The Discreet Arrangement
Tom and Andy’s Story
By: Hogan
(Copyright 2007-2014 by the Author)


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Chapter 2
 

During the next few months Andy and Tom kept their arrangement between them, although John and Evan knew they were seeing each other secretly. They all Knew Tom just wasn't ready to be open about his sexuality. He would have to process his feelings in his own time. They all knew that forcing him out would only back fire, pushing him to explode, then run from it all. Andy, to his credit was very patient and seemed to be happier than ever. There were two rocky incidents at the beginning with Tom not knowing what he wanted and he had trouble understanding his feelings about Andy. He actually left for a day or so both times and came back when he felt more at ease about all of this that was so new time to him.

The guys all worshiped Jacob. He could do no wrong in their eyes. He had four guys willing to be there for him at his beck and call. Sometimes John would have to step in and be the parent and tell him no, or correct his behavior. For the most part though, Jacob was a very good kid. His grandmother spoiled him with clothes and toys. Evan cooked and cleaned up after him, taught him everything he knew about raising Riley the right way. Jacob and the dog played like brothers would, but he was still Evan's dog, and Riley followed him everywhere.

Uncle Tom and Uncle Andy was always there to help teach the little man how to be a good bigger man. In many ways Jacob was the luckiest kid on the planet. He was loved and well taken cared for.

Everything seemed to be going well in the extended family they had created for themselves until one day, Andy visited John and Evan. Tom was noticeably absent the last week. They could tell something was wrong the way Andy seemed to be down and quiet. As they sipped their coffee at the table with little Jacob playing with Riley in the living room, Evan finally asked, "So where's Tom at today?" as he looked over at Andy.

Andy looked down and reluctantly said, " I don't know, why you ask?"

John piped in next and continued with, "We was just wondering, we haven't seen him for over a week and that's not like him. He's not even being here to playing hoops with me, or visiting his little nephew. Jacob has been asking me, 'Where's Uncle Tom?'

"I'm not his keeper guys, how would I know where the hell he is. He's been your friend longer than he's been mine." Andy says looking up acting a little pissed.

Evan looks back at Andy and reaches over, then puts his hand on his shoulder and says, "Andy we know you two are seeing each other. There, I said it out loud, for Gods sake. Now tell us what's up with that pecker head."

"You want me to knock some sense into the man, just say the word Andy. I know Tom can be a selfish prick sometimes, but he's my best buddy. I will set him right, if he's treating you badly or something." John says as he looks at Andy in distraught.

Andy sighed, then finally spoke. " Look guys, I know you two mean well, but if you say anything to Tom, it will end everything. He will never talk to me again. I promised him not to talk about our thing. Fuck! I've already violated his trust by saying that. I can't fucking win in this."

John spoke up and said, " Look Andy, we have always known about you two and there's nothing to hide anyways, so spill it man, so we can help."

"Yeah Andy, we like it that you two are together, and its been really good for Tom, too. He's not as big of an ass hat since he is with you." Evan says as he grins at Andy trying to make him laugh to ease the tension.

Andy shook his head and sighed loudly, then began to tell them what occurred. "Tom left over a week ago cause we kinda got into a fight, well not really a fight. Tom told me he wanted to see this chick he met and to stop fucking around with me. He said this wasn't for him, and he had to end it." Andy said as he lowered his head.

"That little prick, I'm going to knock some sense into him. He cant treat you that way Andy," John yelled. He looked really pissed at his friend Tom and if he was there he probably would of decked him. He knew the feelings Tom was going through and trying to adjust to, but treating Andy like this just wasn't cool to him.

"Look guys, I knew what I was getting into with Tom. I want you two to stay out of it. If he wants me, then he will come back again. I can't force him to be what he ain't. Besides, the fucked up part of all this is the biggest thing that always turned me on about him. His inability to figure out who he was. I loved the way he acted like he was straight, and just having fun with me. The way he was closed off to his feelings and couldn't express them well. All that crap that drove me nuts about him, is the same things I'm attracted to him for. I fucking love the dude. I can't help it. I know how it sounds. Like an abused women saying it's her fault she was hit. But in a way it's just like that. I love the things he does that torments me. I just love him the way he is."

"Evan got up and hugged Andy and said to him, "I understand it better than you think Andy. I have to deal with this ole tall one everyday." then smiled at John.

"Oh is that right Mr. Perfect. Like I don't have to deal with your bag of shit. Andy that dude hugging you farts more when he's asleep that anyone in the history of the world." John looks back at him and grins.

