on - you know, normal stuff,
I guess. But then, before I knew it, she
somehow pushed me off into a corner and around to this, I don't know, this
space at the back of the room. Then before I know it, we're going through this
door, and she slams it shut. I was laughing, thinking it was some kind of joke
or something. I mean, it was kind of crazy and all, you know? It was all like
some kind of game at first. At least, I thought so until she gave me this look
and then practically threw herself all over me. I mean like, physically she was
clawing at me, pulling my shirt up and everything, putting her hands all over
me. At the same time, she had her lips all over mine, trying to push her tongue
in and everything. You know, like a French kiss, but way harder and rougher, I
guess."
Jesse smiled.
"Wow, really? So, she practically threw herself at you, just like that?
Whoa, crap! What did you do? Did you kiss her back?"
Noah rolled his
eyes. "I tried, yeah, but she was being really rough and... and intense. I
mean, I'm not kidding Jess, she was throwing herself into all of it, right at
me, you know? Back then, what guy wouldn't want to be with a girl, to get
frisky and all with, and... and, you know, right? I mean, she was..." Noah
paused and visibly gulped. "She was putting it out there Jesse, all the
way. She raised her top up, and pulled her bra up off her breasts, everything,
and pushed her bottoms down to her knees and all, with her underwear, and... I
mean, it was so crazy, and it happened so fast, you know? She pushed my hand
down between her legs so I could... could feel her there, and how sticky it was
and... and... and th-then, she had my pants opened up and started putting her
fingers like, down inside my front, going for my... my dick and everything.
She... she was..."
Jesse laughed, in
spite of the seriousness of the moment. In a way, Noah's description was almost
comical, he thought. "Wow! I see why you say she was horny then!"
Noah rolled his eyes, before nodding and blushing. Jesse noted the change, so
he quieted and tried to calm his friend. "So, okay - I get it. She had you
cornered and was going for your dick and all, huh?" When Noah acknowledged
with another simple nod, but remained silent, Jesse prompted him again.
"So, do you want to tell me what happened next? Or, was that kind of the
secret and all you've had building up?"
Noah hesitated,
and then replied with the barest of whispers. "It's not what you think. I
mean, it is, but... it's not. Of course, I want to tell you... I mean, I need,
I... She, I know she wanted to do it, you know? She wanted me to... you know...
but... that's not the way it went down... and..."
Jesse frowned.
"Huh?" He had expected to hear that the two did 'it' then, or
something like that anyway. Instead, Jesse studied his friend, observing how nervous
he was becoming again. "It's okay, bro... It's just me in here, okay? Take
your time, I'm not going anywhere."
"I
know," Noah replied with relief. "Believe me, I know... it's just...
it's hard, okay? And I'm not talking about my dick, either," he added, a
tear escaping down his cheek.
Jesse knew that
despite the suggestive talk between them, neither were aroused by it. Whatever
happened to his best friend was powerful enough it had overshadowed Noah ever
since. "I didn't think that, I promise. Just, take a deep breath or
something." He didn't know what else to say or do, so he waited patiently.
Noah actually did
take another deep breath and let it out slowly. "So, it feels like she's
trying to stick her tongue all the way down my throat and... and tear my
clothes off at the same time, and I don't know what else really. She just...
and... and... she got my belt unbuckled and unzipped and undid my jeans,
see?" he whispered, although his voice was calmer now. "It was all
going so fast, and... she... got them loose and shoved them down. You know what
I mean, she got everything pulled down to my knees and... and... then she takes
one look at me before coming back and... and... then she slapped me."
"What?"
Jesse whispered, thoroughly surprised, but then Noah nodded.
"Jesse, I
failed, okay? I mean, I wasn't hard or pumped up or anything. I mean, I was
about as limp as a noodle, you know? Like my dick was broken or something.
She... she saw that, and then cried out and slapped me again." By this
time, Noah had slumped his shoulders, all the while the nervousness returned to
his voice. "See? I... you understand, don't you? Pretty girl, kind of hot,
is practically raping me in order to ... to, like, fuck her, right? It's what
most every guy in our class would have dreamed of, you know? Most guys, they
would have been ready to go for it right then and there, either have their
dicks sucked, or... or go porker all the way, or both... right? But not me, I
was so stunned, and just... flat... and... I was the exact opposite of being
ready to have any kind of sex, and ... she saw that, and..."
"What
happened next?" Jesse whispered.
"She started
calling me names and trashing me, that's what. She asked me what the fuck was
wrong with my dick and all that shit. She put her boobs up against me again and
put my hands on them and... and... she asked why I didn't like her throwing
herself at me? There was other stuff, too. Basically, she just went on this
rant, see, about how other boys couldn't wait to get inside her pants and all,
and how many she had already, you know, let finger her or even do 'it' to her
by then," Noah whispered. "Then eventually it led down to what was
wrong with me. Like, didn't I like girls, or was I... was I...? I mean, what
the fuck..." A tear escaped and rolled down his cheek. "I could have
done it, Jesse. I mean, back then I didn't know things like I do now, but I
might have done it that night, with a girl, and went all the way. I could have,
if... if I had just... if I had just..."
Jesse sat up on
his elbow then, before twisting around so he could face Noah directly. Reaching
out, he placed a hand upon his friend's chest in an effort to calm him.
"Yeah, maybe, but you didn't - and there's nothing wrong with that, bro.
From the sounds of it, you weren't ready for her, or even for 'it'. I mean, you
said it yourself, she was the one throwing herself on you, out of the blue,
right? It sounds like maybe she was hoping to get laid for her birthday or
something, right? That's on her, Noah - not on you!" He whistled.
"Wow, I know guys who can be horny and all sometimes, but I've haven't
heard of a girl getting that way or doing anything like that,"
he mused softly.
Noah scoffed.
"Maybe not many girls, but I can think of a few," he replied softly,
then fell silent for a moment before he spoke again. "There's more, Jess.
She... like, she ran out of steam I guess, and then fixed her clothes back and
stormed out of the room after that. By the time I got my pants pulled up and
everything, and got back outside, nobody - and I mean nobody - was even around
anymore. She, like, totally disappeared, and I... I ended up sitting down and
crying, and... you know? I got scared, see? My Dad, he showed up maybe 20
minutes later, so I at least had time to get over the shock of it and
everything, but I went home, see, and... I- I got depressed, and worried, and I
felt ashamed, and... and... I really didn't feel good for the rest of the
weekend. Why, I'm not sure, other than I was afraid maybe... you know, she'd go
blabbering about me around school. I mean, how would you feel if she got to
school and suddenly told everyone 'Noah's got a rinky-dink-dick that couldn't
even get shoved up inside a girl?'"
Jesse quieted.
"She didn't though, because I never heard anything about it."
"Jess, I know
that now, but... don't you see, back then?" Noah shook his head. "I
saw her at school the next week, and it felt like she and all her friends
turned their noses up at me and everything. It was like I never existed
anymore, and... and that... you know..."
The surprising
thing was, Jesse could recall seeing Noah around the time he was talking about,
and thinking something had to be drastically wrong with the kid. Like most
others, however, he had shrugged it off - something he wished now he had paid
much closer attention to. "I'm sorry, really. I think I can remember you
being miserable there for a while, and... I just kind of ignored you, I guess.
I know, we weren't really friends or anything, but..."
Noah shrugged. "That didn't matter,
really. Like I told you, I was kind of already screwed up anyway," he
whispered, but it caused Jesse to reach out for a moment.
"No. If
that's what got you so... I don't know, worried, then you weren't 'screwed up',
believe me." He paused for a moment, studying his friend, and could see
there was still more he was holding back on. "Go on, bro... what happened
next?"
Noah became
thoughtful. "You see, that went on for about two weeks I think, until I
finally cornered her one morning outside her locker. She saw me and got mad as
hell again, for whatever reason, and then started - I don't know, swearing at
me and stuff. I mean, she was still this intense... grr, whatever she was, and
it felt like I just walking up to a bomb and waiting for it to explode, you
know? She was jabbing her finger in my chest, and telling me to just leave her
the fuck alone, or she would spread the word to everybody in the school about
what had happened that day, and how I was gay and didn't like pussy and all
that shit. I... I was stunned, but... I finally made some comment about it
looked like she was already spreading shit like that around, you know. To beat
everything though, she gave me this... this evil look of hers and then, and...
and said something like 'You don't know what I have or haven't said, you stupid
asshole, so you better fucking be careful from here on out!'"
"Oh
man..." Jesse started, but then shook his head. "I don't know what to
say, really! That's... that's just..."
"I know,
Jess. It's wrong, like blackmail, like holding something over my head, ready to
just cut the rope and let it break my neck or something, right? That's the
first and last time we've ever talked since that day though, Jesse, if you can
call it that," Noah continued. "Anyway, I could have argued with her,
maybe. I mean, we all knew she was a bit of a, I don't know, but... Jesse, if
word really got out that I couldn't even get it up? It's... I mean, that... The
guys at school, and... and..."
Jesse nodded.
"You don't have to explain it to me, Noah. I get it, honest," he
replied wistfully. He really did sympathize with his friend being backed into
that kind of a position, with little to no way out. It was not totally unlike
his own problem he had had to deal with involving Pete and his gang.
