John Gets What He Needs by Hogan

John Gets What He Needs II
By: Hogan
(Copyright 2007-2014 by the Author)
Editor: Michael

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Chapter 6
"A Tangled Web we Weave..."

Just over 12 weeks had past and Jacob's training was over. He was ready for graduation ceremonies in San Diego. Being mid October, it was decided that Andy and John would fly out and attend the ceremony. Tom would stay behind and watch over Evan. He refused initially, but Tom insisted saying, “You’re not staying by yourself in this big old house."

John agreed it would be best and made Evan feel better by saying, “You can plan his coming home party.” Which got Evan excited to be apart of. John knew Tom would take good care of him and he wouldn't have to worry while he was gone.

At first, He was thrilled about going to see Jacob. That all changed when he thought about returning to Southern California after all those years. Rehashing old wounds from the time he lived there and first got sick, was more than he wanted any part of. He decided it would make more sense for him to stay behind. He could then plan Jacob's arrival home while he would be on leave before he left again to go on his first assignment.

Evan never talked about being in California, and when John would bring up the subject, He would shut down and say, “I don't remember that period of my life."

John always suspected that there was a great deal Evan had remembered and kept to himself. He wasn't sure why, but he could see it in his face. One day he would find out exactly what happened to him there, when he was ready to talk about it, but part of

John's thoughts always made him back off. He was hesitant to push for fear of what he might find out that would change things between him and Evan. He knew he was sick and doing very poorly while he was out west. Worst-case scenarios would play out in his head about what happened to him. Was he on the streets, homeless, having sex for money? All kinds of things in his mind kept him from asking questions. He was somewhat content in NOT knowing. He couldn't change what happened to him in the past. He would just have to make sure he always stayed safe in the present with him, where he belongs.

Andy was excited to return to relive his own USMC graduation. But mostly to see his nephew for the first time as a fellow Marine. John was now a proud parent of a Marine, but deep down he just wanted to hug his boy again and never let go. The last twelve months went fast but was very trying for him. Evan did his best to keep him busy and in good spirits. John couldn't shake old memories of Jacob being separated from him back in Georgia when he was a child.

The day came when John and Andy had to leave to catch their flight leaving Indianapolis. Evan moped around the house as John got ready bringing his suitcase down stairs next to the front door. He would pick Andy up on the way before they left for Indy.

Evan sat at the kitchen table sipping coffee staring into nothingness, feeling empty, and alone. He didn't want to be separated from John. He blamed himself for not having the courage to make the trip and be apart of Jacob's important milestone in his life.

John entered the kitchen and knew he had to cheer him up, and be there for his buddy he loved.

John came up behind Evan and put his hands on his shoulders, bent down, and kissed him on the head, Evan snapped out of his trance and tried his hardest to act like he was excited and smiled at John then said, " Make sure you give Jacob a big hug for me and tell him I love him, trying to half smile."

"You Know I will Ev.” John responded then grabbed him up out of the chair and hugged him fully and long lasting. A hug that said I can't let you go, I just can't.

John felt tears on his neck as he held him tight. "Don't cry babe.” I will be back in a few days and I will be right back here hugging you the same way, you hear me?"

"I know, I just hate it that I'm not going to be there for our son. I hate it that I'm not being a good parent. I hate this fucking disease. I just hate it John."

"I know babe, I know, but you make me so proud, you know that don't you?"

"Huh? Why? I'm weak, and I let it get the best of me and I miss out on important stuff like this. I don't know why you even bother with me sometimes."

"What are you talking about? I can't believe you can say that Evan. You're the strongest person I know. You take care of all of us. You are needed and loved."

"I love you more than anything," John looked at him sternly and said, "I want you to snap out of this you hear me? I want you to be strong for me and for Jacob."

"Jacob loves you and he understands everything. He told me he can't wait to come home and hug you till you beg him to stop."

John makes Evan look him into his eyes and reassures him, "I love you damn it. You remember that and we belong together. We always have. Right?"

“I said right mister?” John says while he looks into Evan's eyes and gives him one of his trademark grins that he knows always gets to his lover in a way that nothing else would.

He smiles back, and hugs John and says, "I'm sorry John. I will be strong. I love you so much it hurts, ya know?"

