My Father, My Son
(Revised)
by:
Tom Borden
© 2000-2008 by the author
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When Maggie had completed the piece, she stood smiling at Homer.
But Homer remained still, the smile only slightly faded on his face.
"Homer? Did you like it? I'm sure it wasn't as good as the way Roman would play
it."
There was no answer. Maggie walked slowly across the room and, leaning over,
took hold of Homer's hand. It felt lifeless. Kneeling beside his wheelchair, she
whispered, "Homer. Homer." Looking at his face, she thought that she had never
seen Homer look so relaxed and at ease. But he was gone. Maggie dropped her face
into Homer's lap, kissing his hands, and wept quietly.
Chapter 29
Homer Kesselring's funeral was held on the third day after his death. All
arrangements were made by Maggie, with the help of Michael and Karl. The church
was filled with mourners from both Goliad and Victoria. Maggie was amazed at the
number of acquaintances Homer had garnered over the years who spoke of him with
kindness and respect. Homer's son James and his wife did not attend the funeral.
Maggie sat in the front row of the church, flanked by Michael and Karl and Jeff
and Paul. Homer had told Maggie about a number of his loyal friends in Goliad
who would occasionally visit him. Maggie contacted six of them to act as pall
bearers. As they bore the closed casket down the aisle and placed it in front of
the altar, the minister had already begun to intone the Order for the Burial of
the Dead.
" . . . We brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can carry
nothing out. The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of
the Lord."
The service lasted about twenty minutes, ending with the minister saying, "Unto
God's gracious mercy and protection we commit you. The Lord bless you and keep
you. The Lord make his face to shine upon you, and be gracious unto you. The
Lord lift up his countenance upon you, and give you peace, both now and
evermore. Amen."
Most of the mourners followed the funeral procession to the grave site at the
Goliad cemetery. It was raining slightly, and the grave was surrounded by a sea
of black umbrellas. Maggie almost considered herself the bereaved next of kin.
Rhapsody had driven down from San Antonio to be with her. They stood side by
side with their arms around each other's waist. The two of them had fought with
each other through the years, but when one of them was in distress or needed
comfort, the other was always there.
Clayton stood with Michael and Karl. This was the first funeral he had ever
attended, but was so moved by the somberness of the occasion that tears filled
his eyes for most of the service. As he stood by the grave site, staring at the
casket suspended over the grave, he imagined that the man inside was his father.
The thought of watching his father being buried in the ground gave him a strange
feeling of peace and finality to the long uncertain years of wondering and
hoping.
As the casket was slowly lowered into the ground, the minister concluded the
service. "Unto Almighty God we commend the soul of our brother departed, and we
commit his body to the ground; earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust; in
sure and certain hope of the Resurrection unto eternal life . . . ."
The next day, Homer's son, James, called the ranch and said that he wanted to go
there and search through his father's things. He insisted that everything Homer
owned now belonged to him. Karl had answered the phone. He informed James that
he would not be allowed to enter the house. In two days the will would be read
at Nicholas Biddle's law office and the disposition of the property will be
determined at that time.
The day after Homer moved onto the ranch, he took the precaution of having Power
of Attorney given to Maggie. Therefore, Maggie was among those invited to hear
the reading of the will.
The reading took about fifteen minutes. When it was over, Homer's son, James and
his wife sat in stunned and horrified silence. Homer had left all of his
furnishings and other personal effects to Maggie. Every item had been
painstakingly listed with detailed descriptions. Included was Roman's violin
with the stipulation that it be cared for and played only by Maggie. To James,
the will gave the sum of five hundred dollars, to be administered by Mr. Biddle
to help with Homer's funeral expenses.
Finally, Homer left to Maggie all of his bonds, stocks, bank account balances
and other securities in the amount of two million, seven hundred thousand
dollars.
As Maggie stared at the lawyer in disbelief, James rose from his chair in a
rage.
"That's not possible! That goddamned old man gave all his money to that fucking
music school long ago!"
Micholas Biddle stood up. "If you come out with another outburst like that, I
will have to ask you to leave my office!"
"I'm going to sue this fucking queer. That money is mine. I'm the old man's
son!"
"If you'll calm down, Mr. Kesselring, I'll explain. Your father did donate a
little over one and a half million to the music academy. But he didn't give away
all his money. You might as well give up any thought of suing to have this will
overturned. Your father was of sound mind when he made his will and when the
codicil was added."
James grabbed his wife by the arm and stormed out of the office. Maggie
continued to sit almost as though she were paralyzed in her chair. "I can't
believe this. Did you say two million and something?""
The lawyer stood over Maggie, smiling. "Maggie, it's true. My first suggestion
now would be to hire a good manager of these securities. Some would probably
need to be sold, with the money invested in other ways. You'll be able to
realize plenty of cash out of this inheritance to buy whatever your heart
desires and even travel around the world if you choose to."