Noah finally lay
back again in a sign of total defeat. "That's when I started making
friends with Pete and some of the others, the older guys. At first, they kind
of ignored me, being younger than they were and all, but eventually Linda, and
then Pete, sort of let me come in with them. You see, back then I kind of
thought they were the in-crowd anyway, you know? I figured, what the hell,
maybe if I could get in with them and, you know? I thought, maybe if I could
just..."
Jesse understood.
"Get in with a group like that, then everyone might think twice before
tangling or crossing up the idea you were really gay or anything, right? Maybe
that would, like, match up and fight against anything Amber might come up with
and say about you or something."
"Exactly!" Noah declared, before giving his friend a weak
smile. After a few seconds, however, he hung his head in resignation.
"Well, that, but there was more to it, too. You see, I thought maybe I
could make myself go straight, too - or at least get away from the gay crap,
you know, the label? Because... because, THAT really scared me for a while. Not
just the label, but actually the fear of... I don't know... Maybe, maybe it
would be enough to just survive getting through high school at least,"
Noah whispered. "But even that was wrong... At first, I never had anything
against gays, until I ... until I was afraid that maybe I was becoming one
myself, you know? And then the more I hung around with Pete, and the more I
heard about how he and the guys detested them and everything? I guess some of
it just rubbed off on me. I mean, at first, I was fighting with myself, Jess,
because I was scared that I might really be gay, but yet I didn't want to be,
you know? That's when I tried to push it all away by making myself believe like
Pete and them did, that I hated anyone being gay, too." The teen sighed.
"All I did though was make it worse for myself. I was so depressed and so
torn up by it all, I started being shitty with everyone else, too - especially
my parents. And then you, too. When you and your family moved in, and I heard
you were going to be sleeping with me?" He was trembling again by then.
"I just started to lose it again. But then, when Pete and his friends started
in on you as well and... and..."
Jesse nodded.
"Okay, I understand, I get it."
"I hope so,
Jess," Noah resigned, more tears threatening to release. "I never
really wanted to hurt you, or anyone else, honest! Not you or your brother! I
just.... I was... I was an ass, okay?" He paused to take a deep breath
again and let it out slowly. "And then... there's one more part to all of
this. One more thing I... I feel like I've got to tell you."
"Okay, what's
that?" Jesse whispered softly, trying to sound encouraging.
Noah hesitated for
what seemed like an eternity then, before succumbing. "Me, Jesse. I... I
started having dreams, and fantasies and... and... stuff. Even before that day
at the skating rink, things had already started happening, you know? I'd wake
up some mornings hard as a rock, and... and... I'd start to, you know, to beat
off and everything. Or, I'd be in the shower and... you know..." He
stopped to observe his friend. "You do know what I'm talking about, don't
you? Please say you do... please?"
Jesse rolled his
eyes. "Heck yeah, relax! So, you jacked off a lot, big deal! A lot of us
guys do that, Noah!"
"Maybe, but,
d-do you jack off, thinking about g-guys while you're doing it?" the teen
whispered.
In the silence that
followed, Jesse suddenly understood where this was going. His heart actually
felt like it skipped a beat just then, as the pieces finally fell into place
and he realized why Noah felt like he was gay. Noah, in the meantime, turned
his eyes down and away. "Jesse, I... I'd try to think about girls, about
boobs and tits and... and... you know, but I'd go flat as a pancake. They just,
they didn't do anything for me, you know? But when I thought about guys,
though..." Tears were now flowing down Noah's cheek unbidden as his voice
finally fell even further. "And I... don't you get it? I... I..."
Jesse reached out
and placed his index finger across Noah's lips to shush him. "Shh..."
he whispered. When Noah finally looked up and their eyes connected, Jesse actually
smiled at him. He felt relieved, somehow, that Noah finally had put it all out
in the open. "Tell me something, bro... do you like boys?" Noah tried
to look away, but Jesse gently grasped his friend's chin and pulled it back to
face him. "Don't be afraid, just... tell me," he whispered, to which
Noah finally relented and nodded.
"I think so,
yeah. Some, anyway..." was the whispered reply.
Jesse smiled even
wider. "Do you like me?" he whispered yet again, only afterwards this
time he held his breath.
Noah did force
himself to look way before answering. "Jesse, you're not gay. It doesn't
matter whether I like you that way or not."
Jesse snorted,
before peering into the eyes that met him. "How the heck do you know I'm
not gay?" he whispered back.
The impact of
those words fell like a ton of bricks, as Noah jolted back with narrowed eyes.
"Jesse, don't kid around with me... The other day at school, us, all of
it, you... There's no way! You're NOT gay!" He made the statement so
matter-of-factly, Jesse thought for a moment his friend might make a good trial
lawyer someday.
Cocking his head
to one side though, he could not help but smile. "You really think so?
What about that day in school? Did you even hear what I told those assholes and
the rest of the crowd? All I did was beat them over their heads for the fact
that they were judging me for all the wrong reasons. But did you ever hear it?
I never said I wasn't gay, bro. I mean, I told them I neither got anything out
of handling guys dirty laundry, nor did I ever do anything that was gay-ish
with my little brother. Remember? Isn't that what you heard me tell them?"
Noah's expression
turned into one of surprise, as he thought back over the incident, but then
shook his head. "Yeah, but... what about us? I mean, we don't...
I..." The teen sat up then so that he was sitting side-by-side with his
best friend. "Huh?" he finally blurted out, the frustrated confusion
running deep.
Jesse laughed,
then grabbed their blanket and pulled it around them both again, but not before
moving in close once more. Really close. "What about us?" he
whispered in return, but then shook his head. "I asked you, how do you
know I'm not gay? Have I ever told you I wasn't? Better yet, have you ever even
asked me if I was?"
"Well, no,
but... how? I mean, why..."
"Listen,
people will judge me for who I am no matter what I do, right? Just... it makes
a big deal to me that, if they do judge me for what they think or hear that I
am, then they have to do it for the right reasons. Not because I love my little
brother, and that I watch out for him as much as I do. Not because we take
baths or showers sometimes, because what the hell, he's my brother, right? I'm
not afraid of being naked around him, and neither is he with me! Good grief,
we're family, you know?" Jesse stopped and sighed. "That's the
picture Pete and his weirdos were trying to paint, remember? All I did was
prove how stupid and idiotic they were being. But... Noah? The thing is, you don't
know anything about me and this stuff, if you think about it. You only know
that I've been more than willing for us strip down and cuddle, and hug and...
share all the good things we feel together, right? Most guys won't come close
to doing that, I know, but... you and I do. That's between you and me, though.
Really, it's no one else's business what we do, is it?" Jesse leaned in a
little closer. "All that, and I'm telling you, right here and now, that if
you really want to know, you're not as alone in the world as you might
think."
Astonished, Noah
felt the energy drain from his limbs as Jesse held him close. "But...
you... me... our talks, our friendship... the trust thing..."
"Yeah? What
about them?" Jesse smiled and shrugged. "Between you and me bro, I was
just, I don't know, I was kind of being careful, you know? I know, we've hugged
and gotten to the point where we're now holding each other practically naked
and all as it is, especially given tonight and everything. Honestly though, do
I look like I really care?" he mused softly. "I could do that as a
friend, if I trust somebody enough, and obviously you know that I do, with you.
See, I knew what I was feeling inside, but... I just, I was trying not to come
on to you or anything. I didn't want to do anything that would threaten our
friendship together. Remember how worried you were about all this touching and
cuddling in the beginning, was like being gay or something? That's the biggest
reason I was being careful, I think. It might not be what a lot of people would
call normal, but bro - it wasn't being gay either. That doesn't define being
gay, you know?"
"But...
you..." Noah started to interrupt, but Jesse shook his head again.
"I didn't
want to advertise how I felt about you or anything, okay? Because seriously, I
LIKED you. I've told you more than once, you're my best friend, the best I've
got outside of my little brother. There's a reason for that, and I didn't want
to admit to something that might tear us down, see? I'm sorry... if that made you
hurt more, or feel worse, well... I'm sorry. Like I said, I was just trying to
be careful, I guess." Jesse touched his finger on the tip of his friend's
nose. "You want to know something though? Hearing you tell me that? Noah,
right now I couldn't be happier finding out that you had a reason for it,
too."
Noah was floored,
again opening his mouth and shutting it more than once with no words coming
out. When he finally took a deep breath, he was able to speak, but his voice
was so soft that Jesse had to strain to hear him. "So, you mean... you
like guys, too? Honest?"
Jesse nodded.
"Yeah, I do, especially you," he whispered back. "I wish you
could feel my heart right now. It's fluttering like some giddy little girl, I
think." He reached out and wrapped Noah in his arms even further, this
time pulling his best friend over into his lap. It was awkward at first, but
then the teen shifted and wrapped his legs around Noah, bringing them both
front and center to each other up close. When Jesse looked into the eyes that
met his, he was elated to finally find some happiness there. "See? I told
you, you don't have to be afraid. It's just me in here. I'm not mad, and you're
not going to lose this between us. I mean, I know I'm not much, but you can have
all I've got... if you want it. My heart, all of me... Just for you."