"I know babe, I feel the same way.” John said as he kisses him again.

"Tom will take good care of you and look on the bright side. You will get to torture him for three whole days.” John says as he's trying his hardest to get Evan out of his funk.

"It does sound like fun," Evan admits as he grins back at John.

"That a boy. “ Just remember it’s only a few days, and then you will have me and Jacob to spoil again. You know how he likes you to wait on him hand and foot. I'm sure your gonna hear 'what’s to eat? I'm hungry' before he's home for an hour.” John says as he continues to reassure him all is going to be just fine.

Evan grins as it brings back happy memories of Jacob living at home.

John looks back at Evan, hugs him very tight squeezing him, and says, "You make Tom sleep with you while he's here, I know you don't like to sleep alone, and I trust you. I don't trust Tom, but I trust you, and I know he will keep you safe."

Evan grins and said, "Hmm, sleeping naked with Tom sounds like fun!"

John grabs Evan's ass and sternly said, " I didn't say anything about being naked, you perv."

"Well, he is another hairy hotty, like yourself.” Evan explains grinning. John gave him a look displaying he wasn't thinking it was funny.

"I'm not worried, cause he knows I will kill him, if anything happens.” John says looking stern.

"You already warned him, didn't you, asshole!” Evan asked.

"Of course I did, I'm not losing you to my best friend, no way! So, don't even think about fooling around with your buddy.” John lied.

"I promise dad.” Evan said then kissed his tall lover. John replied, "Good boy!" then smacked him on his ass. The two kiss and grope each other romantically as Tom walks in on them, showing signs of disgust on his face and asked, "Do you two need some alone time so you can fuck on the table before he leaves?"

"Jealous?” They both respond in unison.

"Umm no? But I might blow chunks in the sink, if you two don't stop soon.” Tom laughs.

"OK OK, its time for me to go. Tom you want to help me with my bags to the car?” John said then kissed Evan one last time.

"Sure bro.” Tom said as he grabs his bags.

John looks at Evan closely, hugs him, then said, "Bye Ev, remember, no more worrying and be strong my little man. When I get back, we are going to have fun making up for lost time, deal?"

“Deal, I love you!” Evan says then looks down.

"Love you more.” John says then walks out the door.

He meets Tom at the car and thanked him again for staying with Evan, then began a verbal list of instructions. "Keep a close eye on him, he's really not doing well, but he is trying to act like all is OK. Sleep in our bed at night with him. He sleeps better if he's touching me at night. You two are close, and I know he will do better if your there for him to snuggle up to. If he wakes you having a nightmare, just hold on to him and run your fingers through his hair, it seems to calm him down.

Tom looks back at John with a odd look on his face and asks, "Does he have them often?"

"Mostly when he's stressed, and he's really stressed. So be ready.” John explains.

"What if he freaks out on me?” Tom asks worried.

"He won't, and besides, he trusts you. I have no doubt you will be able to calm him down if he needs to be.” John says as he puts his hand on Tom's shoulder.

"Damn, the shit I have to do for you man.” Tom laughs.

John puts his other hand on Tom's other shoulder then looks down at him even closer and said, "Snuggling and nothing else fucker, or I will make it impossible to find your body, when you go missing! We understand?"

Tom grins and smirks, "So fucking his hot little ass is a no, right?"

John punches Tom in the chest playfully but hard enough to knock him back a little causing him to say, Dang dude, easy. I'm kidding, you know I LOVE HIM. I will take good care of Evan and keep him safe bro, I promise."

"I know Tom; I wouldn't trust anyone else to be here. You’re my best buddy, and he is close to you. He will be OK as long as you are here. I don't know how you two went from barely speaking, to speaking your own language over these years, but I know you mean a lot to him. So you remember that you tool. Don't cross any lines.” John said as he looks at Tom.

"No worries bud, I won't get him pregnant or anything while you’re gone.” Tom chuckles to lighten the mood.

"You’re such an ass, now you got me worrying dude.” John smirks.

"No need bro, you know I got your back, and will take good care of your boy.” Tom reassures him.

"I know man, like I said, I wouldn't trust anyone else."