Andy looks up and says, "You two stop it. You know your perfect for each other. Stop trying to make me feel better by making me laugh."

"Fuck you, I don't fart that much asshole, "Evan laughs at John's remarks.

They all laughed and talked some more. They promised not to say anything and let him know everyone was there for him. Andy thanked them and then said he needed to go, he had to be at work early the next morning.

After he left, John looked at Evan, and seen the look on his face, then said, "Ev... you promised to not say anything to Tom. You just promised Andy to his face, and I know that look. Your going to do it anyways, aren't you?"

"You bet I am. I'm going to knock some sense in that thick skull of his when I see him." Evan says loudly with anger in his voice.

"You better just leave it alone. Tom will come around if he really wants Andy in his life. You cant' force it Ev." John scolds him.

"I know your right, but no promises, I may still smack him upside his head just for being an ass." Evan laughs.

"Well, you better be careful, he may just hit you back. You know he is not exactly in control of his emotions." John warns.

"You will be there to protect me, won't yah?" Evan asked.

"Hey, don't get me into this mess, I want no part of it." John says walking away shaking his head.

Tom and Evan's bond

The next afternoon, Evan was running some errands and he decided to stop over at the place he knew Tom was staying at. He was renting a room off a friend temporarily. Evan was told by John, who talked to him on the phone earlier that day.

Evan knocked on the door to the apartment, and Tom opened the door, then got a pissed off frown on his face. "What the hell are you doing here."

"I came to see you asshole, now let me in." Evan demanded.

He followed Tom into this nasty dirty apartment that was his friends. Tom was the only one home. "What are you doing here?" Evan questioned him commandingly.

"What do you mean, I live here. What are you doing here?" Tom replied angrily.

Evan got into Tom's face with anger in his eyes, and smacked him in the side of his head, not too hard, but hard enough to piss him off instantly.

"What the fuck was that for? Dude, don't do that again or I will punch you in your face, Evan. I mean it." Tom said angrily.

Evan was not deterred. He started poking him in the chest as he began yelling at him. "What the hell are you doing here in this filthy hole, when you should be home with Andy. You know that's where you belong, and don't try to deny it. We all knew you two were a couple from day one. Fucking get your head out of your ass, you dumb fuck." Evan yelled in anger. The rage that came from Evan, was coming from deep inside, like it was more from personal experience, than about a friend.

He was furious with Evan as he draws his hands into fists, then yelled. "Fuck you Evan! You don't know shit! It's none of your business, so butt the fuck out!" Tom yelled loudly.

Evan slapped him again in the side of the head, and said, " Hit me, go ahead and deck me. Cause that is exactly what your doing to Andy. Your hitting him right in the heart you asshole."

"Dude, I don't want to hit you, please stop. You know John will kill me." Tom angrily pleaded one last time.

Evan yelled back, "Then stop fucking acting like an ass and go home to Andy. I know you want to be with him and not here."

Tom, pissed as ever, yelled back, "I fucking can't, I fucked it all up and he will never take me back even if I wanted to. I had to fuck this chick, and then she didn't want me anymore. I fucked it all up, so its done your schizo fuck." Tom was in a rage and then pushed Evan so hard, that he fell to the ground and hit the back of his head on the floor. Evan grimaced in pain, as he raised his hands up to feel the back of his head. He felt something warm and knew he was bleeding. "Ouch!" was all that came out of his mouth right before everything got dark. He couldn't see, his head pounded loudly, then his sight returned and he thought maybe he passed out for a second or two.

Tom realized just what he did, and went from pissed off to horrified that he just hurt Evan. He moved fast and grabbed him up. He looked at his head and grabbed a cloth to stop the bleeding, then said with a worried look on his face. "Evan, I'm so sorry man. I didn't mean to hurt you. Fuck, John is going to kill me."

"I'm alright, I think, it's just a little scrape." Evan said as he got up with Tom's help.

Evan finally got him to break, he grabbed Tom and hugged him and continued to hold onto him. Tom just kept apologizing and began to weep.

Tom grabbed him back and hugged him hard. He wanted to hide his shame and emotions. He didn't want Evan to see him tear up. Tom spoke now in a soft tone, no longer mad. "It's too late Ev, he would never take me back. I don't think I belong there with him anyways, he deserves better than I can give him." The anger in him was gone, only replaced with the reality of sadness he was feeling.