Noah embraced the
teen deeply for a long time. "If I hear you put yourself down like that
again, I'll... I'll... I don't know what I'll do, but I promise you won't like
it!" he whispered with a giggle moments later. "I can't... I can't
believe it, Jess. I fucking can't believe it!" He then suddenly sat back,
his eyes narrowing. "Of all the things that went through my head, about
how this was going to go tonight, I... you... it's just..." The teen
finally stopped and giggled again before looking up with an almost defeated
gesture. "You... you're not just telling me this, right? Like, to play
with me, or to... to just make me feel better or something? You really...
you're like me, right?" he whispered.
Jesse laughed.
"If I was kidding around, do you think I would do this?" He gently
pushed his hands inside the elastic band of Noah's underwear behind him, moving
deep down onto his friend's butt before gently massaging it. Then he brought
both hands to Noah's sides at his waist, and let his thumbs thrust inside
toward his friend's groin, where they both felt and brushed across Noah's pubic
hairs. It was without a doubt, breaking the ice that showed he could go beyond
just the hugs and cuddles. When Jesse saw the look of surprise, he leaned in
close again. "See? I keep telling you, I'm not afraid of you, bro. You're
my best friend. I'm not even afraid of getting naughty, especially if it feels
good, or makes you feel good. Does it, to you? Does this feel good to
you?" he asked with a sly look.
"And then some,
yeah," Noah whispered. After a moment, he nodded. "I believe you. You
know, you're mine, too. You're my best friend, too."
"So then,
tell me best friend: are you going to ever answer me?" Jesse whispered.
Seeing his friend's confusion, he put his lips up to Noah's ear. "Do you
like... me?"
In reply, Noah
smiled and pushed Jesse onto his back then, before climbing on top and
straddling his lower waist. They stared at each other seemingly forever, before
the teen slowly leaned in and kissed the tip of Jesse's nose. When he saw no
resistance, he leaned in even further and kissed him ever so softly on his
lips. "Do you think I would do that if I didn't?" he asked as he
pulled back, a renewed happiness in his eyes Jesse had not seen for some time.
In fact, a tear suddenly emerged and slipped
down Jesse's cheek. This was something he had wanted to have all his life it
seemed, but living where they did, in such a rural area at that, he just
assumed it was an impossible dream. Having someone to hold, someone to love
with his heart... He had Benji for some of those things, but it wasn't the
same. Here he had found someone his own age and size, but somehow it just
didn't seem real. Love and trust were something his brother gave him a lot of,
but right now in this moment, it seemed Noah was giving him a whole lot more.
"I love you," he whispered softly. "Ever since you stopped being
an asshole, I've fallen in love with you more and more each day. I just never
thought, or ever really imagined we'd end up being this close together..."
Noah pushed back
and stretched out on top of his friend, folding his arms in and settling his
chin on Jesse's chest. "I'm sorry. I was a prick, I know." He smiled.
"I just can't believe we're... we're..." He laughed quietly.
"Shit! I just..."
Jesse laughed too,
before pulling the boy up higher on his chest and then wrapping him up with
both his arms and legs. He giggled, and then erupted with laughter, with which
Noah had to join in. As he thought about it, Jesse finally understood how it
all now made sense. Why Noah had seemed like such a bastard for so long, and
why he had been driven into such a dark corner, was now all out in the open.
"Um, just to be sure... is there anything else? Is this it?" he
whispered.
Noah scoffed.
"Oh God, I hope not!" he whispered back. "I was so scared,
though. I was ... you were going to hate me see, or be so disgusted with me,
and... and..." He suddenly giggled
again as he hugged Jesse all the closer. After another moment, Jesse then
pushed his hands back underneath the elastic band again, freely grasping and
holding each butt cheek, making Noah roll his eyes. "Does this mean you're
a butt boy or something?" he whispered teasingly. "You know, someone
who likes looking at peep's butts?"
Jesse shrugged.
"I honestly have no idea. I've never had a butt to hold on to before, not
like this anyway," he replied, making them both giggle at each other.
"It does kind of feel cool. It's not so much what I'm doing though, but
just, like, the fact that you're letting me do it, you know? Letting me feel
inside your underwear and... and..." Noah smirked, but nodded as if
understanding. Jesse glanced sideways for a second, thinking. "I mean it,
aside from what Benji and I have seen of each other? I've never done anything,
with anybody. Honest, I'm a complete virgin when it comes to others... unless
you count my own dreams and fantasies and stuff."
"Really? I
can almost say the same thing," Noah replied. "Only one other person
has ever seen me up close, like, right in front down and all. And... it wasn't
the best, as you now know."
Jesse shrugged.
"You know, that still doesn't mean you're gay, Noah. The way she cornered
you and all, maybe it just wasn't something you could connect all the dots with.
You might still like girls, if you give them a chance."
Noah stared at him
a moment before shaking his head. "Remember the other morning, when I woke
up with wood?" he whispered. When Jesse nodded, he went on. "I woke
up because I was dreaming about you, Jess, and how good it felt to be together
and all. Not porking you, but... We were riding a bike in my dream, and you
trusted me enough to ride in the seat, behind and up next to you. In my dream,
we kept rubbing together, more and more. I would push up to you, and you would
sit back into me, and we would... we would... and it felt... it felt so
awesome..."
"Really? Why
didn't you tell me about it then?" Jesse asked, but then immediately
rolled his eyes. "Scratch that, okay... I get it." He giggled.
"Okay, confession time for me now, I guess... I remember going to bed that
night and... uh, feeling it again. I mean, you weren't physically there, but...
It was as if I could feel it all happening again, you pushing up against me and
all, and... and I thought it felt so cool we could spoon up like that, even if
we did have boners. And although you were blushing and everything, I was so
happy you weren't afraid to do that... with me, you know?"
"Yeah, I
know," Noah replied. "I jacked off that night, too. You should have
seen the mess I made," he confessed, which made Jesse giggle.
"I don't
know, I made a pretty big mess, too," he whispered. He pushed his hands
further inside Noah's underwear, this time as far as he could reach and squeeze
the skin he could grab, before bringing them back up to the waistband. He gave
a huge sigh as they continued to stare and smile at each other. "I can't
believe you're even letting me do this, Noah. It's... it's not all that sexy or
anything, but it feels, like, I don't know..."
"I hope it
feels like your best friend is showing how much he trusts you," Noah
whispered. "Because I do. I think I always have, although I was kind of
nervous about it sometimes... but now, I do more than ever." He then
giggled. "Even if you are interested in my ass, I don't care."
Jesse giggled,
too. "I'm interested in all of you Jesse, not just your ass," he shot
back smartly. "Your dick, your balls, your hairs, your belly... lots of
places, I think." He paused and sighed. "Do you want to know the
truth about something?" When Noah nodded, he leaned closer. "That's
what my dreams are usually about, more than anything. Just wondering how
different guys are and everything, you know, in those places. Guys, and you,
and..."
Noah frowned.
"You haven't been out on the internet any at all then, have you?"
Jesse shook his
head. "Only once. I took some time to see what I could find, but... the
gay porn I found was always older teens, like 18, or older in their 20s, and
with tattoos or piercings or, I don't know, just..."
"I think I
know what you mean. It's always cooler to wonder about guys our own age, I
think," Noah whispered back. "That was how I felt, too. I've been in
some chat-rooms before though, with peeps that are our age, or pretty
close." He smiled. "Some of the guys in there, they'll show, as long
as you can prove you're not some perv or anything. You know, like some grown-up
or somebody like that."
"Really?" Jesse asked, then became thoughtful. "Just like
that?"
Noah giggled. "No, not just like
that... but, sometimes a guy will be super horny, and he might open his web cam
up to show. You know, let the others watch him jerk off or something. Or maybe
get a close up look, you know, to show himself off." Noah shrugged.
"Sometimes it's kind of ugly, but sometimes, it can be interesting."
Jesse smiled.
"Do... you? Have you showed?"
Noah nodded.
"Only once, but yeah, I've done it," he confessed.
"And?"
Noah thought for a
second. "I didn't show everyone, not like some do. The one teen I cammed
with, well, he was a year older than me, but he was... he looked okay.
Different, but okay. Kind of like me, in a way, but not as, uh-"
"Big?"
Jesse asked, grinning. "How was he?"
"Well, he had
a lot of hair for one thing, and I mean a LOT of it - around his dick, and down
his legs, some on his stomach, too. Some of the other peeps nicknamed him 'Big
Bear', or something like that, see? Anyway... he had this skin stuff on the end
of his dick that made him look funny-weird," was the whispered reply,
before Noah scoffed. "I think they called it being uncircumcised, like
uncut, but I'm not sure. He was big, too... and I mean, no shit, he was REALLY
big, as in super long! When he let his dick lie back against his stomach, it
almost could touch his belly button! He got a ruler and showed me that it was
just over seven-inches and all."
"Whoa! That
is... huge!" Jesse whispered. "It kind of sounds like he might have
been older, though."
"It's
possible, yeah, but then you got to see his face and his whole-body and...
overall, with clothes on and everything, he didn't really look like he was that
old, you know? He was just, umm... 'blessed big' I guess, that and his, um,
skin and everything."
Jesse nodded.