They hugged, and John drove off to get Andy and rush to the airport. He was running late getting Evan together and if he knew Andy at all, he would be lectured all the way to Indy about how they were off their schedule. John laughed to himself.

He pulled up at Andy's house to find him sitting on his porch with his bags sitting in front of him with a scowl on his face.

"Damn John, we are going to have to speed our asses off to make the flight.” Andy says as he grabs his bags and gets into the car.

Just chill bud, we got plenty of time. I had to deal with Evan and make sure he was going to be OK. Tom is there now and will keep him safe and busy.” John explains as they quickly speed off.

"Sorry bud. Is he going to be OK? Should we postpone and try to fly out later.” Andy asks concerned.

"No, he will deal with this in his own way and he promised to be strong. He will do it for me and Jacob and be fine. Besides, Tom is there and I promised he could keep himself busy perving on Tom for three days.” John said as he looked at Andy and smiled.

Andy just looked at John with a weird stare on his face. "I'm kidding. They are close, but they aren't going to cross any lines. I know Evan, and he would never betray me."

Andy looked worried and says, well I know Tom. He'd stick his dick in a hole in the fence, if he knew no one was watching."

Andy gets quiet and looks out the window watching things go by as they speed down the highway. He thinks to himself how much he loves Tom. How the irritating quirks he had, were the same things that he loved about him. He laughed a little to himself how fucked up that sounded. The rough rawness of Tom was a turn on. The way he had no control of his emotions was endearing, vulnerable in a way to him. He understood Tom more than Tom understood himself. His secret he had been trying to hide from him was no secret at all. He knew Tom had a sexual desire to be with Evan. He was aware of it for years and all though he trusted him, he also knew Tom was a guy that let his penis guide him at times. He would accept it if they did eventually act on the sexual tension they had only because he knew Tom didn't love Evan the same way he loved him. He loved Evan as a brother, but at the same time there was a sexual urge there. Andy knew Tom and Evan could never be a couple because the dynamics just wouldn't work for Tom. He needed someone strong and steady like himself. The jealousy over these thoughts were there, but Andy also had the sense to understand them. He would cope with what ever came up. He always had with no regrets.

Andy's thoughts were interrupted by hearing John yelling out his name, "Andy, Andy, Dude, Don't worry man, I've known him longer than you have. He's a horny fucker, but you don't have to worry. He knows I would kill him if he even thought about betraying either one of us."

"Yeah he does have a fear of you and your size, plus he knows you have a temper, especially after that black eye you gave him.” Andy laughed as he kept Tom and Evan's secret desires to himself.

"Man, You know that was a bad day, I hate that happened.” John said as he frowned.

"I know, I was just kidding. But really, he's not going to jump in front of you ever again."

Andy tried to hide his thoughts by saying, “I’m not worried about Tom being unfaithful. He knows I will shoot off his dick off, and he's afraid of my gun. He always makes me keep it locked up when I'm off duty. I do anyways, but sometimes I lay it on the table when I get home and he always yells at me to put the damn gun away!” Andy laughs.

John doesn't say anything, but just smiled numbly. He remembered the first thing Evan's parents had asked him when they learned that the two would be living together. He had a handgun for protection and a rifle that was his grandfathers. Louis, Evan's dad, informed him that would have to change if he wanted their blessing. He explained that Evan had an incident early in his illness and he tried to use a handgun to kill himself. "It was my gun John.” Louis had said with anger in his voice. He continued to explain that during a very low period in his life, Evan felt he had no way out of his illness. He got the gun and would of ended it right there, if he could of found the bullets to do the deed. Louis continue to explain, "I hid them just encase something like that would occur. The scary thing is that if he would have looked a little harder, he would have found them, and we wouldn't be having this conversation. He would be gone from us forever.” One more thing John, "Louis said as he put his hand on his shoulder. “ You must never speak of this to Evan. This is a memory he had never regained. As far as we know he blocked it out and has never spoken of it."

John promised to remove them and store his at his moms. He never could forget the look Louis had on his face. The torment of having your son kill himself with your own gun would be a burden that one would never be free of. John would never let that happen, never.