"Tom, you think you'd be hiding in this dirty dump, if you weren't hiding from the truth. You love him, and you belong together. Stop letting your pride fuck up your life, man. You deserve to be happy. And I know Andy makes you happy. Get that shit out of your head and stop trying to put labels on what you two are. Just be happy with each other. That's all Andy wants. He wants you, the irritating macho you, don't you know that?" Evan said as he held onto him.

Tom didn't say anything for a little while as he held onto Evan. He released him and said. "He wasn't suppose to say anything. He lied and talked to you and John."

"He didn't do anything. We told him, Tom. We said it all. John and I did. John would be here telling you the same thing, but he has his bond with you. Some stupid macho bro code shit, or something. We don't have that, you and me, we have something different." Evan explains.

"Yeah, I know. What is that, exactly?" Toms asks.

"I don't know exactly, but I know I love you, and I want you to be happy, it's important to me that you're happy. Your family bro." Evan says as he hugs Tom again.

"I love you too, Evan. I don't know why I do, I just know you get me, and we always can speak our minds to each other. I haven't ever had that with anyone else. Not even Andy, I guess. It's hard to tell him what I'm thinking or care about." Tom explains. "But with you, I just know I can be me and you always except me. It's fucking weird dude. You like see right through me. And don't forget you have no trouble speaking exactly what's on you mind while you call me out on my bullshit."

"Well, you do tend to have a lot of bullshit floating around yah sometimes." Evan laughed while Tom punched him in the arm. "Ouch bruiser, haven't you done enough damage to me for one day?" Evan smiled.

"Funny...asshole." Tom smiled.

"Hey Evan?" Tom says.

"Yeah, What bruiser?" Evan replies.

"I promise dude. I will always be here for you no matter what, OK?" Tom says then continues. " I want you to know, sick or whatever, if you need me bro, I will be there." Tom says as he hugs Evan.

"I know you will Tom. That's why I love you so much. You and me we are connected. Love ya bub." Evan says smiling.

"Yeah, me too." Tom says smiling back.

Evan holds the back of his head and gets up, then staggers a little. "Tom let's get your stuff in your Jeep and get out of this dump and go home to Andy. I think I'm going to get a staff infection if I'm here much longer." He laughs.

"Dude are you going to be OK? And... its not that bad here, fuck you princess." Tom says as he laughs.

Evan says he's fine, that it's only a scratch, then responds, "Man, I've seen cleaner places on the TV show hoarders." Then laughs as he feels around the back of his head.

"Shit man. I am sorry and Ev, I'm really sorry I called you schizo. It was your fault though, anyone else would of done that to me I would of knocked their lights out. You are one dumb ass for attacking me like that." Tom laughs at his brave friend. " You sure have some big balls, for a little guy."

Evan laughed and said, "I know, but somehow I just knew you wouldn't really hurt me. I trust you Tom."

"You really think Andy will take me back?" asks Tom.

"I know he will. You may have to do some groveling, but he will, he loves you. You just got to try harder to open up to him. He's not going to hurt you. Stop thinking everyone is going to hurt you. If you don't put yourself out there bub, you're never going to be happy Tom." Evan tells him.

"I know little man. I want to so bad. It's hard for me though." He reveals.

Evan smiles and said, "I know caveman, but there's hope for you yet."

"Fuck you!" was the only reply from Tom as he frowned.

Evan threw one, "Fuck YOU!" back then said, "Now let's get out of here."

"OK. I hope Andy has his gun locked up when I get there." Tom said a little worried.

"I wouldn't worry, besides if he does shoot you, I'm sure it will be just a flesh wound, and John and I will visit you in the hospital." Evan laughed.

"Hey, that's not funny man!" Tom yells.

Evan laughs back, "Yeah it kinda is."

Tom replied back with a simple, "Asshole!"

Evan said back, "Love you too!"

Tom looked at Evan's head and said, "It looks OK. You think John will be pissed at me for your head?"

"Don t worry about it, I will explain, all will be fine. Just fix this with you and Andy. I miss you both."

Evan helped Tom get his stuff in his car and then they both left. Tom went to Andy's house and Evan got in his car and started on his way home. He could feel blood still seeping from his head. The rag Tom gave him was starting to get soaked. He decided to stop off at the med clinic to see if he needed stitches. He was going to do a lot of explaining to John to keep him from hurting Tom he thought. Evan laughed to himself.