"Yeah, it's called uncircumcised." He hesitated, and then asked,
"So, that must mean your circumcised, then?"
Noah smiled as he
settled his chin upon Jesse's chest once again, looking deep into his best
friend's eyes. "Yeah," he whispered. "You know, I'll show if you
want to see me. I'm not afraid."
Jesse arched both
eyebrows. "What? Did I hear you right?"
Noah blushed,
before giggling. "Yeah. I mean, I've got nothing to hide from you anymore
now, Jesse. I don't know if that means much to your or not, but... if you're
like me..."
Jesse looked on
amusedly. "Um, do you mean on a webcam? Or, like, for real?" he
asked, teasing him but at the same time, he was quietly holding his breath.
Noah saw the
change and laughed, before rolling to the side and stretching out length-wise
beside his friend. Pulling his arms back, the teen settling his hands behind
his head. "Oh no, you can have the live, real and up-front personal
version of me, if you want. But... it'll have a price."
"What's
that?" Jesse asked, propping his head up on his wrist.
"You have to
pull my underwear all the way down, or take them completely off," Noah
breathed ever so softly. "Oh, and you can't make fun of anything you find
inside."
Jesse gazed
amusingly. "Why? Am I going to find a pussy in disguise or
something?"
Noah giggled.
"No, I'm like you. All-natural, 100% boy," he shot back, but then
squirmed in closer to Jesse's body. "Besides, you found out I was a boy
the other morning, right? When I was rubbing up against you, remember?"
"Oh yeah,
that's right," was the softened reply. Jesse slowly reached up and placed
a hand on Noah's stomach just above the waistband again. "You're sure
about this, right?"
"Yeah,"
Noah whispered back. "Just, like I said, you can't tease me or anything,
okay?"
"Why would I
do that?" Jesse asked, but then shook the question aside. "I admit...
I really am kind of curious," he whispered, looking down at the blanket
covering the lower half of their body. "Each night we get together, we
seem to go just a little farther, and well... I've imagined it a few times, but
I didn't think we'd ever go this far, you know?"
"Well, now
you don't have to imagine or dream any more, Jess. Just do it. Honest, I don't
care, I'm not nervous anymore... just go for it," was the whispered reply.
Jesse glanced into
his friend's eyes one last time and found that thing between them, that
understanding with each other that they had built. He pushed on the blanket
until it uncovered his friend down onto his thighs, and he could help but
immediately notice the tenting of the cloth there. There was no doubt as to
what lay inside, pointedly curved toward Noah's left side, and as Jesse took a
second to stare, he saw a throbbing pulse come from within. He slowly traced
his fingers along his friend's upper leg and brushed the area where his thighs
came together, before heading further up to the waistband and nervously
grabbing hold.
Jesse's desire
built rapidly, leaving him with anxious butterflies fluttering in his stomach.
He had so wanted to do this for so long, so many times, just with somebody. He
had dreams, and fantasies like it, but they never had any element of realism
that had taken him beyond this point. For a second, he actually thought he was
going to awaken again, but when the reality set in, he knew that this time it
was for real. He had teasingly pulled up Benji's elastic band a few times
before, but it was only that: teasing, horse-play sort of moments that didn't
lead to anything new, and rightly so. Here, there was no doubt, no question,
and that was the reality that set in on what he was about to really, finally
do. It made his fingers begin to tremble, until his fumbling caused him to
receive another surprise. From beneath the cloth, Noah had visibly hardened
even more, to the point his dick suddenly moved upward on its own, and pointed
toward his friend's navel. As it did so, its tip touched upon Jesse's
fingertips, which in turn made Noah gasp and suck in his gut. With the
waistband band stretched, and now more room visible within the opening, Jesse
could make out the tip of Noah's boy-toy poking out, and pointing directly
toward his fingers.
Jesse finally
pulled the elastic up and down somewhat, hovering his grip in mid-air as he
stared down in surprise. The lighting in the room, although not brilliant, was
bright enough for him to see everything vividly. He lay motionless by Noah's
side, rooted in place while staring at the exposure, before slowly sitting up
to observe from above. He held the waistband consistently, down just enough so
that Noah's jewels were gathered together above the cloth of his briefs, and
the massive, 5-inch rod that stretched from its base toward Noah's stomach.
Massive in size, at least to Jesse's eyes, not because of its inherent length,
but because of the thickness there. Without question, his friend's shaft was
far better endowed than Jesse would have imagined as being sported by other
boys. Underneath it, a well-grouped patch of pubic hairs surrounded the base,
blacker in color than Jesse would have realized possible. Along the shaft,
Jesse could see the makings of a vein standing out until it reached the ridge.
The ridge itself was stretched tight, as his friend's glans was thrust forward
in all its red, circumcised glory, as if swollen and ready for action, with a
helmet that protected a small hole at its tip. "Oh, wow," Jesse
whispered.
Noah smiled, but
then whispered, "Remember my deal: down or all the way."
Jesse blushed, but
nodded as the agreement returned to the forefront of his thoughts. Glancing to
either side first, he then inserted both hands into the waistband, and with a
little careful maneuvering, slid the briefs down. Noah helped by lifting his
rear off the bed, and as the cloth cleared from underneath, Jesse decided to go
for it all the way and strip his friend completely. As he turned back, Jesse
mouthed yet a single word for the second time. "Wow!" Noah just
smiled, pleased for some reason, as he watched his friend surveying and taking
in the view of his manhood.
"Come on, I
can't be all that, you know... special," Noah whispered, after glancing
down at himself briefly.
Jesse decidedly
poked his friend in the side of his rib. "Shut up," he whispered, not
wanting to argue the moment. At one point, he glanced up and then ran his
fingers across his friend's collarbone and off to the side. There was the
tiniest amount of arm hairs he discovered, never having noted them before at
all - at least not up close like this. He lightly brushed his fingers back up
the side of the ribcage and then over Noah's right nipple, before proceeding
down toward his belly button. It was an innie that sunk deep with no visible
backing, and Jesse found it fun to play with for a moment. It was not the first
time he had seen boys and their navels, but it was the first time he had one he
could touch and play around with as freely as he was doing here. When he
finally left it and progressed south, he also felt some wisps of hairs tracking
between it and his lower abdomen. "You've got a tiger tail," he
whispered, which caused Noah to lift his head up and look a second time. He could
see nothing really, but as Jesse brushed across them, he could feel a
difference in the touch that followed.
Jesse approached
Noah's groin once again, but then hesitated before touching the still throbbing
member exposed there. He glanced back at his best friend, as if asking
permission, and that was when Noah almost rolled his eyes. Instead, the teen
lay back again and whispered, "Anything you want, go for it. I don't
care."
"I just, I
really... I wanted to see you, and feel you," Jesse whispered. Indeed, he
was getting an electric thrill from the fact that Noah was letting someone,
letting him, pay this much attention down there, especially in such a sensuous
manner. Jesse gently grabbed hold, immediately surprised by the heat Noah's
cock emitted, and the rubbery hard, yet softened feel that it had in his hands.
He had held his own many times, of course, but never once had it occurred to
him to wonder about such details, especially regarding the texture or more of
himself. He heard Noah moan, causing him to glance up again, but the wide
smile, the closed eyes, and the look of total bliss he observed told the teen
that all was right with the world just then. At least, in their world.
Jesse turned back
and continued to stare at his prize, holding it in different ways and feeling
the shaft all the way up and down its length. He lifted the end at one point,
wrapping his fingers around it completely before feeling its weight within his
palm. Despite the length, it seemed to be a very fat dick to Jesse, with far
more thickness than he himself had. It made him giggle to feel the pulsing in
his hand, but remembering his promise, he hastened to speak up. "It's
awesome, Noah. I mean, who could possibly want to make fun of ... of
this?"
Noah sighed
deeply, then thrust his pelvis upward, filling his friend's palm directly even
more than before. He spoke not a word, instead reveling in the touch and having
his senses run in overdrive. No one, ever, had touched him there before. It
didn't matter what might have been his desires or more, other than Amber's
obvious exploits. The teen had been so careful, for so long, to avoid the
pretense of yearning for sexual play of some sort, even with a girl. He was not
ashamed of himself, but a certain level of embarrassment was always there for
him to deal with. He had had a fear of ever trying anything with a girl again -
or a boy, for that matter - for having the wrong thing happen again, and thus
making his life even more miserable. Another repeat episode like he had with
Amber, where he couldn't react to the moment, would have devastated him. Here
though, it felt totally different. Here, his best friend was showing him how
not to be afraid. Jesse was holding him so intimately, fascinated by what he
had in his package down there, and it sent a feeling of acceptance over Noah.
He could not imagine anything more warm or complete right then, from being
discovered, or to giving some small amount of pleasure back to his best friend.
When he had asked if Noah was circumcised, it was then Noah realized there was
a genuine curiosity there, and with his heart skipping a beat on its own, he
had made his offer. Not for the horniness he was developing, or the underlying
sexual awakening he was feeling, but for something far more.
