Crucified
By:
Randall Austin
(© 2014 by the author)
The author retains all rights. No reproductions are allowed without the author's
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Chapter 3
Spencer and his newly indentured charge sat closely together in the back seat of
the BMW. As Camden, in the driver's seat, began the drive from Darrin's house to
the Rosewood Heights Holistic Reform Center complex, he made eye contact with
his older brother through the rear view mirror and gave a giant grin. Spencer
gave back an even wider grin. Darrin noticed their grins and wanted to escape.
But of course he could not, being naked and obscenely cock-hobbled.
Spencer noticed Darrin's unease. He liked that Darrin was frightened enough to
need some comforting, "I want you to know that you can trust me, Darrin. You're
in good hands. Real good hands."
"Let me tell why you are in good hands, and how I got into homosexual
counseling. Five years ago, when I was 20 years old, I was arrested, along with
two of my friends, for gay bashing. It was nothing violent, it was just me and
my friends following a couple of faggots out of a bar and confronting them, and
pushing them around a little bit. We spat at them, shoved them, and called them
some names. That's all."
"My dad was pissed that the cop who apprehended me, who had been a friend of our
family, had me arrested. So dad sent me to this really cool counselor who
explained to my dad and the judge that what I did wasn't really 'gay bashing',
but was just simply a young guy trying to express his frustration with the way
the world was mixed up. The counselor explained to the judge that I, rather than
being wrong in what I did, I was simply confused and frustrated. He explained
that rather than being potentially violent, I, in fact, had the fervor of
wanting to make the world a better place in my heart."
"The judge didn't buy my counselor's explanation, but my dad did, and he
convinced me that I was probably meant to be a counselor, and could probably use
the fire within me to help people afflicted with problems such as yours. From
that I changed the focus of my studies in psychology, and at the same time my
dad decided to add a gay conversion program to Rosewood Heights' counseling
services."
"Two years ago I took over as the head of the gay conversion program, and since
then our success rate in converting guys like you with your sickness has soared.
So that's why you're in good hands. I want you to be aware that this is a great
opportunity for you; if you just submit and get with the program, there is a
very good chance that you can be cured of all your homosexual tendencies."
Although Spencer's words on his past gave Darrin deep cause for concern, they
were delivered in such a quiet, earnest, and personal way to Darrin that
Spencer's charisma suggested to him that perhaps he was not, in fact, the
gay-hating nut and sadist he had at first feared him to be.
Spencer put an arm across the back of the seat and leaned closer to Darrin.
Darrin felt something like a cross between a little mouse in the clutches of a
large cat, and a teenage girl helpless in the arms of her football jock
boyfriend. It was reinforced when Spencer lowered his voice, put his mouth close
to Darrin's ear, and spoke gently, "I want you to know that I really care about
you. I want you to be happy. I want you to feel good. I want to help you, really
help you, to be all that you can be!"
Spencer gently grabbed Darrin's shoulder, "I want you to know that I really care
about guys like you. I am sincere in this. But you have to trust me." Spencer
moved his face closer to Darrin's and his nose almost touched Darrin's cheek as
he continued, "That's why I hope that I don't have to get tough with you, or
have to hurt you. I really want to help make you well again."
Darrin was confused by the messages Spencer was sending: on the one hand he
spoke of his troubling past, and on the other he whispered tenderly that he
really cared about him. How in one moment he expressed hope that he wouldn't
have to get tough and hurt him, and in the next get very close to him, touch him
tenderly, and speak in a voice of such tenderness that it almost melted Darrin.
Spencer's nose touched Darrin's temple as he grasped Darrin's shoulder more
tightly, "I can help you Darrin. I can make you well."
Although Darrin was getting flushed being so close to and gently touched by the
beautiful counselor, he nevertheless answered Spencer in a voice equally as
quiet, "But I am well."
Spencer swallowed, and with both arms pulled Darrin close to him, "No, Darrin,
you are not well. You are very sick. But don't worry. The first step towards
recovery is to realize that you are in fact sick. Camden and I are going to show
you how sick you really are; so that you can begin to accept the healing we will
be offering you."
"You belong to me now. And I'm not letting you out of the program until you are
healed."
Darrin let out a stifled "No!" and Spencer began to rub his upper leg, confusing
Darrin all the more. Darrin noticed Camden peaking into the rear view from time
to time, very interested in what Spencer was doing.
Spencer licked his lips, "You are a naked and hobbled slave now, and I am your
overseer. So I get to do to you whatever I want. You're body is mine. It has
been given over to me through indenturement by your dad, and I am going to do
whatever it takes to make you well. And if you are defiant or make trouble,
Camden and I will have to do some things to you that you may not find very
pleasant. Please don't make us have to do that!"