Tom pulled up to his house and got out of the car. He wasn't sure what was going to happen, but he trusted Evan enough to know he had to do it. As he approached the door, he couldn't find the courage yet to knock on the door. Instead he went across the porch and sat on the swing. He just sat there with his head down trying to think of the words he wanted to say to Andy. He hated the fact that he couldn't seem to figure out what the right feelings he felt could be put into words. After about 15 minutes he heard the door open and he saw Andy walk out and look over at him.

Tom could see the muscular handsome deputy sheriff in his uniform staring at him with sadness in his eyes. It wasn't hate or anger, just pure sadness. He also looked down and made sure his gun was still secured in its holster.

Andy walked over slowly and said, "You going to stay out here all day or you coming in?"

Tom looked up at him with teary eyes and stood up in front of Andy ready to get whatever he deserved coming to him. He never felt as low as he did at that moment.

Andy looked up, and said, "Come on, let's get your stuff out of your car and put it away. Tom watched Andy walk away from him and towards his jeep. He was confused, no yelling, no lectures, no ultimatum. Fuck, this is worse than he thought. How do I deal with this shit. I got nothing prepared for this Tom thought to himself. He followed after Andy to his Jeep to help get his stuff.

After they gathered Tom's belongings from the Jeep in silence, they entered the house and put his stuff in the bedroom. Andy asked Tom if he was hungry and went to the kitchen without hearing for an answer. Tom followed him there. This was worse than yelling and arguing. This was hell. He couldn't take the silence any longer.

"Andy please, will you say something, I can't handle this, this whatever it is. I need you tell me how much I screwed up, how much of an ass I was being. How you shouldn't even think of taking me back. FUCK...ANYTHING, but this silence." Tom yelled.

He sat at the table and put his head in his hands in surrender. Andy walked over to him and put his hands on his shoulders then bent down and kissed him on the neck as he then wrapped his arms around his chest and hugged him tightly. Tom was still confused and waiting for the yelling to begin. Instead, Andy began with, " Sounds like you already know all the things you did, so why do we have to yell them out to each other, I'm just glad your back home where you belong." Andy said as he released him and tossed his wild head of hair with his hand.

Tom spun around got up and hugged Andy hard and tight, then said. "I'm fucking sorry I put you through this Andy. You deserve so much better than me. I promise you it will be different from now on. I will make it up to you if I have to spend the rest of my life doing it."

"I have what I want and deserve. I have you home again." Andy said as he looked at Tom standing in front of him.

"Do you love me Tom?" Andy questioned him staring into his eyes.

"More than I actually knew. It took someone to help me understand that. I said it to you many times before, I guess, but I know now that....shit, this is hard Andy. The words to explain my feelings for you are...well it's hard for me to explain them." Tom spoke as he looked back into Andy's eyes.

" You still haven't said it. Do you love me Tom?" Andy asked again.

Tom still staring back at him and said, " I fucking love you so much it confuses the hell out of me Andy."

Andy hugged him again and they broke their embrace and kissed. He smiled at him and then said, "One thing I do want you to do, and this is a deal breaker."

"Anything, you name it, its done." Tom quickly replied as he looked back into his lovers eyes."

"I get to take you to my barber, and you get your hair cut exactly how I want it. Deal?" Andy said as he looked at his long haired lover who was in need an updated haircut.

Tom frowned and gave in saying, "Deal, but nothing too weird OK?" Then he looked back up at Andy with a weird look on his face, then said, "So you're not going to shoot me with that gun you got there?"

Andy just looked at him like he was nuts then smiled, "Well not right now. I've got to go back to work. Maybe later when your sleeping."

"Shit dude, that's fucked up, even joking, that's fucked up man. How the hell am I going to sleep with you now at night not knowing if your gonna go crazy ass on me?"

Andy smiled and got that evil kind of grin on his face and said, " Well I guess you don't so you better sleep really really close to me then just encase." Andy said as he smiled.

Tom hugged him again, and said, "I wish you didn't have to go to work Andy, I missed you man."

Tom's phone rang, it was Evan on caller id.

"Hello." Tom answered.

"Tom, I'm gonna get a few stitches so my head will stop bleeding. I'm on my way to the med clinic now, Don't tell John anything about this please."

"Evan, shit man I'm sorry, how can I help, you need me to go down there." Tom asked concerned while Andy overheard the conversation.

"Damn it Tom, what did you do to Evan?" Andy yelled.

Tom motioned him to wait, then continued to listen to Evan on phone.

"No, Tom. Just don't say anything. I will handle it." Evan continued.