Jesse finally let
go of the pulsing rod and moved between Noah's legs, gently tugging one
outward. Noah understood and spread them both wide then, before watching Jesse
reach between and lift up the scrotum hanging there. "Wow, you've got big
balls, too!" was the whispered exclamation. Jesse lifted them high and
tried to peer underneath, but alas that was the limitation of the lighting in
the room, which cast shadows too deep to really see anything further. He gently
set them back down, but not before weighing them in his hand, and noting the
parchment-like skin that protected them. He wondered if that was common, once
again realizing he never even paid attention to his own that much, but then he
did not dwell on it for the moment.
It was then that
Jesse let go and stretched out beside his best friend again, propping himself
on an elbow with one arm, but using the other to return to grasping Noah's
manhood. The touch and grasp made the teenager suck in his gut yet again. Jesse
made a few methodical movements, pumping the rod in his hand, and being amazed
at how the little remaining foreskin could be slid forward and back with ease.
"So, that's how you can jack off, isn't it?" he asked, still
whispering in fascination as he did it again. Unlike someone that was
uncircumcised, he could still see the shroud freely work its way up around the
glans before falling back. He was no stranger in knowing those few moves were
jerking off his friend, but he was fascinated with how it felt, and at how
something no different than what millions of other boys around the world had,
was still unalike in subtle ways. He thought about Benji, and likened what he
felt now to how his brother felt doing this to him. He sighed, and then rolled
into his friend tightly. He did not hug him, but the closeness sent a message
at how he felt, from the inside, between them. Noah returned the gesture by
rolling into the semi-embrace as well, loving the feel of having his friend
next to him. "Mmm..." he whispered, feeling content other than for
the stirring in his loins, and noting the strongly tented cloth that poked him
along his side.
As Jesse watched,
he giggled at the rapid change of expressions he witnessed. He slowed what he
was doing and then leaned in close. "Noah?" he whispered, which
finally caused his friend to look up at him. In a quiet, subtle but purposeful
move, Jesse leaned in closer and gave his best friend a kiss on his lips.
Although light and sensuous, he lingered only a few seconds before pulling
back. The look of surprise that met him though, made Jesse smile and sheepishly
explain. "I wanted to do that, at least just once, before you had a chance
to tell me you didn't want to do it, or hated kissing, or anything like
it." He gently squeezed the hardened member in his hand. "You get it,
right? Letting me see and touch you, and... you know, play down here with your
dick is one thing, bro. Letting me kiss you is something else entirely. I
just... give me a pass, okay? Don't hate me for it...?"
"Hate
you?" Noah asked in surprise, before he first shifted his upper torso
closer and craned his neck forward, all the while he slipped an arm around his
friend and pulled him closer. "Then, don't hate me back," he
whispered, before closing the remaining distance and meeting Jesse's lips
mid-air. There he pressed in and held, until they were both breathing in the air
from each other. As Jesse whimpered, he felt as if his heart stopped. Then,
cautiously, he parted his lips, and was ready to scream with joy when his best
friend did the same. Both of their tongues met, and an all-out frenzy began,
touching each other, sucking, or pushing in as far as they could reach, finding
teeth and cavernous places to explore and seek out.
At one point,
Jesse turned his head and opened his mouth wider, which Noah did as well, but
turned in the other direction. Neither had ever thought of it so much before,
but as natural as certain things are in life, this one did not escape them. The
move allowed them to go deeper than before, and to consummate a feeling of
intimacy between them unmatched by either in their dreams. When two people
kiss, whether they be different or of the same sex, usually one of two things
drove them. One was the obvious sexual stimulation that it provided, but the
other was on a much deeper level. Both Noah and Jesse felt that deeper level,
that connection between them expand. As Noah reached around and felt Jesse's
back, rubbing it gently, but yet pulling more of his friend inside, he could
feel the trust, and the ever-present shared love they were slowly building. He
sought his friend out hungrily, while at the same time felt his loins going
into overdrive. Jesse had continued to stroke him slowly, but with feeling, and
inside Noah felt a familiar strike of electricity connecting all over. He had
no opportunity to warn his friend, didn't even have that much of a chance to
even register the pull behind his navel. Jesse knew though, because he could
feel his friend's dick expanding in his hand to an even bigger degree. He could
also feel a change from underneath, as if there was something powerful racing
its way to the tip, before Noah heaved a huge gob of cum up onto his lower
chest. "UUnngghh!" the teen cried out, before separating and letting
his head fall back. "OOhh sshhiittt...!!!" he whispered as another,
then third eruption found its way out from inside, and spurted all over him.
Jesse had rolled
back slightly so that he could look down and watch, as each eruption made its
way up and out. He was amazed at both the quantity and the silvery-whiteness
that appeared. "OOhhhh, wow!" he whispered, as Noah continued to ooze
still another five or six times before finally stopping, each becoming smaller
and less intensified than the one preceding it. Jesse kept the motions up,
however, knowing the price of stopping suddenly rather than letting everything
follow through to the finish. He squeezed gently until Noah started to go
totally limp, his breathing coming hard and sporadic. There he lay, in his bed,
without a care in the world at that moment, reveling in how it felt to be held
and jerked by somebody else, and his best friend at that. Jesse smiled,
reaching up in the interim to run his finger thru his friend's jizz collected
on his stomach and lower abdomen, swirling it in small circles and feeling its
texture. He knew what he wanted to do, but wondered if that might really go too
far with Noah. Perhaps there were some things he should hold in reserve, until
he was reassured of his friend's commitment to what the two of them were
getting into.
It wasn't long
before Noah opened his eyes and smiled widely, before reaching out and grasping
Jesse by the hand and holding it. "Do you know how fucking awesome that
was?" he whispered.
Jesse nodded.
"I think so. Even if I don't, I saw how awesome it must have been for
you." He tapped his friend in the middle of his chest, right where the
biggest of the cum-laden eruptions had landed. "Do you always give up this
much, uh, cum?" he whispered, causing Noah to raise his chin and look
down.
"Ah, fuck no!
I mean, wow! No wonder it felt so... so..." He couldn't think of a word to
describe it himself, so he let his head fall back to the bean bag. "Man,
you... wow..."
Jesse giggled.
"That good, huh?" He then leaned in. "You know what was almost
as good, for me? When you let me kiss you like that," he whispered.
"I almost made my own mess right then and there, you know?"
Noah's eyes then
opened wide. "But... you didn't, right?" When Jess shook his head,
Noah then quickly sat up and twisted himself around before straddling his
friend's lower abdomen. He put a finger on Jesse's lips quickly when he saw the
questioning look. "It's my turn, and yes... I want to see you as much as
you wanted to see me," he whispered.
When Jesse grinned,
Noah slid backward until he was now positioned over his friend's lower thighs.
He turned his glance down and studied the lump that was tenting completely on
one side, and noticed right away that it seemed longer than he expected. He
grasped both sides of the elastic, but then halted to look up into the eyes
watching him. "Don't worry, I won't make fun of you, either," he
mused with a sly look. "You ready?"
Jesse nodded,
spreading his arms slightly away from his body. In some ways, he likened the
excitement in his friend to another certain younger boy only days before.
"Like you said, anything you want," he whispered.
Noah looked down
and, unlike Jesse, who had taken a rather slower approach, he simply pulled the
briefs out and down, before pulling the waistband further along the sides. Noah
tugged when Jesse lifted his hips, before getting the garment down and off his
friend's feet. When he came back up to seek his prize however, he stopped and
visibly gulped as he took in the view. "Are you... shit! You're... you're
uncut!" He glanced up with a look of amazement. "That's... you're
like the guy I saw on the webcam!"
Jesse had to
giggle. "Well, guys usually only come in one of two flavors, you know...
cut or uncut," he quipped, causing Noah to roll his eyes before turning
his attention back. Unlike Jesse, he didn't wait or seek permission, instead
reaching out and with a single finger, lifted the longer, but skinnier member
away from his belly. "Holy...!" was all he said, before pushing and
prodding, raising and turning the man-toy loose, all to see it flop back onto
Jesse's lower belly.
Noah leaned in closer then and studied his
friend. Like himself, he had a small pubic bush at the base of his cock,
although they were nowhere as dark as his own, and also seemed to be less in
quantity. He felt them though, their softness almost like silk, and when he ran
his fingers through them, he could see they were more brownish in nature. The
hairs also rose to just above the base of his crotch, like his own, but sharply
tapered off and continued with only the thinnest of paths stretching toward Jesse's
waistline, before tapering off completely. "That's what you meant by tiger
tail, isn't it?" he asked. "Mine come on up toward my belly button,
but yours..."
"Yeah, they
stop," Jesse whispered, nodding.
Noah suddenly
giggled, but then blushed. "I'm sorry, I just... I never imagined anyone,
or you, being... like this," he whispered, as he grasped hold of the rod
that pulsed in his hand. Looking up, he saw Jesse's eyes were closed, but the
hint of the smile there also told him his friend was in another world - just
like he had been only moments before. When Noah turned his attention back, he
pulled the skin back so that it completely uncovered Jesse's glans, which made
Noah stop again and whistle. Unlike his own, Jesse's glans was slick-looking, almost
wet, with a deep purple hue in color compared to the rest of his shaft. As he
stared, he suddenly heard a voice whispering in the background.
"It's because
I'm uncut, see. I don't get, um, a lot of exposure to the outside air much, not
when my skin covers me and all," Jesse explained. "I guess that's why
you thought on that cam-to-cam it was all weird looking, right?"