John removed himself from this painful memory then continued talking about Tom and Evan. The two compared funny events from over the years and talking about Jacob as they sped off to the airport.

Back at the Country House...

Tom and Evan sat down at the kitchen table and drank coffee, chatting and sipping their brew.

Tom looked up at Evan and noticed he was not doing the best. He was quiet and his answers to things he was chatting about were short, and unresponsive.

Tom yelled, "Hey Douche Bag, Snap out of it!"

Evan just looked up at him with a shock looked on his face then smiled at him and said, "Fuck you butt-head! I'm sad."

"Well enough of that shit. You need to swallow that shit down and remember its just a few days, and then you can have that big party for Jacob" Tom replied.

Evan looked back up again and just smiled, "You're right, I'm trying."

"Lets get some dinner then go out and relax in the hot tub and drink those fu fu drinks you like.” Tom said while rolling his eyes.

"They are called margaritas, asshole! Evan stated while shaking his head.

"Whatever you call them, I will drink some too if you make them."

"Deal dude. What do you want for dinner?” Evan asks.

"I don't care what ever you want to make me. Andy makes it and I just eat it. “Tom said as he grins.

"So... this is what it's like to be Andy, I suppose. Waiting on you and looking at your ugly face all day.

"Yep! “ But you like my face. You think I'm sexy don't ya?” Tom grins.

"I never said that. I think I said, handsome, but has a personality of a rock.” Evan chuckles.

"Blow me Beavis, now get your nice little ass up and make some dinner, I'm hungry" Tom demands trying to get Evan moving to keep him out of his thoughts so he will be OK.

"Crap, this is gonna be a long three days.” Evan said.

"The last time we did this, Jacob was coming home for the first time, you remember?” Tom questioned.

"Yep, that's when we decided we didn't hate each other.” Evan as he smiled at Tom.

"Na... I still hated you a long time after that, you just liked snuggling up to my hairy chest.” Tom said with a smirk on his face.

"Oh lord, your not conceited!” Evan laughs.

"Not if it’s true, its not conceit.” Tom said trying to make his point.

"What ever, lets have some food, then we can go outside later and enjoy the hot tub, it will feel good in the October chilly evening.” Evan said then the conversation is interrupted by Evans cell phone telling him he has a text.

John texts Evan.....

Just getting on plane...we made it ....barely hope your doing OK, I love you Andy says don't let Tom drink he says to tell him he loves him

Evan texts back....

Love you TOO... hug Jacob for me we are eating dinner no alcohol...Tom's being good. Tom says he knows, what ever that means...

Tom and Evan laughs at Andy, "Why don't he want you drinking?” Evan quizzes Tom. "Only God knows! He says I'm too goofy when I drink, and he thinks I'm always going to drink a lot again if I start.” Tom explains with a scowl look on his face.

"Well we won't tell your dad that your gonna have a few tonight.” Evan laughs.

"Fuck You...I'm my own man!” Tom yells back at Evan.

"Sure you are, you don't fool me, you always try to make him happy, even though you bitch about it, you care what he thinks. I've seen you do stuff that you don't like doing, just to make him happy. It's called being in love, just in case you did not understand those feelings that are so alien to you dumb-ass.” Evan explains and smiles at tormented Tom.

Tom exhales loudly with a groan and only says, "I know its fucking irritating sometimes.” They both smile and laugh at it all.

Hot tub fun....

With John and Andy in the air flying towards Jacob in California excited and chatting about being in the military. Back at Home, Tom and Evan made some drinks and went out in the crisp air of the back yard and walked to the hot tub next to the now closed pool for the season.

Tom began stripping down to his white boxer briefs and slowly lowered himself down into the hot steamy water. Evan just soaked it all in watching his hot buddy disappear into the water. Tom dunked his head and whipped his semi long thick brown hair back from his face.

"Come on perv, quit checking me out, get undressed, and get in.” Tom demanded.

I'd bet a hundred dollars that Andy bought you those underwear.” Evan says as he smiles.

"Why do you say that, they are just underwear, jeezzz.” Tom said like they were no big deal.

" I know those underwear cost like twenty bucks a piece and they are hot ones at that, there's no way you bought those, they don't sell those kind at Wally World.” Evan laughs.