Tom looked at Andy then said, "Nothing, Andy, he had an accident, everything's OK."

"OK, if you need me, call." Tom said with concern in his voice.

"Bye." Evan said as he hung up.

"Why does Evan need stitches, and why doesn't John need to know why? Fuck Tom, please don't tell me you hit Evan?"

"No no, I didn't hit him, he hit me, three times, I just pushed him away from me and he hit his head. He's OK, its a minor cut." Tom explains.

"Yeah, tell that to John, he's going to beat you to a pulp. "Andy laughed.

"Dude, that's not funny." Toms says.

"Shit, I wish I could be here to protect you, but I got to get back to work. Good luck." Andy said laughing.

"Still not funny man...what I do, what I do....Fuck Andy tell me?

"Go tell John, best he hears it from you first." Andy replies.

"Fuck I knew you were going to say that. Hey wait, when you get home tonight, can we...um you know, can we.." Tom said trying not to beg.

"Oh we are going to alright....many times too!" Andy smiled and continued, "Well that is if your still alive when I get home." Andy laughed.

"Still not funny man..shit!" Tom yelled.

Evan got to the clinic and they cleaned the cut on his scalp. He received two stitches and the doctor explained to him, the scalp bleeds a lot and it was normal. He gave him a shot for infection, and they did an CT Scan to make sure he didn't have a concussion, then told him he was all set to go home. Evan worried how John would react. He was more afraid he would be pissed at him for doing exactly what he told him not to do. Evan left the clinic and got into his car then proceeded on his way home.

After Andy left work, He got into his Jeep and reluctantly drove over to John's house to explain what happened and to apologize. As he pulled up to the house he sees him in the driveway by his garage, working on his truck.

John turned and looked as Tom pulled up and got a smile on his face. He missed his best friend. Tom got out and walked up to John and John pulled him into a hug then looked back at him and said, " Dude, you look like shit man. What the hell have you been up to?"

" Had a bad week man, but I think everything is going to be OK now. Evan visited me and helped me get my head on straight." Tom said then looked at the ground, not wanting to face his tall friend with what he had to tell him next.

John noticed his uncomfortable and odd behavior and asked, " Tom you OK? You need to talk brother?"

"Yeah man. I did something really bad man, and I know you need to hear it from me first John." Tom managed to say with fear.

"Spill it bro, you can tell me anything, its OK." John said trying to figure out what was wrong. "Is this about Andy?"

"No, its about Evan, um...you see he came over and we got into an argument and he kinda got hurt, um not bad, he's OK, but it was my fault John." Tom said with worry in his eyes.

"John frowned and put his hand on the back of his head and said, " Is he OK? What happened? What do you mean you had a fight with him? What did you do Tom. What the fuck did you do to Evan? Is he OK dammit?" Anger bellowed up quickly in him as he stared at Tom.

Evan pulled up in the driveway just in time and got out of the car and walked up to them and then hugged John and said, " Simmer down my big man, everything is OK, it was just an accident. Really, I'm OK."

John looked at him and then to Tom a little relieved he could see Evan in front of him and that he looked to be safe.

Tom and Evan filled him in on what happened and John just stood there listening. He finally after they were done said, " Evan I told you this might happen and you still had to do it didn't you? Your lucky you can still stand up. Don t you know how Tom could of hurt you. Fuck dude I don't know what you were thinking."

Tom looked surprised that his anger was being directed at Evan and not him and so he spoke up, "John please, if you going to be mad at anyone be mad at me. Evan was just being a good friend."

John looked at him, then looked at Evan's two stitches, then back at Tom and said, " I know man, I just don't want any of you hurt, especially by each other. We are family."

Tom and Evan both apologized to John and they all hugged.

Evan went into the house and Tom and John continued to talk.

"Did he really hit you three times before you pushed back dude? Man you are getting soft or you really do care about Ev, don't ya?" John said seriously.

"He's a good guy that one you got, I don't know why, but I sure love the little weird fucker." Tom laughed.

"Yeah he grows on yah after a while ." John laughs.

Tom made sure they were OK, John and him, then said he really needed to get back home so he would be there for when Andy got off work.

"Be easy on him John, he's about the best friend we both have, yah know."

"I know Tom, believe me I know how big his heart is."

Tom headed home but first he stopped at one of the girls he had dated that worked as a beautician and stopped in her shop.

"Hi Cindy, been a long time." Tom says to his friend.