Noah shook his
head, however. "No, he wasn't like this, at least, not that I could see.
He... we didn't pull his cam up really close or anything, Jesse." He
glanced up, feeling guilty. "I'm really sorry I said it looked weird. I
mean, you don't look weird at all, it was just, he was..."
"Different," Jesse filled in for him, to which Noah nodded.
"I am different, but so are you Noah. You looked just as cool to me, as
I'm guessing I probably look to you."
"Oh yeah,
definitely..." Noah whispered, then tried a single stroke before stopping.
"Does it, like, hurt you or anything to do... you know, to jack off? I
mean, can you like, pull back too far, or...?"
Jesse giggled and
pushed his friends hand out of the way. Pulling back, he showed his friend he
could almost match his circumcised skin's state, before pushing forward and
showing how his head, even in its erect state, could still be completely
covered. "I've read somewhere that its different for different guys. Some
can't do this, some can. Some have a lot of skin, some have just enough to
cover themselves when they're not hard and everything."
Noah visibly
gulped. "But... you can cover almost all the way! I mean, I still see
your, you know, your end peeking out a little," he whispered.
"Yeah, but...
you're not going to hurt me, I promise," Jesse whispered back, finishing
his explanation. With that, like his friend, he pulled his hands in behind his
head and lay there.
Noah traveled
south of Jesse's hardened member for a moment and felt the teen's scrotum,
lifting it up as he had done for him. Letting them slide softly back into
place, he commented, "Can't see much there, can we." Jesse simply
shrugged, causing Noah to blush. "Sorry, I'm not trying to be, I don't
know..."
Jesse giggled
then. "Be curious? As if I wasn't when I was doing stuff to you?"
Jesse suddenly sat up and pulled Noah over closer. "You know something
bro?"
"What?"
"I think all
of this is cool. I really do," he whispered into his ear.
Noah giggled and
then gently pushed his friend back onto the bed. Without another word, he
replicated Jesse's position, maneuvering to stretch out by his side and free
his right-hand to 'play' down below. "Do you want me to jerk you
off?" he whispered.
"If you want
to," was the quiet reply. "Otherwise, I'm going to have to make a
quick trip to the bathroom in a minute."
Noah giggled
again. "Over my dead body," he retorted, and then started to milk
Jesse's personal rod inside his fist. It felt awesome really, and nothing like
he would have expected. The fact that he held now a skinner, but longer shaft
actually caused him to take note of other things, too. Like his friend, he
marveled at the heat and texture of the touch in his hand. He also noted how
much easier it was to enclose Jesse's whole member in his hand and circle his
fingers completely around it. He didn't know how much longer Jesse was compared
to himself, but he figured at least a half-inch or more was up for grabs.
As Noah stroked
it, he could feel the pulses building, and as he continued, each continued to
become more intense. More than once, the teen also felt Jesse stretch his toes
forward and brush them against his own feet. His friend's breathing became more
erratic, and unlike Noah, Jesse swore softly under his breath, moaning from
time to time. Although he had heard Jesse swear and curse a few times, as he
listened, it just seemed unnatural for his friend. He didn't bring it up now,
however, as he concentrated with his task in his hand. It took his friend
considerably longer it seemed, but just as Noah's hand was beginning to tire,
there was a change. In silence, Jesse's entire, naked body suddenly tensed up,
as if all his muscles were contracting simultaneously, and then the teen fell
back he thrust his mid-section upward, deep into Noah's hand. Not unlike his
friend, Jesse started spurting gobs of his own white juice, with strong
eruptions spattering onto his chest and abdomen, and even one which somehow
flew to the side and hit Noah on his arm. Noah watched in utter fascination, as
Jesse sucked in his gut and gave up yet another huge amount that flew right
into his navel.
Then as quickly as
it had started, it stopped, and Noah lessened the pressure of his grip.
"Holy shit, that... that was awesome!" he hissed, grinning down at
his friend. Jesse, heaving deeply and trying to catch his breath, did not
respond at first, his muscles succumbing to a total limp state. The orgasm had
been out of this world, far more intense than anything he experienced normally
on his own. Even in the afterglow, he could still feel a slight tug behind his
belly, and as the receding pressure was slow to leave his loins.
When Jesse finally
did respond, he whispered, "Oh wow, that was so.... fucking
fantastic!" He grinned as he turned his head to look at Noah, who grinned
back at him. "Was it like, that intense for you?"
"Probably. I
felt like my dick was going to shoot off to the ceiling," Noah whispered
back.
"Mine,
too," Jesse confessed, but then lay back. "I'm like... I feel like
I'm spent, you know?"
"Yeah, me
too, a little at least bit." Noah held onto the now softening member.
"Do you think... Um, do you think this is what sex is like? With a girl
and all?"
Jesse gave him a
look and shrugged. "Who cares? Really, who fucking cares? This was...
awesome!"
Noah, embarrassed,
slid into his friend's shoulder, letting his head come to a rest there.
"Sorry," he whispered.
Jesse wasn't going
to let it go, though. "No, don't be. I honestly have no clue, really.
You're the only one I've ever talked to that came the closest to doing it, I
think. But you know something? It's either got be less great, the same or more,
right? So, if it's less, I say let them go screw themselves... we've found
something better, just between us. If it's the same, then meh, what's the big
deal about it being so taboo and everything, right?" He then lowered his
voice. "And if it's more, then... heck, that's their problem, not ours.
Because what you just gave me tonight? Oh my God, Noah!"
Noah felt tears
welling up in his eyes. "Really? You liked it that much, as much as I
did?"
"Oh yeah, you
bet I did, if not more," was the soft reply. "Especially when you
kissed me. You can stop and never do that again, if you want. You know, kiss
with me, but now... now that I know what it's like, I know... I mean, I
know..."
"What?"
Noah asked softly.
"I know I
felt something, inside, like leap out of me and into you when we did it. All
the feelings I've had between us, about us... everything Noah, it just kind of
came together, and it felt so awesome! I don't know if that is the same thing
that happens between boyfriends or girlfriends, but I know how I felt with you
and me, and right now? I think we're going to be in trouble from here on
out." He spoke the last in jest with amusement, and Noah understood.
"Yeah, but we
live next to each other, you know? I couldn't be happier about it."
Jesse giggled.
"It's only been a month since you wanted me out of your bedroom, and out
of your life, remember? If looks could kill..."
Noah hung his head
just then, hiding his face into his friend's neck. "Oh no, don't remind
me..."
Laughing, Jesse
rolled into his friend then, until they were face to face. "You're my best
friend, Noah. Don't forget it, okay? Before, now, after... it doesn't really
matter, you know?"
Noah smiled.
"No, it really doesn't, I agree." Then, for the first time since
their escapades began, he felt something tug from inside, and with it, he
reached out and pulled his friend in, wrapping both arms and legs around him.
They were touching everywhere up and down their torso, but with their groins
now in a soft state, it didn't matter. In fact, it felt all the better, because
their intimacy could not be any closer by definition than it was right then.
"I hope I learn to have as much forgiveness in my heart, as you do towards
me, Jess. I was so scared about this night, and when it would come. I knew I
was going to have to tell you, but I was so scared you'd hate me, you
know?"
Jesse hugged him
back. "I wish I had known, because if I had, I might have helped you not
be so scared a whole lot sooner."
Noah pulled back
to meet the eyes that looked back. "I'm not though. Think about it, Jesse.
I think I had to learn it this way, because if I didn't, I might have not
learned to accept this, or love you, or love us together like I have. Or at
least, let us trust each other like we did. I wouldn't change any of it, not
now. You made me a brother, remember?"
"Meh, you
made yourself our brother, Noah, with all the benefits that go with it. Just,
help me, okay? For Benji's sake..."
"He's my
brother, too. Maybe not in the same way, but..." Noah began, until Jesse
stopped him.
"Don't be so
sure. He loves you, too, but Noah... always remember, Benji processes things a
little different than we do, okay?"
Noah nodded. "I understand, and yeah...
I'll help you protect him. I promise."
Jesse relaxed then
and smiled. They stared at one another for several minutes, before Jesse
finally giggled. "So, what now? We go to sleep, or...?"
Noah grinned.
"Kind of hard to beat this one, isn't it? Are you getting hard
again?" He felt he already knew the answer, but asking was for good
measure.
Jesse shook his
head, however. "Not really. It... it usually takes me a few minutes
before, well... you know..."
Noah relaxed. "Good, I'm not either. I
think I may have cummed myself dry for the time being," he teased, making
Jesse giggle. "I did think of one thing, though. We're both kind of, you
know, sticky and stuff with all this dried up gooey cum between us."
"I was
thinking about that, too," Jesse agreed.
"So, do you
want to, like, take a really quick shower?" Noah whispered.
Jesse shrugged.
"Won't your parents hear the water running?"
"Maybe, but I
doubt if they'll think much of it, as long as we're quick about it. In
fact," Noah paused, leaning in closer. "I bet if we take one
together, it'll be done in half the time."
Jesse raised an
eyebrow. "Seriously? You want to take a shower... w-with me?" He
grinned. "Isn't that kind of, in the beginning, what got this whole thing
started?" he teased.