Tom just smiles and says, "So you think I look hot in these?"

"Yep, they are very hot and sexy, dude."

Evan slowly and shyly removed his pants and shirt. Tom noticed Evan had a lean smooth body still and almost absent from hair.

Evan had on black boxer briefs Tom noticed, as he slipped into the hot tub also and then dunked his head into the hot water, then pushed his dark hair back away from his face and eyes.

The steam from the hot tub filled the air above them and kept the chill of the night away as the stars shined above.

Evan grabbed the drinks and handed Tom his.

He took a sip, then another, and smiled showing he liked them. To his surprise it was very tart and very strong.

Evan looked at Tom and laughed, then sipped his own.

"These little foo foo drinks aren't half bad. Remember, don't tell Andy I drank, let along drank these Ev.” Tom said has he smiled.

"Your secret is safe with me, but they are good huh?” Evan questioned with a smile.

"Yeah, and this hot tub feels fucking great!” Tom yelled just because they were in the countryside and no one could hear him. "Very relaxing huh? I bet you feel better now, don't ya Ev?” Tom continued.

"Yeah I do feel better. Thanks, Tom, for being here man.” Evan responded.

“No worries bub, it’s my job!” Tom grinned back at Evan.

Evan just smiled and continued to finish his drink. He actually was enjoying himself. Tom made him feel relaxed, and all the mixed up thoughts in his head fell silent. Evan reached over the hot tub and began pouring himself another drink and then turned towards Tom and refilled his drink. Tom gave him a weird look and for a minute or two didn't say anything, then began to ask, " Are you sure you should drink any more? I'm positive I have never seen you ever have more than one. You always said you couldn't because of your medication. Are you sure you should drink another?” Tom asked with concern.

"I thought John was on a plane.” Evan responded with a sarcastic smile. "It's OK dude, I'm having fun."

"If John finds out he's going to be pissed, and I'm going to be blamed for not taking good care of you."

Evan downs his second drink and pours him a third, then turns around back at Tom and refills his drink then and says, “Fuck it! I'm having fun in this hot tub with my sexy buddy Tom.” Evan said smiling.

Tom just smiled and reminded Evan, "You just said I was sexy."

Evan drank down his third drink and just looked at Tom like he was crazy, "Dude get over yourself, I don't think your sexy or even hot ...wow you’re conceited.” Then Evan, obviously getting intoxicated, looked up and yelled, "Oh look at the stars....it’s the big dicker!"

"Tom just laughed and said, "I think you mean big dipper."

"That's what I fucking said...dang.” He replied with scorn.

Tom looked at Evan and laughed as he realized Evan had already gotten a good buzz from the alcohol. He wasn't going to interfere, he knew Evan was just blowing off some stress. Nothing to be worried about, it was very normal for himself to get buzzed on alcohol on a stressful day.

The drinks were cold and going down nicely in the warm bubbly water, and he also felt like he had a little buzz going from the strong 'ta-killa' drinks, as Evan called them.

They both laughed and enjoyed the warmth of the water and the cold drinks. They talked about Jacob coming home and how they missed John and Andy. Before they knew it, they both were getting very buzzed. Evan stood up in the hot tub and looked visibly upset when he realized all the alcohol was gone. He turned clumsily towards Tom and asked if he should make some more. As he spun around he lost his footing in the jetting water and went under the water. Tom pulled him up and Evan come up coughing. Tom grabbed him and pulled him up beside him. Evan just laid his head on Tom's chest and coughed more water onto Tom.

Tom laughed and said "Gee thanks, but I think you have had enough."

"Sorry.” Was all Evan managed to say as he continued to lay onto Tom's wet hairy chest. He wrapped his arm around Tom's neck and held onto him. Tom put his hand on Evan's head and moved his hair away from his face and caressed him on his back and steadied him so he wouldn't fall again. Tom liked the way he felt in his arms. He stroked his hair away from his face again and smiled. Evan rubbed Tom's chest with his one free hand and he enjoyed the feeling. Evan missed John, and at the same time his head spun with thoughts of them two together long ago at the bookstore. He knew Tom was a catch, and he liked the feeling of him again.