"But I want you to know that when I am administering punishment therapy, I am
not doing it out of hatred, but out of love. If I ever have to beat or whip you,
if I ever have to strap you down on the punishment table and use the pinchers
and screws on you, or put you in an ice bath, or even put you on the cross, I
will be doing it out of love."
Camden called out from the driver's seat, "Way to go, bro! Tell it like it is!"
As Darrin started to sweat, Spencer continued gently rubbing his upper leg, and
spoke with his nose nuzzled into Darrin's temple, "Camden and I are going to
turn you into a straight boy, just like us."
The gentle rubbing of his leg by Spencer continued to confuse Darrin all the
more. Again, threats of violence spoken in a tender, almost loving way, created
a frightening ambivalence. Darrin could not help but be turned on being cradled,
as he was, in the arms of the handsome counselor. But Darrin's fear prevented
his cock from doing anything more than engorging slightly.
Camden was used to watching his older brother intimidate helpless homos through
the rear view mirror. Camden loved and admired Spencer, and considered him as
not only a brother that he looked up to, but also his best friend and teacher.
He was looking forward to getting Darrin into the compound, and asked Spencer,
"What's the first thing you're going to do to him, Spence?"
Spencer moved his hand from Darrin's thigh, and gently started tweaking the ring
in Darrin's left nipple, "Oh, I don't know, Camden. Probably just irrigate,
shave, bathe, plug, oil, and cage him. We'll go easy on him tonight. Let the
heavy action begin tomorrow."
Camden smiled, "Cool!"
Spencer continued to gently play with Darrin's nipple, and put his nose to
Darrin's hair. He sniffed it and took in its scent almost as if he were taking
extreme delight in it, and whispered alluringly, "You ready to accept what we
have to offer, little baby?"
Spencer's quiet and sensual voice, the same voice one would use to whisper words
of love to a lover, coupled with his menacing words and the gentle tweaking of
Darrin's nipple, left poor Darrin completely bewildered, and unknowing of
Spencer's intentions.
Spencer moved his hand to Darrin's shoulder and started to gently rub Darrin's
naked back and shoulder as he continued, "We're going to help you, little baby,
to become a real man just like Camden and me. Camden and I are going to deal
with your inner turmoil, turn you into a straight boy just like us, and make you
happier than you have ever been before. You belong to Camden and me now, and we
get to do to you whatever it takes to turn you into a straight man."
Spencer rubbed his nose sensually in Darrin's hair, "Are you ready to submit
fully to Camden and me, and accept all the good things we're about to offer
you?"
Darrin, terrified yet aroused, did not know what to say or do. His face and
loins were flushed, yet he broke out into a cold sweat and swallowed hard.
Spencer had seen such reactions before, "Homos always start sweating once they
realize they are going to have to change their ways!"
"You don't have to be afraid, Darrin." Spencer hugged Darrin tightly, "You don't
have to worry about anything. Camden and I are going to take good care of you.
You're our little baby now. We're going to heal you. The first thing we're going
to do to you is bathe you. We're going to wash away your old lifestyle, cleanse
you of your errant ways, and make you feel like a new person!"
Being hugged tightly by the hot counselor, and able to smell his body, was too
much for the confused Darrin, and his cock finally started to rise. The tight
cuff around the base of his cock and balls caused Darrin's prick to not just
erect, but to erect to its fullest purple-headed glory.
Spencer, his cheek pressed next to Darrin's, simply watched Darrin's prick grow,
and hugged him even more tightly, "Then after your bath we're going to oil your
body. Get every part of you sleek and oiled, polish that knob and tackle of
yours, so you can see your new body, all shining, glowing, a preview of the new
person you soon will become!"
Darrin, terrified that Spencer would get angry over his erection, tried to move
away from Spencer's embrace, but could not. Spencer reached down and gently
pulled both of Darrin's legs so they were tight against his own legs, "I own you
now, Darrin. You belong to me. All of you belongs to me. You are mine. All
mine!"
Spencer looked Darrin over very intently, grasped his jaw, turned his face to
look into his, and whispered slowly, "We may, of course, have to get tough with
you, show you a little of our tough love, but it will all be good."
Darrin was almost crying, "What do you mean?"
When Spencer only smiled broadly and showed his teeth, Darrin, terrified,
started to cry, "Please don't hurt me."
Spencer caressed Darrin tenderly, "We may have to, little fella, because
sometimes that's the only way to help people like you, and make you well again!"
Camden, with his own dick at full mast, smiled in the rear view mirror at the
brother he so loved and admired, and at his hapless, sweating, prey.
To be continued...
Posted: 07/04/14