"Oh Lord, look what the cat dragged in, give me some sugar baby!" Cindy said, as she hugged and kissed him. " What are doing here, You need a trim?"

"Tom smiled his best flirt grin and said, " Yeah, I'm thinking a new look. You got any ideas?"

" Well with that sexy head of thick straight hair of yours, we can do about anything you want." Cindy says as she flirts with Tom.

"What do you suggest? I want it to be hot looking, and in style. And easy to take care." He explains.

"Sugar, I've always wanted to cut you hair. I have just the thing I always thought you would look sexy as fuck with. We will cut the sides and back very short leaving you some side burns. Then we will keep the top much longer so you can style it back with a little bit of gel. Boy you will look hotter than Josh Hartnett." She explained.

"Who the hell, Josh, who ever, let's do it."

"You know the guy in the movie Pearl Harbor. I told you that before, you look just like him." Cindy explains.

"Oh yeah I remember you showing me that before." Tom said as he thinks he's a cool looking guy. "Let's do it then. Make me a new man."

An hour later, listening to Cindy go on non stop about everything while cutting his hair, she was finally done and he was finally out of his misery listening to here ramble on. He looked into the mirror and couldn't believe how good he looked. He was very pleased.

He paid Cindy and thanked her, and began to leave and she asked him before he got to the door, " So who is the lucky lady you getting all sexy for."

Tom looked at her for a minute, then smiled and said his name is Andy." Tom walked out the door, but not before he seen the weirdest look of shock on her face. Tom thought for once she was speechless and laughed to himself as he walked to his Jeep and sped off.

Tom arrived home with some groceries and used his key and let himself in. He wanted to cook Andy a dinner and have a nice evening at home. He knew he was going to have to make it up to his friend for all the things he had put him through. He wanted to make everything special for their evening together. Tom felt like a new man with his hair cut. He bought some new clothes right after he got his new hair cut. He wanted a fresh start and he wanted to be a better man for Andy. He owed it to him. Most of all he loved him enough to make some changes. Before he spent very little time doing anything to make himself presentable. He took a shower, shaved once in a while and let his hair grow long. His clothes usually consisted of worn out wranglers and low cut black boots or tennis shoes. He would throw on a old t-shirt. He was ready for a change. He bought himself some nice shirts and jeans and got himself some loafers. He even stopped at the drug store and got himself some hair gel. He had to look for twenty minutes to find the one he bought. Cindy showed him how much to use. She said, "Just a dab, not too much, just a little for control, less is more." she said.

He hoped Andy would like the new hair cut and not be mad he didn't let Andy pick out his cut and be there with him. He wanted to change things, but he wanted it to be him doing it. It was his way of still having control but still giving Andy what he wanted.

By the time Andy got home from work, Tom had showered and groomed his chest, shaved, put on his new clothes and cooked a nice dinner of spaghetti and meatballs, with a fresh salads and warm bread. Andy had taught him to cook the time they had been together and he was still learning dishes he could do without setting the house on fire.

Andy walked into the door and smelled the food coming from the kitchen and as he walked in he saw this guy with his back to him stirring something on the stove. Startled by the guy he didn't recognize at first, he put his hand on his gun and unstrapped it, then spoke, " Hello, Deputy Sheriff."

Tom turned around and saw Andy with his hand on his gun and his eyes got wide and he yelled, "Fuck Andy chill, don't shoot me, I thought you weren't mad at me dude."

Andy had a shocked look on his face as he re-strapped his gun, and then walked over to Tom, soaking in the hot guy he was seeing before him."

"Holly SHIT" What the hell happened to you." Andy said in shock.

"Do you like everything?" Tom asks, as he turns around to show Andy his new clothes and hair cut.

Andy, still speechless, just looks at him and soaks it all in. He moves closer to him. He runs his hand over his hair and then looks down at his clothes and says, "Damn Tom, you sure look fucking sexy dude. I love the hair and the clothes. Did you do this for me."

Tom smiled and was pleased he made Andy happy and said, " You pleased?"

"Fuck yeah..but more like getting hard as a rock just looking at you."

"Perv, I'm not that easy. You're going to have to wait till after we eat this dinner I cooked for you." Tom said as he gave Andy his best sexy smirk.

"Fuck, I'm not hungry, let skip it and go to the bedroom."

"Like hell , I went to all this trouble of buying groceries and cooking for the last two hours, you going to eat, damn it." Tom said firmly.