Noah, however, did
not take the bait. "Don't go there," he whispered, before sitting up.
"Besides, it isn't going to be a full-blown shower anyway. Just a quick,
kind of rinse-off thingy. You game?"
Jesse sat up with
him. "I'm game for anything, as long as you think it's safe."
Walking to into
the bathroom, Jesse started to reach for the light switch, but Noah stopped
him. He didn't speak a word, but instead opened the shower door and reached
inside. Activating the shower, he waited until the water had warmed and then he
stepped inside, pulling his friend in behind him. Together, the two moved under
the stream of water, and let the flow cascade from their shoulders down. Noah
initially stood grinning, to which Jesse sheepishly followed suit, but
eventually Noah reached out and pulled his friend inside his arms, hugging him
again. Jesse responded in like manner in the silence, finding the embrace both
soothing and comforting.
After a moment,
Noah stepped back and made one last effort to spray his chest, then turned and
did the same to his friend before shutting the water off. All in all, it had
only been a minute since they first stepped in, something that surprised Jesse,
but otherwise he was also pleased. Noah, again taking the lead, opened the door
and stepped through, but stopped Jesse from following him. Quick as a flash,
the teen obtained a towel and dried himself rapidly, before turning and doing
the same to the other boy. Once completed, both headed back into the bedroom
and turned out the light, before sliding under the covers of the bed.
For both teens, it
seemed the night had already been filled with firsts all the way around. As the
two scooted toward the middle though, they wrapped together once again, this
time Jesse on his back and Noah cuddling into his side, his head nuzzled onto
his friend's shoulder. Neither had bothered to slip any clothes on, which by
this time neither really had any desire to. As Noah brought his leg over
Jesse's, his knee grazed by his friend's privates, but neither cared,
especially when he brought his fingers down and ran them through Jesse's pubes
lightly. Jesse could feel the full front of Noah anyway, which humbled him yet
again to admire the trust they now fully shared. They remained silent for a
moment, before Noah finally whispered, "What are you thinking about?"
Jesse smiled.
"How awesome all of that was, and how this is now," he replied,
equally as quiet.
"Do you have,
like, any regrets?" Noah asked, to which he felt his friend shake his
head.
"I've never
regretted holding you, naked or not," was the reply, prompting Noah to
raise his head once again.
"That's not
what I mean, though," Noah started, but then saw the amused look returned
to him. "You... you doofus!" he smirked, then reached up to pinch
Jesse's nipple. "That ought to be worth a titty-twister!"
Jesse immediately
went glum and begin to pout. "No Master, don't... little Jesse will be
good, Jesse promises!"
Amused, Noah
leaned in. "Maybe little Jesse, but what about big Jesse?"
"I will
to," Jesse replied, giggling. Though the light in the room was now
considerably subdued, there was still enough radiance that he could look deep
into Noah's eyes just then. "You're okay too, right? Honest?"
Noah nodded.
"You have no clue how okay I'm feeling right now, as long as you are,
too."
Jesse leaned in
and gave his best friend a quiet kiss across his lips, before pulling back.
"I've wanted someone to do things with, I won't lie about that. But even
more, I've wanted someone to just hold, and love. Benji, he's great for a
little brother, but... it's not the same, you know?"
Noah nodded.
"How long have you known, Jess? That you liked boys?"
"A really
long time, I guess. Three, maybe four years. You?"
Noah did not
answer right away, choosing instead to lay his head back into his friend's
shoulder for comfort. When he did answer, his voice was filled with emotion
once again. "I- I don't know. I mean, even before what happened with
Amber, I guess, but... Like I said before, I wanted to deny it for a long time
because I was so scared. I mean, I heard guys can be curious sometimes, but...
what I felt went way beyond that." He sighed. "That whole thing, it's
probably what turned me into such an asshole, you know?"
"I doubt
that," Jesse mused. "I mean, it might have been a part of it, but
I'll bet your ganging up with Pete and some of those guys, and then feeling so
alone all the time, too, scared you even more." He hugged his friend close
once again. "You know, I remember Pete from a long time ago, back when we
were in grade school. He didn't seem so bad back then. I don't know what made
him the way he is now, but something changed for him."
Noah thought about
that for a moment. "Linda told me something once, about Pete didn't have
that great of a relationship with his parents, That, well, that might have
something to do with it."
"Addison told
me the same thing. I think she may have even dated him for a while once, or at
least, he was trying to date her or something. She said he didn't have anyone
to really give him much support growing up," Jesse reasoned. "Maybe
that's why he became such an asshole, then. I know this much, you heard that day
- he won't give up on me. He'll be back, and he'll try to get even."
In the silence
that followed, Noah squeezed in closer, making Jesse grunt. "Sorry,"
he whispered.
"For
what?" Jesse asked. "This? It feels good..." Although there was
little to nothing left between them not already huddled together, he wiggled
all the same to try to seal the deal before he sighed. "You know, we could
stop jerking off and everything else, but as long as we can keep this, I'd take
it in a heartbeat. See, I told you... I know why you liked it so much in the
beginning, and why you were, I don't know, wanting it more and more maybe.
It... It takes a lot of trust to break some rules, you know, for two boys to do
this. It's not the same for girls, I think, and you know what it's like if a
boy can get a girl in bed with them or something. But... boys, cuddling like
this? Especially naked?"
"Yeah, I
know, Jess," Noah nodded. "It's kind of like being brothers, though,
isn't it?"
"No, between
us it's a lot more than that," Jesse whispered. "You feel it, don't
you? Inside?"
"Oh, yeah...
more than you know," Noah whispered back. With that, he leaned in and
kissed Jesse ever so softly before pulling back. "That's how I feel about
you, and a whole lot more." With that, they both fell silent again, and
drifted off into a peaceful sleep.
*******
When Sunday
morning arrived, the sun's rays beamed brightly over the valley, dissipating
the shadows and dispelling the morning frost that covered much of the ground.
The sun had already risen substantially before either of the naked teens rolled
over and decided they needed to empty their bladders. Jesse rose first, and the
image of him walking away and returning made Noah giggle, watching Jesse's
boyhood flop effortlessly to each side as he walked. Jesse raised an eyebrow in
question, but Noah ignored him, crawling from under the covers and taking his
turn. Upon returning however, Jesse suddenly grinned as he realized what had
happened moments before. Never once had he thought about such things as being
so amusing, but then again, why should he, really?
As Noah crept back
in under the cover, he launched himself in such a way as to end up on top of
Jesse, completely pinning his guest underneath him. "So, prisoner, what
kind of punishment should we inflict on you today? We have to teach you, you
know, not to be such a bad boy."
Jesse giggled.
"Um, I don't know. Does master have something in mind?" he asked,
letting his hands reach down behind and grasp Noah by his butt again.
Noah grinned
before collapsing. "Honestly? I just want to lie here naked with you for a
while, play around some, maybe jerk each other off some more, but... I know we
can't get away with that. Mom is probably making breakfast upstairs now."
"Yeah, I
think I heard some footsteps in the kitchen a little bit ago," Jesse
nodded in agreement. "Don't worry, we'll do this again before long, I
promise. Even if you're at my house, there's no reason we can't cuddle up like
this some more."
Noah arched an
eyebrow. "Really? What about, you know, your brother?"
"I doubt
he'll ever know, but even if he does, it's no big deal," Jesse replied.
"You... you do understand, right? What I meant about Benji, and stuff like
this?"
Noah nodded.
"I think so, yeah."
"Addison
mentioned it to me once, I don't know, I guess back when the tornado struck.
Benji, he's seven, but he's not ignorant of everything about sex. He teases
about it some, but... he processes stuff differently. It's even funny to watch
and listen to him sometime, because I can laugh, remembering what things were
like for me when I was his age. And besides... he likes me for a brother, and
that makes a big difference, you know?" Jesse wrinkled his nose. "If
he was a couple of years older, it would probably be all different, I think. I
mean, I think we'd still have our love and trust, but I'm not so sure we'd have
the freedom around each other like we do now."
"Have
you..." Noah hesitated, suddenly thinking he might be encroaching on
something that might not be his business. So, instead, he let it go and wrapped
his arms around Jesse's sides and lay his head on the teen's chest. "I can
hear your heartbeat," he whispered after a moment.
Jesse smiled and
wrapped his arms around the lower part of his friend's back. "Have I what?"
he asked quietly, prompting Noah to raise his head back up and stare into
Jesse's blue eyes.
"Nothing,
it's none of my business, Jess," he whispered in reply.
"What is none
of your business?" Jess asked, now curious. "I thought we put that
behind us, Noah. You can ask me anything, bro. I won't get mad at you."
Noah studied him
for a moment before speaking again. "I was going to ask if you and your
brother have ever done anything much, besides taking showers or baths together.
But... I was afraid that might kind of cross a line, you know?"
Jesse smiled.
"In some ways it does, but... not with me. It's okay, honest. If I ever
can't tell you something, I'll say so, alright? But... asking me that is
okay." He hesitated only slightly before he continued. "Benji likes
my pubes, and of course, he thinks I'm super-sized, which in a way I guess I
am, compared to him. He even," Jesse paused to laugh. "He even keeps
asking me if he'll get to be as big as me!"
Noah grinned.