The word of Maggie's good fortune traveled fast among all the people at the
ranch. And as she drove into the yard, Maggie had a reception of cheering ranch
hands like she had never seen before. The first thing she did when she got into
the house was to call her friend Rhapsody and give her the good news.
"What are you going to do with all that money!" screamed Rhapsody.
"Well one thing I'd like to do is buy you a new drag wardrobe. With all your
frayed hems and runs in your stockings and your dreadful taste in color
combinations, you have become the tackiest looking queen on the block! For once,
I'd like to see you in some high style."
"But what else are you going to do with that money?" said Rhapsody, still
screaming.
"I'm not sure yet, ducky, but let's get together and talk about it. Can you zip
down here tomorrow?"
Maggie and Rhapsody talked all day, and Maggie decided that she would like to
buy or build a house for herself up in the beautiful Hill Country of West Texas
where she and Rhapsody could live together. They also talked about a trip around
the world and cruises to exotic places.
It was only two days before Thanksgiving, and Maggie asked to see Michael and
Karl about her plans.
"You've been asking me what I'm going to do with all that money," Maggie began.
"Well, as you probably suspected, I'm going to have to give you my resignation.
That is the one unhappy thing about all this. But I'll stay for a few months
while my new house is being built up in the Hill Country."
Michael said, "Well, Maggie, we did think that your leaving us now was a real
possibility. But things just won't be the same without you."
"Well, Tony's a first class cook. And you won't have any problem on that score."
"I know, Maggie, but Tony isn't you. It's you we'll miss. Isn't it going to be a
little lonely in a house all by yourself?
Maggie said, "No, because Rhapsody will be living with me." Then looking at the
expressions on Michael's and Karl's faces, she quickly said, "I know. You're
thinking, how can I stand to live with that old queen. But Rhapsody and I go way
back. We fight a lot, but we've been close friends since we were puppies. Since
I've worked down here on the ranch, we've just not been able to see each other
or be together as much as we'd like."
"So what else are you planning," said Karl.
"Well, this is all tentative, you understand, but Rhapsody and I are thinking
about a cruise up along the Canadian and Alaskan shoreline. Also, we both
definitely want to go to Australia. But what I really want to do most of all is
to go to Italy and be able to view all that marvelous art work and sculpture. I
want to go to Tuscany and see all the great art I can in Florence."
"Tell me, Maggie," inquired Michael. "There's something I've always wondered
about. Why is Rhapsody called Rhapsody? And why would anyone want to be called
Rhapsody?"
"Well, that's not her real name, of course. But years ago she was a contestant
for most beautiful drag queen. The contest was held in a gay bar, the El Jardine
on Navarro Street in San Antonio. And, although she didn't win—she came in
last—one of the critics from a gay newspaper in town was there and described her
in his column the next day as 'a rhapsody in pink.' And the name just stuck."
"Oh."
On the same day, Josiah received a letter from the Admissions Office of the
University of Texas. He was afraid to open it and waited until Brian came back
to the room after his chores.
Josiah handed the unopened letter to Brian, saying, "Brian, would you open this
and tell me what it says."
"No," said Brian, handing the letter back. "It's about your admission and it's
addressed to you."
Josiah sat on the edge of the bed, and Brian sat down next to him. Josiah pulled
the letter from the envelop and read, "The Admissions Committee of the
University of Texas has considered your application for admission as a new
freshman. We are pleased to inform you that . . . ."
Brian grabbed Josiah and, falling back on the bed, they hugged tightly, kissed
deeply, and laughed and cried and laughed some more.
Brian shouted, "What a beautiful day! Everything is so beautiful! How could any
day be more wonderful than this!"
Grabbing his cell phone, Brian called Paul's office in Austin and told him the
good news. Paul informed Brian that he and Jeff would be back on the ranch the
next day and will be there for Thanksgiving dinner.
Because of all the good news that was happening around them, Michael and Karl
decided to have a major Thanksgiving celebration. Not only would Jeff and Paul
be there, but Corky and Mark would also be invited. Josiah and Brian, as well as
Jake and Enrique would also be at the table, and Adriano and Charlie would be
asked to come down for dinner. Although both Tony and Maggie will prepare the
dinner, they will also join them at the table. Clayton, too, will be a part of
the celebration, and Rhapsody will be invited to come down to share the meal
with them.
Neither the dining room nor the dining room table was large enough for the
sixteen people who would be there. So Jake and Corky constructed a rough cut
table that would be set up in the living room. Maggie sewed together several
large linen table cloths that would be thrown over the table and would hide the
rough construction. A large traditional Thanksgiving dinner was planned for the
ranch hands and would be served at one o'clock in the rec hall at the end of the
bunk house. Three TV sets would be set up in the room so that the hands could
watch the various games being played that day.