Andy laughs, " Damn, your starting to sound like a housewife. Where is my roughneck Tom. What did you do with my emotionally challenged asshole I fell in love with?" Andy playfully questioned while he was smiling.

Tom kissed him deeply and said, "Fuck you officer, I'm still right here. I did this for you and me." Tom explained.

Andy changed his clothes and Tom had the table ready and they sat down to eat their dinner.

Andy tried to eat without staring across the table at Tom. He had no idea he could clean up to be such a hot man. Tom was always sexy looking to Andy, but in a different way. The rough around the edges Tom was just as hot to him then. He liked the new Tom too, and it felt to him that he was almost with another person. Andy just stared at him while he ate and grinned.

"What?" Tom said raising his voice as he felt uncomfortable with Andy staring at him like he was.

"Um nothing, you just look so different." Andy continued, " You're fucking gorgeous and you know it dude."

Tom smiled at the guy across the table that was obviously turned on by him and said, "Well don't think your gonna get some of this if you don't clean your plate mister." Grinned Tom.

"Oh, I'm gonna get some of that, if I have to use force and get my cuffs." Andy said as he smiled.

Tom just grinned and kept on eating. He was glad Andy was pleased with his changes and he was turned on being looked at so and his ego grew.

They both finished dinner, then cleared the table and washed the dishes together in silence. Tom could feel Andy staring at him every once in a while. Then Andy turned to him with a big grin on his face and said, "Well my plates clean, so lets see what's under those new clothes you got."

Tom smiled at him and said, "You mean these old things. As he unbuttoned his shirt while Andy watched right there in the kitchen. Tom began to do his version of a sexy slow strip tease. First his shirt came off and he showed him his trimmed chest. Andy ran his hands over his shoulders and chest and was pleased how his lover looked. Tom reached over to Andy and pulled off his shirt revealing his muscled chest and abs. Andy had some descent sized arms as well. The man before Tom took very good care of his body, and all those mornings at the gym kept it in perfect order. He got his ego stroked every time he was allowed to dominate such a powerful hot man. Tom was intoxicated by Andy's body.

They both continued to undress as if it was the first time they would see each other naked. Tom took the lead and took his naked muscled lover from behind and pushed him face down onto the table and began to rub his hard cock over his ass, teasing Andy as he slid it up and down the crack of his ass. Tom spit on his cock and continued to slide it up and down and against Andy's awaiting hole making him moan with pleasure. Andy was begging for Tom to fuck him.

Tom stopped and told Andy to follow him to the bedroom and Andy did as he ordered. They continued their intimate affair in the bed. Tom laid on top of Andy and dry humped their hard cocks together as they both stared into each others eyes. Andy had never seen Tom more passionate than tonight, and he was loving it.

Andy broke the silence and said, " I want you to fuck me and breed my ass Tom. I want you to make it yours and only yours."

"You know I'm going to, like I always do babe." Tom smiled.

Andy got a serious look on his face and told Tom, " No handsome, I want you to really cum inside me without a condom. I want you inside me for real."

Tom just looked at him and said, " Are you sure Andy."

"I've never been more sure. I want you to show me you will never have sex with anyone else but me. You are mine and I'm yours." Andy explained. "I don't ever want to share you with anyone else babe."

"You will never have to Andy, I'm where I belong, I love you." Tom said as he gazed into Andy's eyes.

Tom grabbed some lube and then thrust his hard cock deep into Andy until his pubes hit his ass. Andy moaned loudly in pain and pleasure as Tom continued to thrust in and out of him with purpose. The moans were loud and passionate.

Tom continued to bury his hard leaking cock into Andy's ass and it felt so good doing it for the first time in the raw. He loved how warm and tight Andy's firm ass was. He held onto his lovers legs as he looked into his eyes. He could tell he was loving Andy as he always wanted to.

Tom didn't want to end to quickly so he changed positions and he got on his back and told Andy to straddle him and sit on his cock and ride him. Tom grabbed his lovers hard pecks as he slide up and down on him. He was intoxicated seeing him enjoy his cock deep inside him. He grabbed Andy's cock and started jacking him off as they both stared into each others eyes.

Tom began thrusting his hips up, pushing his cock as deep as it would go. Then he could no longer hold back and started cumming inside of Andy with loud moans coming from him. His whole body was twitching as each squirt went inside him. Tom had never orgasmed so hard in any hole he fucked till now. Andy just smiled and stared at his new lovers appearance and then shot four good streams of cum all over Tom's stomach and chest.