Tom felt his own buzz and also himself stiffening from the touches. He quickly released Evan and got him to sit up next to him. Then said, "You OK? You're not gonna get sick are you?"

"Nope, I'm fine now, just got a bit dizzy."

"You know your not suppose to be drinking that much on your meds, dumb-ass."

"Well fuck you too mister, cause it just so happens, I'm not taking them anyways!” Evan slurred back.

"Oh shit!” just came out of his mouth as he looked at Evan.

"Why the hell not? Does John Know?” Tom said concerned with some panic in his voice.

"Nope....and I don't care!” Evan yells, as he jumps up and splashes Tom and yells again "woo hoo! I'm kinda drunk.” Evan smiles at Tom, then announces, "These shorts are heavy and won’t stay up, I'm losing them."

Before Tom could say anything, Evan had shucked off his shorts and threw them into the bushes behind them.

"Dude...What the hell are you doing, your fucking naked now, shit!"

"It feels good Tom to be naked. Take yours off too?"

No way pecker head, I'm not sitting out here naked with you, it wouldn't be right, now put your shorts back on!” He demands with a bit of anger in his voice.

Evan stands up on the step and announces. "The cold air up here feels good Tom!"

Tom can see Evan's naked butt standing in front of him, as he reaches up and grabs him back down into the warm water. "Knock it off before you hurt yourself. Damn Evan I've never seen you like this, you're out of control dude."

"Fuck control, get naked with me!” Evan yells as he reaches down and grabs Tom's underwear pulling at them. He manages to get them most of the way down. Tom try’s to stop him, but before he knows it, he's exposed.

Tom says, "Fuck it!" and takes his off the rest of the way.

Evan laughs in approval.

Tom then grabs his arm, and looks him in the eyes and shakes him. "Evan you got to show some restraint man, you can't be showing me your hot ass in my face bro, I'm only so strong bud, and I don't want to be killed by John."

"You think I have a hot ass?” Evan said as he smiles back.

"Fuck You Evan, You know I do, I'd like to be deep up inside that sweet hole of yours so bad, but I cant dude, I just cant!” Tom finally verbally admits it to Evan and himself.

Evan looks back at him and drunkenly grins.

"You want to fuck me...You want to fuck me!” Evan yells in to the cold country air.

"Yes!” Tom admits, “But it's not going to happen, you're drunk you little hot asshole."

"I know, and I'm glad, and sad...ha ha that rhymeded," Evan slurred.

Tom realized Evan was drunker than he had originally thought. He pulled Evan down close to him and kissed him on the forehead. "Dude your such an ass, you know I want you, but you won't admit, you want me too.” Tom says buzzed, but fully aware of what he's saying. Evan just laughed and began rubbing Tom’s hairy chest again and smiled.

Tom stroked his hair and held onto him. He got quiet after a while and Tom noticed his drunk little buddy was nodding off. He scooped up his naked smaller frame, and stepped out of the hot tub and carried him, naked himself, into the house. He managed to grab some towels on a shelf by the back door and took him over to the couch then laid him down. Evan just looked up at Tom and grinned. Tom still naked, bent down and began drying Evan off with one of those towels. He purposely and slowly toweled him off dry.

Tom stood up and towel dried himself as he looked down at Evan watching him.

Tom stood there naked, half-hard, looking down at naked Evan half-awake and very drunk. He knew he couldn't even entertain all those thoughts that kept crashing into his head. He wanted to so bad. So bad to just do something that would feel so good. He just couldn't do it. He reached down and picked up him up now mostly asleep naked body and carried him up to his and John’s bedroom and then laid him down easy on the bed.

He seemed to be fully asleep now. Tom just stood there looking at Evan's naked body, now fully erect. He scooted into bed and wrapped up Evan into his arms and onto his hairy chest. Evans leg moved over across his erection and rested on it. Tom's cock jumped in excitement and He just laid there at tossed and caressed Evan's hair with one hand, and rubbed his hand over his smooth ass with his other. He could hear his breathing got shallow and then a faint snoring came from Evan.