For all those who would be eating in the house, dinner would be served at four
o'clock. The out-of-town guests, Mark, Rhapsody, and Adriano and Charlie arrived
earlier in the afternoon. It was arranged that drinks would be served on the
front verandah starting at two o'clock. Everyone seemed to want to gravitate
toward Mark and sort of rub up against him. But Corky kept a watchful eye on
them. Since the dinner was well on the way in the kitchen, Maggie and Tony also
mingled with the guests for a time on the verandah. When Maggie felt she should
return to the kitchen to check on the dinner, she looked about for Tony. Tony
and Clayton were standing alone at one end of the verandah talking. The two
looked rather cute together, and Maggie decided not to disturb them.
Not long before it was time for Maggie to ring the bell for everyone to sit down
at the table, she looked out of the kitchen window and saw that Tony and Clayton
had walked together out into the fields and seemed to be very engrossed with
each other. She stepped to the edge of the veranda and called as loud as she
could, "Tony! Clayton! It's time to come back for dinner."
Tony and Clayton stopped and slowly turned around and walked back. When they
came close to the verandah, Maggie said, "I'm sorry to have interrupted your
talk. You looked as though you were having a very good talk. Both Tony and
Clayton looked at each other, smiled, and very visibly blushed. Maggie thought
to herself, "Oh how I do wish those two would get together. They look so cute
together. If I dared bet on it, I would say that love is very obviously
beginning to blossom between those two. But I'll just have to wait and see."
The traditional Thanksgiving dinner prepared by Maggie and Tony included, two
large roasted turkeys, ham for those who prefer ham, candied yams, creamed
onions, a fruit salad, stuffing, cranberry sauce, spiced peaches, the dreaded
Brussels sprouts, and a variety of rolls. A choice of red or white wine would
also be served. And for desert, of course, along with coffee, was pumpkin pie
with real whipped cream. For those who didn't care for pie, there was ice cream.
During the desert course, Michael tapped his fork on his glass as a signal that
he wanted to speak.
"I'm so glad that all of us are together. There has been so much good news for
some of us, Karl and I thought that it would be appropriate to celebrate it on
Thanksgiving day. First of all, I would like to formally introduce Mark. He's a
former Texas Trooper—can you just picture him in that uniform? The news is that
Corky has accepted a position to work with Mark in his job as a private
investigator. Corky will be leaving the ranch on December first and moving to
San Antonio, where they'll be working and living together.
There ensued applause, as well as envious looks aimed at Corky.
"Just a couple of days ago," continued Michael, "Josiah received notification
that he has been admitted as a freshman at the University of Texas in Austin."
This news brought on more applause and smiles and congratulatory remarks.
"As you know, Brian is having to return to school in January, and this means
that Josiah and he will be able to be together in Austin for sure." More
congratulatory remarks.
Then looking at Maggie, Michael said, "Now we come to our friend Maggie who,
with Tony, prepared this wonderful dinner. We all know what good fortune has
come upon him. I've been given permission to announce that Maggie will be
leaving us in January." Many groans. "He and his friend, Rhapsody here, have
booked a month-long trip to Australia. They'll be leaving on the trip in
mid-January. When they return in February, they will live in San Antonio while
Maggie's new house is being built up in the Hill Country, where they will both
live eventually. He has promised that he will have us all up there for a grand
housewarming when it's completed."
Michael then reached down into a brief case that he had sitting next to his
chair and drew out several sheets of paper.
"Now I would like you all to hear something that is very special. It is a letter
that Homer Kesselring wrote and had his lawyer attach to his will. Maggie hasn't
seen or heard of this letter yet, but I would like to read it to all of you
while Maggie listens to it for the first time.
Picking up the paper, he reads,
"Dear Maggie:
When you get this letter, I will have passed away after spending some of the
most cherished days of my life. Those precious moments with you and the joy that
you brought me in my last days were more than any mortal could hope for or
expect. You taught me so much. After a lifetime of prejudice and not
understanding, I had the privilege of learning, before it was too late, that we
are all—no matter who or what we are—in this life together. I cannot adequately
express my regret for the cruelty of my remarks to you early in our friendship.
How could I not know then the hurt and the pain I caused you? I am so ashamed.
Your touch is gentle; your heart is warm; your tears are as salty as mine, and
our blood is interchangeable. Your human compassion and concern, your unselfish
charity and love for me and others can never be repaid, not even by what I am
leaving you. Feel my love, Maggie, my son, even after my death.
Yours forever, Homer"
As Maggie looked at Michael with tears in her eyes, Jeff leaned over and put his
arm around Maggie's shoulder. "Maggie, Homer's message is really a message from
all of us. We've all been touched by your humanity, and we're all the better for
it. This letter from Homer is probably the best Thanksgiving message that any of
us could have heard today."
Raising his wine glass, and signaling for the others to do the same, Jeff said,
"A toast to Homer's memory. And a toast to the success and happiness of those of
you who will soon be leaving us. And finally, I propose a toast to the greatest
and most wonderful spot on Earth, and may it exist and flourish forever, the
great Walker Ranch!
To be continued...
Posted: 09/05/08