Andy collapsed on top of Tom and they both just laid there breathing heavy. Andy still had Toms hard cock inside him and he could feel his cum slowly oozing out of him. He knew from that moment his lover was his. and he wasn't ever going anywhere again.

They both laid on top one another till they caught their breaths and then finally Andy rolled off Tom and laid on his back just staring at the ceiling, deep in thought.

Tom realized he was quiet and rolled over to his side and looked at Andy all spent from sex. "Hey, you still OK with me not using a condom aren't you?" Tom asked thinking Andy was now having second thoughts. A little too late but having them anyways.

Andy looked at him and laughed, "Hell NO! I meant what I said. You are mine now and I trust you enough to know you will never do anything to hurt, or harm me by being with anyone else again." Andy said and smiled.

Tom just looked at him and said, " But how do you really know based on my track record."

" I just do Tom, I know you have finally excepted that you love me and I love you. You won't need anyone else now. We have each other." Andy stated as he rubbed Tom's back.

Tom rolled over on top of Andy and held his arms down and kissed him longer than he thought he ever could remember doing. " I fucking Love you dude. I always have. I just didn't know it."

"Tom will you promise me something?" Andy asks

" Sure babe, what?" Tom says as he looks Andy.

"Promise me we will always feel like we can tell each other anything when we are in bed like this. I want you to be able to feel like you can share anything with me."

"I promise Andy. I will try my best."

"That's all I can ask." Andy says then kisses his lover.

Tom smiles and then says, "Not the first promise I made today."

Andy looks at him oddly, then asks, "So what other promise did you make, and with who."

"Well don't get jealous, but I promised Evan that I would always love him and always be there for him, sick or not. And that he could always count on me to protect him." Tom said grinning at Andy.

"Was this before or after you hurt him." Andy says as he smiles back at Tom.

Tom grimaced, rolled his eyes, then said, "Not funny, but after."

"What made you make that promise to him?" He asks.

Tom rubs his head feeling his new doo, then says, "Because ...well a few reasons." He looks into Andy's eyes again for understanding then continues, " He got me to admit how I felt about you. He got me to face my fears about us. I love him and I told him so. But mostly, I don't know, he needs me, I think. I don't know why, but I feel it. I know he's got John, but I think he needs me to feel normal in some weird way. There's a bond there somehow. He knew I could of hurt him really bad, and he still pushed me to see how much I loved you."

Tom finished his thoughts and then waited for a reaction from Andy, then added, "Your not jealous are you...its not like it sounds, its a different kind of love. I think." Tom finally finished waiting for judgment from Andy.

"You amazed me again today. Your heart is bigger than I even imagined, and no, I'm not jealous. I'm proud of the man you are."

"Fuck you asshole, it's not either. I'm the same stubborn hard ass I always was, and don't you forget it." Toms said as he smiled.

Andy reaches around and plants his finger slightly into Tom's ass then says, It does seem tight, but not hard to me."

"Ouch fucker! Damn, leave my ass alone...you know better fucker, damn that hurt, I will never know why you like me fucking you so much, but I'm glad you do.

"You'd like it too, if you just relaxed." Andy said as he grinned at his uncomfortable lover.

"No fucking way dude...exit only mister...I'm happy fucking you. Lets keep it that way." Tom said has he looked uneasy trying to figure out if he was serious or just messing with him.

Andy just laughed out loud and said, "Well, I guess not all of the old Tom is gone I see."

"Dude... seriously, that shit hurts!" He said with concern in his voice.

Andy just laughed at Tom's nervousness and kissed him saying, "I love you handsome."

Tom kissed him back and then said, "I love you too. Can we go take a shower now please? I think I'm stuck to you with your cum Andy." Then laughs.

Tom rolls off Andy and they both get up and go take a shower. They continue their alone time together enjoying each other like two lovers do.

You can hear the sounds of the shower running and the guys soaping each other up. The sounds of two lovers having fun together, then you hear Tom ask, "Hey Andy?"

"Yeah Tom, what?"

Tom asks, "If I use a condom, and I want to fuck someone else, can I still, or is that a no go now?" Then you hear Tom laughing loudly over the sounds of the water from the shower.

The very next thing you hear is a loud smack as Andy wacks Tom on the ass. The last thing you hear is a loud, " OUCH!" followed by, "I was just kidding, honest dude, can't you take a joke? Damn bruiser, that hurt."

To be continued...

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Posted: 12/19/14