He laid there, still caressing Evan's wet hair and his smooth ass as he thought how good he felt. His mind shifted to how Andy felt, his body so large and muscular, nothing like Evan's boyish build. He realized he entertained the thoughts of dominating them both, one strong, and one timid. He thought about it. His fixation on Evan was just the thrill of dominating another that turned him on with them both. He also realized there was more that just that with Andy. He loved being his partner. He smiled to himself the way Andy made him feel loved and wanted. Evan did the same thing for him but in a different way. This would be a big mistake; it would be only acting on urges they felt, and nothing more Tom agreed to himself. He had to be strong even as his erect cock throbbed under Evan's resting thigh over him. He loved how good his smooth firm ass felt in his hand. He had to fight and not give in.

Tom moved Evan's leg off him then rolled him over to his side as he slept and snored a little.

He looked over at him laying there naked with that sweet ass ready for the taken, Fuck Tom said to himself, then rolled over and spit on his cock and slid it under his ass and between Evan's legs. He slowly slid his cock in and out again, but never penetrated him.

He put his arm around Evan and pulled him up against him, and continued to slide his throbbing cock in and out across Evan's skin. It didn't take long and he pulled his cock out and then came all over his ass as he continued to sleep.

He kissed Evan on his neck and whispered, thanks little buddy, "I had to do that so I can be strong and not do what I really wanted to do.” He said as Evan was still in a deep sleep and knew nothing of what Tom did. He wanted much more, but he just couldn't do that.

Hopefully in Tom's mind he would be cured of his desires now. All the long time memories of the bookstore encounters with him might fade away now.

Evan wouldn't have to feel guilty, and he could focus on being his friend and loving Andy only.

Tom got up quietly and got a towel and cleaned himself off then cleaned off his buddy's ass. He got a clean pair of underwear and put them on from his duffel bag, then went and got a pair of Evan's and put his on him while he slept. He didn't even miss a snore while Tom got him decent. He got back in bed. Tom laid on his back and thought he did the right thing, well as best he could. He could think more clearly now, that he wasn't thinking with his dick. He was not proud of what he did, but he knew the alternative would have been something he and Evan couldn't have lived with. He hoped Evan wouldn't recall most of the night, and tomorrow he would talk with him about getting him back on his meds, they would reconcile these feelings.

Meaning While in Los Angeles......

John and Andy's plane had arrived in LAX and after some delays, they were off to go to their hotel and then drive down to see Jacob in the morning.

Arriving at the hotel room they ran to stack a claim to the bed the wanted. "Dibs!” Was yelled out in unison. Both exhausted after the long plane ride decided to take a bath in the Jacuzzi.

"Hey John, you wanna share the tub, its big enough for both of us."

"Well it won't be the first time we shared one, so I say why not."

Andy laughed and started filling up the huge tub with hot water.

They got undressed and eased down into the tub of hot water naked as the day they were born. John turned the jets on and the massaging bubbles ran all over their bodes.

Moans came from both as they relaxed next to each other.

"Um sorry Andy but this swirling water is giving me a boner man.” John admits with embarrassment.

"It OK John, the same is happening to me.” Andy laughs.

John confided to Andy that he and Evan hadn't had sex in a week, he wasn't feeling well and we just got busy with Jacob coming home. I guess I'm just horny."

"You just got hot over my ripped muscle body, didn't yeah John."

"Yeah, well that didn't help either, but this whirl pool is really got me tingling.” He laughed.

"Andy smiled at his large naked buddy and said, "Hey John, you wanna jack off together, I will if you will."

Are you serious? Wouldn't that be wrong, I mean what about Tom and Evan, Don't you think they would feel pissed about us doing that.” John questioned.

"John I know Evan is the only one you've been with, well except me trying to blow you while I thought you were asleep that time.” Andy chuckled.

"I thought we weren't going to talk about that again?” John smirked.

"Chill, what I'm trying to say is that it’s just jacking off with another, we don't jack each other off, and we just do it at the same time by ourselves. Makes it funner and hotter. It's not cheating.” Andy explains. "I will tell Tom, I wouldn't keep it a secret, that's how much I think it’s OK."

"I know you would tell Evan also. I think he would be OK with it too, we both tell everyone everything anyways.” Andy continues.

John smiles and says, "OK let’s do it man... I'm fucking horny as hell!"

To be continued.

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