"Really?"
"Yeah, but...
we don't really do stuff, Noah. I mean, we see each other, he's touched me a
few times, and I guess I have touched him some, too. Not that long ago, he
caught me doing the big thing, you know, jerking off, so he asked me a lot of
questions about it and all." Jesse shifted under Noah's weight. "It's
funny; like I said before - he processes sex a little differently, so it wasn't
as huge of a deal for him. At least not as much as it was for me to figure out
how to tell him about it. He wanted to know, and so... I... showed him."
Noah grinned at
him. "Honest? You showed him...?"
Jesse blushed.
"Yeah, I did it while he watched. He even, uh, helped me out a little,
till I erupted and everything."
Noah laughed, then
shook his head. "Wow! I wish I had had a big brother show me and
all!"
Jesse giggled.
"You figured it out just fine though, right? I mean, probably like I did.
I didn't have anyone to show me anything either, or answer questions and what
have you. I had to learn it all on my own, or at least with books, or listening
to the guys in the locker room."
"Same
here," Noah responded. "We've got this anatomy book upstairs, that's
pretty plain in showing diagrams and stuff about all of it, including when guys
and girls have sex. The rest though, well... you kind of just learn by
listening, I think. That's the way it was for me. Oh, that and being in the
chat-rooms some nights, and watching others talk and everything."
"Do you have
a computer or something? I've don't think I've ever seen one in here..."
Jesse asked.
Noah scoffed.
"Dad has one up in their bedroom is all, but I'm only rarely allowed to
get on it. So, no, I don't have one, BUT I do have this..." he turned and
crawled over to his nightstand, before returning back to lie at Jesse's side.
He handed his friend his tablet. "I got this last Christmas," the
teen explained.
Jesse held the
device and nodded. "I saw you with this in the beginning, yeah. You were
listening to stuff each night when I came in to go to bed."
"Yep, I have
some of my music loaded on it. Look, see?" Noah took the device back and
signed in, before navigating to his music collection and then handing it back
over. Jesse was impressed that the teen had over 300 songs listed, all in a
wide variety of music styles, including pop, easy listening and country.
"I didn't
know you liked country music..." Jesse stated, impressed as he looked up.
"I don't know of anyone our age, really, who likes listening to country
music. Mostly just our family."
Noah shrugged. "I like some of it, yeah.
I'm not big on country, because it's always like beer music, or songs about
doing someone wrong, or - you know, the sappy stuff. But there's some good
stuff out there, too." He then reached in and navigated to another screen
and pointed out two files near the bottom of the list. "I listen to those
at night sometimes, because they help me sleep and all." Jesse looked down to find Thunderstorms
of the Rockies, and Blizzards of the Arctic. "They're
just nature sounds and all, about an hour each. I like listening to them
because they settle me down and everything, when I'm worked up or
something."
Jesse smiled.
"I didn't even know stuff like this existed. I mean, I've seen those discs
in Walmart, about relaxing with animal sounds and music and all, but... not
this." He then handed the tablet back. "So, you do have a kind of
computer, then."
Noah nodded, and
brought up another application. "This is a chat program, that hooks into
Discord. That's like, this monster text exchange service for hundreds of
groups, and some of them are just for teenagers. That's the chatrooms I keep
talking about."
Jesse scanned the
list, paging through them slowly. "Wow! There's... there's everything in
here!"
"I know, right?"
Noah replied with amusement. He then took over and scrolled to another section
until he found what he was looking for. "See these?" He showed Jesse
several entries that were teen-only, some based on music, others on lifestyles,
including some that were gay-themed. "That's where I've been before, both
for straight and not-so-straight peeps." He sat back then, and as he
shifted, so did Jesse, falling back onto the teen's side.
"Wow,"
Jesse replied, before sighing and setting the tablet down. "I never knew,
honest."
"A lot of
teens don't, but then you'd be surprised at how many 'do'. I only come across
it by accident one night, while I was surfing around the internet," Noah
explained. "If you want, I'll loan it to you for a night or two."
Jesse smiled, but
shook his head. "As tempting as that is, I don't think I should. For one
thing, keeping it out of Benji's hands would be almost impossible. I mean, I'm
not afraid of him finding something like this, but he'll be out looking for
games to play everywhere, and... and... I don't know. Mom and Dad," he
started, before continuing. "They don't mind us being around computers, as
long as they're nearby - but that's all. Dad is kind of strict about it,
because of all the naughtiness you can get into. He says he'll get me one when
I'm older, but until then..."
"Well, there
is some of that stuff, yeah," Noah admitted, but then he shook his head.
"Not as much as you think, though. There are filters setup everywhere now,
even with this one, to keep you out of porn sites and stuff. That is, unless
you know how to get around some of them." Seeing the look on Jesse's face
made Noah grunt. "The guys in the chat room told some of us a few tricks
and everything."
"Oh, I get
it, okay," Jesse replied, but then relaxed. "You want to know
something, though? What you and me have, what we just did? That was way better,
I bet, than any porn site could have done." He grinned. "I like the
thought of having the live version way better, one I can feel and touch and everything."
Noah returned the
smile to him. "Oh yeah, way, way better." He hugged the other boy
again, lightly letting his hand roll up and all over him from his chest to his
hips, and more. "Way better, yeah," he whispered again, and Jesse
could not agree more.
Just then came a
soft knock at the bedroom door. Instinctively, although they were already
well-covered, both boys pulled the blanket up even more, as a voice followed.
"Are you boys up yet? I've almost got breakfast ready."
"Yeah, Mom, we're
up. We'll be upstairs in a few minutes," Noah called out, which his mother
responded with a simple 'Okay' before disappearing. The teen sighed as he
turned to face Jesse, and both began giggling before wrapping each other up
close again. "I think I'm in trouble already," Noah finally
whispered. "It's like last night and this morning both, I don't want to
let go."
Jesse nuzzled his
friend's neck. "We'll do this some more, even a lot more if you want to,
and soon. You're my bro, remember?"
"Yeah, I
do," Noah replied before pulling back. He stared deeply into his friend's
eyes. "Thank you, for everything."
Jesse leaned in a
kissed him on the nose. "You don't need to do that, you know. What we did,
we did for each other, right?"
"Maybe, but still..."
Noah sighed. "Jesse, 24-hours ago I was facing the prospect you might walk
out my door and never want to talk to me again. Yeah, I know, it's like you
said - I loved being able to just hold you and all, but I knew I needed to
answer what was going on with me, you know? You needed to know, Jess, and now
that its over? I could almost cry again - not for being sad, but for being
really happy..." He reached up and touched his heart. "... in
here."
Jesse smiled.
"I'm happy, too, I promise."
Noah smiled
weakly, but then his countenance changed and he rolled away. "Stay
there," he commanded in a hushed voice. Jesse then watched as he saw the
teen looking about the floor before stooping down. When he came up, he was
holding two pair of briefs. Grinning, Noah climbed back onto the bed and pulled
the covers off and away from his friend. Then, after carefully making sure he
was holding one of the garments correctly, he scooted toward Jesse's feet. The
teen raised one foot and then the other, letting Noah pull the underwear up the
length of his legs, before lifting his torso and letting the boy finish the
job. Noah let the waistband snap into place, but not without first making a
comical peek inside, and then patting his friend's groin afterwards, causing
Jesse to giggle.
"You just
wanted to see me up close and soft, didn't you?" When Noah arched his
eyebrows a couple of times and grinned, Jesse scoffed and pushed the boy back
onto the bed, before repeating the same performance on his friend. They were
becoming infatuated with each other, but Jesse had the notion it wasn't just
for the taboo, or the sex of the situation. If it had been, both would have
been rock-hard, and ready to go another round by then, he was sure.
After Jesse sat
back and rolled toward his side of the bed, he felt content. Finding his jeans,
he slipped them on and pulled them up, buttoning and zipping them into place.
He turned to see Noah had done likewise, and both were smiling at the other
almost like little kids again. Jesse then reached for his pull-over from the
night before, something more desirable in the considerable cooler weather, and
was pleased to see Noah go to his closet and pull out a similar top. The
knitted material was welcomed, but not as much as their last gesture they made
for each other together. Noah had walked around the bed and stood in front of
Jesse, and without preamble, inserted his hands and arms inside his friend's
shirt before rubbing his back. Jesse returned the gesture, and they locked
themselves together for several seconds, neither really ready to let go.
Separate they did,
however, as they sat on the side of the bed and each donned a pair of thick,
woolen socks. "So, I've got some board games we could get out, if you
want. Or, if it warms up enough, we could play some more basketball," Noah
offered, thinking aloud. "Oh, and I don't know if you like football or
not, but Green Bay plays today, and I bet they'll be playing in snow
conditions. That's always a blast to watch!"
"Those all sound
great to me," Jesse replied. "We don't have any math homework, right?
Then, we can have all day to just hang out, until my Mom and Dad get home at
least."
Noah smiled widely
as he stood to his feet and offered a hand to his guest, who accepted and allowed
himself to be pulled up. "We'll do great, with all kinds of stuff, Jess.
You'll see," he whispered. Both boys then turned and headed out the
bedroom door, already smelling bacon in the air.
To be continued...
Posted: 03/19/2021